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Nyota stopped stroking him. She pulled him as close as she could. "Spock it's okay to be nervous and afraid. But we have to be able to talk about it." "I understand." She started stroking him again.

Spock started to relax in her arms. Her stroking was helping him relax. He could smell the breakfast she had brought with her. Spock gathered her in his arms and rose. He carried her to his desk and sat down with her in his lap. He looked into her eyes. "We will talk more tonight."

Nyota stroked his hair. "Yes we will." She turned in his lap and bend forward reaching for the tray. She pulled it across the table. Nyota grabbed a cinnamon toast. She took a bite and offered the toast to him. He took a bite. She fed the both of them. It felt good being so close to him. She felt his love. When she gave him fruit he would suck her fingertips into his mouth.

Spock stroked her legs and back while she fed him. She liked it, he could feel it. Spock frowned as she presented a glass of juice to him. He opened his mouth a little and she pressed the glass to his lips. She tilted the glass and the juice started to flow into his mouth. Spock drank slowly, she had chosen a pineapple juice.

Nyota tilted the glass back up and put the glass on the table. He had juice on his lips. He opened his mouth slightly and she knew that he was about to lick the juice of his lips. Nyota moved fast, she bend in close and licked the juice of his lips. It was an amazing taste, pineapple and Spock. All too soon there was no more pineapple on his lips. Nyota pulled slightly away.

Spock groaned as she pulled away. He slid his hand up her back to her neck. Spock gently pushed her neck forcing her lips back to his. He kissed her, he let his tongue slip into her mouth. She caressed his tongue with hers. She moved in his lap, just a little. He knew why she moved, he could feel the muscles in her neck relax after she had moved. Spock gently squeezed the muscles in her neck.

Nyota broke the kiss. She kissed him along his jaw. He tried to bring her lips back to his. Nyota kissed him just below his ear. "Spock." She whispered. "We have to stop, I have class real soon." He growled. "I do not want you to go to class. I want you to go to the computers lab with me." "And how would I get good grades if I go to the lab with you?" "I do not want you to get bad grades but I also do not want to be parted from you." "So what do we do?" "Do not go to class. Come with me." "Are you telling me to play hooky?"

Spock wanted to say yes. He wanted her close. He needed her close. "I want to say yes. I need you close to me. But I do not want you to miss classes." "Are you going to be at the lab all day?" "Yes." "If I stopped by with lunch would you have time to eat?" "Yes. For you I have time." She gave him a quick kiss and go out of his lap.

She got her school bag. And walked to the door. "Will you send me a message so I can find the lab?" He quickly got out of the chair and walked to her. Nyota wrapped her arms around his neck. "Will you?" He kissed her. "I will. I shall miss you." "I know I will miss you too." "Then stay with me." Nyota kissed him. "I have to go and I will come to the lab in my lunch break." Spock let go of her and she left his office.

Spock went to the lab, the first thing he did was send Nyota a message giving her instructions on how to find the lab. 22 seconds after having send the message to Nyota he received her answer. 'I will come after my class has ended. I will bring lunch for us.' Spock turned his attention to the computers. One by one Spock turned on the many computers in the lab. He activated the Kobayashi Maru program. Spock focused on the programming and soon he was completely immersed in his work.

After her class ended Nyota went to the mess hall, she got a tray and stated getting food for her and Spock. Nyota was lucky, when she arrived at the mess hall there was hardly any students and by the time she walked out with the tray the mess hall was filled with cadets. Following Spock's instructions she made her way across campus to the lab. She found the lab easily and used her knee to sound the door buzzer. The door didn't open. Nyota frowned. She lifted her knee and pressed the buzzer again.

An annoying sound disturbed Spock. The first time he heard it he looked at every screen to see if the sound was produced by one of the computers, it had not. Spock was trying to focus on the programming again when the sound occurred again. Spock frowned and then he felt guilty. It was the door buzzer. Spock realized that it was Nyota. She was at the door and he had kept her waiting. He quickly rose from the chair and ordered the computer to open the door.

Nyota looked at him. "I thought that you had forgotten that I was coming with our lunch." "I had not forgotten but I must admit that I lost track of time. Please come in." He stepped aside and she walked in. Nyota looked around for somewhere to place the tray. "Is there somewhere I can put the tray down?" He quickly cleared a space between the computers. Nyota walked to the place he had cleared.

Spock went to stand behind her as she placed the tray between the computers. He put his arms around her and buried his face in her hair and inhaled the scent that was unique to her and her alone. She placed her hands over his gently forced him to intertwine his fingers with hers. Spock spread his fingers for her and she started to move her fingers just a little back and forward. He felt shivers going down his spine. His body started to tingle.

Nyota felt so warm standing there pressed against him. "I did not intend to lose track of time." "It's okay Spock." "Why?" Nyota turned in his arms she needed to look into his eyes. "Spock everyone loses track of time sometimes." "I am Vulcan…" "Half Vulcan." "And Vulcans does not lose track of time." "Blame it on your human half then." "Should I blame all of my mistakes on my human half?" "Do you plan on making a lot of mistakes?" Nyota snuck her hands behind his back. "No I do not plan on making mistakes." "But if you make a mistake I want you to know that it's okay as long as you learn from it." "And what am I supposed to learn from this mistake?" "To make sure that I have the code to the lab you are in so I can let myself in."

Spock was a little conflicted, students were not allowed to have code for the labs but he wanted to Nyota to be able to come to him at any time. "Nyota if I give you the code I must ask that you never use it unless you know that I am in here and that you never pass on the code to anyone." She looked at him, he could not read her face and he was not sure what he felt from her. Then she simply said; "I won't."

Nyota pulled herself closer to Spock. She knew that he put a great trust in her and she would never let him down. She had seen that there were two chairs in the room. Nyota pulled out of his arms. "Could you get the other chair?" Nyota pulled the chair she thought he had used to the tray and sat down.

Spock pulled the other chair next to Nyota and sat down. She picked up a plate and a fork and started to eat. Spock watched her eat. "Are you not hungry Spock?" Spock was hungry but he wanted her to feed him. He liked it when she fed him. She was looking at him in a strange way and then she smiled at him. "Do you want me to feed you again?" Spock let out a low growl it was beyond his control. "You do want me to feed you." Spock growled again.

Nyota took some food from her plate and offered it to him. His eyes were fixed on hers as he took the food from the fork. Nyota took another bite herself. He turned his chair so he was almost facing her. She filled the fork again and offered it to him. He took the food and then he leaned forward and turned her chair so they were facing each other. First they finished one plate and then the other. Nyota liked feeding him, it felt a little weird but it felt better than it felt weird.

Her eyes were fixed on him while she fed him. Spock liked feeling her eyes on him. After she had fed him the last bite she looked around the lab. Spock followed her gaze around the lab. He understood her curiosity. "What do you do here?" Spock was conflicted again, he decided that he would be as honest as he could be without giving her too much information. "I am programming a simulation program that all cadets must attend before they can graduate from the academy."

He was vague in his description of what he was doing. Nyota understood that he could tell her no more than he had. And by telling her what he had told her it was possible that he had broken several rules. Nyota decided not to ask what the simulation contained. "Are you doing it all by yourself?" "Yes." "Wauw that is impressive." "Thank you." "I hope I'm not keeping you from finishing your work." "You are not, it does not have to be ready for several months." "So why are you starting now?" "I want to make sure that everything is operating perfectly." "And you are sure that I'm not taking up too much of your time?" "I am sure."

Spock watched her check her clock. He knew that she would have to leave soon in order to make it to class on time. "You are about to tell me that it is almost time for you to leave." Nyota raised her hand and stroked his chin. "I have too, I don't want to be late for class." "How long do I have to wait before I get to see you again?" "When I have finished my class I will come back. Will you be here or at your apartment?" "I will most likely be here." "I could come here or I could go to your apartment and cook for us." "Please come to this lab."

Nyota smiled, she couldn't figure out why he wanted her to come to the lab, but at the same time she didn't care. "I will come here after my class had ended." She started to rise to get out of the chair and he rose with her. He wrapped his arms around her. "I have to go Spock." "Am I not allowed to kiss you before you go?"

Her face softened and she slid her hands up his chest and around his neck. "Of course you are." Spock bend his head and kissed her. He felt her tighten her grip around his neck. When he kissed her it felt like time stood still and he could not have told her for how long they kissed. She broke the kiss and slid her hands down to rest on his chest. She gave him a smile and said; "I will see you after my last class." Then she pulled out of his arms and left the lab.