A/N I have a question for you at the end. please help me out with it.

The BAU members were stood talking to the Doctor about JJ and the injured she had sustained. Once they all knew JJ was going to be ok Emily asked the next question that was about to roll of everyone else's tongues.

"And the baby?"

The doctor shook his head "I'm sorry there was nothing we could do to save it."

Tears filled every eye in the room even the doctors. He hated talking to the families not because he thought he was better than them like some doctors but because he hated giving them bad news and watching them break down.

"No." Garcia collapsed into Morgan's arms and they both cried.

The doctor continued to talk to the still standing members, he wasn't sure if any of them were listening but he would give it a go.

"The injuries caused a lot of internal bruising to a lot of her body but mostly her lower stomach and that along with the lack of air, the trauma she has sustained as well as the stress of the last few months." The Doctor had read JJ's medical history after he did his first lot of tests on JJ "Her body couldn't talk the strain of a child. I'm really sorry."

Emily and Reid were staring off into space trying not to breakdown but Reid couldn't hold it any longer and collapsed onto a chair next to him and cried into his hands. Everything was too much for his brain to put together. There was too much information to go in and it hurt too much to know that JJ was hurting all over again because they let the monsters get to her again.

Emily just stood doing nothing but slightly shaking. Her eyes were filled with tears but they didn't seem to fall and her completion was as white as the doctor's jacket.

Morgan had managed to stop crying but still stayed on the floor gently rocking a hysterical Garcia. The anger in his eyes was frightening and if either Walt or Mitch were alive in that moment he would stop at nothing to make them pay for what they did to JJ.

When he first found out Morgan couldn't grasp the idea of a baby coming out of all that had happened but he promised he would stand by JJ with whatever she decided to do. He silently promised himself he would love the baby like it were his own and would protect the child and JJ with his life.

The last few hours were more than Garcia could handle. When the doctor said JJ lost the baby she felt her legs instantly turn to Jelly and it felt like her heart stopped beating. At first the idea of JJ being pregnant seemed to haunt her but as she thought about it Garcia realised it wasn't the babies' fault how it was conceived and if JJ could accept it then so could she and Garcia had. She was just starting to get used to the idea of being an aunty again. She was going to spoil this one like it was her own and now she couldn't. JJ had lost her innocent baby, the only good thing that would have come out her best friend's hell and there was nothing left of that. So Garcia cried for her friend and the new family member they just lost.

Hotch and Rossi felt like breaking down inside much like the other members of the team. It hurt so much to know JJ thought she couldn't tell them, they both knew why she didn't but it didn't stop it from hurting. And now she was all alone in a hospital hurting. To the both men JJ was not just a friend to them she was like a daughter.

They wanted to cry, to be angry and lash out at someone or something but they couldn't they were the bosses had to hold it together for the others.

Hotch took a deep breath to steady his shaking nerves.

"Thankyou doctor." Hotch held out his hand to shake the doctors and the men shook politely.

Garcia was starting to calm a little and she and Morgan got of the floor.

"Can we see my buttercup?" Garcia asked the doctor.

"Soon I imagine. She is asking to only see Emily for now. It's all she is asking. We struggled to get her to answer any of our questions." Everyone paused and looked at Emily who was still staring into space not hearing the conversation round her.

"Cupcake…" Garcia asked but got no reply.

"Princess…" Morgan put a hand on Emily's shoulder but again nothing.

"Emily…" Rossi said a little louder but still Emily made no movement or acknowledged that they were talking to her.

"Prentiss!" Hotch almost yelled which seemed to work.

"Sorry…what?" Emily shook the cobwebs out of her head and looked at the group confused.

"You zoned out for a while there, you ok?" Morgan asked with his hand still on her shoulder.

"Yeah I'm fine." She turned to the doctor "Can we see JJ?"

"She's asking for you." The doctor smiles at the brunette.

"Let's go then." Emily stepped forward expecting everyone to follow.

"She only wants to see you Emily." Rossi gave her a sad smile.

"Oh…" That worried Emily slightly but she would ask JJ when she got in the room.

"Tell her we love her ok and…and that we could never hate her…ever." Garcia whispered as more tears trickled down her cheek.

Emily nodded and followed the doctor down the cold white and light blur corridor.

The doctor stopped at a door and tipped his head letting Emily know that she was at the right room. She gave him a soft smile and he left her standing there just looking at it, not moving, nothing; just staring at the door.

She tried to picture the state JJ was not in. the last time she stood outside a door like this; had a horrible feeling in her chest was the day JJ was taken into hospital after Walt had gotten a hold of her.

Emily knew JJ would look broken and she would be hurting. She had to prepare herself for what she was about to see.

With a deep breath Emily walked forward.

She was gone; the only person she felt comfortable with at that moment in time was gone. Emily let go of her hand and it was replaced but the cold hand of a nurse.

"EMILY!" JJ choked out as loud she could and tried to push herself up of the bed. She didn't get very far when a set of hands pushed her back down and agonizing pain shot through her stomach.

"Its ok Miss your going to me ok. Can you tell me your name?"

JJ could feel hands touching her body and hands moving over her stomach; hands on her arms and on her legs. She could feel the panic rising up and closed her eyes as tight as she could, trying to block it all out; the people, the noise and most of all the pain.

The nurse kept trying to talk to her but JJ just kept her eyes closed telling herself to breath and that everything would be ok. She and the baby would be ok. JJ was telling that to herself but deep down she knew she was far from the truth.

After about 20 minutes of prodding and poking the hands seemed to disappear and the pain seemed to lessen. JJ slowly opened her eyes and looked round the room. She could see a doctor and a few nurses talking at the end of her bed. She was in a white hospital gown with a few bandages on and wires coming from her.

"Hi there Jennifer I'm Dr. Bricks." The man in the white coat said "How are you feeling?"

"Please I want to get out of here, I want to go home, Emily where's Emily?" JJ rattled off words.

"You can't go home just yet Jennifer we need to keep you in for a few days."

"Why what's wrong?" JJ started to panic and the Doctor could see it from the monitor's attached to JJ.

"Jennifer you need to calm down for me ok, a few deep breaths."

"No please tell me what's wrong, is it my baby, is my baby ok? Please tell me my baby is ok!" The look on the doctor's face told JJ everything she needed to know "No…" She whispered.

"I'm sorry…"

"It doesn't hurt anymore, are you sure? Please check again please!" She raised her voice as much as she could through her painful throat.

"I'm sorry." The doctor just shook his head.

"No." JJ begged and pleaded.

"I'm sorry you're miscarrying as we speak. The reason you aren't in any pain is because we have given you a very strong pain medication…" He watched JJ pull her knees up to her chest and sob into them "I'm so sorry Jennifer." He had read JJ's fine and seen everything she had been through over the last few months and giving her the bad news just felt like he was kicking someone when they were down.

He let JJ cry for a few minutes rubbing circles in here back.

"Is there anyone of anything I can get for you? A nurse told me you have family in the waiting room, shall I go and get them."

"Emily please I want Emily." JJ didn't look up.

"Ok" He got up and left.

JJ heard the door click closed but she didn't care that she was on her own; nothing seemed to matter because her baby was gone, her baby was dead and it was all her fault.

It took a while but JJ's tears did stop and she just sat there not moving barley breathing, just surviving on the edge or breaking. A knock at her door made her jump and a few seconds later the brunette she wanted was standing in the room. Emily looked how JJ felt. She had tears in her eyes, her hair was a state and her skin matched the tone of the walls.

"Jayje…" Emily whispered not moving from the door.

With that simple word JJ broke down again. In just a few large steps Emily was sat by JJ's side holding her in her arms.

"It's gone Em. My babies gone…" JJ cried harder.

"I know Jayje." Emily whispered running her fingers through JJ's blonde hair as tears ran down her cheeks "I know."

A/N... Ok you beautiful, amazing people i have one chapter left and then thats it. :(

What did you think of this one. it makes my day when you let me know! and plus you get good karma!

Right question time! I have 2 ideas i really like for my next Fic's but i dont know which to start with. i will write both just which one first?

1. A JJ/Henry/Jack story but it will have the whole team in. It'll be rated T and will have something to do with the 3 of them being trapped somewhere (im not going to give it away)

2. A Emily/Jack story. again but it will have the whole team. It'll be rated T and have something to do with them being in danger and needing to get somewhere safe.

So what do you think about the too but please dont forget to review :D

AJ xx