Hi friends! So first thing first this is a future chapter so I'm not sorry to disappoint. Lol this is a nice semi calm chapter but it's low key really juicy. Almost as juicy as my thicc ass. XP Umm.. so it's Thursday and it's been a whole month since we last talked. And I have a valid excuse because I've been up to something... We'll talk at the bottom enjoy!
Becky's POV
"You got everything?" I asked as Sasha grabbed her last suitcase out the trunk of the Audi. Right now we're at the airport because her break is over and she has to get back on tour. I didn't want to drive her but she insisted that I did.
"Umm almost one more thing then I should be good." She then reached into the trunk and pulled out a plastic Mattson's bag and held it open. "We'll come on then in you go." She smiled shaking the bag.
"I'm offended are you saying I'm only good enough to fit in a plastic bag? I at least deserve to be put in a reusable one." I sassed getting her to smile.
"I'm sorry baby it's short notice. I didn't want you to come with me but now I changed my mind and this is all I have so get in." Taking the bag from her I pulled her in for a hug. "Please come." She mumbled in my chest. It wasn't until now that I noticed that there are a few people taking pictures of us. I swear I'll never get use to that but there's nothing I can do to make it not happen.
"I can't I have to watch over Shiloh."
"Can't we take him with us. Huh we can have Bayley babysit him while we're gone." She suggested looking up at me.
"No he needs his mommy. Besides I wanna try and see if I can make him a wheelchair so he can walk still." I shrugged because we brought Shiloh home the other day and he hasn't really been moving a lot. He just lays in his dog bed all day only moving when I pick him up. Today however he crawled across the room to me letting me know that there's still some fight in him. If he's not willing to give up neither am I and I'm determined to save my little boy so he can live out the rest of his life with us.
"You really think he'll get his legs back one day?"
"Yes. If not then I want him to feel as normal as I can make him feel. He's our only child so I'll do anything for him. Plus you're going to be gone for the next month I need something to keep me occupied."
"I agree. You know I was looking at doggy therapy so I think that could help. Some acupuncture or something maybe."
"Maybe I'll look into it. But baby you gotta get going before you miss your flight." I spoke noticing that the clock reads almost nine am and her flight leaves nine fifteen. She didn't even check in yet so she's gonna have to do some running.
"Ugh fucking A! Okay fine." She then squeezed me in another hug and so I hugged her back. "I love you."
"I love you too Sasha." Then we engaged in a nice going away kiss.
"Text me when you get home Okay?" She spoke letting me go and pulling the handle up on her suitcase.
"Will do. And be sure to call me when you land." I spoke picking up her carry-on bag and handed it to her.
"I was already planning on it."
"Good." Moving closer to her I kissed her forehead. "Remember to eat something too okay."
"Mkay I'll try." I then gave her a peck on the lips. "Becks?"
"Yes?"
"If anything goes wrong call me okay. Whether something is up with Sih, if you can't find something, call me every time you think of me, if the sprinklers don't go off at six o'clock on the dot I need to know, you need someone to talk to call me. If I'm performing someone will answer and signal me to come talk to you. Hell if you know I'm probably sleeping call anyway, check in and make sure I'm sleeping, and most importantly if you feel like you're dropping please please call me. I know we talked about this earlier but I just have to always be sure you're okay. Your old routine is probably going to change since Shi can't exactly be as big of a part of it as he was. I just don't want you going and dropping too hard on me while I'm gone."
"Well I guess it doesn't help to tell you I'm already dropping a little huh?" I shrugged scratching the back of my neck because if I'm being honest I feel like this is a terrible time for her to be leaving me to go back on tour. All the other times it wasn't so bad but I just don't have a good feeling about this time.
"Do you want to get back in the car real fast?" She asked coming closer and grabbing my belt buckle.
"No I'll be alright I'm going to yoga with Alicia later so I'll be okay. Besides you'll miss your flight, which may I remind you is in ten minutes."
"Shit! Okay fine I trust you'll be fine." She then grabbed her bags and began backing up. "I love you."
"I love you too be good and give your fans my love."
"Okay I will. Bye." She then turned around and went into the building. I waited and watched as she made her way up to the counter. Right when she got up to the counter she suddenly paused and looked back at me. Smiling she put down her stuff and ran back out to me wrapping her arms around my neck and pressed her lips to mine. "I forgot my goodbye kiss."
"You're such a noob." She shrugged then gave me another kiss.
"Well I'm your noob. Bye baby." Letting me go she ran back inside.
"Bye Nugget." I called after her getting her to wink at me. I stood there and watched her check in before I got back in the car. My first stop is to go home because Alicia is coming over in a bit. Surprisingly she's actually been really nice to talk to since we first met. We have a lot more in common than I thought we would. Her and Christy have been together for five years but they've known each other since Alicia was in college making their relationship almost eight years in the making. So she understands the struggles of having a musically gifted girlfriend and how hard it can be sometimes. Really it's just nice to have a friend who sorta lives the same lifestyle as me. Anyway it didn't take me too long to get home.
"Shi I'm home!" I yelled out because that's what I usually always do when I come home and usually he comes running.. It's okay though I don't mind going to find him. When I left he was in his bed in the living room and not so surprisingly he's in the same spot. "Hi bubbas I'm back. Sorry I took so long you know how mommy gets when she has to leave us." I cooed sitting down in front of him. Naturally I began to pet him but he barely reacted to it. "You look so miserable." I murmured under my breath because he does. I refuse to admit it but he seems so sad and it's depressing. His eyes used to be so full of warmth and happiness and now they just look like two different colored orbs of nothing. Plus his nose isn't even wet and it's usually always wet even when he was sleeping. "You gotta potty bud?" When I said that his ears perked up and he whined.
"Woof." He let out softly. I don't know if he has to use the bathroom but I'll put him out anyway. Getting to my feet I bent over and gingerly tried to grab him so I can pick him up. I can almost cry because while I was doing that he whimpered.
"I know. I know I'm sorry buddy but we gotta try and see." By this point I managed to pick him up and that's when I realized he peed on himself. Looking at his bed it's wet also so he must have peed and not even realized it. "Awe it's okay buddy you didn't know." I cooed kissing his head and he responded by licking my arm. I hate seeing him like this. He's my best friend and it pains me to see him like this. Carefully I managed to open the back door and make my way down to the sand. "Mkay here you go." I spoke slowly getting down on my knees so I can set him down. "I dunno if you can but do you bud." Standing back up he's just sitting looking around and shaking. He can barely even hold himself up and it's bringing tears to my eyes. My son. My own child is struggling to even hold himself up and there's nothing I can do. "Sih do you have to potty?" He looked at me and it broke my heart. He has this look that says mom I don't know I can't tell. My next move was to sit down with him between my legs and just hug him. He's shivering and his heart is beating so fast meaning he's probably exerting so much energy just to hold himself up. "I'm so sorry Shi. I shouldn't have left you alone with her. I'm sorry I didn't know she'd let this happen." I barely got out because I can't help but cry. After Sasha he's all I got to help me and I don't know what I'll do without him. Another dog is an option but they won't be as sweet as him and it hurts to think it isn't my Shiloh.
"Woof!" He barked in my ear getting me to pull away and look at him. Wiping my tears I kissed his snout.
"I love you." He responded by licking my face. He always knew when I'm sad and this is him doing what he does best. "You think you can rock a wheelchair huh? With those eyes I'm sure the ladies would still flock to you." When I asked that he winked at me then licked me. "Yeah we can pimp it out. Since mommy has a lot of money and she let this happen to you there's literally no limit for you bub. You want a solid gold chair? We can have it encrusted with diamonds too if you want." He licked his nose then let out a small yelp. "You're our prince you can have anything you want and I'll make sure of it okay? Don't you worry about mommy I'll always protect you from her so you can have your way. Between the two of us I love you more." He liked that and he licked my cheek. "Happy to know I'm your favorite parent." It was here that my phone started to buzz in my back pocket. Pulling it out to see it's Alicia calling so I answered. "Hola."
"Hey I'm out front."
"Just come through the gate we're out back." No sense in going inside just to come back outside. Besides I don't want to leave him out here by himself.
"Okay I'll be there in a sec."
"Kay." It then went silent on her side so I kissed Shi on his nose. I then heard someone messing with the gate.
"How do you.. oh wait.. nevermind got it." It was here the gate opened and she appeared so I hung up.
"Hi." I smiled petting Shiloh.
"Hey you two. Hi Shi!" She then came over and pet him. "You are so handsome."
"Woof!"
"Good to know you didn't lose your voice." She cooed still petting him. I took that time to get to my feet so I can properly greet her. "Hey you, how are you?" She asked hugging me I can use one right now so I hugged her back.
"Well I just dropped Sash off about an hour ago so I'm sorta bummed but I have my man here.. sadly he isn't much use but I'm hanging on." I shrugged pulling out of our hug.
"Well good thing I came over. Gonna turn that frown upside down." She smiled widely making me smile. She has a pretty smile and the sun is shining on her making her eyes glow. She has very interesting colored eyes so it's a valid reason for me to look at them.
"Well before that we gotta give homeboy a bath. I don't know if you noticed be we're both covered in pee." I spoke pointing to my shirt.
"I was wondering why you smell delicious with a hint of pee."
"Yeah he peed in his bed so I gotta handle that before we go if that's cool?"
"I can help. I use to work at PetCo so I know how to bathe a doggo." She smiled.
"No I don't wanna-"
"Stop being so posh. Just let me help I want too. If the roles were flipped I'd let you help me if you offered. Just tell me what to do." Well if she insists.
"Well I'll pick him up just get the door behind us?" I asked pointing to the back door because it's still open.
"After you." Great getting down I carefully picked him up.
"Come on stinky butt it's bath time." He let out a few whimpers but we powered through it all the way to the tub.
"Where do you keep the doggy shampoos?" Asked Alicia being I'm running the water for his bath.
"In the spare bathroom under the sink if you don't mind."
"Spare bathroom under the sink. I'm on it." She then left the bathroom.
"She's truly a sweetheart I don't know how I'll be able to repay her for this." I mumbled looking at Shi and he's just looking at me. "Told you she was cute." I smiled because this is her first time coming over so she's never met Shiloh until today. "Plus I tell Shi everything he's the perfect listener."
"Wooof!"
"Stop it I love Sasha and nothing can change that."
"I wasn't sure what one to grab so I grabbed them all." She then appeared holding the entire box that contains Shiloh's care products.
"That's good enough."
"Perfect." She then moved and sat on the toilet seat placing the box on her lap. I'm sitting on the edge of the tub and Shi is sitting in the tub. "So what is our choice of cleaner today?"
"The green one right on top." She then grabbed the bottle and looked at it.
"Scrubby bubbly doggy lavender scented. Very fancy." She giggled holding the bottle showing me the label as if she was trying to sell it to me.
"Well he's my cuddle buddy when Sasha is gone and I enjoy the scent of lavender. Calms my nerves." I shrugged taking it from her. I then turned off the water and began to bathe Shi.
"Well can't argue with you there. I have a cinnamon apple candle that I like to light when I'm getting ready to go to bed."
"So then you understand."
"Mhm. By the way this is a really beautiful house you guys have here. I was so sure a huge celebrity like Sasha would own like some crazy castle somewhere."
"Well I'm sorry to kill your dream but this is actually house number two." I spoke looking at her then back to Shi being I'm lathering him up.
"Really where?"
"Uhh like twenty minutes outside of Los Angeles."
"Ugh I should've guessed. Let me guess ten bedrooms, with a thirteen car garage?" That got me to giggle because that sounds outrageous but it's also a fairly close guess.
"No it's a seven bedroom with an eight car garage. If Sasha had it her way your guess would probably be right."
"You say that like its normal. That's sounds like a fucking castle to me regardless."
"Yeah well it's not so nice when it's just you there and nobody else. It has its perks but it's low key depressing when Sasha isn't there with me. That's why I prefer being here."
"Uhuh and I bet you sit and cry about it in your custom made solid gold Porsche huh?" That made me laugh because she's so extra.
"No the Porsche is definitely pearl white and Sasha won't let me drive it. But I do have my Wrangler and that is my car of choice to cry in." I teased sticking my tongue out at her.
"Wow same thing."
"No it's not."
"Whatever. But I understand it does get really lonely when wifey is off working."
"It's so nice to have someone who understands my struggle. Me and Sasha have.. a very different kind of relationship so it's hard being away from her for long periods of time. Nobody quite understands why it is we're always glued to each other."
"What kind of relationship do you guys have?" Well I can't just air out our dirty laundry not even my friends know the dark side to our relationship. It's my favorite thing of our relationship but it's hard to explain to others where along the line I get off on being tied up and having pain being inflicted on me.
"Well with her being all famous we have to maintain a strong bond that way I don't lose her to the industry and the fame.. if that makes sense." That should work it sorta makes sense. "No don't drink that water it's dirty Shi." I warned being he started to lick his bath water.
"That makes sense Chris has a semi decent following so I try to keep her as close as possible.. but sometimes I feel like close just isn't close enough. She has random numbers calling late night all the time and I'm deathly scared to go through her texts." She murmured looking at stuff in the box.
"I don't get it if you guys aren't truly happy together why stay together? I mean she didn't even tell her friends the truth about you. Don't you want her to show you off? Let everyone know that you're her's?" I asked pouring water on Shi to wash out the shampoo.
"The fear of being alone I guess. She's my first real girlfriend. I'm sure you know how hard it is to get over your first girlfriend."
"Surprisingly I wouldn't know me and Sasha haven't broke up."
"Wait she's your first girlfriend?" I looked back at her and nodded.
"She is. She's the first and only female I've ever been with. However she wasn't my first relationship."
"I assume your ex must have been quite a character if it got you to just jump ships like that?"
"Wrong again. Can I have a conditioner?"
"Really?" She then dug through the box and handed me a conditioner.
"Yeah. But I did cling to him for as long as I could before I fully committed to Sasha. So I get where you're coming from."
"See now I have a bunch of questions."
"About what?"
"What kept you clinging on to him for so long?"
"He was my first love. I moved from Ireland here with him. He was all I had here in America at the time and I was scared to let it go. But then Sasha came along and swept me off my feet. She showed me a whole nother world I didn't know I existed but it was what I needed. Really I was just scared because my whole life I was attracted to men never once thinking of another female. Then Sasha entered my life and we connected so much more than I did with my own best friends. We were so in sync that I didn't know what to do about my feelings towards her because it was definitely more than just friendly feelings. Then I eventually ended up in her bed and a whole new world opened up to me."
"What the wonderful world of women?"
"Well that's part of it yes. Um if you don't mind can you go in the shower and grab the blue wash towel in there for me. I wanna get the crusties out his eyes."
"Sure." Standing up she sat the box in her place and walked over to the shower. It was also here Shiloh licked my knee.
"I know bud we're almost done. Then we'll get you some water and a snack if you're up for it."
"Hey Becky?"
"What's up?" I asked turning to look at her and surprisingly she's holding my leash. Sasha totally used it earlier this morning during our shower and I totally forgot to put it away. Shit how the fuck am I going to explain this.
"It's probably none of my business but umm.. Why is there a leash in your guy's shower?"
"It's Shiloh's." I spoke quickly because it's reasonable. She smirked then brought me the towel. When she did that I reached out for the leash but she moved it before I could grab it.
"You sure because unless I'm reading this wrong I'm pretty sure it says Rebecca on it here." She then held up the leash and showed me my name sewed into it. Yeah after we got Shiloh Sasha decided to label what leashes are mine and which belong to Shi. It sounded like a good idea up until now. Doesn't matter because I don't feel comfortable explaining it.
"It's complicated. Can you just give it back." I asked getting out the tub to get it from her. She backed away when I went to grab it.
"What kind of crazy shit are you guys into?!" She giggled but I don't find this funny.
"Stop it just give it back." I complained because nobody is allowed to hold that but Sasha or myself. "Alicia come on please." I whined reaching for the leash but she keeps moving it out of my reach.
"Hold on I have a question."
"No give me back my leash!" I stated firmly still trying to grab my leash.
"So then it is yours?"
"Give me back the fucking leash!" I growled grabbing her arm and prying the leash from her hand. "Jeeze just mind your business." I grumbled taking my leash and heading out into the bedroom. It normally goes in the closet but I don't need her knowing that. She already knows too much and the last thing I need is for her to know that Sasha is my dominant. If that gets out it'd probably do some serious damage to Sasha's career and I can't have that. That being said I simply tucked it in a drawer of our dresser.
"Hey come on I was only kidding."
"Yeah well I didn't find it funny." I spoke flatly, not looking at her.
"I'm sorry I didn't know it was so important to you."
"It's not I just don't like people touching my stuff."
"Hey honestly there's no judgement here I promise. We all have our weird kinks. For me I love me my redheads. I have this really weird obsession for Lucy from I love Lucy. She got me hooked and now every redheaded woman I see I take a mental photo of them and think of them later in the heat of a moment."
"That is something you probably shouldn't have told me." I spoke pointing to my hair.
"Well the cats out the bag sis. Besides I'm positive I'm not the only one. I've seen the comments on the photos you've posted. You're fucking hot and you're a redhead so of course I'm attracted to you."
"I'm actually a brunette."
"Doesn't matter to me. So if you are one of those people who get off on being treated like an animal it's none of my business." She then grabbed my hand and turned me to look at her. "That's honestly not one of the worst things, you could be one of those freaks who get off on being humiliated and whipped and shit on some Fifty Shades type of bullshit." Wow way to boost my self esteem. If I wasn't sad already I definitely am now. I'm not a freak and what me and Sasha do seems perfectly normal to me. She just doesn't understand the way Sasha is and why I'm so glued to her.
"I'd rather not talk about this anymore." I stated avoiding eye contact because this is all hitting too close to home. What she did next caught me off guard. She moved in closer to me close enough I can feel her body heat radiating off her. None to mention it's a weird change having another female look down at me because I'm usually the tall one. I'm honestly quite intimidated but at the same time... I like it.
"Is it safe to assume this has something to do with the bond between you and Sasha?" As she asked that she hooked her finger in the metal loop on my collar where the leash connects. "Is Sasha your master Rebecca?" She purred tugging on the collar making me shiver. I want to lie but I dunno if she'll buy it at this point. There's no answer I can give besides yes or no but it's probably so obvious what my answer is. "Haha I knew it you totally get off on being tied up. You're taking too long to answer so that means I'm right."
"Okay so what?" I asked pushing her hand away. She smiled then visibly sized me up before shrugging.
"Nothing I just realized I'm jealous we aren't single I'd wife you now that I know how obedient you probably are. I guess Sasha really wasn't kidding in the song when she said she has it all. She has the money, the fame, the power, and a naughty little vixen to come home to. I wish I was her so bad right now."
"Well it's useless because I love Sasha and only Sasha and nobody can sway me on it. The only person who ever has was Sasha but there's nothing she could do to shake me." It was here that Shiloh started to whine reminding me of our original task. "Shit sorry Shiloh I'm coming. Excuse me." Moving around her I headed back into the bathroom. "I'm sorry bud I didn't forget about you."
"Woof!"
"Yeah yeah whatever I'm here now." I grumbled getting back in the tub with him. As I was going back to finish washing him Alicia came and sat next to me.
"I'm sorry. I really am I had no right to do that I'm just really nosey sometimes."
"Don't you know curiosity is what killed the cat?" I asked not looking at her or stopping what I'm doing.
"Look I don't want that to come between us. I actually genuinely think you're a decent human being and I can't say that about many people. I really hope you don't shut me out because of this. We get along so well and I don't wanna lose my yoga buddy. What goes on between you and Sasha is absolutely none of my business." When she said that I let out a sigh. She only knows what's on the surface she hasn't seen the whole iceberg so I suppose I can carry on like this never happened.
"What goes on between these walls stays here." I spoke simply hoping she gets what I'm saying.
"Your secret is safe with me." She then zipped her lips and threw the key. "Anyway make sure you scrub good behind his ears. It's a prime hangout spot for ticks."
"Well I rub him enough everyday to know if he has any unwanted friends." I smiled looking at him because he really does make me happy. He's my little man who I love so much.
"Well he does have the warmest eyes."
"You know the day we got him his eyes are exactly the thing that made me fall for him. But what really put the nail in the coffin is when he brought his chew toy right up to me and he sat waiting for me to play with him. Ever since then it's been me and him living our best life." I smiled because I remember the day Sasha let me get him. One of my favorite days in my life so far.
"You guys are like the cutest dynamic duo. I'm so starstruck." It was around here that I finished washing him and it's time to get him out.
"Well you may have one free picture then I gotta charge you five bucks a photo." I grinned teasingly before draining the tub. She must have gotten the hint and grabbed his towel off the counter.
"As long as I still get to hangout with you guys I don't mind."
"Then I guess this all works out well." After that I lifted him out the tub and sat him on the floor. He managed to shake himself off a little bit but not too much. That's alright I usually dry him off with my hair blow dryer anyway. Ha yeah I guess I do spoil him but I have a right to. Sasha won't let me have an actual baby so Shiloh will do for now.
Sasha's POV later that day
"Umm no this one is okay but I can't believe I'm gonna say this but it's too flashy for my baby."
"What do you mean it's just a simple thirty karat ring. It something worthy of the Legit Boss's queen." Spoke Michael my jeweler.
"I know Mike but you know how Becks is she doesn't like flashy diamonds and shit like that. I could probably propose using a Ringpop and she'd love it more than this." I spoke handing him back the ring. Today I am ring shopping for my beautiful girlfriend.. no excuse me my fiancé. I keep forgetting that we're engaged I just need to propose back to her. I considered doing it on her birthday but I want to go above and beyond for her. She chose a pretty interesting time to propose to me. Well it wasn't really a proposal it was more of her just saying that I'm going to marry her and I was fine with that. I liked it because I just got done beating the hell out of her and she decided that I'm going to spend forever with her. She's weird but she's my favorite kind of weird.
"Okay okay you know what I got in some new rings in like a week or two ago. And girl let me tell you everybody has been so fucking addicted to these new rings." He then put the other ring back in the case and walked over to a new case where more rings are on display.
"Holy shit okay now these are more Rebecca!" I exclaimed because all the ring bands are rose gold colored instead of gold or silver.
"Right I'm so fucking addicted to staring at these ones because they are absolutely beautiful. I mean look at this one." He then picked up a beautiful princess cut center diamond with a bunch of emeralds and diamonds twisting away from it.
"Oh my god I'm wet just looking at it."
"Right! I'm telling you if she rejects you with that ring she's crazy. That thing is mesmerizing! Hell if she says no to that I'll leave my wife and get married to you instead just so I can have that." What I love most about Michael is he's one of the funniest overly excited people I know. That's why I always buy my jewelry from him because he's a great personality and I love him to pieces. Plus his daughters love me and so because of that I get invited to their birthday parties. I'll never turn down some quality birthday cake.
"Mike I love this one too and honestly let's get it. It won't be the one I propose with but more of a random gift kind of thing for her." I shrugged I have the bank account to do so so why not.
"That's good enough. If you ask me it represents you two in a single ring. Becky being the emeralds because she's Irish and you being the diamonds because you're a gem." That got me to smile because he's such a loser I love it.
"Do you think you can switch the center diamond with an Emerald instead?"
"I don't see why not."
"Okay perfect. But I'm definitely getting that one. Now what abo-" It was here that ironically my phone started to ring signaling a call from my angel. "Can you just get the paperwork started for that I gotta take this. It's Becca." He nodded and wondered off somewhere. It's a FaceTime call so I had to make sure I look okay first before answering. "Hi beautiful."
"Hi sexy what are you doing?" Ugh my heart always jumps when she calls me sexy.
"I am shopping." I can't lie she can probably tell where I am.
"Are you at Mike's?" She asked surveying my surroundings.
"Yes I am." I can't tell her I'm shopping for her engagement ring. "Yeah the Boss chain lost a diamond so I'm getting it fixed."
"Oh okay."
"Yep. What are you doing where's Shi?" It looks like she's in bed.
"He's right here." She then moved the phone and showed me that he's lying in bed next to her.
"That's good any changes with him?"
"No.." she sighed putting the camera back on herself. I want to ask more but I don't want to bum her out anymore than she probably is.
"Well I'll still keep my hopes up. What about you how are you?"
"I miss you when are you coming home?"
"Tomorrow if it's really serious." I murmured because I'm also looking at the different rings.
"It sorta is I'm pretty important. I was fine until Alicia came over." That got my attention.
"Do I have to cut a bitch?!" I asked because nobody fucks with my queen. I will kill anyone who makes a slight inconvenience for her.
"No it's just Shi peed in his bed earlier and she was helping me bathe him. I forgot I left my leash in the shower and she found it and she started to ask questions."
"What'd you tell her?"
That it's none of her business. But she asked if you were my master and I sorta said yes." She murmured looking somewhere but at me.
"I'm not your master Becks I'm your fiancé two totally different things."
"Well I was just flustered with her finding my leash and I'm still not comfortable telling people about our relationship in the bedroom. I guess I was caught off guard by it."
"Well it's okay you don't have to tell anyone anything because it's only our business nobody else's. But I really hate that word, master. It makes it sound like you're a piece of property or something I'm honestly offended. I don't own you, you aren't being forced to be with me."
"I actually am because you tricked me into being your assistant and threaten to sue me every time I wanna quit."
"But I didn't force you to move in with me so you can't say that. I'm just your reigning dominate fiancé nothing more nothing less."
"Yeah that's true. I just wanted you to know that happened because it was weird seeing someone other than you holding my leash is all." When she said that I could hear the worry in her voice. She's dropping a little too.
"Baby?"
"Yes?"
"She didn't clip it on you or anything did she?"
"No I took it before she could try."
"Well then it's okay mommas no need to worry. Anything else she do?"
"She kinda called me a freak. She didn't say it directly but she said it's okay if I liked being treated like an animal because I wasn't one of those freaks who get off on the Fifty Shades bullshit stuff like that."
"You aren't a freak toots. You just like being manhandled besides I'm sure if she knew that she wouldn't have said that. And it shouldn't ever matter what people think about what you like or don't like in the bedroom because they aren't the one who deals it out to you. I love the fact that you get off on being treated the way you do because I get off on treating you like that. So if you're weird I'm weird too. Hell fuck it we're both weirdo freaks who deserve each other. We're just two freaks in love and I don't think that could get any better." When I was saying that she started to smile a little bit and play with her necklace I got her.
"Well soon we'll be two married freaks in love." She smiled still playing with her necklace.
"You made that sound so beautiful. And you look beautiful." I gushed because she's being all cute and it's giving me fuzzies.
"Thank you." She grinned blushing a little bit. I love how effortlessly adorable she is. And watching her play with her necklace I got the perfect idea of what I want her ring to look like.
"Are you going to bed soon?"
"Well I'd like to but without you to cuddle it takes me a while. Why?"
"I was texting Trey and he wanted to know if I wanted to go ride jet skis later. He's celebrating something I don't remember but I wanted to go."
"You can go you don't need my permission." She shrugged changing her position cuddling into the blankets.
"Well I just thought you would wanna know is all. But great now I get to go show off this hot bod." Smiling I lifted up my shirt to give her a good view of my abs and v-lines.
"Mmm you do this shit on purpose I swear." She groaned biting her lip.
"No I just like showing you what you're missing out on." I shrugged putting my shirt back down.
"Well it's okay because I'm still on you so it's okay you may go show off." Yeah before she dropped me off at the airport she went to town biting me all over. So I'm damn near covered in hickies thanks to her.
"Thanks mom." I joked looking away from her because it was here Mike came back and is showing me the paperwork for the ring. And since I get to go out I wanna hurry this up and go get ready. I haven't rode jet skis in a good while.
"Here you go lady." Spoke Mike placing the paperwork down on the counter.
"Thanks. Okay beautiful I have to go I'll keep texting you so you know I'm okay. I have to sign these and stuff."
"No."
"No? Babe please I promise I'll call you back in a few. Will you be up?"
"I dunno maybe. For you I will try."
"Good. I love you. You're beautiful and tell Shiloh I said I love him too and he's beautiful also."
"Shi mommy said she loves you and you're beautiful." She spoke looking I assume at him. "He said thanks big head."
"Wow tell him he's grounded."
"You don't have the rights to ground him." She then yawed and smirked looking at me. "I love you call me anyway okay?"
"Yes ma'am. Mkay bye baby."
"Bye." She then blew me a kiss so I happily caught it. I usually never hang up first so I stared at her waiting for her to hang up but she didn't.
"Babe stop that's weird!" I playfully yelled because she didn't hang up.
"What I didn't do anything!"
"Hang up!" I giggled because she's a goofball.
"Okay fine. Bye."
"Bye." This time I blew her a kiss and she caught it. And of course she didn't hang up either. "Rebecca!"
"Sasha!"
"Oh my god you're so fucking annoying sometimes."
"Well I just wanna tell you I love you."
"I love you too but for real this time I have to go."
"Okay." She shrugged nonchalantly.
"Bye."
"Bye." She still didn't hang up.
"You're annoying. I love you bye baby." This time I hung up because if I let her have it her way she will never hang up. Turning my attention back to Mike I smiled at him. "Mikey?"
"Yes love?"
"I know what I want her ring to look like."
"Oooh a call from the Mrs and now you're all inspired."
"She's my everlasting muse you know that."
"Well come on then spill the tea." He gushed sipping an imaginary cup of tea. Then from there we talked jewels, colors, and numbers. I was probably in there for another half hour before I left there and headed back to the mansion. It feels so empty here without Becky and Shiloh here. So awkwardly quiet. I see why she doesn't like being here without me. It use to be okay for me because I always had some sort of female company but I don't live that lifestyle anymore so it's weird for me. The only female company I'm use to now is Becky and she's over three thousand miles away. I really can't wait for my tour to be over because I'm so drained. I need a vacation with the most important beautiful woman I know, and I need a night to get really fucked up with the most important beautiful woman I know and to fuck all night until we pass out. Then while we're there I think her ring should be done so I'll give her that there. I'm just ready to settle down for a bit. Becks has been giving me subtle hints that she wants to and I think I want to too. I think it'd be fun, get married, maybe a kid or two. Find our perfect dream house or our forever home somewhere nice. All of this can happen hopefully within the next two months once my tour is over. I'm not going on tour for a long time after this because it's a lot more exhausting than I thought it'd be. Anyway it didn't take me long to get dressed and ready to go. Normally in LA I get my driver to take me places but I want to drive the Porsche today it's been a while since she's been on the road.
Trey doesn't live too far from me maybe twenty minutes but with traffic it took me forty. When I pulled up his driveway was damn near full with different cars. The thing about him is he wants me. He hasn't been so secret about it and because of that I get special treatment. So that means there was a specific spot in his garage for me to park my car. I told him to save me a spot and he did like the good man he is. We're cool so after I parked I got out and wandered into the house. The first thing I noticed when I walked in was very loud music and at least twenty different females, most of which are either in a bikini, topless, dressed kinda sluty, or completely naked. It's okay because there is also a bunch of dudes here too. Well shit this all just got really interesting.
"Holy shit! It's The Boss!" Fan girled a girl.
"Ah that's The Legit Boss sweetie. Where's Trey have you seen him?" I asked she simply smiled and grabbed another girl to look at me who also fangirled at me.
"Oh my god! I've heard so much about you. You're even hotter in person."
"Isn't she! Tonya come look who just showed up!" The one girl yelled. Ok I don't have to deal with this so I'm not. Then somebody started to say something in another language and I just gotta get away from them. Trey and I share one thing in common it's our love for beautiful foreign girls. And his house is full of them today.
"Kay I'm just gonna.. go this way.." I murmured slowly walking away. If I know Trey with all these females in his house there's a really good chance he's in his room. That being said I went upstairs to his bedroom. I'd knock but I'm Sasha Banks I don't need to announce my presence because it does it by itself. Going in like I predicted he is balls deep in some broad. "Jesus Christ you are really trying to get me in trouble today huh?" I smirked closing the door.
"Hey Sasha you made it!" He smiled looking at me. The girl looked at me in shock because I bet she wasn't expecting to see me while getting dick from Trey Songz
"Well of course I haven't been jet skiing in so long."
"That's great. Anyway I'm almost done here I'll meet you downstairs?"
"Trey you know I can't go back down there. There are some tasty bitches down there and you know I'm trying to stay clean. I got a good girl at home and I'm not trying to fuck that up." I spoke because there is nothing but temptation downstairs. I'm not at all single to be in the mix like that. If it were three years ago I probably would be in the bedroom next door tongue deep in a thicc badie from Brazil who doesn't even speak English. But that floater Sasha is long gone I got tied down.
"Shiiit. Ha you'll be okay grab a drink and go chill on the porch or something. Jason is down there somewhere so just chill with him." He shrugged.
"If I get in trouble because of all this it's off with your head sir." I warned.
"You'll be ight."
"Whatever hurry up I'm ready to go for a swim."
"Yes ma'am." He then blew me a kiss so I caught it and put it in my back pocket.
"Oh and hi." I smiled waving to the girl.
"Hey." Smiling I left the room closing the door behind me. Checking my phone it's almost seven meaning it's like ten back in Florida so I figured I'd find an empty bathroom and call her. I wanna show her my bathing suit. Pressing her name it started to ring. To my sad demise it completely rang through meaning odds are she's asleep. I don't want to wake her because I know she struggles to sleep when I'm away. She'll call back she always does. Honestly I know my boundaries and I believe that if I have a maximum of only three drinks tonight I'll be okay. I'm a feign when I'm trashed so as long as I don't get drunk I won't get horny. Perfect now to go find something to drink because with all that temptation downstairs I deserve a drink knowing I'll be going home later tonight and not getting any kind of loving. Well I do have pictures and videos on my phone of me and Becks so that should be okay.
Several hours later
"Yo fuck you this is rigged!" Yelled Trey.
"Face it you suck!" I yelled back at him. The sun is starting to go down and we're still on the water. Trey was trying to show off saying he could beat me in a race on a jet ski. We've raced three times now. The first time just me and him head to head, I won. The second time some of the girls swam out to us and then we raced with them on our skis, I won that time too. Then we just raced again and he lost again. "Just give it up Trey you can't compete on my level." I smiled pulling up to the side of him.
"No it's because of all this extra weight." He spoke motioning to the beautiful Turkish model that's on the back of his jet ski.
"Don't blame the ladies for your lack of speed. I have a beauty on me too and we're doing just fine." I smirked looking back at mine. I just so happened to get this beautiful green eyed blonde on the back of my jet ski.
"Yeah team Sasha is where it's at!" She giggled tightening her grip around my waist.
"See no excuses. I'm even pretty tipsy and I'm still winning."
"You know what it is it's all these stupid wet baggy clothes. Sorry baby you gotta take this off." He spoke looking back at his girl. The reason I love foreign girls is because they don't know any better out here in America. If you tell her to take her clothes off in the middle of a Burger King she'll most likely take it off. So when he started to motion to her bikini top she wasted no time taking it off.
"What about mine?" Asked.. I forgot her name it was something I could barely pronounce so I forgot it. But as much as I would love her to I have a girlfriend. However I can never say no to seeing a nice pair of tits. Eh no I shouldn't.. however the Goose has me feeling pretty loose..
"I have a girlfriend." I spoke as my only answer because my inner lesbian is screaming BOOBIES!
"What she won't know won't hurt her." And then she started to strip. Within seconds both girls were naked and I couldn't help the smile on my face because this feels just like old times.
"Trey if I lose this race I will take three more shots and I'll kiss you."
"Accepted. I hope you brought your chapstick." He teased pretending to be putting on chapstick.
"Don't worry we won't lose." Retorted the girl on my ski. As she said that she moved closer to me and wrapped her arms around me. All I have to say is thank god I'm wearing a life vest elsewise this situation would be so wrong.
"Save it for the finish line." Smiled Trey going to line up with the back of the yacht because we determined it the starting line. I followed and we lined up head to head. "Jas give us a countdown."
"Woah where'd their clothes go!" Yelled Jason from the boat. He was too busy tonguing down some girl to notice us pull up like this.
"They did that themselves I didn't do anything." I spoke claiming my innocence.
"You both are on jet skis with naked bitches you're fucked regardless."
"You're next bro I just gotta beat The Boss-"
"That's the Legit Boss to you Tremaine!" I interrupted.
"Yeah we'll see about that."
"Jason count so I can finally finish him off. I'm hungry and I left my calzone on the deck. I swear if it's gone someone is dying tonight." I spoke because I am hungry as fuck.
"Alright. READY! GET SET!"
"Hey Sasha!" I heard call out, turning to look on the boat it's two random chicks. And then they flashed me. I wasn't ready for that but they both had really nice racks. I'd be lying if I said it didn't make me horny a little.
"GO!" I wasn't broken out of my gaze until I heard Trey take off reminding me that we were racing. So I immediately took off. Well shit that may have cost me the race and now I have to kiss a guy. Great. But I'm staying optimistic I can catch him. I can do it. I will not.. fuck I lost.
"Awe damn." I muttered to myself as I watched him cross under the bridge before I did.
"YEAH!" I heard as I crossed under the bridge. And of course the one win he got he's celebrating like he won my heart. "Pucker up Banks."
"Hell no that doesn't count you tricked me!"
"I didn't do shit but win." He smiled getting closer to me.
"No those girls distracted me and you took advantage of it. You know I can't say no to a nice set of twins."
"What girls I didn't see girls." He spoke smugly.
"Fuck you!"
"Sasha we deserve a rematch for that." Spoke the girl behind me.
"Yeah I want a rematch."
"Nope. You wouldn't give me a rematch for the past three races so you don't get that luxury."
"Ha you lost." Teased the girl on the back of Trey's ski.
"Whatever that's why you look weird." I spat before I took off towards the boat.
"You owe me a kiss!" I heard yell out. I'm running because one I don't want to kiss a dude. And second I'm gonna need those shots to muster up the courage to even accept the fact I have to kiss him. Nah I'm not gonna kiss him. I have a fiancé. But what the fiancé.. Ah shit I forgot I'm engaged! Shit! Shit! Shit! I need another shot so I can sort this shit out because regardless I'm fucked. Oh how I'd love something to fuck right about now though.
"I'm sorry we lost." Now that was deliberately purred in my ear. "I hope I can make it up to you." That got me to smile and look back at her.
"Oh really now?"
The next morning Becky's POV
"Okay okay relax I'm coming jeez.." I whined because it's like nine am and somebody is raping my doorbell. "Excuse me sir." I spoke carefully moving out the bed trying not to disturb Shiloh. Checking my phone I have a few missed texts and calls from Sasha. Then I have a text from Charlotte telling me to open the door. Makes sense now. Throwing on my robe I headed to the door and opened it.
"Fucking hell what were you down in hell or something? It took you so damn long to answer it's hot as fuck out here." She rambled coming in the house.
"Where's Bay?" I asked because usually when one comes over the other one isn't too far behind.
"Oh her and E got into it over the phone last night. Woke up she was gone so either she's in Boston, or work I dunno." She shrugged sitting at the counter.
"Okay and aren't you supposed to be at work?" It's Tuesday morning and I'm pretty sure she's supposed to be teaching a class right now.
"Yeah no fuck that place."
"What happened?"
"Those stupid kids happened. I need a mental health day so I'm playing hooky. As far as they know my dad is in the hospital with a broken hip."
"Oh wow." I murmured because I'm still half sleep.
"Where's my nephew?"
"He's still in the bed. I'll go-"
"Nope you start on breakfast I'll go get him." Before I could protest she went into the bedroom. Eh Sasha isn't here so I do need someone to cook for so Charlotte is a good temporary fix. Going to the fridge I figured I would make French toast again since I didn't use all the batter yesterday morning. "Should I take him outside?" Asked Char coming in the kitchen cradling Shiloh in her arms.
"If you don't mind. Good morning handsome." I cooed petting his head as he let out a cute yawn.
"Get the door?" Nodding I put the bowl on the counter and went to open the door for them. "Thanks." They then went outside so I turned on the tv and went back to the kitchen. I then continued to get out everything I need to cook. It didn't take long because all the dishes I needed were still in the dishwasher from last night. Char prefers her eggs sunny side up so I'll have to cook her eggs first before I do mine. What I like about cooking for Char is she's not at all picky she'll eat just about whatever she didn't have to make. So every now and then it's nice to just cook for her because with Sasha it's a whole different ball game. Sash is fairly picky about certain foods and the way they're cooked. It took me a while to figure out what foods she will and won't eat. But I've been experimenting on her I've been hiding foods she doesn't like in foods she does like to see if she'll eat it. So far she hasn't caught on so it's been pretty successful. "Becks how do I know if he has to shit?"
"We don't. But I doubt it. He hasn't been eating much lately. He drinks fine but I can hardly get him to eat a piece of chicken." I called back because it's true. The only time he eats is if I physically force him too and I don't like doing that.
"Little guy is really dinged up huh?" Asked Char coming back inside.
"Yeah but Doc says his future isn't too bright but it's not dark either. We're just taking it day by day." I shrugged.
"Well he peed so that's good right?"
"Yeah." I murmured softly looking back down at what I was doing because every time I think of him I remember how he ended up in this condition in the first place. Sasha did this. It's her fault all she had to do was tie him up but nope, she couldn't do it. She just completely forgot all about him and let him get hit by a car.
"Becks? Becks it's okay he's gonna get past this and he's going to be the same bright eyed happy beagle you love so much." It was here she came and hugged me. It's weird getting a hug from Char but on the rare occasions I get a genuine one from her, I always linger there. She honestly gives the best hugs even better than Bayley and that's saying something. "Everything is gonna be ok."
"What if it doesn't? What if he just gives up? What if I can't make him better?"
"Then we'll have to find a way to come to terms with it all. There's a solution to every problem you just gotta find the solution." She then let me go and looked me in the eyes. "Here's an example there's this throbbing pain in my stomach it feels like it's in knots. And you wanna know the solution to that?" This got me to smile because I know where this is headed.
"What's the solution?"
"Some of your world famous French toast and a mimosa."
"Of course. Can you at least help me ma-"
"Coming Shi! Sorry Gingie I gotta go help little buddy he's calling me." She then held up a heart before going back outside. It's not Charlotte if she wants to help do something. That's fine I don't need help anyway. But speaking of Shiloh I need to go text Sasha back. Going into the room I grabbed my phone off the bed. She must still be sleeping because all these texts came through earlier while I was sleep. I remember her telling me she was going out so knowing my fiancé she probably got hammered and passed out so I'll let her know I'm up and to text me when she is also. Since I'm in here I might as well go to the bathroom since I haven't gone yet. This is usually the time in the morning where I respond to emails and other business stuff. I would've done that but I noticed an unusual amount of notifications among my social media. I haven't posted anything in a while so that must mean something bad happened that I don't know about. All of me says to call Sasha and start cussing her out but I'm going to give her the benefit of the doubt and not look at all. If it's relevant and important she'll call and tell me herself.
"BECKY!? BECKY?!"
"I'm in the bathroom fuck off!" I yelled back.
"You're fiancé was making out with naked bitches!" She yelled busting into the bathroom holding her phone. "Look!" And then she showed me exactly what I didn't want to see. Wow I hope there's a good reason behind this. No I know she has a valid reason. Sasha wouldn't cheat on me... would she?
Hay so I told you it was pretty juicy Dw i got you a cup of tea too. This is irrelevant but I'm editing this in my best friend's dentist office. Yeah I'm over here cringing listening to them drill into her teeths. But I'm slacking because I need to go to the dentist my self it's been like a year for me but I don't feel bad cuz she hasn't been in 6 years. Anywhore back to what matters seems like someone was being naughty. This whole chapter was just interesting af low key because now I wanna know if Shiloh is gonna be okay because that's the homie right there. Like I'm still ready to throw hands with Sasha for not tying him up. But now she wanna go and start riding jet skis with naked bitches. Ugh I'm so heated lol. But on a different note I got something delicious coming your way. It's a new collab that I've been working on with honestly one of my favorite authors on here. Her Bosha one shot was actually the one that put me on to Bosha. I just love the way she writes and so far I've been loving the way we've been writing our delicious ass smut scenes. Yes it's gonna be smut. Yes there is some Bosha goodness plus others. I'm so excited to drop it because you guys are gonna have your feelings snatched and quite possibly want to fight me but damn it it's so good. I'm hyping this up because I'm so excited for how you all will react to it. Basically keep an eye out because it's going to drop in the very near future. It's called Little Princess and that's all I'm allowing myself to share just know when you do see it make sure you're alone when you read it. I just love dangeling shit in ur faces because you guys are funny when I don't give you what you want. I love you guys. Remember fish are food not friends because they can't talk and we don't care enough about them to learn their language. ~Joz #fuckitup Happy Thursday beautiful!