Hi lads …. It's me, I come back (again) …. Heheheheehehe
So sory for the long hiatus…, really really looking forward to make the good line and plot … sorry….
But here I am, and promising I'll finish this as soon as I can (fingercross) .
And here's the deal : I'm still no beta…, I'm posting this at 11:45 am, itching eyes…., so please bare with any mistaken words, grammar, or even spelling. I'll fix it tomorrow…., I just want to post this chapter ASAP and let you know that this one is still alive hehehehehe…., and sorry if this a bit short than the previous one...hehheh
Hope you still excite on this story and still waiting and of course walk with me till the end hehehehehe
Thankyou *smile cheekily.
And thankyou for your favorite and still following and waiting, and reading this one …that's why I'm gonna finish this one ASAP
Sooo, what are you waiting for, ENJOY and hope you like it … *big grin
Previously
"You said you will go where ever I go?"
"Yes, Dean. I'm your brother, and I will go wherever you go…"
Dean smiled and took a deep breath, "Then you will come with me if I come home ?"
"Home….? Where?"
"Home with Master….."
Samuel dropped his jaw with open mouth….
Chapter 33
"What, Dean…?" Samuel was still didn't believe of what he just heard.
"Yes, Samuel, I'm coming home with you and master …," Dean replayed calmly to feel a strange feeling on saying 'coming home' – has he a home now?
Samuel went silent for a moment, then,
"NO!" he shouted jumped Dean. "No, Dean…, you can't go home, not with father, not with come back to that house…"
"But, its your house…, m..y… ho..use…. ," he gulped on saying 'my house' again. "it's where we should go …, with Master …"
"Yes, but remember what had you been through there…, its hell for you, Dean, you are not coming back there …" Samuel stated.
Dean swallowed hard.
"I want you to come home with master…., so if you still need me…, then I'll go with you…
"But Dean…" Samuel tried to protest.
"No, Samuel, you will go home with Lord Master, and I'll come with you!" dean stated with raising his voice, shocking Samuel.
Dean read the shocking face.
"Forgive, me, Samuel…, but you'll go home and that's a final."
Samuel bit his lips. He read Dean's face and knows he meant that. This time his brother cannot be argued.
"What changed you, Dean?"
Dean bit his lips. "Nothing …." tried to ignore the question.
But Samuel wouldn't let go, "Dean…" giving his best puppy dog eyes, that Dean couldn't resist.
Dean swallowed, "I'm trying to forgive him…"
"What ? but why …?" Samuel couldn't even understand.
"He is our father, Samuel…"
"Yeah, and what he did to you? Was that you should call him a father, after what he did to you …? No, Dean, you cant forgive him. I couldn't and I wouldn't."
"Samuel…"
"No De_"
"Mother wants me to forgive him, Samuel…," Dean cut him.
Samuel went pale.
"Mother? You met mother?"
Dean nodded slowly.
"But she's dead, isn't she?"
"She came to my dream, and asked me to forgive him and go home with him, with you."
Samuel went silent.
"So you are gonna do it ?"
"I have to, Samuel, its mother's wishes."
Samuel bit his lips. "But can you …?"
"At least I will give a try …., that so you will to forgive him, too, Samuel…"
Samuel went silent, "Will you Samuel…, will you forgive him…?"
Samuel still silent, then nodded.
"But I'm afraid you will hurt again, Dean…"
Dean calmed him, "I'll be alright, Samuel…, no need to worry … I think I can handle that…"
Samuel bursted to Dean's arms. He hugged his brother tight. "I love you, brother, I just don't want you to get hurt, again."
"I won't Samuel, I won't. You no need to worry about that, alright ?"
Dean felt Samuel nodded, then he let go the hugged.
"So when you will tell father about this ?"
"Probably this morning, so we can return home soon."
Samuel bit his lips, then nodded.
Dean smiled gladly. He tapped his brother's cheek and nodded happily.
In the morning, Dean and Samuel were met their father, Sir Castiel, Sir Bobby, and Mrs. Harvelle.
Both Samuel and dean stood nervously in front of them. Samuel took a very deep breath before letting out the words.
"Father …."
John head up and saw his two boys standing nervously before him. He looked to Dean to figure out what they are purposed, but Dean's eyes never met him.
"Yes, son …?" now John felt the chill and tense.
"I'm going home with you father, and with Dean too. That if you do promise you wouldn't hurt Dean again and treated him well like your own son."
The words shocked them all, especially John Winchester, no mention Castiel, Bobby and Ellen.
John blinked for a while to make sure what he just heard.
"Did you say you coming home with Dean?" he made sure, then looked to Dean. "Son…?"
Dean nodded timidly.
John looked to Castiel, Bobby and Ellen,
"But if that alright with you, father, and promise you wouldn't hurt Dean again …."Samuel repeated.
A wide smile sprang happily in John's face, "Hell, it is alright Samuel…, that is your house, Dean, you shall come home with us too," couldn't hold his happiness. But then John tried to realize what change Dean's mind. "Does it means you forgave me, Dean?" he asked carefully.
Dean swallowed hard. "I tried," not meeting his father eyes.
John bit his lips. "Yes, I understand Dean, I understand…," with nodded. "And I swear, as they are my witness, that I will not hurting you again."
Dean gulped, "Thankyou Milord…" with nodded.
John heart sanked, "I'm not your Lord, Dean…, I'm your father …., please call me father, if that alright with you …"
Dean swallowed hard, "F..a..the..r…"
John smiled glad. "Thankyou, Son….," he really wants to hug the boy, but when he stepped in to Dean, reflex, Dean moved back, and John notice, he still couldn't touch Dean. Not yet.
Castiel inhaled within looking to Bobby who sighed heavily.
"Okay, glad to hear that, Dean ….," Castiel forced to smile.
Dean head up and meet those kinds eyes, "Thankyou, Sir."
Castile nodded.
"So, when you planned to leave …?" Castiel's question directed to John.
John took a deep breath and glanced to Dean… "In two days, if that alright with you, Dean …?"
Dean jumped and swallowed hard. 'So soon? In two days ?' But what he cant say … he just nodded.
"Yes, Milord…"
John smiled glad by the answer even had to sigh hard, by the call again. But he couldn't force Dean to chance the call. For now he should accepted that.
"Dean ….," soft voice Castiel made Dean jumps and head up meeting the kindest master.
"Sir …"
"Are you sure about this …?" Castiel asked carefully.
Dean gulped, and nodded slightly.
"Can I sir…? Can I go with Samuel ?"
"Of course you can, you free to go, Dean…" he smiled gently.
Dean nodded.
"I want to go home…" Dean added slightly.
Castiel smiled, "Then you will, Dean…"
Dean smiled.
"Hey, mind if I go with you, Dean….," Castiel asked surprised Dean.
"Pardon, Sir?"
"Yeah, I'll go with you just to make sure, you are okay there, and settled…, make sure you comfort first,"
Dean bit his lips, "You will do that, Sir …?" he felt glad if Sir Castiel will joining him on the road home, and make sure he was okay and comfort on that house, because honestly, he's freaking scared walking back to that castle.
"Yeah…., if that okay with you too…"
Dean nodded right away, "Yes, please, Sir, It will delighting if you can join us…, thankyou, Sir…" with grinned happily.
Castiel nodded with smiled.
Dean even smiled happily.
SPNSPN
It's tomorrow. Tomorrow he will comeback to that house. To where he had spent his whole life as a slave, treated worst than a pig, but that was his house, the place he was born. Dean was wrecking nervous, no mention how was Miss Joanne reacted yesterday, when they told her.
"NO! Dean can't leave…, he stays here!" shouted Joanne almost hysterical, and jumped onto Dean, wrapping her little arms around Dean's waist, sobbed.
Dean bite his lips, didn't know what to say. And didn't expected will be this hard. He looked to Samuel who stood not far from there. As like Dean, Samuel bit his lips, didn't say anything.
"Baby Jo, honey…, listen to me, sweetheart," Ellen right away calming her little daughter. "Dean has his own home, has his own family…, and he has to go home…"
"But we are his family too, right …, you love him right? Bobby loves him, right? Uncle Castiel love him…, so we are his family…, he stays here…!"
"No baby …., even we love him, he has his own family to go home …."
Dean still couldn't say anything with Jo still wrapping her little arms around him. He just patted the girl's back.
Suddenly Jo's head up, starring Dean with pleading eyes.
"Please, Dean…, don't go…, stay here with us …, please …,"
Dean gulped with those little puppy eyes. Never thought this little girl had an puppy eyes like Samuel has he couldn't resist.
"Missy ….i do want to stay here … ,"
"Dean !" Samuel protested jumped Dean.
Joanne glared at Samuel with hate, then back to Dean, waiting the answer ….
"Dean … ?" giving him the most sweetness little puppy eyes.
Dean swallowed hard, "Forgive me, Missy…, but I have to go home."
Joanne face fell in disappointed. Her little lips trembling, and her eyes blurred again. She turned to Samuel.
"You, took my Dean…, I DON'T LIKE YOU!" she screamed and pushed Dean away, then ran to her room.
"Baby!" Ellen shouted in surprise.
Castiel stood up, "Let me handle her ….," and followed the girl.
Both Dean and Samuel sighed looking each other with uneasy.
"Forgive me, Ellen…," Dean spoke really uneasy.
Ellen smiled warmly, "Its' okay, Dean…, its not your fault…, she will understand, don't worry, sweety," she patted Dean's cheek.
Dean smiled.
It really needed times for Joanne, when she finally come out from her room with her red eyes. She jumped to Dean and hugged him tightly.
"Promise me, you will come visiting me…, and you will never forget me…"
Dean smiled relieved, "I promise missy, I'll try to come visit you , and I will not forget you, you are my best missy I ever had…."
Joanne smiled happily.
"And if you not happy there, you have to come back here…, this is your home too…."
Dean's heart thudded, and smiled…, "Of course, missy…, thankyou."
Joanne kissed Dean's cheek.
"Thankyou …," and kissed her cheek back.
Joanne turned to Samuel with glared eyes…, "And I still don't like you."
Samuel bit his lips in shocked and grunted, 'that little girl. How old is she ? 5 ? '
"Dean is my brother …," Samuel hissed protested.
Fortunately Joanne didn't hear, and Dean's eyes signed him to keep shut.
Samuel pouted.
Dean almost laughed with the scene of his two little master (or now, his brother) with his missy.
SPSN
So it's the day …, Dean was coming home. Lord Winchester almost went mad, to know Castiel will joining them. Its been like humiliated that they didn't believe him on treating Dean. That he will hurt Dean somehow. Hell, it was the past, he wouldn't hurt Dean ever, Dean was his son, and he wouldn't hurt his own son. And he couldn't refused as Castiel threated back to not letting Dean go, otherwise he come with them. So, Castiel will be joining them.
Ellen hugged Dean so tightly like frighten to lose her own son, kissed him on the forehead and cheek. Sir Bobby as well. He hugged Dean so tight, like didn't want to lose him. And Miss Joanne, she sobbed again on Dean's shoulder, didn't want to let him go.
Dean sighed still unbelievable to meet these kindest people in his life. Never thought there would such people like them. They are saving his life from death door, giving him a good shelter, taking good care him, and mostly, treating him like a human, not as a slave.
"Mrs. Ellen, Sir Bobby, thankyou very for gave anything to live for. If I could repay for all your kindest, I will, and I'll try to repay it all."
"No, sweetheart…," Ellen hushed him. "All we need is, you are safe and happy…, that all, that's all we asked from you."
Dean nodded with smiled. "Thankyou."
Ellen nodded and hugged him and kissed him again. So clear, she just couldn't let the boy go. Dean was like son she never had.
And with the last words and hugged from The Harvelle and The Singer, Dean walked off from that safety home, for the journey home with little brother and his father. To HIS HOME.
Dean took a very deep breath, to prepare what he might to feel, when he's arrived there. He jusr wished, he was strong enough to feel anything he would there. And the most thing he felt now is, he was walking home with his little brother. That was enough for him.
TBC
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