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Chapter 34: Say I Do
Logan was pacing back and forth in the tent they had sent up for him to wait in. Today wad the big day. He was finally getting married. After everything that Logan had been though with Kendall this was nothing, yet he was still a bit nervous. He wanted to marry Kendall more than anything in the world. He was excited about it, but he was also nervous. What if Kendall changed his mind? What if he didn't love Logan anymore? What if he left?
Logan shook his head, no Kendall wouldn't do any of that. He loved Kendall and Kendall loved him. He reminded Logan every chance he got. He had asked Logan to marry him. They were gonna show their love for each other in front of their friends and family. They had gone through all the trouble of planning a wedding and the day was finally here. Kendall wasn't going to leave.
Logan looked to the opening as James walked into the tent. He had a smile on his face. He was wearing a nice tux and had Isaac next to him. He looked just like his dad. James was Logan's best man. Logan had asked him because besides Kendall he and James had been close friends. Carlos walked in a few seconds later. He was wearing a tux as well. Carlos was Kendall's best man, but was probably just coming to check up on Logan.
"Hey," Logan said trying to keep his nerves in check.
"How's the groom?" James asked.
"Are you excited?" Carlos asked. Logan nodded his head as he sat down on the chair in the tent. Isaac walked over to Logan.
"You gonna marry Kindle?" Isaac asked looking up at Logan.
"Yes I'm gonna marry Kindle," Logan said.
"Ok," Isaac said. He then turned and ran from the room.
"I'll get him," Carlos said laughing. He followed after Isaac.
"So, how are you feeling?" James asked walking over to Logan.
"Nauseous and nervous," Logan admitted.
"What's wrong?" James asked.
"I don't know, I mean I know he's not gonna leave, but I can't help but feel nervous," Logan said. It wasn't scared nerves, it was almost like the jitters he got before going on for a show.
"Hey look, all you gotta do it walk down that isle, give your vows and say I do," James said placing his hands on Logan's shoulders.
"I know that, but just can't explain it," Logan said shaking his head.
"Everything's going to be fine," James said firmly. Logan opened his mouth to talk but was cut off by Isaac who ran into the tent yelling his name.
"What's up little man," Logan asked looking down at his nephew.
"Kindle want to marry you too," Isaac said happily. Logan looked down at the small boy and smiled. Isaac ran over to Logan and kissed his hand and pressed it to the top of Logan's stomach as high as he could reach. "Kindle said to give you that," he said. Logan laughed and suddenly knew why Isaac had ran from the tent earlier. Kendall had put Isaac up to asking him if he wanted to marry him.
"Well you go tell Kindle I'll see him in a bit," Logan said. Isaac nodded and ran form the tent hollering Kendall's name at the top of his lungs. James walked over to the opening of the tent and saw Kendall standing a little ways off.
"You know I don't approve of you using my son a courier pigeon," James said. Kendall just laughed and Logan laughed as well. James turned back to Logan.
"Feeling better?" James asked. Logan nodded his head. "Isaac is excited about being the ring bearer, he practiced all night," he said.
"Really?" Logan asked.
"Yep, he wanted to get it right for you and Kendall," James said, "Carlos said Stell did too," he added.
"So Isaac will stand up there with you and Stell will be with Carlos right?" Logan asked making sure he had everything right. They had had the rehearsal last night and then the dinner. They had gone over everything.
"Yes, don't worry Logan, everything will be fine," James said.
"I'm sorry, it's just I don't want anything to go wrong today," Logan sighed.
"It won't," James assured the emotional pregnant brunette. Logan just nodded his head. He heard voices and soon Jennifer and Joanna walked into the tent with Katie and Alex right behind them.
"Oh my baby is all grown up," Joanna said walking over to him. She was wearing a blue and white sundress and flip flops since they were on the beach.
"I think I was grown up when I had my son," Logan said laughing.
Joanna hushed him and hugged him. Jennifer was next. She too was wearing a nice sundress and that had bright colors. Katie on the other hand was wearing a nice green dress that came to her knees. She had flip flops on as well though.
"I'm just so proud of you Logan," Joanna said pulling back to look at him. She had tears in her eyes.
"Mom don't cry, you'll ruin your makeup," Logan said. Joanna bit her lip and nodded her head. Logan stood up and let her have his seat. He didn't mind. Jennifer was next with a hug. She was proud that he was finally going to become her son in law. Katie was last with a warning that if he hurt her brother, she's hurt him. She was happy to have him in the family though. She then handed Alex over to Logan.
Logan smiled as he took his son into his arms. It calmed him down a lot. He looked down at his nine month old son and smiled as Alex grabbed at his nose. Logan grabbed his hand and pulled it down. It was hard to believe that it had almost been a year since Alex was born. It was even hard to believe that he was only twenty (for two whole weeks now) and Kendall would be nineteen for another two months. None of that mattered though. What mattered was Logan was going to marry the love of his life.
-Take What Comes-
Kendall was pacing back and forth. He was nervous about this. He wasn't scared that Logan was going to leave. No Logan loved him. Logan would never leave him. He didn't know why he was nervous. He just was. He had already seen his mother and she had almost cried. Katie had come in with her. She had been holding Alex. Jennifer had been in near tears at seeing Kendall. She had told him he it was odd seeing him all grown up like this, she then told Katie she had better wait to grow up. Katie laughed and assured her mom she's take it slow. They had left to go talk to Logan and take Alex to see Logan. Alex had been asking for his baba and when Kendall took him he started to whine looking around for Logan. So, baba did mean dada.
Kendall took a few deep breaths as he continued to pace. He just had to relax. Logan wasn't going to leave, Isaac had already asked him if he was gonna marry him today. Everything seemed to get through correctly.
"You ok?"
Kendall turned and saw Kenneth standing in the entrance to the tent that had been set up for him.
"Yeah, just a bit eager," Kendall said. Kenneth nodded his head.
"You'll do fine," Kenneth said walking into the tent. Over the last two month Kenneth had spent more time with Kendall and Katie. He had actually moved out to L.A. to be closer to them. He was even getting to know Alex. Kendall was working on forgiving Kenneth fully, but it would take time to get over the hurt Kenneth had caused him.
"There's something I want to give you," Kenneth said.
"What?" Kendall asked. Kenneth reached into his pocket and pulled out a box. Kendall opened it and saw a pair of cufflinks.
"They were my grandfathers and he wore them when he got married, and passed them on to my dad and he passed them on to me. You don't have to, but it would mean a lot to me it you wore them," Kenneth said. Kendall looked at the cufflinks and to Kenneth. He nodded his head.
"Maybe one day, Alex will wear these too," Kendall said looking at the cufflinks. Kenneth smiled and nodded his head.
"Or Will," Kenneth said. Kendall nodded his head smiling.
"Thanks," Kendall said, "dad," he added it almost as an afterthought. He then hugged Kenneth. It was something like this that made Kendall realize Kenneth was serious about being a part of his life. Kenneth was shocked by the hug, but hugged Kendall back nonetheless.
"You called me dad," Kenneth said. Kendall nodded his head.
"Yeah, you finally feel like a dad again," Kendall said tears in his eyes. Kenneth nodded his head. He helped Kendall put the cufflinks on. Kendall wiped his tears knowing these probably weren't going to be the only ones he shed today.
Carlos walked into the tent. He looked at Kendall and Kenneth shocked to see the elder Knight here.
"Hey, what's up?" Kendall asked.
"Uh, it's time," Carlos said.
Kendall smiled and followed Carlos. Kenneth left the tent as well. Kendall followed Carlos to the priest, father Michael. They had set up a canopy tent for the guests and a small one for the wedding party. Kendall and Carlos would be standing together waiting for the others.
Once they were situated the music started and James walked down the isle with Stella and Isaac. Isaac had the rings and Stella was throwing the flower petals on the ground with a big smile on her face. Isaac looked cute in his tux that matched James' tux. Stella looked pretty in her little pink dress and ribbons in her hair. Once they reached Kendall and Carlos Stella stood next to Carlos and Isaac stood next to James who stood behind where Logan would be standing.
After then the music changed. It was a slow classical song that Logan had picked out. Here comes the bride did not sound appealing to Logan at all. Then Logan appeared at the end of the isle with Joanna beside him. Kendall smiled as he saw Logan grin. Logan and Joanna walked together. Kendall took a few steps closer to Logan. He held his hand out to Logan.
"Take care of him," Joanna said to Kendall. Kendall smiled nodded his head as Joanna let go of Logan's arm and Kendall took his arm in his. They returned to the priest.
The ceremony started. Kendall only had eyes for Logan. He hardly heard what the priest said. He got the gist of it though. He was too busy admiring Logan. He was glowing as he stood across from him. Kendall couldn't help but love him. He knew in his heart that this was right. Logan was what was right for him. Kendall couldn't help but smile right now. This was just perfect.
"Kendall and Logan have prepared their own vows," Father Michael said, "Kendall," he said.
Kendall took Logan's hand in his as he recited his vows. "Logan, most people search their whole lives looking for the right person and I am sorry it took me so long to realize that the perfect person was right in front of me the whole time," Kendall said. Logan had been there for Kendall ever since they were little. Logan smiled at the blonde. "It took me awhile, but now that I have you I don't plan on letting you go. I know in my heart that this is the right thing for us. I love you more than anything in the world, expect maybe Alex and Will," he said. Logan's smile grew at that. "I will spend this day and the rest showing you just how much I love you and it's been a bumpy road here, but we'll make it. We've just gotta take what comes at us, and try to keep going. I love you Logan Mitchell," he said. Kendall heard a few sniffles from the crowd. He wiped his own tears away as he snuck a glance at the crowd and saw his mother and sister in tears along with Joanna, Camille, and Lucy.
"And Logan," Father Michael said.
"Kendall, two years ago I never thought I'd be standing here with you of all people," Logan said fighting back tears. "Now, however, I can't see my life without you. I spend everyday wondering how I got so lucky as to fall in love with my best friend and have him love me back. Sometimes it's still hard to believe that you love me back, but you do. I guess love is funny like that, it takes you by surprise and makes you see what has been there the whole time. Then it makes you wait while the other person realizes it too," he said getting a few laughs from the crowd and Kendall. "Kendall you are my best friend, my lover, my husband, my everything. I love you with all my heart and I will do everything in my power to be the man you deserve," he said tears slipping down his cheeks. Kendall reached up and wiped his tears away. Kendall knew the crowd was in tears as well.
"Kendall Knight, do you take Logan Mitchell to be your lawfully wedded husband, to love and to cherish in sickness and in health, for better or worse, rich or poor, until death do you part," Father Michael asked.
"I do," Kendall said his eyes locked on Logan. Kendall was smiling again, but he couldn't help it. This was one of the happiest days of his life.
"Logan Mitchell do you take Kendall Knight to be you lawfully wedded husband, to love and cherish in sickness and in health, for better or worse, rich or poor, until death do you part?" Father Michael asked. Kendall looked at Logan who was smiling as well.
"I do," Logan said nodding his head.
"The rings," Father Michael said looking to James. James retrieved the rings from Isaac and handed them to Kendall and Logan making sure they had the right rings. Father Michael continued, "Kendall put this ring on Logan's hand and repeat after me," he said. Kendall nodded his head and slipped gold ring on to Logan's finger, with a huge grin on his face, and repeated after Father Michael.
"Logan, I pray that you take this ring, as a token of my love and affection, and with this ring I thee wed," Kendall said smiling at Logan who was smiling as well.
Father Michael instructed Logan to do the same and he did. Kendall smiled at the ring that was on his finger now. It matched the one he had just given Logan. He then looked up at Logan as Father Michael pronounced them married. Kendall didn't wait for him to tell them to kiss.
Kendall leaned in and captured Logan's lips in a kiss. Logan smiled into the kiss and there was several flashes as people took pictures. Kendall didn't care, he just had Logan to worry about. He waited a few seconds longer, cause he just loved the way Logan's lips felt against his. When they parted they locked eyes and grinned at one another.
"Ladies and Gentlemen, I give you Mr. and Mr. Knight," Father Michael said. The crowd clapped lightly happy for the newlyweds. The music started and Kendall and Logan walked down the isle hand in hand. They reached the tent where Logan had waited for Kendall.
Once they were inside Logan opened his mouth to talk, but Kendall cut him off. He crashed his lips onto Logan's for another kiss. Logan grinned and let him do as he pleased. He didn't mind. They were married now. Logan brought his arms up to rest on Kendall's shoulders. They parted and Kendal looked into Logan's eyes.
"I love you Logan Knight," Kendall said. Logan smiled brightly at that.
"Logan Knight," Logan said smiling still. Kendall liked the sound of that. It fit him perfectly.
"Oi, lovebirds come on the wedding photographer wants to take pictures and you've got to meet with the guests save the rest for the honeymoon," James said as he walked into the tent.
Kendall and Logan both turned to him and nodded their heads. They left the tent with him and headed back out to meet their guests and be congratulated. They stood in the shade thanking everyone who was in line. Taking pictures and everything. Katie was holding Alex when she walked up.
"Baba," Alex said holding his hands out. Logan smiled and took Alex from Katie. Alex whined and held his hands out to Kendall.
"Maybe baba does me papa," Logan said shaking his head as Kendall took Alex. Alex immediately rested his head on Kendall's shoulder.
"Sorry Logie, but maybe he thinks since they sound similar that it's both of us," Kendall said as more people walked up to them congratulating them. They saw several familiar faces from the Palm Woods to family members from Minnesota to other celebrity friends they had made, like Ellen.
After everyone had gone through the line they all headed to the reception that was being held at the Palm Woods. Kendall, Logan, James, Carlos, Katie, Alex, Isaac, Stella, Jennifer, Luke, Kenneth, and Joanna all stayed behind for some pictures with the water in the back ground. The photographer took several different pictures with all the different people in others. He had Kendall stand with Jennifer and Luke, who Kendall also considered a dad. He didn't call him dad, but he treated him like one. Kendall also took a picture with Kenneth. Logan took on with Joanna. Then with Joanna and Isaac and Alex.
After awhile they were done and Kelly, who had stayed behind as well, gave the photographer the information and he would need to send the pictures to Kendall and Logan. Then they left and headed back to the Palm Woods.
Kendall, Logan, were riding in their limo. Kendall and Logan were in their own little world. They were resting with their foreheads pressed together as they exchanged small words of love and small kisses. They were just married it was allowed. Kendall grabbed Logan's chin and turned him to him completely. Logan smiled that crooked smile of his. Kendall leaned in and captured Logan's lips in a kiss. This was going to be the last chance they had to be alone for awhile. Kendall was going to take full advantage of that. He had even slipped the driver a fifty to make them a little late. He just wanted a few extra minutes with his Logie before he shared him with the rest of the world. Kendall started to kiss down Logan's neck.
"Where'd you get the cufflinks?" Logan asked suddenly. Kendall pulled back and looked at Logan who was looking at the hand that was on his waist.
"My dad gave them to me, he got them from his dad and he got them from his dad," Kendall said.
"Your dad?" Logan said arching any eyebrow at the blonde.
"Yeah, my dad," Kendall said nodding his head. Logan smiled and hugged the blonde.
"See, I told you he wanted to make things right," Logan said.
"It's kind of a tradition to pass them down, maybe Alex or Will will get them one day," Kendall said.
"Whoa slow down Alex's not even one and Will's not even born. Let's not be talking about them getting married," Logan said.
"Right, let's focus on our marriage Mr. Knight," Kendall said. Logan laughed and leaned into the blonde again. He pressed his lips to Kendall's once more. Kendall grinned into the kiss and let Logan do as he pleased.
Once they arrived at the Palm Woods they headed to the ball room where their guests were already seated and waiting for them to arrive. Once they took their seats people were served their food. Kendall and Logan were sitting at a table with James, Carlos, Katie, Jennifer, Luke, and Joanna. Everyone ate and chatted with one another. People who hadn't been able to make the wedding came up to congratulate the happy couple. Then every now and then people would ring the bells that Katie had set on the table. Every time the bells rang Kendall and Logan had to kiss. Kendall didn't seem to mind, but he could tell the bells were starting to get on Logan's nerves after awhile.
Everyone was almost done eating when James and Carlos deemed it time to give their best man speeches. Carlos went first. Carlos stood up with a glass in his hands. It was sparkling cider since he was only twenty, but it didn't matter. He had a kid to watch he wasn't going to get drunk. Carlos got everyone's attention. The room fell silent.
"What's up everyone, for those of you who don't know I am Carlos, and I'm Kendall's best man," Carlos said pointing to the blonde. "I've got to say I've known Kendall almost my whole life and Logan since he moved up to Minnesota from Texas back in the third grade. I've been best friend with them for as long as I can remember. I also know that these two have been in love for as long as I can remember too. It took some time for them to realize it, but it wasn't that shocking when they finally came out to us. Kendall and Logan are perfect for one another, they keep each other in check and balance each other out," he said. Kendall and Logan were smiling at the Latino. "Guys, you two are amazing and I don't think I've ever seen you two as happy when you're together. I wish you two nothing but happiness, to the happy couple," he said lifting his glass and taking a sip. Everyone mirrored his action. Kendall stood up and hugged Carlos.
"Thanks man," Kendall said. Logan stood up as well and gave the Latino a hug trying not to let his tears fall. Kendall and Logan sat down again and Kendall heard his husband mumble something about stupid hormones.
"Well if Carlos was Kendall's best man I guess that makes me Logan's," James said standing up. He earned a few chuckles at that. "I've know Kendall just as long as Carlos has. We actually met during peewee hockey. We all bonded and became the three amigos," he said earning more laughs. "Then in third grade a new kid arrived and Kendall, being the smooth talker he is talked him into 'helping' us with our homework," he said looking at Logan who was blushing. More people laughed at that. "After awhile though we gained a new best friend and as Carlos said it was obvious Kendall and Logan shared a special connection, even if they didn't realize it at first," James said.
"Ok I'm slow I get it," Kendall said glaring slightly at the pretty boy.
"I'm not done," James said glaring at Kendall who only laughed and shook his head. "Anyways, Kendall, Logan, you two are really perfect for one another. Like Carlitos said you balance one another out. I hope to find love like you two have someday," he said looking over at Camille and Isaac who were sitting together. "I wish you two nothing but happiness and joy with Alex and Will, to Kendall and Logan," he finished taking a sip of his sparkling cider. Logan stood up and hugged James.
"Thank you," he said as a few tears managed to slip down his cheeks. Kendall was right behind Logan with a hug and thank you for James as well. They all sat down once more to finish their meals and people started to ring the bells once more. Kendall grinned and leaned into kiss his husband.
"Something wrong Logie?" Kendall asked afterwards.
"They are ringing those bells too often," Logan said shaking his head.
"What you don't like kissing me?" Kendall asked feigning hurt.
"No, I do, but you're getting more showy about it and there are kids here," Logan said looking around the room. Isaac and Stella were around, but a few of their relatives still had relatively young kids as well.
"Relax Dinner's over and some tables will be moved for the dance floor and I'll have my mom collect the bells," Kendall laughed.
"Good," Logan said.
"We'll have cake first though," Kendall said.
"Oh yeah cake," Logan said excitedly. Kendall laughed again. Logan was just too adorable sometimes.
After they finished it was time to cut the cake. James and Carlos hauled Kendall and Logan up to the table where their cake was. It was a three tier cake. It was white frosting and in the inside of two tiers was white cake and one, the middle one, was chocolate. On top was the gift James and Carlos had bought Kendall and Logan. It was two grooms standing together. One was blonde and the other brunette. They had been specially made.
Kendall smiled at Logan. They both grabbed the knife and Kendall stood behind Logan. They cut into the cake as people watched. The photographer was taking pictures still. Kendall and Logan had wanted the whole wedding photographed and they wanted memories. James and Carlos also had a camera and were switching off videotaping. Once they had the cake cut and on a plate the turned to one another and Logan grabbed a piece and quickly shoved some into Kendall's face laughing at the blonde looked stunned.
"Oh so that's how you play," Kendall said grinning. He took some cake and smeared it on Logan's face. They both laughed with the rest of the crowd. After the two finished their little cake war they kissed and everyone awed and Kendall and Logan left to get cleaned up and the cake was served.
Soon the wedding band arrived set up in the corner just waiting for people to get done eating. Once they were done people stated to move around and talk to one another. That gave James and Carlos a chance to get some tables moved around. Soon there was a dance floor with a few tables left for people to sit if they got tired. There was some music playing and some people were dancing. Kendall and Logan started thanking guests again.
Logan soon found Katie with Alex. He couldn't help it, he just wanted to hold his son while he still could. His stomach wasn't too big and Alex wasn't that heavy. Kendall stood with Logan and Alex talking to people as they came by. Logan had a smile on his face as people asked him about Alex and Will. Some people were surprised that they were having another baby, while others weren't. Logan happily answer all the questions. Kendall could tell he was excited about Will coming in a few months.
"Ladies and Gentlemen, it's time for the happy couple to share their first dance, I present to you, Mr. and Mr. Knight," the singer said into the microphone. Kendall smiled and held out a hand to Logan as a spotlight landed on them. Logan handed Alex to his mother who he had been taking to and took Kendall's hand. Kendall grinned and led Logan out to the dance floor.
All Over Again started playing through the speakers rather than the wedding band. Logan looked at Kendall with a smile.
"Really?" Logan asked as they started dancing. Kendall pulled Logan close to him and felt Logan's baby bump in between them. He smiled as he wrapped his arms around Logan. Logan smiled and did the same.
"Yes, every time I see you I feel like I'm falling in love all over again," Kendall said.
"I would've gone with No Idea," Logan teased.
"I get it I'm slow, but we're married now," Kendall said laughing. Logan smiled and nodded his head. "I've couldn't picked Cover Girl, I mean you were the inspiration behind it, but since we're aiming our music at girls Gustavo changed the words," Kendall said.
"No, people already call me a girl enough and last I checked I wasn't a girl," Logan said.
"Like I said it was aimed towards you, but Gustavo changed it to fir our image," Kendall said. Logan nodded his head.
"This is a nice choice though," Logan said as they continued to dance.
"So, how's it feel to be married?" Kendall asked quietly.
"Great," Logan sighed as he looked up at the blonde. They locked eyes and smiled. Kendall couldn't count how many times they had smiled today. He never wanted to stop smiling actually.
"I think it's awesome being married to you," Kendall said leaning in and pressing a kiss to Logan's cheek. Logan threw his head back laughed.
"Do you still think it's awesome that we are gonna wait until after Will is born to go on our honeymoon?" Logan asked.
"I don't care, by the time you're ready to leave Will and Alex it'll be spring, maybe summer and Hawaii will be beautiful," Kendall said. Logan smiled and nodded his head.
A loud wail interrupted the two. Kendall and Logan both turned their heads and saw Katie holding a crying Alex. He was hitting her chest as he cried. Katie looked at the two. Kendall gestured for her to come over. She did and Kendall let go of Logan.
"What's wrong?" Logan asked looking at Alex who seemed to calm down a bit when he saw his daddies.
"He wants you guys, but I wouldn't bring him over," Katie said her cheeks flushing red. She hadn't meant to interrupt their dance. Logan smiled at Alex and took him from Katie. Katie smiled and walked away. Logan turned back to Kendall and they finished their dance with Alex.
"He's gonna be a total brat when he gets older," Logan sighed as Kendall stepped closer to him. Alex happily leaned over to Kendall and rested his head on Kendall's shoulder. They heard people aw and say how cute Alex was.
"Nah, he just knows how to get our attention that's for sure," Kendall said chuckling.
"I'm just glad he slept through most of the wedding," Logan said. He knew if Alex had been awake he would probably start crying for his baba, which they now knew meant both of them.
The song ended and another one started. Kendall and Logan stopped dancing while other couples took the floor. Kendall and Logan managed to get Alex to calm down and handed him off to Kenneth who was more than happy to take Alex. Alex had grown used to Kenneth over the last few months.
Kendall and Logan then made their way over to their mothers. Kendall stopped in front of Joanna and Logan in front of Jennifer. They both had big smiles on their faces. They held a and out to the two woman.
"Can I have this dance?" Kendall asked Joanna.
"Me too?" Logan asked Jennifer. The two women were shocked, but accepted. They took their son-in-law's hands and followed them out to the dance floor. Logan started dancing with Jennifer and Kendall with Joanna.
"You'll take good care of my boy right?" Joanna asked.
"Of course," Kendall said nodding his head.
"Good, he deserves something good after everything he's been through," Joanna said looking over at Logan and Jennifer who were having a conversation of their own. Logan threw his head back as he laughed at something Jennifer said.
"I know he does, and I'll be good to him," Kendall said honestly. Logan had been through a lot. He had lost his dad and sister to cancer. He had almost lost his life giving birth to Alex and Kendall would be lying if he said he wasn't worried about what would happen with Will. Logan had also had to deal with being bullied when he was younger and the list went on. Logan's life had been anything but easy, but through it all he never said a word. He never let anyone know how he was feeling on the inside, except Kendall. He told Kendall everything.
"One more thing," Joanna said seriously bring Kendall back from his thoughts.
"What?" Kendall asked curiously.
"No more grandbabies for awhile," Joanna said. Kendall laughed and nodded his head. That had probably what Jennifer had told Logan.
"I agree, we're going to see if maybe we can get Logan on a birth control of some sort or something," Kendall said. He and Logan had had this conversation. They wanted to have a worry free honeymoon after Will was born. They would still use condoms, but they wanted to lower the risk even more.
"Oh and when you two do decide you want another I would really like a granddaughter," Joanna said.
"I'll keep that in mind," Kendall said laughing again.
"You know, I don't think I'd want anyone else as my son-in-law," Joanna stated honestly. Kendall looked at her and saw the honesty in her face.
"Thank you," Kendall said happily. He was glad Joanna was happy about him and Logan getting married.
"I know David would be happy too, he always liked you," Joanna said. Kendall nodded his head. He remembered Logan's dad. He had been nice and always had something fun planned for the boys. He was there for Kendall when Kenneth hadn't been. Kendall had taken David's death hard too.
"I guess you could say I've been waiting for this ever since you and Logan started having 'movie nights' with just the two of you," Joanna said. Kendall laughed at that. He knew what she was talking about too. Back in middle school the four boys would often be over at one another's house. They weren't sleepovers but movie nights, and sometimes James and Carlos got Kendall and Logan mad so they weren't invited.
"Yeah, now that you mention that, maybe that was around the time I started to notice Logan in a new light," Kendall said nodding his head thoughtfully.
"Oh please, I think you loved him from the start, you just didn't understand it," Joanna said.
"You know, I think you're right," Kendall said looking over at Logan who was talking to his mother still.
Kendall really did care about Logan. He seemed to care more about Logan than the others. He had always been trying to impress Logan as they got older. Everything he had done had really been to impress Logan. He wanted to show Logan he was good competition so he had to win at everything, He wanted Logan to know he was smart so he read Logan's books to understand what Logan was talking about.
Once the song ended Kendall thanked Joanna for supporting him and Logan and gave her a kiss on the cheek.
-Take What Comes-
Logan looked out at the night sky. From the top of the Palm Woods you see most of L.A. and the bright lights. It was a nice view and the night air was cool. Logan sighed happily as he looked out over the city.
Today had just been so surreal for Logan. It was like he was dreaming and he didn't want to wake up. It was still a little hard to believe that he and Kendall were finally married. Logan had been waiting for this day for longer than he wanted to admit. He had always secretly hoped that he'd marry the blonde, but until a year a half a go it all seemed like it was just a big fantasy.
"There you are."
Logan looked over his shoulder at his husband. He smiled, his husband. That had a nice ring to it. Kendall smiled as well and walked over to him.
"I just needed some air and I wanted to get away for a bit," Logan said.
"I figured, it is a bit crowded down there," Kendall agreed as he leaned against the small wall beside Logan.
"What did my mom tell you when you guys danced together?" Logan asked, "she wouldn't tell me when we danced," he added.
"She just said to take care of you and no more grandbabies for a while and when we do have another she wants a granddaughter. She also said she was glad I was her son-in-law and again pointed out how slow I was to realize my feelings for you," Kendall said.
"In all fairness I was slow too," Logan said smiling at the blonde.
"I know, but everyone likes pointing fingers at me," Kendall said dramatically. Logan laughed and shook his head. "What did my mom tell you?" Kendall asked looking at the brunette.
"Same thing really," Logan said, "No more grandbabies anytime soon. She was happy to have me as her official son-in-law," he said smiling.
"You've been like a son to her for so long already," Kendall said. Logan nodded his head.
"So, who do think will be next James or Carlos?" Logan asked changing the subject. Kendall looked over at Logan and seemed to think his answer over.
"I think James might be next," Kendall said.
"I think it would be Carlos," Logan stated. They both laughed and shook their heads. Kendall moved an arm and placed it around Logan. He pulled the brunette closer. They stood there in silence once more. They didn't have to say anything this was just perfect.
"Christmas is coming up," Kendall stated.
"So is Halloween," Logan said nodding his head.
"We're going to have to make Alex's first Christmas special, at least my mom will," Kendall said. "she'll probably go all out and invite some family out to L.A. again," he said.
"My mom will help her," Logan snorted.
"Are we gonna let them or do it on our own this year," Kendall asked.
"We'll have our own Christmas, but we'll visit your mom and my mom," Logan said.
"If I know our mothers, they'll either throw a big party here or at your moms house," Kendall said shaking his head.
"Probably at my mom's house since it's bigger," Logan reasoned. They both fell silent once more. Logan moved closer to Kendall and leaned his head on his shoulder. Kendall smiled and rested his head on Logan's. They stood there in silence looking out at L.A. Neither of them spoke, they didn't need to.
They were interrupted by their phones beeping. They both pulled them out and they each had a text messages from James and Carlos telling them people were looking for them.
"I suppose we should get back to the party," Logan said.
"I suppose," Kendall nodded his head, "but first," he stopped Logan from turning around. Logan looked at him confused. Kendall leaned in and kissed Logan. It wasn't rough or anything like that. It was soft and sweet and told Logan just how much Kendall cared about him. They parted and Kendall looked into his eyes. Logan smiled at the blonde. He couldn't help but smile. "God I love that smile," Kendall said causing Logan to blush.
"I love you Logie," Kendall said.
"I love you too," Logan said smiling at the blonde.
WOw another update. I really liked writing this one. Who do you think will be the next BTR boy to get married in this fic? James or Carlos? Hmm, I think you'll have to keep reading to find out. I've got the next few chapters planned out. The next chapter started and hopefully it'll be up later this weekend, but I make no promises. So review and let me know what you liked what you didn't like.
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