Edward.
Edward.
How do I tell him?
How do I tell Charlie?
Will this ruin my future, Edward's future…our future.
These were the things running through my mind.
"Edward," I breathed.
I took in a shallow breath.
Alice released me nervously.
She bit her lip and looked down.
She looked up with concern evident in her eyes.
"How are you going to tell him?" she asked, barely a whisper.
I looked all around the room, avoiding her eyes.
I shrugged my shoulders lightly.
She hugged me once again.
"I'll help you as much as I can," she said, again barely a whisper.
My eyes watered.
This was the kindest thing she could do to me.
"Thank you," I managed to say, as I wrapped my arm around her.
She pulled back. "Are you free tomorrow after school? We need to see if you're really preggo," she said, a hint of a smile in her words.
"Yeah," I said, no emotion in my voice.
Tomorrow at the Doctor's Office
I sat here, alone, in one of the rooms.
Alice had told me she'd wait outside, so I was alone.
I swung my legs nervously on the table.
The door opened and in came the doctor.
At the sign-in desk, I specifically asked to not be examined by Dr. Cullen.
"Isabella Swan?" he asked, looking through my charts.
"Bella." I replied, correcting him.
"Well Bella, are you ready to hear the results?" he asked.
I slowly nodded my head.
"Well, the test came out positive, so you are, indeed, pregnant. Congrats!" he said.
I think my whole world stopped at that moment.
I think I even forgot how to breathe.
Silence filled the room.
"I take it the pregnancy wasn't planned?" he asked by the shock on my face.
I bit my lip and looked up at him.
"Would you like an abortion?" he asked, as if it was nothing.
Hell No! That's Inhumane! I'm not going to kill the baby just because it wasn't planned!
I shook my head no vigorously.
He looked a bit confused, then nodded his head.
"Come back in a month or so and we'll check up on you." he said, walking out.
Telling Edward (right after the doctor's appointment.)
I nervously walked to the door.
I took a deep breath and knocked on the door, before opening it.
"Edward?" I managed to squeak out.
He was sitting on the couch with a bowl of popcorn.
He turned around and his green eyes pierced mine.
I took a deep breath.
"Are you the only one home?" I asked.
"I was, but now I have you," he said, smiling crookedly.
He got up to give me a bear hug, but I flinched away.
I looked into his eyes, and he looked confused and hurt.
"Can we-" I bit my lip, "-um, go up to your room?" I asked, looking down.
His eyes were curious, but he said nothing.
He grabbed my hand and led me up to his room.
He laid me on the bed, then sat next me.
Looking into his eyes, I could practically see all the questions going through his mind: "I hope she isn't breaking up with me" "Maybe she's asking what I want for my birthday" "I hope she's not cheating on me."
"Edward," I said, barely a whisper.
His eyes focused on me, laced with concern.
"I'm …," my voice seemed to halt in my throat. I bit my lip. "pregnant" I managed to get out.
The tears were already overflowing from my eyes.
"I'm sorry! Please! I don't want this to tear us apart!" I said, wiping my tears on my shirt.
"Bella." he said, his voice of many emotions.
I looked up.
His eyes looked confused.
Usually, all my troubles would melt away, and I'd be in my happy place from looking him in the eye.
This time, I could still feel the comfort, it just wasn't as strong.
"How did this happen?" he asked calmly.
Wait…he doesn't remember…
"It was at the party we went to about a few weeks ago. We were drunk." I said, my voice breaking a few times.
I looked up and it looked like someone shredded his heart.
"It's yours." I said quickly, before he started getting any ideas.
He relaxed a fraction of a bit, but he was still tense.
"It wasn't a dream," he whispered so low, you'd have to have vampire hearing to hear it.
(AN He was so drunk, and he woke up in his own bed, and Alice lied to him, so he thought it was a dream. Go back if you don't remember )
"Bella," he repeated, "This may not have been how I imagined it, but I've dreamed of us starting a family since I was little. I've imagined what the kids would like, how you'd be a wonderful mother to them, then us in our old age, together. Don't worry, we'll get through this, together." he said, dazzling me with his green orbs.
I couldn't express how I felt at that moment. It was mostly relief that I wasn't in this alone.
"Edward…you don't have to do this. What about your future?" I asked.
"What about yours? And I want to do this. I want to be with you." he said.
I hug-attacked him.
"Thank you" I said.
"Have you told Charlie?" he asked.
"No, they only ones who know are Alice and you." I said.
"Is that why Alice tried to sneak out early this morning and lied to me about the party?" he asked.
"Probably, and she probably wanted me to tell you." I said, thanking her in my head.
Just then, we heard Esme and Carlisle shout "We're home!" from downstairs.
"You want to tell them now?" I asked nervously.
"Now's as good a time as any other time," he said, walking out the door.
I followed shortly after.
Sorry it's taking me forever to write more chapters. I'm still sick :I BTW I dunno how long the story will be. Just saying...
Thanks for all of you who are reading. Luv Ya'll
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