Matthew followed Holland into the bathroom watching the demon yawn and rub at his eyes with his free hand, still holding tightly to the angel with the other. "Why don't you go back to bed Holland? You're not made for mornings."
The demon lord smiled a little, peeking one eye open to look down at Matthew as he yawned again. "I don't want to be in bed without you. How are feeling?" He asked pulling the glasses off Matthews face and setting them aside as they both started to strip out of their clothing.
"Like an idiot with a massive headache." Matthew replied with a sigh and a shrug as Holland chuckled and leaned down pulling the blond close with a hand on the back of his head placing a kiss to his temple.
"Poor baby." He teased yawning for a third time turning back to start up the water followed by the showerhead.
"We're not taking a bath?" Matthew asked surprised.
"We can if you want, but the longer we are gone the more your family will talk about what is keeping us."
Matthew flushed at that and Holland stepped under the spray with a moaning sound of appreciation. "Join me?" he asked. The angel blinked taking in the other man's dripping wet frame suddenly shy. When they took bathes together Matthew took comfort in the water hiding his more vital regions, in the shower he would have no such luxury. He swallowed hard before stepping in and pulling the curtain closed behind him.
Holland stepped back letting the water rain down on Matthew, soaking his hair and relaxing his muscles. "Ivan thinks he may know someone who can separate Feliciano and Romano."
Holland made a questioning noise placing a kiss on Matthews shoulder as he lathered up a wash cloth before nudging Matthew forward out of the water so he could wash his back with slow soothing strokes.
"A friend of his from before works in old medicine…it sounds a little blasphemous to me but if it helps those boys it can't be bad right?"
"No. Not bad at all." The demon agreed softly running the cloth across Matthew's shoulders.
"Would you mind traveling?
"No." Gentle circles at Matthews lower back.
"When can we leave?"
"Any time you want." Back up then down Matthew's arms.
The angel blinked at that turning to face Holland who paused in his washing only a moment before continuing leaving a trail of suds across Matthew's chest. "When I want? But there is a lot to consider. Gilbert and his change. Ice and his mate who still hasn't shown up. Mathias should have a say as well he is also a lord demon. You would need to check with Alfred and Arthur they will take offence if you don't ask them to travel along."
"I'm confident you will make a good decision." Holland replied with a shrug scrubbing at the angel's torso.
"Holland." Matthew scolded scowling. "This is serious."
"I am aware, but I have faith that you will pick the right time."
"It's not my place to make that choice! I'm just-" Holland placed a finger to Matthew's lips cutting him off.
"You are mine… No longer my captive. No longer my ever escaping hostage. Mine. You are my equal in all things. An angel with the commanding power of a Lord demon in my household. When you speak, people will listen. You will be expected to make decisions like this and harder if you stay with me and I will always back you whatever your do. I would like for you to make this choice Matthew, in a show of my trust in you and my wiliness to follow you anywhere."
Matthew felt a lump in his throat and a burning in his eyes that that he fought back with everything he had. Things suddenly seemed to be moving fast. He used to hate this man. Loath him to his very core to the point of vomiting if they so much as kissed and now the man was nothing but sweet words that turned Matthews insides to mush. "I…"
Holland smiled his cute, purely pleased, smile and leaned down placing a kiss on Matthew's lips before righting himself again. "No words needs angel. If you accept then you speak with everyone and decide when we leave. If not…well-" Matthew jerked Holland down for a soul searing kiss their tongues intertwining in a need to taste each other as much as they could.
Matthew wasn't sure who moved first but he was suddenly pinned against the wall while Holland pressed against him grinding slowly, making his cock come to full attention. Matthew wrapped his arms around Holland's shoulders hands threaded through the demons hair keeping their mouths fused together. The taller man made a growling noise that went straight to Matthews groin making him gasp and toss his head back gasping air into his lungs. The demon lord gripped Matthews legs, hiking them both up around his own waist making the angel's hands shoot out to steady himself against the wall, sending bottles clattering to the tub floor around them as he cried out. Need filled Matthew to an extent he had never felt before. His inside's tightened every time Holland rutted against him rubbing their pricks together and his skin felt like it was on fire.
He felt precum leaking at his own tip as he dug his nails into Holland's back making the demon growl again causing Matthews dick to twitch begging for attention.
"Is it going to hurt?" The words were out before Matthew could stop them and suddenly everything went still and he buried his face in the crook of Holland's neck to hide his shame. The water raining down on them and their deep breathing were the only sounds in the room. Matthew had never felt more like disappearing in his whole life. Why couldn't the wall just consume him now and save him the embarrassment of facing his almost lover.
"Fuck." Holland breathed out breaking their silence taking deep steadying breaths. "Oh Matthew the things you do to me." He said softly with a chuckle slowly letting the angel's legs down so he could stand on his own two feet before lifting the shorter man's face and smiling reassuringly. "When we make love…it is going to be different. It may even hurt at first. But I will need you to trust me to show you pleasure you have never felt before. We won't do it till you're ready."
"I'm ready." Matthew insisted face bright red and Holland chuckled again rubbing their hips together again making them both gasp. "I can feel your ready Matthew, but today is not that day…though if you are willing I can give you a small taste of what it will be like."
"Yes." Matthew said breathlessly almost panting through the warm mist that was starting to fill the room from the heat of the shower.
Holland smiled and knelt down before the angel and nuzzled his belly. "Spread your legs for me a little beautiful."
Matthew did as asked swallowing hard feeling incredibly exposed still fighting of the remnants of his previous embarrassment. "What are you doing?" he asked shakily and the demon smiled and shushed him. "Just trust me."
Matthew leaned his head back against the wall and closed his eyes. He sat that way for what felt like hours before the gentlest of kisses was placed against his stomach. Matthew gasped as his abs went tense and his insides flip flopped. "Relax." The word was breathed against the tip of his penis making him swallow hard and reach his a hand out to stop the other man. "Holland please you-" the demon grabbed silenced the other man by his wrist and nuzzled Matthews palm before answering. "Do you not want me to suck you Matt?"
Every muscle in Matthew's body went tense for a moment from his arms to his anus before he forced them to relax again. "You shouldn't." He breathed out softly keeping his eyes squeezed shut afraid to look and chicken out.
"Why?"
"You're…I mean…I should do that to you. Not the other way around."
Holland snorted a laugh kissing Matthews palm before letting go of his hand and slowly licking a path from start of Matthews sac to the tip of his rock hard length making him shutter and let out a 'ah'. "My dear innocent Angel. As I have told you before, and will probably have to remind you a hundred times, we are equals, there is not 'female role' in this relationship. I want to give you a blow job and if you would like to receive one then just relax and let me do my part."
Matthew took a shuttering breath forcing his eyes open to look down at Holland who was on his knees before him smiling daringly. "Yes…please."
Holland's smile widened before his eyes were completely on his task. He wrapped a hand around Matthew's base giving him a few experimental strokes before taking the tip in his mouth and sucking playfully. Matthew made a strangled noise his hands desperately trying to find purchase on the slick tiled wall behind him to keep from wrapping them in Holland's hair. Ignoring the man above him wordlessly begging for him to hurry up and get it over with Holland took his time working his jaw further open allowing more and more of rather substantial sized manhood to make its way into his mouth.
He started a slow steady pattern working his fist up and down while bobbing his head letting saliva act as his lubricant as it dripped down the rock hard cock before him. Holland took his time he was in no hurry to rush now that he was actually being allowed to touch the untouchable. He enjoyed watching the swollen red prick slide from between his lips slick from being in his mouth, balls tightening, begging to the demon to bring him to completion. 'Not yet.' He thought, sliding his free hand up the back of Matthew's leg playing with the coarse hair there, gently trying to sooth the tension that immediately filled the smaller man's body at the extra touch.
Matthew settled a little as Holland's hand on the back of his leg traveled the same path slowly and rhythmically from the bottom of his ass to the back of his knee. "Holland." Matthew panted. The simple name came out as a begging plea for more, for Holland to continue to the next step, even if Matthew didn't realize that's what it was.
The demon chuckled around the flesh occupying his mouth, taking a moment to swirl his tongue around the tip and lap the percum off the angels slit making shorter man's knees go weak. "Trust me." Holland said softly keeping his fist moving lazily around Matthews cock while looking up at the man who was looking down at him with half hooded eyes full of both desire and fear.
Holland smiled taking his hand off the back of Matthew's leg and popping his pointer finger into his own mouth. He purposefully fully covered the digit in saliva before pulling it back out and quickly took Matthew back into his now free mouth sucking greedily making the angel cry out and wrap his hands in Holland's flat soaking hair. Holland did his best to keep Matthew focused on his weeping prick but as soon as his slick finger rubbed the angels puckered entrance his whole body went bow string tight.
"Easy beautiful. You need to relax." Holland said pulling back looking up nervously at the purple eyed man who was looking down at him like a deer in headlights. He refused to back down rubbing his finger in soothing circles around the hole he hoped to someday fill with something much larger and satisfying. His other hand continued to pump Matthew up and down as he gave him some tentative licks to keep him from waning. "Relax baby." Holland looked up again at the angel through his lashes, his eyes glowing slightly and his fangs farther out then they should have been. "I will make you feel good." Maybe it was cheating to use things Matthew told him were a turn on for him to get what he wanted but Holland didn't feel too bad about it as the angels eyes dilated with more want then fear.
Matthew's breathes were coming out in short panicked pants and his legs muscles were trembling just under the surface in a way that turned on every 'hell yes' button Holland had in his body. Oh the things he would do if he could get away with it. He thought to himself slipping the tip of his finger into Matthew as soon as the angel had unclenched enough to allow him too.
Matthew hissed as Holland worked in his finger, more from the strange feeling of it then actual pain. The demon went back to work on the cock mindful of his now protruding fangs as he happily sucked away. Take it slow he reminded himself repeatedly as he focused on all three of his tasks of pumping sucking and now pushing his finger in and out of the tight sphincter. Matthew was making soft sounds somewhere between a whimper and a beg clicking something just right in Holland's darker psyche that enjoyed having such control over the once proud creature of light.
"Holland!" Matthew cried out hips arching forward gagging the demon for a moment before Holland hummed in satisfaction. He found the prostate.
Holland bumped his finger against the little bundle of nerves gently at first enjoy the strangled 'ah ah's Matthew was giving him in return before his own need to bring his little angel to completion filled him, he'd spent enough time playing. He picked up his pace with all of his tasks dead set on watching Matthews face as he came when suddenly said man was tugging at his hair forcefully trying to pull his mouth off. "My hip!" The angel begged. "Bite me please! Please I'm so close."
Not needing to be asked twice Holland let Matthew's tugging hands lead his mouth away from the angels thick girth to his demon mark where the demon wasted no time at all clamping his teeth down into flesh opening their connection wide as blood pooled in his mouth.
White burst behind Holland's eyes as Matthew's scream of release filled his ears and pleasure shot though his whole body. He hadn't realized he'd faded out but when he faded back in moments later Holland was sprawled in the bottom of the tub with Matthew. The two of them were tangled together in a mess of limbs and body fluid and lukewarm water blinking slowly back into reality.
"Holy hell." Holland said softly.
"I'm not sure how holy hell is…but I must agree with you on this one." Matthew replied smiling nervously. "That was…amazing."
"I'm glad you liked it." Holland replied smiling cockily forcing himself upright so he wasn't pressing so hard against the still trembling angel.
"You came to…" Matthew said chewing at his lip nervously. "I didn't realize you had a free hand to take care of yourself." He teased gently and Holland chuckled placing a kiss on Matthew's lips to keep him from gnawing them off in his nervousness.
"I came when you came, I connected with you through our mark. It was rather exhilarating."
"Have you ever done that before?" Matthew asked looking away shyly as Holland rinsed them both off and put the stopper in the bottom of the tub turning up the heat more. "Connection sex I mean."
Holland looked over at Matthew and raised an eyebrow making the angel flush red. He refrained from teasing the other man as he stood and sat back down behind him pulling Matthew up against his chest. "No. You're the first to ever carry my mark." Holland smiled when he felt Matthew relax a little more against him at his answer.
"I thought we were taking a quick shower." Matthew asked lazily watching the tub fill around them.
"Yes well that was the plan but your cute little ass is going to be a tad sore, I was more aggressive near the end then I meant to be. And you were so noisy I thought it best to hid out in here a while, while you brother calmed down." Holland enjoyed the way Matthews face turned bright red and he sunk down a little lower like the high walls of the tub could hide him from his brother wrath.
Both those were actual reasons for wanting to stay a little longer in the soothing water of the large bath but the real reason Holland wanted to stay was he was enjoying having Matthew all to himself in their post coital bliss curled up together. He knew as soon as they were apart the guilt would start to nag at Matthew and it would be back to square one when it came to touching him and he would have to work his way back up to it again, but it had been worth it. Watching Matthew come undone was something Holland would remember for the rest of his life.
He wrapped his arms around Matthew waist reclining back against the cool edge of the bath relishing the way Matthew's legs still trembled from orgasm as he drifted to sleep against his chest for once completely relaxed in the demon lords arms.
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