"Can I just go up to bed?" I heard Scorpius ask as we got home. I took my wrap off and listened as Draco told him yeah before He came up beside me and I sighed and went to sit down.
"Night cap?" I asked seeing the amber liquid.
"No, we all shared a full bottle of wine at the restaurant." He said and I nodded and moved to get my sandals off.
"I guess you're right." I mumbled and moved to take my braid out.
"I thought you said you didn't drink." He said and I shrugged.
"I mean... someone had to take Alana's drinks. She can't. She gets to have a baby." I said and stood up as I shook my head to undo the rest of my braid.
"Luna what's wrong?" He asked and I passed him towards the stairs. "Luna." He gripped my elbow and pulled me back. "Talk to me. I can't know what is wrong if you don't talk to me." He said and I sighed and looked down.
"I used to be perfectly happy not having kids. Being able to give Lilt Luna back to Ginny and Harry. I knew I was never going to get married while I could still have kids. If I ever got married." I stopped and put a hand over my mouth. This is why I didn't like to drink. I blurt stuff out that I would rather keep to myself.
"You want a baby?" He asked coming closer and I looked away and turned slight before he caught my arm and pulled me into his chest. "That is why you brought up Scorpius as a baby. Why you looked at me funny when I said the Last baby of the family. Why Alana asked if I was sure it was the last. Why we really went out for a fancy dinner." He started to sound shocked and I crossed my arms.
"I don't know why she wanted a fancy place." I said and he let out a laugh.
"You and my cousin are thick as thieves just like in school." He said moving away now and I clenched my teeth. "Let me guess, she is having a baby, and she wants you to have a baby too."
"No." I shook my head and sighed.
"Then what? You wanted a baby when she told you she was pregnant before tonight?" He asked and I gulped. "Luna, we're going to be married, we have to talk about what we want." He told me and I sighed before moving to sit back down.
"When we were together, after spring break I was planning a life with you. I was planning the wedding we'd want. I was planning what kind of place we would live in, I planned how to get our families to get along. I planned the first baby, and thought so much about how much time would be between each kid. I knew that I was miserable being an only child, and you at least had Alana, but I didn't want to only have one kid." I stopped and shook my head before taking deep breaths.
"I wanted all of those things too Luna. I wanted to marry you. I wanted to have kids with you-"
"But it didn't happen. And like I said before... it's too late for things that I wanted-"
"It's not too late for everything Luna. Do you want a baby? Just answer me." He told me and moved towards me before sitting beside me.
"I don't know. It was a good through Alana and I had about having girls and letting them be best friends-"
"That sounds like my cousin. I want your words Luna. Do you want a baby?" He asked once more and I just stayed quiet. "Love, don't shut me out again. Just tell me. Please." He said and I gulped.
"I did." I said and he grabbed my hand before pulling it to his lips. I looked at him now and waited for his response.
"Then we can have a baby. I love Scorpius, and I loved him when he was little. He's growing up so fast now that a year in school just flies by and he gets more and more mature. I'm old, but that doesn't mean I am too old." He told me and I sighed and looked away. "What?"
"What if Scorpius doesn't want a sibling?" I asked and he pulled my chin around until we were looking into each others eyes.
"He always used to ask for a little brother. Astoria didn't want another child, not with all the problems we had even having him. She felt it was too painful." He told me and I bit my lip. "If you want a baby, we can have a baby. And I will hope its a boy so Alana and our son won't be friends." He teased and leaned in and gave me a kiss. I sighed and relaxed slightly and shifted so my legs were across his lap.
"What are you doing?" I whispered, wanting to tease him, when I felt him unzip the side of the dress.
"Copping a feel if I am lucky." He whispered before leaning in to kiss me again. I smiled against his lips and felt his hands go towards my back, tracing my bra strap until he got to the clips. He used two finger, did the snapping motion, before letting the straps go.
"We're downstairs." I whispered and he nodded.
"He's going to bed." He whispered back and I sighed and looked to the left and saw the kitchen. I stood up after pushing him back. I made a small show of taking my bra off all the way before getting up and walking towards the kitchen. "Where are you going?"
I kept walking until I was at the back door and walked down the small grassy hill. "Still coming?" I asked turning to look over my shoulder as he took off his tie.
"Are you going to the creek?" He asked as he kicked off his expensive shoes and kept following me. I got to the water and smiled as I let my dress fall to the floor. I kept my boobs covered as I walked in and I heard Draco cursing slightly and then he jumped in.
"How long has it been since you've been in the water?" I asked as he pushed his hair out of his face.
"A while." He told me and came towards me in the water. "What made you want to come out here?" He asked and I stepped into the water all the way and smiled.
"I wanted to see all the trees." I said and he smiled before he pulled in into his arms.
"There are 22 of them. I haven't planted the 23." He told me and I nodded and smiled slightly before looking down stream.
"Astoria didn't know right? Why you planted them there?" I asked and he shook his head. I cupped his cheek and leaned in.
"Why?" He asked for a moment and I looked down.
"I didn't know her... but knowing that you loved her... it hurt. And I don't want to be responsible for her hurt because she knew you still did that." I said shaking my head and he leaned in a bit and kissed my nose.
"I did love her, but never the way I have loved you." He told me and I nodded. "Want me to prove it?" He asked and I smiled and leaned into him.
"You already have." I said and wrapped my legs around his waist and he smiled. "But this time I think it's me who has to prove it to you." I said and he shook his head.
"I already know- you wouldn't be here if you still hated me." He told me and I smiled.
"Still want to prove it." I whispered against him as I leaned in to give him a kiss again. I unwrapped myself from him and dived into the water before swimming towards the place we first made love.
He followed and I got onto the grass and looked at the trees. I kept myself covered, tried not to shake or shiver when the cold air hit me. I heard Draco getting out of the water and before I knew it he wrapped his arms around my torso, helping me cover myself. I looked up at the trees and knew he had used magic to make them this big in the short amount of time. "You like them?" He asked and I nodded looking back to him.
"I do." I told him and smiled wide before moving my hands up, off of my chest, and around his neck. I pressed my chest to his and he kept me close. I shivered as my wet back was hit with a breeze and he leaned down and rested his forehead on mine.
"Are you cold love?" He asked and I nodded. "Should I warm you up?" He asked and I nodded yet again. His hands trailed down before he was pushing my soaked panties down. They fell as soon my thighs weren't touching and I kicked them towards one of the trees. His hands went down until he was cupping my ass and pulling one leg up and around his hip.
"Please Draco?" I begged moving back until I felt the tree behind me. "Let it be the first time all over again." I whispered and ran my hands up his chest, down it until I leaned up to cup his neck and bring his lips back down to mine. He groaned when he rubbed himself against me. I nodded and let him lift me completely off the ground. He seemed bigger than the times we had done it in school, and when he pushed into me, I was feeling the pain like it literally was the first time all over again.
"Dammit Luna, you're tight." He whispered and I nodded and leaned my head on his shoulder. "Want me to just wait?" He asked and I nodded as he kept pushing in. "How long has it been Luna?" He asked and I sighed and kissed his neck.
"You." I told him hoping he got it, because right now I couldn't tell him in a full sentence.
I moaned as he pulled out slightly and pushed back in. I sighed against his neck as he thrusted and withdrew. I wanted to get loud, but we were in the open. I ended up turning and biting at his neck. He groaned when I started to work my hips back to him. He gave my neck the same treatment, but instead of nipping he was kissing and sucking. I had to look up at the sky and saw all the stars and just felt complete.