Hello, all you amazing readers. Here's a new chapter for ya'll. I hope you guys like it, please review, guys. Also these days I've taken quite a dislike towards Trish. Which is also why I don't exactly ship Trez, anymore. Actually that's an understatement. I really don't like Trish. So don't hate me for how she acts in this story. I just can't help it.
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Taking a deep breath, I slowly get off the plane, not really wanting to go back home, or see Austin. I've just arrived back in Texas! Whoo hoo…not.
I've ignored all his calls, since what happened yesterday, and I begrudgingly got on the plane, mostly because Trish would kick my ass if I stayed back in New York just to avoid Austin even if it's just for a while. Even though I haven't told anyone about it, because well I just refuse to think it's true. That he's really cheating on me.
And it's not like I'm scared of seeing him or anything, I'm definitely mad at him, cause a girl has the right to get mad at her boyfriend in this scenario right? Even if it's just a misunderstanding. I'm not scared, but there's nothing wrong with not seeing him for another couple days…I just need some time to think.
Then there's also a down side of thinking. You know how when you're in the dark or just anywhere scary, your mind just automatically thinks it'd be great to think of…Oh I don't know monsters? It's just like, "Oh hey, you know what we haven't thought of in a while? Monsters." And you're just like…Fanfuckingtastic.
Well in this case, my mind is conjuring up the worst case scenarios, like how when I go home I'll find him and this slutty girl in bed, or maybe in the middle of sex, or something. And then I'll run off, and he'll chase me, or maybe he won't…Maybe he never loved me, maybe he wants to be a jackass bastard who will spend all his life going around fucking girls at clubs and throwing away his parents money. Or maybe…He'll run away with another more beautiful, smarter, kinder, funnier girl that he loves with all his life then they'll have kids, and live in a small house out in the prairie, with a cute German shepherd, and l…I will be left alone, living a single life with a couple of cats.
Either way, I just want to get this over with. I just want to see if he really is, cheating on me. And I swear to god, if he is. I, Allyson Marie Dawson fucking promise that he will never ever get another fucking chance.
Scene Change
I didn't tell anyone except Dez, what time I'll be coming back. I made him promise not to tell anyone after the whole Austin situation, cause then I guarantee Austin would be at the airport with a well thought through excuse as to what was going on when I was talking to him in the phone.
But you never know about Dez, he could have told Austin, before I called or something. But thankfully as I look around I only see Dez, standing with a coffee in hand. I smile and wave and he grins back.
As I walk over, he pulls me into a hug, "Hey Ally Cat, how'd it go?" He asks while, handing me the coffee.
I take the coffee gratefully, "Thank you." I chirp, taking a sip of coffee before answering his question. "Awesome, everything finished perfectly. How is everyone?" I ask as we start to make our way to the car.
He shrugs, "Same, parents still the workaholics they are. Trish still the cruel ill-tempered lady she is."
I giggle, and nudge his shoulder, "You know you like it."
He smirks, looking at me with a sly grin, "Oh, I do." He says proudly.
My eyes widen, "Did you two hook up?!" I shriek. Ew I don't want that image!
He grins, "Why yes, yes we did, and let me tell you she is quiet the screamer—" He starts but before he can say anything else, I cut him off.
"La, la, la!" I yell covering my ears with my hands. "Ugh I don't need to know that!" I yell, glaring at his laughing face. But still no matter how disgusting the image is, it's about time. The sexual tension, was getting a bit too much. And they're practically, a couple anyway, hanging out and bickering every second every day.
As he recovers, I quickly change the subject, "So what are you two a couple now?" I ask.
His mood darkens then, "No." He bites out. "Apparently all I'm good at is sex, and even that's a bit low, in her high standard books." He mutters.
I frown, at this. Is that really what Trish thinks of him, a sex toy? "What do you mean Dez?" I ask.
"I mean, that I'm not boyfriend material for her, she says she needs more of a fucking man or something." He says, as he opens the car door and climbs in. I follow, and take a seat. He starts the engine and pull out then continues. "So basically she's been hooking up with me for her own pleasure, with no feelings whatsoever, while I've been madly in love with her. And now since she got a boyfriend she's dropped me, like I'm a fucking toy!" He yells.
Is he really talking about Trish? My best friend, Trish? How could she do that to my brother?! Why the fuck did she didn't tell me? Without knowing, my anger increases, at both the non-Dawson people living with me. Seriously, Austin and Trish. Can people stop acting like jack-asses for at least a day or something! I think it's time I have a little talk with both of them. Those…those stu—
My train of thought crashes as I see a tear slip out of Dez's eyes. He wipes it away with one hand and tightens his grip on the steering wheel. "Dez." He ignores me. "Dez!" I try again firmly. He glances at me. "Pull over." I say. And surprisingly he does. He pulls up at the side of the road, shutting the engine off. He sniffs a little, and my heart softens, "Aw, Dez." I murmur, pulling him into a brotherly-sisterly embrace. I feel some of his tears, at my neck, and pull away wiping them from his face. "Dez, she doesn't deserve you. She may be my best friend, but that doesn't necessarily mean that she's the most…nicest or smartest person in some aspects. What she did was totally wrong, and I'll make sure to kick her ass for it." I say, he smiles lightly, pulling away. "Plus, honestly now that I think about it, I have a friend back in New York, Casey. You and her, would make a way cuter couple!"
Dez groans, pulling away, and starting the car, "C'mon Alls don't you dare start setting me up on dates like you did in highschool! Geez was the fake pic really necessary?"
I laugh, "Yes, yes it was. If you hadn't noticed, you weren't exactly…"
He hisses jokingly, "Ouch Alls," He raises a mocking hand to his heart. "That really hit my self-esteem."
I giggle, but then my expression turns serious again, "But seriously Dez, you're the funniest, honest, kindest guy I know." I say truthfully.
He smirks, "Think you're forgetting someone?"
My mood instantly dampens, of course he had to bring up Austin. Dez knows something's wrong instantly, "Alls what did he do? Want me to kick his ass?"
I shake my head forcing out a laugh, "Nah, everything's cool. Can't wait to see him." I say a bit forcefully.
He nods and we fall into silence, again.
Nervously, I speak up, "Hey um, I used to be like best friends with this girl, when we were little. Do you happen to know a girl named Kira? Is she still around?" I ask. Lie.
He glances at me with a raised eyebrow, "Actually, yeah. She's Austin's boss's daughter." He says. My eyes widen, and my heart feels heavy.
"Oh." I say dumbly.
He nods, "Yeah. Austin and her used to hook up a lot, back in the day but now that he's fallen in love with you she's been trying to get him back. But don't worry since you and Kira are friends, she'll back off." He says.
I nod and laugh nervously.
Fuck.
Scene Change
Dez drops me off at home, saying he doesn't want to be in the same house as us, knowing that Austin and I are going at it like hyper rabbits. Plus I think he wants to get drunk tonight. Due to some Latino issues. Speaking of Trish, she's at her new boyfriend Raphael's house. So the house is empty except for Austin and I…
Fine by me, ear buds prepare yourself, for some loud yelling.
I don't know what I was really expecting, Austin and some girl kissing, Austin and some girl in bed, Austin and some girl cuddled up sleeping peacefully, anything really that involved "Austin and some girl".
So I really am surprised when I find him on the couch in nothing but some sweats, snuggled up in a blanket, looking like he hasn't caught a wink of sleep. An empty pizza box, a couple of beer bottles, on the floor, and the T.V playing some old football game.
"Austin?" I call experimentally.
He looks up wide eyes, his whole face lighting up. "Ally!" He yells smiling ecastically. He gets up quickly pulling me into his arms before I have time to stop him or yell at him. "I thought you weren't coming back." He whispers.
I nearly melt at his words, and the feeling of the warmth of Austin's body wrapped around mine, his face just near inches from mine, I could just pull away slightly and kis—No! Remember Alls you're mad at him. He has to explain himself.
With all my strength I push away, making him almost stumble to the floor. I glare coldly and cross my arms over my chest. His expression turns heartbroken, desperate and angry. "Ally, it wasn't what it sounded like! I promise! I swear!" He yells.
I roll my eyes, "Oh really then what was it?"
He opens his mouth to speak, but retracts, at the last second. "I can't…I can't tell you…"
My heart cracks a little, and I try to muster a full sentence, but to no avail. "F-fine." I bite out, while spinning around, and walking upstairs to our room.
There he goes. The fucking secrets, and the fucking…more secrets. Why can he not just tell me!? And not only does he not tell me, he lies about whatever it is too! Does he seriously think that I won't assume that he's cheating? How can I know he's not cheating when he won't tell me what he's doing instead!?
I angrily, change into a tank top, and short shorts and climb into bed sourly facing away from his side of the bed. The door opens slightly and I feel him slip into bed. I scrunch my eyes shut, and ignore him. A hand slips onto my arm, and I shift my arm so it falls off. Austin sighs, and leans closer so he's hovering above me, the side of his forehead resting on his fist. "Ally…" He murmurs, leaning down to place a kiss on my shoulder. "I swear to god Ally, I'm not cheating on you. I swear, I only love you Alls. Kira just works at the label. She was lying, she knew you were on the phone and she said it purposefully. I swear…"
I sigh, and shift so I'm lying on my back and he's still hovering above me. His face is filled with agony and honestly. "Okay." I murmur. His eyes widen and he lets out a breath of relief, mixed with a sort of laugh. He leans down kissing me tenderly, still smiling largely. I laugh lightly, kissing him deeper, pulling him down on top of me. He groans, in happiness, and we both fall into a sweet love-making night.