Hey there! It's time again for another chapter of this little silly story of mine. We're starting to get closer to the end by each breathtaking chapter. Even if there is a bunch of chapters still left its still good to know that the story will end soon. Well, as you all probably remember Hay-Lin's first mission before she can become a Akatsuki member has just been pronounced; bring back the Akatsuki ring that Orochimaru stole when he left the organisation. To her aid she has Hidan, Deidara and Itachi.

Mwahaha, I can already smell the conflicts between the three males. Plus what will happen when she is reunited with Orochimaru and Sasuke aka Duck-Butt? Only the oncoming chapters can tell you.

Please, just sit back aaaaaand…ENJOY!!

Chapter 35: Team Awkward

"Aw come on Hay-Lin,un. Tobi is the world's greatest idiot. Don't take anything he says seriously,un." Deidara said and looked over his shoulder to glance at my poor form.

We were temporarily flying at least 50 meters up in the air on a big claybird (God have mercy on my poor soul) and while my three escorts were sitting on the front of the birds body, I was sitting as far away from them as possible. In other words out on the bird's friggin ass feathers or what the fuck the biologists had named them! I was currently sitting in a meatball position (I was hugging my legs of you didn't get the first hint) and my whole body was twitching violently and I was fuming from my mouth. A pretty sad sight if you'll ask me…

When Deidara's words managed to break through the barriers that seemed to surround my ears my head spun around, making my neck crack and me letting out a stream of curses, when I finally did answer him I had small tears in the corners of my eyes, making the three men that were sitting infront of me sweatdrop.

"Shut up! That was the most disturbing and most fucking embarrassing comment I have ever heard coming from a humans mouth!" I said and groaned when very unwanted pictures crossed my mind for the fifth time since we had left the hide-out for our mission.

Hidan left eye twitched and then he sighed heavily.

"Even if that asshole said some fucking weird stuff don't fucking worry so damn much. We won't-" Hidan was never able to finish his sentence because in a cue I was standing right in front of him and had grabbed his cloak's collar and started to shake him violently.

"Weird stuff?! WEIRD?! THAT WAS DISTURBING!!" I roared at him while shaking the poor man like a milkshake, much to the two other men's amusement. Let's take one of those flashy flashbacks so that you all know what the hell I'm talking about, shall we?

Flashback from the morning!

After Hidan, Deidara and Itachi had managed to stop me from strangling the Leader of the Akatsuki for giving me such pain in the ass mission, we all had gone to our rooms in order to pack the stuff we needed. After that was done we had gone down were the others had waited for us. Konan hadn't look all that happy with Pein for giving me such hard first mission but since I wouldn't be alone she seemed to accept it easier.

Pein, well he was still pissed off beyond record after my little strangling attempt so he just growled at me to get the hell out of the hide-out before he changed his mind and killed me instead. After saying goodbye to everyone and receiving some last advices from my other teachers we were ready to go. It was then Tobi decided to make his grand entry and I might warn those of you who are sensitive that the following contempt will be not so innocent.

"Liiiin-chaaan! Tobi doesn't want you to leave and visit scary snake man again!" My orange-mask wearing friend whined. Tobi was currently squeezing the living daylight out of me with one of his usual bear hugs. I managed to pry myself out from his grasp and when I had recovered enough I patted his head and gave him a wide grin.

"Don't worry about me Tobi. I'll be just fine and back before you even have the time to miss me." I said and ignored Pein when he snorted about the "coming back soon" part. Tobi sniffed and then he nodded slowly.

Thinking that the worst part was over I had grabbed my bag and waved goodbye to him. However I didn't get very far before my hand was grabbed and I was once again yanked backwards into another bone crushing hug.

"Tobi, you moron,un! Let go of her now so that we can get going already." Deidara snarled and narrowed his visible eye when Tobi's grasp around me tightened instead.

I swear I saw a light in the sky when I felt how my ribs cracked. Oh for the love of God! Why can't I ever receive an ordinary hug from this man!? My mentally ranting was however interrupted when Tobi said something very heart-warming and at the same time…plain weird.

"Ne Lin-chan? Since Hidan-sempai, Deidara-sempai and Itachi-sempai has called dibs on you then can Tobi marry Lin-chan's daughter?" Tobi asked and failed to notice the gapping mouths of the other members as well as the widen eyes of the three men he had mentioned.

He also failed to notice my red face and my twitching left eye. What the hell does he mean by "has called dibs on me"?! But since I couldn't help to smile at his childish behaviour and his cute manner I just hugged him back before replying.

"I suppose I can think about having you as an potential son-in-law if I get a daughter someday." I said and grimaced since the possibility with me having kids was close to zero (even though I DID have three guys that loved me, tehe)

Tobi released me quickly and started to jump up and down in excitement. Then he all of a sudden spun around and pointed accusingly at Hidan, Deidara and Itachi. Flames of determination suddenly surrounded him and everyone just gaped when he suddenly spoke in the most unTobi voice I had ever heard…

"You three heard Lin-chan! Tobi is allowed to marry Lin-chan's daughter so now it's up to you three! Start making babies immediately after you left and don't you dare come back before Lin-chan is pregnant!" he said in a firm tone.

The world seemed to stop before my very eyes and I heard how I left out a wheezing sound before my eyes rolled backwards in my head and I fell to the ground. That comment had made some very disturbing and not so innocent pictures to play before my very eyes like a movie on the cinema. Sweet Lord, what the hell did just happen?!

End flashback!

When I had come to my senses we had already left the hide-out and were flying high above ground. I had opened my eyes and stared right into the clear blue sky and when I sat up I saw that Deidara, Itachi and Hidan was sitting around me, probably to prevent me from falling over the birds edge, but with Tobi's little innocent comment fresh in my memory I had just give up a high pitch shrike and quickly like the sound travels positioned myself as far away from them as possible.

Well, this is where you all came in earlier so nothing more has happened after that. Wait, that's right! I had stopped shaking Hidan and instead I was now trying to strangle him. For the moment his face colour has shifted from red, to blue and then to purple but since he's immortal he can't die from suffocation. Since I was forced to spend my whole awakened time with him and since a pissed off Hidan was NOT something that I had the urge to hang around right now, I quickly released him and sat down again on my butt with a big pout on my face.

Why did it always have to turn out like this? Someone says something strange and I'm left with an awkward as hell situation to deal with! Isn't life just truly fucking greeeat?! Life truly is a bitch! Meanwhile Hidan was massaging his now sore neck while glaring daggers at me and did I just hear him call me a bitch?! Oh that mother fucker!

My eyes narrowed and I let out a snarl as I turned my head and glared at the man.

"What was that?" I asked him in a dark tone and smirked when Hidan gritted his teeth and looked away without snapping back at me. He knew better than to start bricking with a pissed off ex police-officer. In you're face, asshole!

"Just because Tobi said something that made you uncomfortable doesn't mean someone of us will molest you. So try to calm down." Itachi spoke in a motionless tone. Just when I was about to start bitching with Itachi (Damn, am I on my period or something?) I suddenly realised something that made the words on my tongue die like an ant on a picnic.

Here I am, flying up in the air with three males that have a crush on me AND who could easily take advantage of me since they are three and…well, there is only one of me! Plus there is no one to help me either IF that were about to happen. Oh…my…GOD! I'm like their prey here! They are like…100 times more powerful than I and even if I was able to fry their asses before they managed to…do stuff to me…I still would be in a dreadful disadvantaged.

The same men were a little surprised that I hadn't snapped back at Itachi yet so they therefore turned their heads and looked in my direction to see what was wrong and the sight that meet them made them all sweatdrop for the second time during this strange journey.

I was once again sitting as far away from them as possible (The bird's ass-feathers in other words was once again occupied) while holding with a very shaky hand a sharp kunai, pointing towards them.

"I knew it! You three will gang up on me and then you'll take advantage of me when you think I let my guard down!" I said and looked like I was about to hyperventilate. The three men looked at me with eyes that clearly said I was the world's biggest idiot, which was probably true at the moment.

"We're not going to molest you,un." Deidara said in a tired tone. Suddenly he had to duck when three shurikens were thrown at him.

"You're in no position to talk, Mr. Mixed-Bath!" I snarled at him and hissed in warning when Hidan moved a little too close for my comfort. Hidan sighed heavily and rolled his eyes.

"Seriously, if we wanted to take fucking advantage of you do you think we would have fucking waited this long? Come on and think will ya? We may be fucking badass criminals but we won't take advantage of a fucking defenceless woman!" he said and almost sounded insulted.

I felt a pang of guilt hit me square in the heart and I lowered the kunain as well as my head in utter shame.

"I'm sorry. I was an idiot for suspecting such awful things about you guys." I mumbled and stood up and walked over to sit between Itachi and Hidan while feeling like an ass.

They have always been so nice to me and now I accused them for this?! Way to go, Honda! You stupid daughter of a bitch! Ops, I didn't mean that mom!

We flow in silence for one peaceful minuet before I asked them something that had bothered me ever since Hidan had spoken.

"Um…so you guys have never been taking advantage of defenceless women even if you're criminals?" I asked them curiously.

"……"

The silence that meet my innocent ears like a nuclear bomb made my eyes widen and when I looked at their faces in order and saw the uncomfortable looks they had on them I felt how the air left me. Faster than lightening I flew up and jumped to my official spot on the bird's ass-feathers, once again with a kunai pointing at them.

"I KNEW IT! YOU'RE GONNA TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME!" I shrieked.

"For Kami's sake Hay-Lin,un. It's not what you think. I've never taken advantage of any defenceless woman in my whole life. They do, not me,un!" said Deidara and pointed at an now pissed off Hidan and Itachi.

"What about that fucking chick in Water-country?" asked Hidan and smirked when Deidara's visible eye twitched.

"And that young woman you took interest in when we raid that village in Grass-country?" asked Itachi and eyed his purple painted fingernails with great interest.

"Not helping,un!" snarled Deidara and dodge again when I started to frantically throw shurikens and kunais at him and the others.

"I KNEW IT! I KNEW IT! YOU THREE ARE NOTHING MORE THAN A BUNCH OF SADISTIC PERVERTS!!" I yelled at them. They tried to come closer to calm me down but that was soon forgotten when they were forced to dodge the medium fire-balls I was now throwing at them since I had run out off weapons.

"Hay-Lin calm down!" Itachi spoke calmly but had to do a backflip instead in order to save his precious long silky hair.

"NEVER!!"

Well, folks. The author has decided to jump forward in this chapter since it looks like our brave heroine has turn temporarily mad by the risk of loosing her virginity all too soon. Please read on bellow.

After four hours with constant throwing and cursing over the male-race I had finally clamed down enough for my three escorts to tie my hands and legs together to prevent further attacks. After carefully promised me that they would not take advantage of me I had given them my word on that I would not fry their asses and chop off their balls like I had earlier threatened. I was freed from the ropes after that same promise.

After three calm days with constant flying were absolutely nothing funny or exiting happened, the sun was about to set on the fourth day. We had finally arrived in the area were Sasori's secret spy had told him that Orochimaru would be located in. It was time to find a place to land on since we all were in desperate need for a shower and a good night sleep since we would certainly face Orochimaru and his subordinates in battle tomorrow. Luckily there was a big village in the area and after landing a bit from the village and changed into some civilian clothes (I had gone at least 1 kilometre away from the others before I was brave enough to change into other clothes) we walked towards the village gates.

After getting pass the guards that had looked at us strangely since Hidan was complaining over the fact that he had to wear a shirt and that it was itching, we had successfully found a hot-spring hotel. This time with separated baths, much to Deidara's dismay, mwahaha! When we were about to rent two rooms (one for me and one for the guys) we came across a liiiittle problem.

"There is no way in hell that I'm sharing room with these two shitfaces!" growled Hidan and glared into a pair of red sharingan eyes and a narrowed blue eye. You see, I kinda lied about those four clam days. During the second day the guys kinda started to argue. Oh who am I kidding? They started to fight like the childish men they all are! All this about some stupid misunderstanding too!

It started with Deidara accusing Itachi for stealing some of his food and Itachi being…well Itachi simply ignored Deidara and that made the terrorist-bomber even more pissed off and he started to constantly set off fire-crackers around Itachi's head until the stoic Uchiha finally lost his patience with the blonde and threatened to Tsukuyomi his ass into the next Friday. That was when Hidan finally decided to confess he was the one taking some of Deidara's food since he was…well, hungry. This had lead to this and that and now the result was that they all were seriously pissed off at each other and they had been annoying me to no end with all their bickering. I mean, TWO FUCKING DAYS WITH CONSTANT BITCHING FORTH AND BACK!? How much do you demand a woman to take?! Well, this woman has finally had enough. With an left eye that was twitching very dangerously I handed the giggling owner money enough to pay the rent for four rooms over one night.

Somewhere unknown to me and my company Kakuzu suddenly felt a stinging pain in one of his hearts. Almost like something very awful had happened to someone he loved very dearly…Oh well, it couldn't have been something that terrible, right?

Well, while poor ol'Kakuzu was totally unaware about his precious money's sad destiny, I was trying to calm my temper by taking a much needed bath in the women bath. Sadly I had company by two teenaged girls that was babbling my poor ears off.

"And I was like, oh my God, he's a total babe and he's like totally into me." said one of them, the brunette that was called Miki I think.

"Yeah totally." replied her friend Maki, the black haired chick. Meanwhile I was sinking deeper and deeper into the water while feeling my IQ dropping drastically each second I overheard their conversation. Great Goooooood…

"And then I thought that my pink bag would totally go with that pink dress that I saw yesterday." said Miki.

"Yeah totally." replied Maki.

"And there is also this super cute bra with pink fluff all around the cups. That would totally go well with those new pink panties that I bought yesterday." said Miki.

"Yeah totally." replied Maki.

"Hey, do you think that my breast has gotten any bigger? I mean, I'm totally a G-cup but what if I become a double G instead? That would totally attract a super cute and rich babe." said Miki.

"Yeah totally." replied Maki and started to my great shock and utter embarrassment touch and massage the girl Miki's breast, which by the way was humongous! Tsunade could cry in defeat because Miki would beat her big time. Was it really normal to have such big breast anyway?!

In order to free myself from the teenaged girls IQ dropping conversation and their feel up on each other I walked through the water towards the most deserted corner of this hotspring, which was right beside the high and big fence that separated the men's bath from the women's bath. After relaxing and enjoying myself for a couple of minuets I couldn't help myself to look down on my own set of breasts. I titled my head to the side as I studied them.

They weren't as big as that girl Miki's but they weren't that small either. They were just perfect if you asked for my opinion, not too small or too big. My eyes narrowed when I looked closer. Was it just me or had my breast actually grew bigger since the last time? Well, there is one way to find out but…. I quickly looked around me and saw that Maki and Miki had gone inside again, meaning I was all alone in the hot-spring. I heard some muffled voices from the men's bath but after checking the fence I saw that there were no peek-holes so I was safe to make my little examination.

After glancing around one more time I sighed deeply before grabbing one breast in each hand and started to closely feel them up. Hmmm, well I'll be damn. They HAD grown bigger even after I had been in hard training. In my world you're breast used to shrink if you trained too hard but here they seemed to grow bigger instead. Maybe that's why I started to feel that every time I bandaged my breast like I used to do they ached and could sometimes be very sensitive. I couldn't help to smirk happily. As a woman, bigger breast means a more womanly body and NO woman says no to a more womanly body. Not any woman that I know, anyway.

It was starting to get a little cold so I walked up from the bath and headed towards my towel while holding my…hrm…breasts still in each hand while whistling happily. Ah, a nice bath, bigger breasts and a comfy bed that waited for my return… Could life be any greater?

Suddenly I could hear a loud cracking sound like something had snapped and I slowly turned around just in time to see the big fence collapse in one giant smocking scrap heap. While standing there in all my nudity, still with my breasts in each hand I looked with a slightly opened mouth and wide eyes as three figures sitting in the water on the other side was slowly turning visible.

Time seemed to freeze when I stared into the absolutely shocked faces of Hidan, Deidara and Itachi. They were all currently sitting in the hot-spring, it looked like Itachi was about to wash his hair while Hidan and Deidara was currently trying to clean their upper-bodies but now they had like me froze dead in their tracks and was looking straight at me with very wide eyes. "Luckily" they were the only males in the men's bath but that didn't exactly mater to me in my current NUDE state.

Many leafs blow past us and the cold wind made us all finally snap out from our shocked states. The guys seemed to finally realise that I was naked and was holding my breast in each hand and somehow managing to be in some "sexy pose". The result…three thick and big streams of noseblood from each one of them, even Itachi's nose gave away his manly perverted mind. ("Le Gasp!") A very womanly shriek could be heard from me while I desperately tried to cover any bit of visible skin as good as possible, which was kind of hard since I didn't had my towel. So I rushed over to the place I left it and quickly covered myself up. I then turned with a massive blush covering my face and saw how the guys tried to desperately stop their nosebleeds.

Suddenly realising what had just happened I was immediately surrounded by blue flames and with a menacing look in my eyes I cracked my knuckles before grabbing an iron bucket. I started to walk towards the men and watched with sadistic pleasure how they looked at me with panic in their eyes. Sure, if I had seen an absolutely pissed off woman surrounded by blue flames and armed with an iron bucket then I would have been pretty scared too.

"L-le's not be t-to h-harsh here Hay-Lin,un." shuttered Deidara while trying to stop the mental images with me in all my royal nudity pass his mind and making the nosebleed worse.

"It's not our fucking fault." said Hidan in a desperate attempt to calm me before we all really found out just how immortal Hidan really were.

"No it's not you're fault but I still need to beat the living shit out of you in order to knock out those pictures that surely is right now crossing you're minds." I was speaking in a very deadly tone and the three men gulped when they noticed that even my eyes were burning in pure embarrassment and anger.

They knew that even if I knew that it really wasn't their fault that the fence had collapsed but someone still had to take the punishment and since they were to only one nearby…sadly the punishment for my humiliation would be delivered to them. Isn't life just truly fucking great?!

I collapsed on my bed with a heavy sigh. Not only had I flashed myself infront of three members of a criminal organisation I had also failed to beat the living daylight out of them. You see, just before I started my brain finally was able to take in the fact that they had seen me completely naked and that beating them while dressed in nothing more than a short towel was not such a good idea I had done something that every woman in my position would have done. I had screamed something in the lines of lousy perverts and then I had fled the scene quicker than anyone could blink.

I sighed again and buried my face in my pillow as I fought back the blush that threatened to take over my face once again. Great, just great! What a truly fucking nice day, huh? It'll be awkward as hell tomorrow when I meet up with Hidan, Deidara and Itachi again. They had for crying out loud seen me naked! Oh, how utterly embarrassing! This day can't possibly get any weirder right now!

As if the God or Goddess of weirdness had heard me there was suddenly a knock on the door to my room. I shot up from my bed and stared at the door with wide yet suspicious eyes. Who could be so stupid to knock on someone's door at this hour? With a groan I got up from my bed and headed towards the door while making sure my big black sleeping t-shirt and my sleeping shorts were sitting were they should. I locked up the door and opened it and was about to say to whoever it was to fuck off just to freeze and stare at Hidan who was looking extremely uncomfortable when he saw my surprised face expression.

"H-Hidan? What are you doing here? Do you know what time it is?" I asked him and raised an eyebrow when he didn't answer me, instead he walked pass me and inside my room.

I closed the door behind him and turned around and watched him with great curiosity while desperately trying to forget about what had happened before. There were no lights on in the room since I was just about to go to sleep. Yet the full moon was shining brightly outside and through my opened window, making the room bathe in the dim moonshine and creating a somewhat romantic scene. Although the atmosphere in the room was anything except romantic. A very awkward silence spread inside the room and I suddenly felt very nervous. I grabbed a handful of my hair which was out from its usual high ponytail and started to nervously play with it. Hidan seemed unsure what to do so I decided to try and break the tension.

"So…um why are you here?" I hesitantly asked him and watched as Hidan shifted and silently cursed to himself.

"A-About before…um…I just w-wanted to f-fucking say that I-I'm s-sorry for what happened a-and all…" I know this is not the right time to think about such stuff but damn…Hidan was damn cute when he was embarrassed and shuttered like that. Aw, his all red in his face too!

Trying to fight back my own blush I just let out a small laugh while scratching the back of my neck awkwardly.

"Don't think about it. It's not you're fault that the wall collapsed and I should have worn my towel on. Sadly it's a little too late now." I said and let out heavy sigh nr. 3. Hidan eyed me out of the corners of his eyes and then he sighed as well.

"Well, shit happens." He simply replied and I mumbled in agreement. Another awkward silence followed and then Hidan suddenly walked towards the door.

"It's fucking late and we have a long day tomorrow." He muttered and I nodded. Felling like I needed something more to say to him I spoke the first thing that came to my mind.

"I didn't mean you just so you know." I spluttered out. Hidan stopped and looked at me with confusion written all over his face.

"The fuck?" he asked me dumbly and I felt how my cheeks started to burn from embarrassment again.

"About the "taking advantage" thing three days ago. I didn't mean you when I said that you would take advantage of me." I mumbled. Hidan was quiet for a while but then he slowly turned so that he was completely facing me. Unknown to me his eyes had narrowed and he had folded his arms.

"What the fuck do you mean?" he asked me in a stern tone. I was so occupied with thinking about how close he now was standing next to me to notice his change in tone so I just simply replied.

"I mean that Itachi and Deidara are typical badass criminals that would take advantage of defenceless women. You're not that type of guy, I think." I swallowed when Hidan took another step closer to me and I looked up and stared into his eyes. It was then I noticed the dark look on his face. This made my eyes widen and my breath quicken. He looked dangerous and something about that made me really exited.

"Are you fucking implying that I'm not as badass as those two assholes?" he asked me and took another step closer to me. I backed away from him but soon found myself trapped between the wall and Hidan's body which were currently slightly pressing against mine. I looked up again and felt how my cheeks reddened further when I noticed just how close Hidan's face was to mine.

"N-No. I'm j-just s-saying t-that…" however I was never able to finish my sentence before he words died on my tongue when Hidan's thumb suddenly caressed my lower lip and his face drew even closer. His other arm was resting on the wall behind me and his whole body was pressing against mine.

I could feel his hard muscles beneath his shirt and since my hand was desperately clutching the arm that was resting on the wall I could also feel his muscled arms. When Hidan's lips were only a breath away from my own he suddenly spoke in a hoarse voice filled with desire.

"I'm also a badass criminal, you know. Just let me show you."

With those words he pressed his lips hungrily against mine and I let out a gasp in shock, unconsciously parting my lips. Hidan took the opportunity and quickly let his tongue enter between my parted lips. When I felt his tongue gently cares mine it felt like I could melt right through the floor. He tasted so sweet and damn was he a good kisser or what?!

My eyes slide closed and I let one arm sneak around his neck. My hand was suddenly entangled with his silver backslicked hair and I gently started to massage his neck, drawing out a soft purr from him. The other arm slowly travelled upwards on his chest and soon my hand rested on his torso. Hidan deepened the kiss and let one of his arms travel behind my back, pressing me even closer to him like he was afraid I would run away. His other hand was cupping my check sweetly and his thumb was stroking my face so softly that it felt like he thought I was made out of glass.

I felt a desperate need of air but didn't want to break the kiss but as if Hidan had heard my silent need he parted from me, much to my great dismay, and we stood there panting while trying to figure out what the hell had just happened. When I opened my eyes I found myself gazing deep inside those violet orbs that I had grown so familiar with. Feeling my cheeks burn I lowered my head in embarrassment but Hidan just cupped my cheek once again and made me look up at him.

"Damn…You're so beautiful" he mumbled. I swallowed when I saw the look in his eyes. Thick burning desire was shining in them and it made my stomach flutter. Hidan's face came closer and I suddenly realised the situation we both were in and I tried to back away but his grip around me just tightened and I found myself unable to move.

"Wait…let me fucking try this one more time." His request made my heart skip a beat and when I felt his lips on mine this time in a slower and sweeter kiss I just couldn't find the strength to push him away.

I throw both of my arms around his neck and deepened the kiss further. I didn't know why but I needed more, more of him and more of this drunken feeling. It was like I was starting to get intoxicated just by inhaling his scent and tasting his wonderful taste. I needed more of him and I wanted it here and now. When Hidan started to massage my back with his hand I let out a moan from the bottom of my throat and let it pass trough our joined mouths into him, making him moan as well.

Hidan grabbed me around my waist and lifted me up. I throw both of my legs around him, locking them around his waist and pressing my lower region against his lower stomach, earning a primal growl from him. Suddenly I was lowered down and felt how my back touched my bed and I started to wonder when the hell Hidan had carried me over here…Well, my thoughts were kind of interrupted when Hidan suddenly broke our kiss and started to trail butterfly light kisses beneath my jaw and down to my collarbone. When he started to nibble on the spot were my pulse were located I couldn't hold back the cry that had wanted to pass my lips for some time now. Pain mixed with wonderful pleasure rushed through my body making the burning sensation between my thighs growing worse. I felt how Hidan bit harder and when I felt how his teeth punctured my sensitive skin I mewed and moved in protest but at the same time I couldn't help to bulk my hips up in anticipation, making Hidan hiss in desire and sucking the blood that had poured out from the wound.

I felt how Hidan's body was suddenly lowered over my own and I opened my eyes and stared once again right into those eyes…Those beautiful eyes…Hidan's face was nothing more than soft and he eyed me like I was something so precious that it made tears well up in my eyes. The moonlight was shining upon his head making his silver hair that was now falling forward as he looked down on me shine so that he was bathing in a gentle light. He looked so mysterious…so angelic…so…so

"Beautiful." I whispered and Hidan just grinned at me before kissing my forehead lovingly. He then stared deeply into my eyes once more.

"I love you, Hay-Lin." He mumbled before once again pressing those wonderful soft lips at mine and I just sniffled in pleasure.

This time I was the once breaking first from our kiss and as I started to trail kissed down his neck and onto his chest making him curs silently and panting. Just then I felt how his hands tugged on my t-shirt and before I knew what had happen he had taken off my t-shirt off and leaving my upper body completely bare to his gaze. He eyed me for a while, making me slightly uncomfortable and I quickly covered my bare skin. Gently, almost teasingly Hidan took my wrists in each hand and kissed the insides of my hands softly before putting my arms around his neck. He then painfully slowly started to kiss from my neck down to my left breast. My nipples hardened as the cold wind that came through the opened window mixed with Hidan's hot breath hit them. I shivered but for the first time since I got here it was not out of anger or fear. No, this time it was out of pure pleasure.

I couldn't help but to be surprise that Hidan, who liked to slaughter and torture his opponents and inflicting as much damage he could on himself AND was a follower of a religion that demanded slaughter and sacrifices, could be so damn gentle when making love to a woman, a virgin nonetheless. Who knew that he could be like this when he was foulmouthed and arrogant around others? He never seemed to stop surprising me this man, this criminal, this murderer. I was even more surprised over myself that I didn't care how many lives he had taken at the moment. All I wanted was to feel those soft and loving lips against my own again.

It was at the same time that I noticed that I was starting to unbutton Hidan's shirt as well. As much as I wanted to feel his skin pressed against my own something inside of me just screamed and begged me to stop. Suddenly all dizziness was gone as well as the burning sensation in my body and the desperate need to be as close to Hidan as possible.

What the hell was I doing?! I couldn't have sex with my working partner not on a mission for God's sake!! Hidan must have noticed my lack of response to his kisses because he was now looking at me with a worried face from him position on top of me.

"What's wrong?" he asked me and I meet his eyes and felt how I hesitated. There were those violet eyes again. Those eyes I had came to be so fond of and who belonged to the man that I lov-…Wait, WHAT THE FUCK?!

I suddenly sat up abruptly, smashing my head against Hidan's painfully and making the poor man roll of me and landing on the floor with a thud while clutching his head. Although he enjoyed pain and that had been very pleasurable he still wanted to know why I had done such a thing out of the blue. It was when he noticed my white and shocked face that he knew that something was very wrong.

"What's the fucking matter, Hay-Lin?" he asked me once again. I glanced at him and noticed that I had nothing that covered my upper body so I quickly pulled on my t-shirt before replying.

"W-We c-c-can't d-do t-this." I managed to chock out. Hidan blinked and got up from the floor.

"What do you fucking mean?" he asked me. I was shaking now and felt how tears started to build up in my eyes.

"W-We c-can't do this because w-we're partners a-and that w-would be j-just w-wrong." I said and cursed silently when tears started to stream down my face.

It was a lie but Hidan seemed to buy it anyway. The look of rejection and hurt on his face made it sting in my heart but I needed to do this. For mine and Hidan's sake I needed to reject him. Something inside of me had told, no begged me to stop and think this over. Wasn't this going too fast? What would happen afterwards between me and Hidan? Would he walk away and leave me, heartbroken and covered by his scent and marks on my body? Or would he still love me?

Hidan was now looking frustrated and very angry. When he let out a stream of curses I couldn't help but to feel awful for putting him trough this. The truth was that I also wasn't sure about my own feelings for him. I didn't want to give away my virginity and my body to someone who I wasn't sure if I loved. Furthermore the memory of my earlier relationship with a criminal was still fresh in my memory. My incapability to trust him made my heart bleed as the wounds left by Sam reopened. With such memories still fresh in my mind was it really fair to deny Hidan and myself some pleasure and happiness even though the feelings of love may not urvive to see the next day? Was it fair to put the blame on me for hurting Hidan? What if he just wanted me for my body and just proclaimed that he loved me so that he would win me over? What if he didn't love me? What if I didn't love him?

Hidan was suddenly right in front of me and I yelped in surprise because the burning stare he gave me sent shivers down my spine. His eyes were filled with frustration mixed with desire, hurt, rejection, longing and so many unmentioned emotions that it made me put my hand on his cheek, trying to offer him comfort. Well, anything just so that look in his eyes would go away.

Hidan leaned in to the touch and closed his eyes for a moment before open them again and looking on me, this time begging.

"Please Hay-Lin. Why the fuck can't you feel the same way about me that I fucking feel about you?" he asked me in a whisper. My heart felt like it was crying out for him but I still wasn't sure about his true feelings as well my own feelings. Did I truly love him? Did he really truly love me for who I am and not only because of the situation and my body? ......I simply just can't tell!

"I just don't know, Hidan. I simply don't know." I replied with my own whisper and watched as the man infront of me gritted his teeth in agony and backed away from me quickly. Without looking back at me he walked out through the door and closed it behind him.

I looked at the closed door for a long time before lying back down on my bed and staring up at the ceiling. Tears were still streaming down my face as I placed a shaky hand over the place were my heart was located. It was beating fast and it was aching. If it was aching for the same man that just had left or for someone else I didn't know. All I knew was that Hidan's kiss had awakened a debate inside of me. I knew that he had touched something located deep inside my heart but if it was love I simply couldn't tell at the moment. The memory of his face when he told me that he loved me as the moonshine was shining on his hair, making him look like my own guardian angel, would forever be kept in my memory and most likely hunt me in my dreams tonight.

As I fell into a much needed slumber I couldn't help but to curse myself for my idiocy as the tears continued to stream down my face. This day just did get more awkward and I doubt that tomorrow would be pleasant either…Life can really, truly, absolutely suck sometimes!!

ME: "Blushes like a traffic light when reading through the new chapter"

Oh…my…pancake! That was…different. Well, I'm pretty pleased how this turned out so I really hope that you readers like it too. Finally they have kissed but now the big question is what does Hay-Lin think about Hidan? Is it love she feels or is she completely out of her league? Well, she better decide because, as I earlier said, there aren't so many chapters left now.

Well, anyway in the next chapter the mission will truly begin and I really wonder if Hay-Lin is ready to meet Orochimaru and Sasuke in battle. After all, she isn't completely used to her powers yet. Will our brave heroine succeed with her mission or will she die trying? What will happen between her and Hidan? Only the oncoming chapters can tell so please keep reading!

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