My POV

He rested his head in my lap and looked up to me as I played with his dark hair, which was covering my lap at the moment.

I looked in his dark, but sad eyes and sighed:,, You know, sometimes I think how you feel, when I'm crying all over the place. Now I know.''

He cheered up a bit and smiled a bit:,, Well it's not exactly impossible, but not too easy either at the same time.''

I nodded. We laid back and tried to get some rest, but when I was drifting in a sleep the alarm clock started to yell. I groaned and turned it off, turning on the other side.

I felt Sweeney slowly pulling me closer to him and kissing my neck and shoulders:,, Let's stay in bed for today. I'm not in the mood to do anything today.''

I turned to him and chuckled:,, Okay, we'll stay in bed today.''

He lit up like a Christmas tree and pulled me closer:,, Great day's start. I get to in bed all day with my soon to be wife. Could this get any better?''

I giggled and kissed his neck and said:,, Well, that depends; you can think of something to add in?''

He looked down at me and smirked:,, Well I have an idea on my mind…''

,, And that would be…?'' I raised an eyebrow, getting the idea of where he was going with this.

He didn't say anything and pulled me in a deep kiss, wrapping his one hand around my waist, pulling me close to him, while his other hand was lost in my red curls. He slowly moved to my neck and then my collarbone, making me moan softly as he slowly moved even further. Looked like this was a game to him and he played with me like a kitten with a ball of yarn. I felt him slowly slipping the laces off my shoulders, while I lightly dragged my nails across his chest, making him take it as a tease and this time it was.

He really enjoyed himself at my chest area, making me moan:,, Sweeney…''

He was so gentle, but yet passionate at the same time, and this reminded me the time four years ago, when I got tied to the chair the first time. It was quite the memory. But now ever since I've returned and celebrated my 18th birthday, he's slowly experimenting on how far I would let him go, but I was so weak against him and he could get to me so easily. But he didn't even think to take my innocence. Yet. Something told me, that the day that happens could be the honeymoon. I didn't really have anything against it. He did promise to not hurt me in any way. Let's just hope, that he could keep the promise instead of losing self-control and give me what he held in these years. Love, lust and desire, strong desire.

I was torn out of my thoughts as I felt his hand sneak down my waist, when I stopped him:,, Not so fast. It's my turn now.''

He smirked and let me do what I liked. So I got to work. I kissed his neck, biting it lightly. I slowly moved to his collarbone, making him groan. I felt his muscles tightening as I slid my nails from his chest closer to his waist. I knew exactly, what he tried to hold in. The urge to take my body and enjoy the pleasure and satisfaction, what I could give. I knew I could, because I've studied him for so long and I know exactly how to play the game with him. I smirked, being proud that I actually achieved something this big. I slowly kissed my way from his chest to his lips again, when he let out an animalistic growl and pinned me to the bed, kissing me more passionately, surprising me a lot. He deepened the kiss and I started to get worried about this.

,, Um, Sweeney? I'm starting to get a bit worried about this…''

He interrupted me with an angry, lustful growl:,, I don't care, my pet. Now you're only mine… Only mine.''

With that he kissed me a little rough, making me squirm a little. This did not go as planned. I was really scared now, that I started to pant, making my chest heave fast. After a second he came up for air and looked in my face, frowning.

Sweeney's POV

I realized what I have done the second I saw her widened, startled eyes, heaving chest and trembling body. I've hurt my angel. I let her go and she sat up in the bed, leaning against the wall, still looking scared like hell.

,, What have I done? I'm such an idiot.'' I grabbed my head, turning away from her so I would feel even guiltier than I already felt.

After a moment I felt her soft palms on my chest as she rested her head on my back:,, It's okay, Sweeney. You didn't mean to do that.''

I turned to her and shook my head:,, No, I've hurt you, I've broken my promise.''

She shook her head lightly and quietly said:,, You didn't hurt me, Sweeney. I'm fine.''

I lost it and grabbed her wrists and said to her stiffly:,, Oh, really? Then why do you have these on your hands? Or that bite mark on your neck? Don't try to make feel better, Martha. You're making it worse, than it already is…''

And I looked in her eyes seeing tears forming in them and she broke free from my grip and said with a shaky voice:,, Fine, then. I won't. Hope you feel better now, because now you really hurt me. In here.'' She placed her palm on her heart.

She rose up from the bed and mumbled:,, I'll be down in the shop if you need me. All though you won't, because you said you didn't need my help…''

And with that she took her robe and went downstairs, leaving me in the bed, angry at myself after what I've done.

I fell in the bed and sighed:,, Why do I have to hurt my little angel? I should have just listened to her and none of this wouldn't have happened in the first place. But I lost control of myself, why? How?'' I asked my self.

Then it hit me.

I remembered the way she planted her warm kisses on my neck, chest and collarbone, the way she played with me. And most of all the way I made her moan my name…

I tightened my jaw as I felt my trousers getting bit tighter around that area.

,, Oh, now's not a good time for this.'' I grunted and crawled under the covers in case she would come back in this room to get something.

The more I tried my best to not to think about this situation, the more it haunted me.

,, Well maybe it wouldn't hurt to release myself…''

I thought and then shook my head:,, No, I won't risk it. What is she would come in the wrong moment and take it the wrong way?''

I tried to decide to do it or not, when I couldn't take it anymore. This feeling was growing stronger and I knew what I need to do. As I was going to do it, Martha came in the room with dripping hair, and only a towel as a little dress covering her beautiful form. I felt the tightening even more and I tried to hide it from her. She looked at me a little confused by my odd sitting position, but then she blushed as it seemed she guessed the reason. I was so ashamed of myself right now, when she came closer to me and sat on the side of the bed close to me, making me feel embarrassed by my dirty desires for her.

She smiled a little and looked at me like a mother and then shook her head, teasing me:,, Looks like little Sweeney got some dirty thoughts running in his mind. I'll leave you alone to take care of that little problem of yours…''

And with that she smirked and clutched her nails in my thigh, making me try to control my already unsteady self.

After she left I shook my head and quietly said:,, You're doing wonders to me, my pet. Many, many wonders…''

My POV

I walked down back the shop and sat down by the table, sipping tea, when Sweeney walked in the shop, looking down at the ground. I remembered, what happened up in the bedroom and understood why he was ashamed to look me in the eyes. I blushed lightly as I remembered how big it was when I clutched my nails in his thigh. I never thought of this in such dirty way. I was so angry with myself, that I couldn't stop thinking about this.

,, Feel better?'' I smirked a little, making him freeze and blush a little.

He just stood there for a while and then shyly nodded, again pinning his gaze to the floor. I giggled and stood up, walking to him. I tilted his chin up and to my surprise his face had a light shade of pink all over it. This made me giggle even more. He looked to the wall, when I pressed my lips against his. He stalled a bit, but then slowly wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me so close to him, that our bodies were practically glued together. It was my turn to blush. I've noticed that lately Sweeney has been having trouble to keep his eyes off my chest. At first I was thinking that something's wrong, but then after a shower I noticed the reason. They have gotten a bit fuller. I started to blush as I felt his chest trying to press harder against mine. He had a dirty mind lately. Like this situation, the thing yesterday, and the… thing this morning. We were so dirty minded today, that I think, we've had enough for the rest of the month. But the trouble was; the wedding's next Tuesday and now it's Friday. So the honeymoon will draw the line and play with us like marionettes. I was scared and yet very exited at the same time. I was going to be Mrs. Todd soon.

It was my dream ever since I first saw the movie back at home like when I was about nine years old. All though I was a bit sick from the blood in the movie I really liked Sweeney Todd; his epic hairstyle, great singing voice and the most of all the times, when he put on that lost puppy look. It still makes me let out a girly fangirl scream.

To be continued...

Wow, we both need a break from each other. I'm kidding! :D I couldn't live my life peacefully without him and let's even talk about Sweeney. Look how a chapter ends when I start the chapter normally, but then Ann sneaks in my documents, finds this chapter and messes it up a little by adding something this dirty ^_^ So anyways all reviews will be welcomed and stay tuned for chapter 37! And a little sneak preview of the next chapter is here:

Things that will happen:

*There will be some awkward situations

* Mrs. Lovett will die. Maybe it will be a murder or maybe suicide? Stay tuned to find out :P

* And at the end there's going to be a romantic wedding part (Yes chapter 38 will be the wedding *Finally! :)*)