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Chapter 36
I wake up with the sun peeking through the curtains. I know it's late morning but I honestly can't seem to care right now. Why would I? I never want to leave this spot. I wish time it self would freeze and allow me to always have this moment. I look down at Tris, her head resting comfortably on my chest, one of her arms are wrapped over my waist. While my arm is laying on top of hers and my other arm is wrapped around her shoulders. The feel of her naked body pressed against mine, is amazing. Everything in this moment is perfect, I wouldn't trade it for anything.
I lay here replaying last nights events. We finally made love, and it was everything. Can the word EVERYTHING, be a favorite word? Because right now that word holds so much for me. Tris and I gave our selves to each other last night. It was EVERYTHING!
"We're ok. I know nothing in the world is. But we are." Those are the words I once told Tris back in Amity. Words that are still one hundred percent true til this day.
My disappointment wavers when I feel Tris stir, letting me know she is starting to wake up. I wish we could just continue sleeping like this little longer. I feel her head starting to adjust and a sigh escapes her mouth. She's awake.
"Good morning." I say unable to keep the stupid goofy grin off my face.
"Good morning, Tobias." She says turning her head to look at me, she has a wide grin.
My hand that no longer rests on top of Tris' arm, is now moving brushing the strands of hair behind her ear. "Sleep well, Love."
"Wonderful. You?" She asks.
"Perfect." I tell her. It's the truth.
I'm not sure who moves first but with in seconds her lips are crashing into mine with a new found hunger.
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I pull Tris on top of me needing to be closer to her, needing to feel her body pressed tightly on top of mine. Tris hands are caressing my cheek and my neck. How I wish they would be more bold and move in other places. I hear her moan when one of my hands drop down to her ass messaging and squeezing gently. Mmm, guess she likes that. While the other hand is still firmly on her lower back pressing her harder against my body.
My lips let go of her delish lips and move down to her neck. I begin my devour licking biting her neck making my way down to her breast. I devour each breast at a time, as I hear more moans escape Tris along with a thrust of her hips. I let out my own moans escape my mouth as I can feel myself harden against her warmth. The sensation is amazing, as I can feel her juices on me. She is already wet.
"Tris, your so wet already. Damn." I say as we both let out moans of ecstasy.
My hand than leaves her ass and reaches in the nightstand for another condom. I open the wrapper and reach down between us, rolling the piece of rubber onto my dick. Once in place I decide to turn my hand sliding my fingers into Tris' hot pussy, taking her by surprise. She takes a deep breath moaning at the pleasure that my hand can give her. I feel her grinding against my hand, causing more friction for herself. This is so amazing! I hear her cries in pleasure as her insides begins to clench around my fingers. WOW, is all I can think of right now.
"God your so damn sexy." I say when she has come down from her high. She lifts up on her knees and begins to lower herself on my dick. Damn! My hands instinctively holds on to her hips, helping her. We begin to get lost in each other, meeting each other's thrust per thrust. Pacing our speed. I try to hold on, but I can feel myself claiming. Our speed continues to increase, has do our volume. I hear Tris screaming out my name and at this moment I don't care if anyone walks by the house and might hear us.
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We haven't moved for what feels like ten minutes. Tris still is laying on top of me, as I tightly have my arms wrapped around her. Both of us refuse to move even an inch. But just when I think we can lay here forever, I hear the growl coming from Tris stomach. As she busts out laughing without even so much as moving her head. I join in on her laughter, matching my own laugh. Out of all the things, we just cant stop being human. Food, bathroom breaks, sleep all things we need to keep up with even though we both really rather not.
"Why don't you take a nice warm shower? While I cook us some breakfast." I offer Tris. After all its Sunday, we both have the day off. Where else would I rather be, than right here with Tris all day long.
"That sounds amazing." She says smiling at the idea.
I gently roll Tris off of my bare body and wrap her with the bed sheet. Even though, yes, we have made love now a few times, Tris is still awkward about our bodies and the subject of sex. Something Abnegation has drilled in our heads. The thought of the act of love, can be rendered selfish is beyond absurd. After all making love to someone is about pleasing them, giving your body heart and soul to the person you love and trust more than this world. How can this act be considered selfish?
Although many have difficulties separating the act of love and the act of sex. Maybe that is were the confusion had began?
I slip out of bed, pulling on my gray sweatpants that I had left on the dresser from last night. I decide to forgo all together on the boxers. I have a feeling that they wouldn't last long on me any who today. I turn around and glance at Tris who is still laying in the same position I placed her in. Only now her elbow is supporting her hand that is holding up her head. Her eyes raking over my body and not caring if I notice. I see her lick her lips, this small act starts to stir desire with in me once again. I need to get downstairs or else she will have to wait longer for food. Maybe until night fall if we keep this up.
"Tris?" I say in a quesitoning tone.
"Mmm?" She responds.
She finally brings her eyes back up to meet mine as she blushes at the thought of getting caught. I laugh at her guilty expression. What a difference one night can make?
"I better get down stairs." I say heading for the door.
"Yea, I think that's a good idea." She says. I notice the tone she uses, giving more power against the whole good idea. I imagine she feels the same uncontrollable, non stop desire that I do.
I reach the kitchen in record timing, needing to get some space between Tris and I. It's not that I don't want to be with her or near her. Actually it's more like I want to be near her, I want to be inside her, is more like it. I know I will never get enough of her. Not if we make love all day, every day. She is the one I want for the rest of my life. But I have always have known that last part.
I get to work on breakfast, cracking eggs in the bowl, placing the toast in the oven to toast. I get the frying pan out on the stove and start to heat it up. Place a teaspoon of butter (Thank you Zeke) in the pan and let it begin to melt. I grab a fork and start whisking the eggs loosing myself in the task.
Although his reminds me of those awful days of living with Marcus, this doesn't discourage me from enjoying the task. I use to cook all the meals for Marcus. The number one rule was always have the meal waiting for him, rather than have him wait for the meal. If it was late or burnt, punishment was for sure carried out. I hated the thought of cooking those days. Fear of anything that would add to my scars. But with Tris, I love doing these little things. I love the thought of taking care of her needs and wants. I also love how she appreciates them just as much.
I feel two arms snaking their way around my waist, they are small and gentle. I don't have to look, or tense. I know who they belong to.
"That was fast." I say teasingly.
"I just couldn't stay away from you." Tris says burring her head in between my shoulder blades while pressing her whole front of her body against my back. Damn.
"If you don't stop I will burn the eggs." I point out.
"What if I prefer something other than eggs?" She asks in a suggestive tone.
"Oh and what will that be?" I ask.
"Mmm it might be easier to show you." She says. I feel her fingers begin to play with the hem of my sweat plants. As I feel desire beginning to once again grow with in me, I also hear the growling coming from Tris' stomach again. It reminds me that although her wants are great, her needs for the moment is greater.
"Hold that thought for after breakfast. You might need your strength later, Sweetheart." I tease her while dumping the beaten eggs into the hot skillet. I stir the eggs, asTris butters the toast. I pour both of us two cups of black coffee. What I would do for some cream and sugar right about now.
We sit down next to each other at the table, eating our food mindlessly. I can see Tris is almost has impatient eating as I feel. She swallows her food almost whole.
"If you don't slow down, you might choke." I joke.
"Mmmhmmm." Is all she has to answer with. Taking another bite of her eggs.
A knock at the door tares both of us out of our sexual tension bubble. I glance at Tris and she has the same surprise look as I do. I guess she wasn't expecting anyone today. Since its her house and I really shouldn't be here. Tris stands to answer the door. Even though that she is in nothing else but her night gown. She is more decent that I am, who is still sitting in her kitchen shirtless. I stand collecting our dishes when I hear the all too familiar voice passing through the door making its way towards the kitchen. The same kitchen I am standing in, still shirtless.
"I came to warn both of you..." I hear Natalie's voice as she enters the kitchen. She stops dead cold when she takes my appearance in. How I wish now that I bothered to throw on a shirt before leaving Tris' room.
"Natalie. Umm. What a surprise!" I say as I feel all the blood rushing to my cheeks.
Natalie's gaze automatically drops to the floor when she notices that sight before her. Shame creeps in at the awkwardness that is being caused this very moment.
"Mom. Um.." Even Tris is left speechless. Maybe hell has finally froze over.
"Beatrice Prior. Tobias Eaton. I suggest to you both to run upstairs and get dressed right this instant. Before your father walks through that door." Natalie says.
"Andrew?" I say at the same time Tris says.
"Wait Dad?"
"Yes both he and Caleb are on their way here right now. I had decided to rush over here first encase Tobias spent the night. Good thing I did." Natalie sighs. "I thought I made it clear to the both of you to be discrete on your situation." The sound of disappointment in her voice says it all.
"I.." I begin to apologize but am cut off by Natalie.
"Later, Tobias. Right now you need to get upstairs and get dressed. My husband might be apart of the government and a respected member of Abnegation but mark my words, he will kill you." She says in a threatening tone.
I nod at the same time Tris does. We both turn and head upstairs as fast as we can. I let Tris lead the way. Than I hear it, the gaspe that escapes Natalie's lips. I turn to see her color faded on her face. Of course, I forgot. So use to being shirtless in front of Tris, never worring on anyone seeing me. Natalie just saw the scars on my back for the first time. She looks horrified by the sight before her. Who could blame her? The sight of my back is hidious. The only one that ever saw it was Tris and Tori.
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