Mickie was walking around backstage like nothing had happened when she got to the gorilla position she got a sympathetic look from maria who was stood with the divas. She sighed, she had totally forgot the divas were in the bathroom.
"dont start" mickie said "dont say I told you so"
maria hugged her "i wouldn't say that, your hurting enough as it is"
mickie pulled away "yeah I may be hurting but im not showing him that"
"mickie" Beth said softly
"I'll be fine" mickie said "honestly, I have my girls" mickie smiled the girls smiled at her mickie ran a hand through her hair and she sore the bracelet he got her she held the heart pendant in her hand remembering back to when he explained why he picked a heart
you have my heart he said simply to her, just those four words made mickie feel secure in her relationship with John, but then four other words brought that all crashing down he's back with Nancy
"mickie" maryse said softly
Mickie took the bracelet off and shoved it in her pocket "so who's up for a movie night tonight?" she asked
The divas new mickie wasn't ok, that was a given but mickie hated showing her vulnerable side
"im up for it" maria said and the other divas nodding along in agreement they liked the sound of having mickie close in case it hit her, some of them thought mickie hadn't let it sink in that her and John were no more.
There was an uneasy feeling in the men's locker room as the news of mickie and John made it's way around the roster randy was sat looking at the floor. When the door opened and mickie was there "by the looks I guess you lot know already"
"sorry micks" Cody said softly
"it's fine" mickie said with a small smile mickie handed the bracelet to randy "give that John, tell him he can do what he wants with it"
randy looked at the bracelet in his hand then to mickie
"maybe you were right, he would just use me"
randy sighed looking at her
"bye guys" she said walking out
Ted looked at randy "i would of thought she'd be more upset than that"
"she is" randy said "she just hates showing it"
"it's not good to keep it in" evan said
"she'll try for as long as possible, she's a stubborn one" randy said and they all chuckled but stopped when John walked in and sat at his spot
they sat in a silence no one knowing what to say
"How could you do that to her?" randy asked "she's one of my best friends"
"i thought you were one of mine" John said his head not lifting from its lowered state
"i am your friend john" randy shouted "i just don't understand why you'd do this"
John lifted his head up "no one will ever understand"
The two men stared at each other both having loyalties to each other but both had loyalties to the two different girls
John looked at what randy was holding to him
"she said do what you want with it"
"i don't want it" John said softly
"why?" randy said
"i got it for her"
"but she doesn't want it any more"
"well I don't want it"
"just take it, john"
John sighed and took it and looked down at it in his hands
"i would have sympathy, but, you brought it all on yourself" randy stood up and walked out
John felt like crap, he new he wasn't the victim in all of this but he couldn't help but feel sorry for himself, he gave up something great just to keep his father happy, people may not get why he was doing what he was doing but he was sure they would do the same in his position, it was his family at the end of the day.