It was weird. Feeling like I was back at square one yet having so much history with Seth. I got to observe first hand what others were treating him like. Being the "teacher's pet" so to speak never went well around the locker room and it seemed like Seth's bad attitude was just only a reciprocation of the feelings and attitudes other people had around him. He was truly isolated from anyone else and I couldn't help that I felt bad for him. Seth was laying on an exercise mat, breathing heavily after some crossfit training. I sat beside him, crosslegged, picking at the laces of my sneakers and staring around the room at everyone who seemed to avoid him.

"Did you ever think that you would be this much of an asshole?" I asked.

Seth sighed and crossed his forearm over his eyes. "I don't know Leena, I've burnt a few bridges and I don't know how to repair them. Don't know if I even want to repair them. Besides I've always been known to rub people the wrong way. it's just part of who I am I guess."

"But you still want friends. You still want to have connections with people. That's why you came running back to me right?" I was half joking and half hoping to see what he would say.

"No, I mean...I don't know. I'm not exactly running back to you…" He removed his forearms and his brown eyes caught mine a serious expression in them.

"Then what are you doing, Seth? You don't want me to forgive you, you don't want me back, why waste time with me?" I argued.

"Wait, do you want me back?" Seth asked as he sat up and looked at me.

I rolled my eyes. "What? No? I don't know?! You're not fucking making me want to be with you. I don't even know why you started talking to me again. All you're doing is confusing me more!"

"I talked to you because I do miss you, I care about you and I want to be your friend. But I'm not exactly…getting up and leaving Zahra for you."

I stood up and slammed my sneaker into his thigh. "I'm glad she gets the fucking royal treatment."

I stormed off then, not wanting to think about that hot tattooed bitch or whatever Seth was doing with her.

"Leena!" I heard Seth shout after me but I ignored him. I don't what the hell I was feeling for him. He was sneaking his way back but not exactly. I guess maybe I wanted him to come back to me, whether it was for validation as in I was so much better than that bitch and he found out the hard way, or sweet revenge in me just denying him. Besides when the hell did I ever know what I wanted from these three assholes that had my heart wrapped around their fingers. Secretly, or maybe not so secretly, I would do anything for them and become putty in their hands. But I felt like a dumbass with Seth, especially after everything he said.

"Hey!" I felt him grab my arm and spin me around. "Don't walk away from me, Leena."

"Excuse me? Who the fuck do you think you are, Seth? You don't control me!" My voice was echoing through the gym and I knew I was probably drawing attention to us. Seth looked around anxiously and dragged me into the nearby single stall bathroom.

"I didn't mean it like that! I just didn't want you to be mad."

"How the fuck did you think I wouldn't be mad Seth?! All you keep doing is like trying to be mister nice guy and then turning around and acting like a cocky douche. We get it. You played me. You embarrassed me. Is that what you wanted?!"

"No it's not what I fucking wanted!" Seth growled and ran his hand over his beard in frustration. "None of this was to embarrass you! None of this was to fuck things up. It was just because I felt like I wasn't getting what I needed from you. My dumbass thought that maybe making you jealous would get you to pay attention to me more."

"What are you, a needy dog?! What kind of fucking conclusion is that!" I screamed as I shoved him against the bathroom door. "Trying to make me jealous by sending dick pics to some newbie bitch won't work! It'll just piss me off!"

Seth held his hands out in front of him. "Leena, don't push me ok? I don't want to go there. You know I fucked up. I know I fucked up but it happened! I said I didn't want to get back with you just because I knew you didn't want to get back with me. There's no coming back from that, I knew that from the beginning."

I slapped him hard across the chest. My hand stung and soft red marks began to appear. "Fuck you, Seth! Just fuck you!"

He grabbed my wrists and pinned me against the wall. "You'd fucking want that wouldn't you?"

My eyes widened as I felt Seth's breath against my cheek and his body flushed against mine. "As if. What do you think I have Dean and Roman for? They're more of man than you'll ever be!"

"Oh really? You never were complaining when I fucked you before. You loved the way I plowed into your tight ass."

I tried to shove back against Seth and get him off me but he was too strong. I was face to chest with him, staring at his perfectly toned pectorals. "Shut up Seth. I'm not here to inflate your ego. Don't think you can just play me again. It happened once but i'm not making the same mistake again."

He pressed harder against me so I could feel him digging into my upper thigh. "I can't help it. i love seeing you all flustered over me."

I let out a growl and tried to move my hands again for the umpteenth time but it was still no use. He had a vice grip on my wrists so i decided to go with plan B and kick him. But as soon as I lifted my leg up, quick as the little ninja he was, Seth grabbed it and wrapped it around his waist. Only one had was pinning my wrist down now and his body dug deeper into me, causing me to release a moan I didn't want to grant him the pleasure of hearing.

"You're such a fucking asshole i swear!" I cried out in frustration.

Seth's beard tickled my cheek as i felt his lips against my ear. "You're fucking sexy when you're angry."

I was trying hard to keep my hips steady so I wouldn't feel his cock dig into the growing wetness between my legs. I couldn't let him have the satisfaction! I just couldn't! But goddamn if I didn't want to rub back against him and fill the tiny bathroom with my moans. No! No...I couldn't think like that. I had to get away before I did anything stupid. I managed to get enough strength to turn myself around and grab the door knob.

"What you don't think you can handle me anymore, Lee? Hmm? Afraid I'll put it on you too good?"

Seth smirked as he pressed his cock against my ass, making sure I felt every inch.

"As if, you fucking-ohhhh…shit."I was silenced immediately as I felt Seth's teeth on my skin and his hand diving into my yoga pants. His thick fingers were already making small circles on my clit and my hips were rocking against him. "i fucking hate you!"

"I hate you more, you little slut. Look at you already begging for me." I could hear his harsh words being growled in my ear. I knew he was just saying these things to piss me off and it was working. He was getting under my skin and as usual I easily fell into his trap.

"G-get off me!" I moaned, pressing my palms against the door and trying to steady my quivering legs. Seth only gripped my hips harder digging into the soft spot that drove me while all while sliding two fingers inside me. My pants were already erratic and all I wanted to do was punch him. "You're such a selfish asshole!"

Seth chuckled and tugged my hair back roughly. "I know baby. Stay mad at me. It only makes me want to fuck you harder." He kissed me then, rough, hard, leaving me breathless and with nothing left to say. My tongue was dominated by his as he made sure I knew he was in control. All my hate was turning into frustrated sexual energy that I couldn't even deny anymore. I was going to hate myself later but at least I would enjoy the ride now.

"Are you just gonna keep fingering me or actually fuck me? I didn't think you were a big tease like Dean." I scoffed.

"I'm nothing like Dean and you know it." Seth grabbed me roughly and pulled me over to the small sink. In an instant I was bent over with my pants around my ankles and his throbbing cock inside me. I gripped onto the porcelain sink for dear life as I felt Seth pound into me over and over again. The hard slaps of his thighs against mine echoed within the small bathroom and I bit my lip trying not to moan so loud. My eyes drifted up to the mirror above me where I could see Seth's eyes rolled into the back of his head and nothing but pure ecstasy across his face.

"You don't even have the balls to look at me while you're fucking me? Some man you are." I hissed. I wanted him to look at me and see the kind of shit he made me feel while he was balls deep inside me. Seth's hand drifted from my hip to my neck, gripping it tightly and digging his nails into the tender flesh of my jugular.

"Why the fuck would I want to look at you Leena? Hmm? I already know you're my pretty little slut...but I guess you're right. You do look good moaning for me." Seth licked his lips and our eyes met in the mirror. He made my heart pound just looking at me with his primal eyes. His hand looked so good around my neck. That smug smirk of his electrified every nerve in my body. He pulled my neck back making his chest press flush against my back. "Watch me fuck you instead, Lee. Watch every little ounce of ecstasy on your face. Tell me you love it."

I gasped and clutched at his arm around me. "A-as if! I would never-fuuuuckkkk! Give you the satisfaction." I couldn't help the whimper that escaped me when Seth lifted my leg up onto the sink and pressed my face into the mirror, getting deeper inside me. Every stroke I felt deep within my stomach. The head of his cock rubbed against my spot aggressively and my clit ached to be touched. I knew he was ignoring what I wanted just to spite me, to make me crave it even more and inflate his giant ass ego.

"You're gonna play hardball? Alright. Two can play that game." And suddenly his cock was out from my clamping muscles and he was slowly dragging it across my soaking wet lips. Everytime I tried sinking back onto him I got a hard slap to the ass that stung my flesh and my air supply was cut off even more. I was reduced to wanton whimpers and cries and I knew at any second i was going to turn into a begging mess.

"S-seth...don't...please…"

"please, what? Speak up Leena."

I was going to kick myself for doing this. "Please...just please!"

"Please! What?!" He asked again accentuating both words with another smack to my ass.

"Just please fuck me, ok?! Don't stop! Keep going!" I begged.

Seth just laughed. "Aww baby...I knew you missed me." He placed a kiss on my temple and backed away. "but the answer is no." I watched in stunned silence as he pulled his shorts up and walked out the door.