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Cara doesn't know what time Jax gets in . Abel gets her up at 6 so She's in the kitchen with him making him some baby porridge . While she's feeding him Jax comes in in a clean t-shirt after he's had a shower and his gun holster

Cara " can you feed him while I get ready for work please " she hands him the spoon and just leaves not letting him answer. She grabs a quick shower and puts clean scrubs on . She packs Abels bag ready to be dropped off at work and walks back into the kitchen . Jax has changed and cleaned up Abel and is holding him close , rocking him . She puts on her trainers , grabs Jax hoddie ,Abels car seat and puts it on the table. Jax looks at her sad face and straps him in it .

" I'll see you later " she says picking it up with the bags and places a small kiss on his cheek and goes to work . After dropping Abel off at daycare ,She goes into Chibs room. A woman is sat beside him

-" Who are you " she as he as Cara checks him

Cara " I'm a friend " she rests her hand on his forehead

Cara " and you are "

-" His wife " Chibs grones

-" Morning " she smiles at him

Chibs " Jesus's, what the he'll are you doing here " he looks at her

-" I heard what happened, I was worried . " she kiss's his cheek as Cara checks him over

-" That's from carryann " she adds

Chibs " you on your own " he asks

-" Doesn't matter . I came to see you . I'm Still your wife "

Chibs " Ex wife , it's been a long time"

Cara " Chibs . How you feeling " she shines a light in his eyes

Chibs " like i was blown up " he grabs caras hand

The woman tries to take his other hand but he pulls it away . The doctor comes in and asks the woman to leave while he checks him . He keeps hold of caras hand all the time .

Chibs " can you message lyla please " he asks as the doc shuts the door

Cara " as soon as I leave you " she smiles at him

Chibs " thank you " he squeezes her hand . She leaves the room and takes her phone out

( Cara " Chibs is awake and asking for you , I'll see you as soon as you get here xx ") she sends to lyla

(Cara" Chibs is awake " ) is all she sends to Jax

(Jax" thank you babe , will come as soon as I can xx") he two , she continues on with her work . Gemma sends a message out for dinner at her house that night . Cara grones to herself . She finished at 6 takes Abel to her home . Baths him gets him ready and she grabs a quick shower then puts clean clothes on . She packs Abels bag and heads to Gemmas for 8 . All the ladies are in the kitchen Cara gets there and the woman take Abel and pass him around.

Gemma" how are things " she asks

Cara " who knows " she sighs helping with the food

Gemma" Oh baby , it'll be ok , he knows you stepped up when he was away" she looks at her

Cara " hope so " is all she can say . They hear bikes pulling up , clay and the others walk in. Jax is the last he walks upto Cara and puts his hands in his pockets.

Jax " can we talk " he looks sad at her

Cara " ok " is all she replys . She followed him out into the garden. As she closed the door his lips were on hers. He backs her to the wall never releasing her lips . His hand moves to her hip while the other is on her neck with his thumb rubbing along her cheek.

Jax " Fuck babe " he says between kiss's pulling her body as close as he can to his

Cara " jax" she whispers placing her hands on his chest pulling him close by his shirt

Jax " I've missed you so much. I can never repay you for anything you've done for me and Abel, babe" he deepens the kiss . She moans into his mouth. She feels him smile against her lips.

Cara " I've missed you too, I didn't do anything I didn't want to "their still kissing , he leans his body on hers. She can feel him getting hard.

Jax" stay with me tonight " he whispers between kiss's

Cara " ok" is all she can manage. He runs his hand down to her bum and squeezes it. She hums in enjoyment.

Jax " we'd better go in soon or there send out a search party for us" he pulls away and leans his head on hers

Cara " soon " is all she manages then she kiss's him again . Suddenly someone knocks on the door a makes her jump , Jax larphs. They go in

Tig" that was quick " he smirks

Jax " Fuck you " he says pulling her closer then flips him off . Tig then argue with Bobby and op, Jax joins in . Cara takes Abel as his now crying . She tried to call him , clay storms at Jax

Clay" where the he'll were you "

Jax " what are you talking about "

Clay" we have 2 guys laying in hospital beds and the rest of you decide to not answer your God dam phones "

Bobby" we were neck deep in our own like of shit "

Tig" we almost got killed , trying to take back our guns man "

Bobby" club business not here asshole " Tig jumps at him , they fight . Op stands infrount of Cara so no one gets near her , happy breaks it up

Jax " we had some payback to deliver at Cara Cara "

Tig" hopefully it went a little bit better than our task "

Op" blow me shit head "

--" Excuse me " they all stop and hear a voice . It's hale

Hale" sorry to interrupted "

Hale" I figured I'd should tell you this in person,we just found Luann Delaney off county 18. Beaten to death. There's no other details of now . I'm sorry " he says and leaves . Cara now walks to Gemma and tries to calm her down . She's rubbing her arm.

Clay" did you cause this " he looks at Jax

Jax " what you taking about "

Clay" payback at Cara Cara " the guys start fighting again

Clay" do you see what your doing to this club " he shouts, he repeats himself

Jax " I was risking my ass for this club " he shouts back

Clay" ballshit " Abel is screaming loud now , Gemma is crying

Jax " are you as blind as you are cripple "he tries walking away

Clay " the blind guys in jail,with no wife because you just got her killed " Jax jumps at clay . Gemma flings the plate on the table and everyone looks at her . Cara walks to her again and rubs her back , after putting Abel to bed in jaxs old roommate and Donna help clean up .