Harry Potter & The Loss Of Faith
Chapter 36
"What just happened?" demanded Esme looking worriedly at the door.
"Rosalie just happened," snapped Edward angrily.
"What did she think?" asked Jasper looking worried.
"She hoped Harry died giving birth so she could have the child to herself!" snarled Edward angrily, wanting to smash things to pieces but not wanting to pay for the damage he would do. He had thought some horrible things of Rosalie over the years but this time she had gone too far. He had thought she had changed, he thought she had liked Harry it was obviously she didn't give two flying saucers about him.
Esme gasped and covered her mouth in horror unable to believe Rosalie could be so horrible to Harry.
"I know she wanted a child but to wish Harry dead…is going too far" whispered Alice feeling utterly ashamed of Rosalie right now.
"Especially after Harry thinking this was the best family for his child should the worst come to the worst" said Carlisle Jasper felt so much disappointment coming from Carlisle that it nearly staggered him.
"I'm sure she is ashamed of thinking it" said Jasper he was very tuned into others emotions and knew the horror, disgust and shame as she bolted from the house.
"Or is she shamed of being caught thinking it?" demanded Edward looking up at the ceiling with a sigh.
"Hey guys…what's wrong?" frowned Harry coming into the room. He had never seen the Cullen's look so…ashamed? Alarmed? He wasn't exactly sure which it was but he feared the worst. Did they change their mind about wanting Harry and his friends here? Maybe he best ask.
"It's nothing" smiled Carlisle soothingly.
If he had been human the soothing smile would have calmed him completely but he wasn't. He knew something was wrong; could it have something to do with Rosalie and Emmett? Were they in danger? Or was it them who didn't want Harry and his friends there.
"If Rosalie and Emmett don't want us here I can leave…I don't want you falling out over us" said Harry quietly.
"It's nothing like that Harry honestly" said Edward sadly.
"Is it anything I can help with?" asked Harry softly.
Alice smiled Harry was so good and pure, he didn't deserve what Rosalie had thought. Even if it hadn't been truly meant, or if it had been meant then Rosalie was meaner than Alice ever imagined. Harry always went out of his way to accommodate them, and help them.
"Unfortunately not," said Esme sadly.
"Is it to do with Emmett and Rosalie?" asked Harry.
The Cullen's knew Harry was very perspective and this was just like him. Carlisle smiled softly and said honestly "Rosalie has said something that upset us, we need to have a talk as a family"
"Whatever it was I'm sure she didn't mean it, family means everything to her" said Harry defending her without even knowing the circumstances.
Edward scoffed and said "That's for sure"
"You read her mind…you had no right broadcasting it Edward…her thoughts are her own" said Harry sadly.
"You wouldn't be saying that if you knew what she said" said Edward angrily. How dare Harry defend her? And try and make him out to be the bad one, angry or not he would never tell Harry what Rosalie had said.
"Like I said her thoughts are hers alone…we sometimes think things that we don't mean you know" said Harry.
"No one deserves all the faith you put in them" said Alice softly a small smile on her face.
"What did you need? Are your friends hungry I can make them something!" said Esme.
"They are actually just a little thirsty and peckish they missed dinner" explained Harry softly.
"Of course I'll go whip them up something quick!" beamed Esme.
"Thank you" grinned Harry.
"Let's go find her Alice do you know where she is?" asked Jasper.
"Are you staying here Esme?" whispered Carlisle so low no one heard him.
"Yes" said Esme, so fast that even Harry didn't catch it.
"Very well we shall be back soon…so Alice where to?" asked Carlisle grabbing the keys to Edward's Volvo.
"We will take the Jeep there isn't enough room for everyone coming back" said Jasper taking Emmett's monster truck.
"She's on the rocks talking to Emmett just a mile from the Treaty line" said Alice spacing out and back again.
"Let's go" said Carlisle getting into his car; Carlisle followed him into the passenger side. Jasper and Alice got into the Monster truck and with speed only a vampire could go they were off.
It didn't take them all that long to get there; Emmett was looking at Rosalie with an unreadable look on his usually normally cheerful face. Rosalie looked like her entire world had just been turned on its axis. When she saw her family she wanted nothing more than to hide behind Emmett but with the way Emmett was acting she had no chance of anyone coming to her defence.
"I'm so sorry please forgive me" whispered Rosalie if Vampire's could cry they would be pouring down her face at an alarming rate.
"Why would you think such things Rosalie?" sighed Carlisle openly showing his disappointment making Rosalie flinch away as if she had just been struck, no matter what she did Carlisle never had looked at her that way. Not when she got revenge on those men who had hurt her, not when she begged him to turn Emmett. Nor when she was a bitch to her family, mostly because he knew she never meant any of it.
"I never meant it" she rasped as if she was having trouble getting the right words out.
"I just hope Harry never finds out" said Alice sadly.
"Or he might reconsider his offer…I for one wouldn't blame him I never taught you to be this way" said Carlisle sadly.
"I know you can't have children Rose but to wish him dead…do you know he was in the house defending you not five minutes ago? Telling me your thoughts were your own and I shouldn't go broadcasting them?" said Edward bitterly.
Flinching back again she hadn't felt like this in her entire immortal existence. She wondered if she would still have a family after this conversation was over. Carlisle wouldn't disown her would he? She didn't know if she could live without her family. Despite everything they were her strength her very being her reason for not wishing to be killed.
"Carlisle wouldn't disown you" said Edward softly.
Carlisle faced Edward before returning towards Rosalie "No I wouldn't but you must know I'm extremely disappointed in you Rosalie, and you had better use all your time making it up to Harry for your hurtful comments" said the Leader of the Coven.
"I will Carlisle I'm so sorry" whispered Rosalie hugging herself for comfort she knew she deserved it all…she just wanted a hug more than anything else in the world now.
"I've never seen or heard you being so horrible to anyone before…Harry is a very rare human not a selfish bone in his body…that thought never crossed any of ours why did you think it Rosalie!" sighed Emmett sitting across from Rosalie looking at loss of what to do. Emmett felt like there was a whole new other side to Rosalie he had never been included in.
"You know how much I wanted a child" said Rosalie trying and failing to defend herself, even that excuse was weak to her ears.
"So did Esme she never even thought such a thing," said Edward, not letting her off the hook quite so quickly.
"I'm sorry I didn't mean it, I like Harry I really do he's not like any of the others" replied Rosalie tiredly.
"I'm going back home" said Emmett sadly. "Can I ride with you?" he asked Jasper and Alice.
"Sure" said Alice, knowing it was going to be a long time before the family forgave Rosalie.
"Come on Rosalie" said Carlisle hoisting her up and leading her to the car, once she was inside Edward and Carlisle got into the front and drove home. It was a very silent ride back home, Rosalie's thoughts were scattered about trying to earn their forgiveness and the very in the dark Harry's forgiveness for a sin he wouldn't ever know about.
"How is everyone?" asked Carlisle as soon as he got thought the door.
"Well they were hungry they ate the sandwiches and cookies quick enough" said Esme "They are sleeping right now it's going to take them a while to get used to the time change".
"Indeed it will" said Carlisle nodding his head.
"Oh Rosalie" sighed Esme sadly.
"I'm sorry" whispered Rosalie looking ready to burst into tears her beautiful face was contorted and hurt.
"Do you need to hunt?" asked Esme suddenly.
"No" murmured a confused Rosalie.
"Then go to your room" said Esme.
Rosalie looked like she wanted to laugh, she hadn't been sent to her room since she was a child a human child. However, she wanted nothing more than to get away from all the rightfully judging stares. She wanted Emmett to come with her but he didn't.
She was alone and she deserved it.
Emmett didn't come up the stairs that night; he slept on the sofa which proved how bad it was. Emmett was the juvenile one and usually forced to sleep on the sofa for one thing or another. He had never willingly stayed away from her and it hurt so much. She didn't think she had hurt so much before, not even when she was turned or when her soon to be husband and friends attacked her while she was human.
It was very early in the morning when her door opened she saw Edward standing at the door an odd look on his face.
"We aren't being like this to punish you, you know" whispered Edward.
Tortured amber eyes started at the eyes reflecting her own just with different emotions "I know Edward,"
"You coming to school?" asked Edward softly.
"Yes" said Rosalie standing up and making her way over to her huge walk in wardrobe.
What else will happen to rosalie before she is forgiven? will Bella overhear the Cullen's walking about it and tell Harry? or will they forgive her as they go to England to get revenge for Harry on his family - the Dursleys. will they be protect by Order members? in case Harry went there? and have to leave? or will the Dursley's not be there at all and they have to come home empty handied or will the cullens get the revenge they so desire on Harry's behalf? what will the cullens do to the dursleys if IF the cullens find them? will they hurt dudley? or leave him alive but tramutized if they find them? R&R plz