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Chapter 36

iNeed to make things right

~ * Sam * ~

I stare at Carly's closed door. Fuck now she's mad at us. I gulp. This was NOT supposed to go this way. And Marissa…Gosh people were right when they said it's heartbreaking to hear a parent tell you you've disappointed them. I put my hands in my hair and pull on it.

Freddie sighs and wraps his arm around me. ''Baby…it's gonna be okay.''

''No it's not! Carly's mad at us and so is your mom! We broke her heart! I broke her heart!''

''Baby shh.'' Freddie pulls me against his chest and hugs me. ''Shhh…it's not your fault okay!''

''It is…''

''Sam!''

''What?''

''Don't say that! Do you regret getting married? cause I don't!''

''No of course not but…''

Freddie cuts me off. ''No buts, we don't regret getting married. It's what we wanted and it's our life! We shouldn't care what other people think of it…''

I sigh. ''I guess you're right but…I don't wanna be in a fight with Carly and your mom!''

''Me neither sweetie…but they will calm down and then we'll talk to them okay?'' Freddie takes my hand and he leads me up the fire-escape.

I look at him confused. ''What are you doing?''

''Just giving my mom some space. I know my mom. She'll be calmed down in about an hour. Then we'll talk to her okay?''

I nod and bite my lip. ''Alright…''

Freddie sits down on the fire-escape and pulls me on his lap. I rest my head back on his chest. ''baby?''

''yeah?''

I bite my lip. ''You promise everything's gonna be okay? I can't lose Carly…and…I can't lose your mom. They're the only female persons who care about me…''

''I promise babe.'' He kisses the top of my head. ''I love you. I always will.''

I smile up at him. ''I love you too.'' I kiss his lips softly.

I look up surprised when I hear someone knocking at the side of the fire escape.

Freddie does the same and he stands up. ''Brad?''

''Hey guys.'' Brad says.

''What are you doing here?'' I ask.

Brad sighs and sits down next to me and Freddie. ''I went up to Carly's to see if she's still awake and Spencer told me she went to bed. And he told me about you guys…''

Freddie sighs. ''So you know?''

''About your marriage? Yeah I know.''

''And about Carly being mad at us?'' I ask.

''Yeah that too.'' Brad nods.

''So, what are you doing here? You're here to tell us we fucked up with Carly? Cause we already know that and we never meant to.'' Freddie says.

Brad shakes his head. ''No. I came here to see if you guys are okay.''

I frown at him. ''Really? You're not mad at us?''

He shakes his head again. ''No. I understand why you guys didn't tell us. You just wanted everything to sink in and then tell everyone.''

Freddie and I look at each other surprised and then nod. ''yeah…exactly.'' I say.

Brad smiles at us. ''I'm sorry about Carly and your mom. I'll talk to Carly for you guys okay?''

I smile at him. ''Do you wanna do that?''

''Of course!'' Brad smiles.

''Thank youuu!'' I smile happily and I hug him.

He chuckles and hugs me back. ''No problem blondie-curls.''

Freddie smirks. ''Hey watch it dude, she's my wife now!''

Brad smirks back. ''Now worries man! I'm really happy for you guys! Congrats!''

Freddie and I both smile. ''Thank you!''

Brad smiles back at us. ''You're welcome. So did you guys have a good time? Honeymoon huhhhh?'' He winks at us, smirking.

I blush slightly and look down. Freddie smirks. ''None of your business man!''

Brad chuckles. ''I know enough. I'll talk to Carly for you guys tomorrow okay?''

I nod. ''Okay. Thanks Brad, you're awesome.''

''No problem. Hope you guys can talk to Freddie's mom. See ya later!'' He smiles and walks away.

I smile after him and then look at Freddie. ''You have the most amazing best friend ever you know that?'' I smirk.

''Depends, do you mean the guy who just walked away, or my best friend who also happens to be my wife who's sitting next to me?'' He smirks back.

I roll my eyes and slap his chest playfully.

Freddie chuckles. ''Told you everything's gonna be okay.''

''Yeah we have to see about that first.''

Freddie nods and hugs me close to him again. He leans down and kisses me deeply. I kiss him back the same way, wrapping my arms around his neck.

Freddie slowly kisses down my neck and I bite my lip, running my hand through his hair.

He kisses down to my collarbone and my chest. I chuckle. ''baby…fire-escape…''

Freddie smirks. ''So?''

''People can see us!'' I chuckle and I push Freddie away slightly.

''Sorry.'' Freddie chuckles. ''You're just so attractive I can't help it!'' He smirks.

I smirk and roll my eyes. ''Don't be so cheesy!''

Freddie smirks and rolls his eyes too, putting me on his lap again and kissing me forcefully.

~ * Freddie * ~

I stand in front of the door of my apartment with Sam. I take a deep breath. ''Okay…I'll talk to her alone first okay?''

Sam frowns slightly. ''why?...''

''Because I want to explain everything to her and when you're there she might just keep screaming or crying…''

Sam sighs. ''Fine…''

I kiss Sam's cheek. ''Will you wait in our bedroom?''

''You mean your bedroom? Your mom's gonna kick me out for sure.'' She sighs deeply.

''No she's not! It's gonna be okay, just trust me okay?''

Sam sighs again. ''Alright…''

I kiss her cheek. ''I love you.''

''love you too. Now go!''

I smirk slightly and then take a deep breath. I unlock the door and walk in with Sam. I don't see my mom in the living room, she's probably in her bedroom. I look after Sam who walks into our bedroom and bite my lip before walking towards my mom's bedroom.

I put my ear on the door and then knock on the door softly. ''mom?...''

I hear my mom sigh. ''Come in…''

I open the door slightly and walk into my mom's bedroom. I bite my lip as I see my mom lying on the bed with her eyes red and swollen from crying. I sit on the bed next to her.

''Mom please don't me mad…''

''I'm not mad…''

''Especially not at Sam…it was my idea…''

My mom looks me in the eyes. ''I don't get it Freddie… you planned this all out didn't you? You left to Vancouver so I wouldn't be there and couldn't get mad and hold you back right?''

I shake my head. ''No. that's absolutely not true mom!''

''Well then…''

I sigh. ''Just please let me explain everything…''

My mom looks away and stares ahead of her. ''I don't need explaining Freddie. What's done is done. I can't turn it back…''

Gosh I've never seen my mom act like this…she's completely heartbroken. I never meant this to happen. But I still don't regret marrying Sam. She's the love of my life and we did the right thing.

I bite my lip and gulp. ''Mom, please?...''

''Fine…explain…'' My mom turns her head back at me. ''I don't recognize you anymore Freddie. I understand that Sam's the love of your life and you'd do anything for her. But you've changed Freddie…''

What the heck is she talking about? I haven't changed at all.

''I haven't changed, what are you talking about?''

''You spend literally ALL the time you have with Sam. You used to be so interested and motivated for school. Now it just looks like you want to drop out of it! You barely have friends. And the friends you do have, Carly and Brad, you barely spend time with.''

''That's so not true! I haven't changed, I have MATURED mom! I met the love of my life, what do you expect me to do? Spend my whole day at school with Carly and Brad!?''

''No. I just-''

I cut her off. ''Just let me live my own life mom…I'm finally happy. Aren't you glad about that?...''

My mom sighs. ''Of course I'm glad that you're happy! But this is what I mean…you've become so aggressive lately… Just to protect Sam.''

''Well what do you expect me to do then? Not be protective over Sam and let her go through the HELL she lived in again!? NEVER!''

My mom sighs and shakes her head, putting it in her hands.

I suddenly realize she's right…I get aggressive towards everyone who offends or talks shit about Sam…I'm just so protective over her… but I guess my mom's right, if I continue like this I'm gonna push everyone away.

I sigh. ''You're right…''

My mom looks up at me surprised.

I nod and sigh again. ''I'm sorry…I'm just so protective over Sam after what happened to her. I just want the best for her… I'm gonna work on it, I promise.''

My mom smiles at me. ''I'm so glad to hear you say that Freddie.''

I smile back at her and then bite my lip. ''Now will you please let me explain everything?''

My mom sighs and nods. ''Go ahead.''

I look at my mom and start telling her everything. ''So first of all, this was never planned! Sam and I just had a great weekend in Vancouver and we just wanted to get back Sunday, but then we realized we lost Sam's passport and we couldn't get back! So we searched for all possible ways to get back but couldn't find anything! So I started searching on the internet and then saw and advertisement for wedding rings and suddenly thought that if I'd marry Sam, she would have my name and I would be able to get her back with me on my passport! So I started thinking if it was a good idea, and I started to like it more and more. I'm sure of it, Sam's the love of my life, there's never been and never will be anyone I love more as I love her, and I want to spend the rest of my life with her. I thought about it really good mom I didn't just do it. So I proposed to her and Sam said no at first! Because she didn't want me to ruin her life, I told her that's not going to happen. I promise you I will finish school and I will go to college! This won't change ANYTHING about my life except for the fact that I'm sure of it that I'm spending it with the person I want to spend it with. We promised each other our ever-lasting love, and it was the most beautiful day of my life mom…please, please please please PLEASE understand and respect that…''

My mom looks at me and she bites her lip with tears in her eyes. ''Wow…''

I bite my lip. ''Please say something…''

My mom sighs. ''I-I respect it Freddie. I just really hope you understand what you've done and that it really will change your life in ways…but…'' She bites her lip, a tear rolling down her face. ''It's your life. And if this is what you want, and what makes you and Sam truly happy…then…I'm happy for you guys.''

I smile at my mom and wrap my arms around her, hugging her tightly. ''Thank you mom…you have no idea how much this means to me, and to Sam…''

She hugs me back, more tears rolling down. ''Just promise me that you won't forget about me.''

''Of course not! You're my mom! I'll always be your son! I'll NEVER forget about you and I love you! I always will okay.''

My mom nods and she smiles through her tears. I hug her tighter and kiss her cheek. I bite my lip. ''Have I made you unhappy?''

She shakes her head. ''No. It's just gonna take me a long time to get used to this…but I'm happy for you Freddie, I really am. If you're happy then I'm happy. I should respect your choices, cause I know that in the end you always make the right ones.'' She smiles at me.

I smile widely at her. ''Thank you mom. You're the best, you know that right?''

''I know.'' My mom chuckles.

I chuckle back at her and kiss her cheek again.

''Go ahead, go comfort your girlfriend.'' She smiles.

''Wife…'' I smirk slightly at her.

''Right…that's gonna take a while to sink in.''

I chuckle at her. ''Take all your time. You sure you don't want me to stay like…with you? I have to share my attention for my two favorite woman.'' I smirk slightly again.

My mom smiles and shakes her head. ''No it's okay. Go.''

I smile at her and kiss her cheek one last time again. ''Alright. Thank you so much again mom…for everything. I love you. Goodnight.''

My mom smiles back at me. ''You're welcome. I love you too Freddie-Bear. Night.''

I smile as I walk out of my mom's bedroom. Wow, my mom really is the best, I love her. I walk into my bedroom and lie down on the bed next to Sam. I kiss her cheek and wrap my arms around her before telling her everything that just happened.