1. This is a Role Play between myself and RipJawWolfFang. I am role playing as Light and she is role playing as L.
2. I have altered this story to that of a fan fiction format so it not in script style in accordance with the rules.
3. This story is primarily Light x L, but will feature appearances from other canon characters.
4. This is an Alternate Universe, but will contain references to original canon plot.
Disclaimer: We do not own Death Note or its characters. They belong to Tsugumi Ohba and Takeshi Obata.
A/N: First bit is explicit material, but you can skip over it if you do not want to read.
Part 35
"I want you to know that you can pleasure yourself and let it feel good too." He carefully guides the detective's hands, stroking softly and gripping hard slightly at every down stroke. He returned his attention to the detective's neck area, gently nibbling and kissing before going back to the sensitive spot behind the raven's ear.
The young detective lets out a soft moan, his cheeks now flushed and his heart racing. Light was right, this did feel good.
Light continued his assault on the detective's ear, nibbling gently and licking the area around it. When he was certain the detective could do this on his own, he lets go and begins to rub at the rib area, grinding a little harder.
L arches his back into lights touch now. He was getting close to his limits even if he did not himself know it. There was still fear there, every now and then an image escaping into his mind and causing him to halt his actions for a moment.
"Hush now Ryuzaki, everything is ok." His whisper was shaky and his breathing ragged, a sign he was getting close. He reaches between them and undoes his own pants and rubs at his clothed erection, a moan that was a little louder escaped. Instinctively, he bucked and ground their erections together. He let out a groan and shuddered, but continued.
The naive genius gave another little moan and without truly knowing what was happening he released his seed against the younger. It was much better then last time but still the feeling triggered panic and he tried to escape for a brief moment.
Light followed a short while after, but did not collapse on the detective, using his free arm to hold himself and push up into a kneeling, albeit rather shakily. He settle back onto the bed, catching his breath and watching the detective do the same, though he saw brief panic set in. He chuckled breathlessly and waited patiently.
"You are surprisingly quiet, and that is a good thing Ryuzaki." His breathing was settling down some at last. Light took the opportunity to place a kiss to the ravens lips for a short while before parting.
"I did make you a promise, and I have upheld that promise. This is a very natural thing Ryuzaki. It releases stress and removes headaches. However, should you feel the urge, do it in a private area. It would be embarrassing." He rubbed the detective's abdomen, feeling it shudder at his touch.
The raven keeps his eyes half shut, trying to catch his breath. Light did keep his promise and it wasn't that bad although now the scars that Kira has left in his mind are obvious to both him and the younger male beside him. He wondered why it had never occurred to him to do something to himself at any point before this but was sure it was due to only wanting anything like this to happen with his best friend who was now gone making that no longer an option...
He leaned in one more time and gave the detective a kiss to the cheek before removing himself from the other's lap. He grabs the confections and sets them beside the detective. Only then did he allow himself to collapse, landing on his stomach next to the raven, his breath evening out and his eyes feeling heavy.
"Exhaustion is normal too. When your body is working in this way, tension builds. when that is released, one can only settle and relax until the body is back to normal." He reaches with his right arm and pets the detective's hair.
"You know... I've always liked your hair... It is very soft..."
The detective reaches out and unwraps a little chocolate drop tiredly, his body urging him to replace the sugar he just burned off but at the same time being to tired to do him much good.
"It is from my shampoo I am sure..." he mumbles and drops the chocolate ball into his mouth finally.
"Mello-kun and Matt-kun got it for me to say thank you for thank you for putting a television in there room... though it was against the rules I felt they earned it... well Mello-kun did..."
"They are good kids, they really are. Sorry for involving them this way." He sidles himself next to the detective and buries his nose into the raven locks, letting the scent fill his nose slowly. He curls a little into the detective again before nuzzling into the hair and petting it.
"They are both hard workers from what the records have shown and honestly, they both earned it."
"Which is why I must protect them..." The detective mumbles and let himself lean into the soft touch that sooths away the panic that still rose every now and then. "I have grown up with them... yet of all of the children Mello, Beyond and one other where the only ones until now to find out that I am L..."
Light nods. He shivers a little, willing the lingering sensitivity go away, though making to tease the detective and petting this lower abdomen, feeling the shuddering again. He discontinued and instead reached over and grabbed the remains of the cupcake and feeds the detective by hand.
"If I had known sooner before Kira was created... well... I think we talked about it before. I am sorry though."
He remains quiet and just enjoys being fed. This is a good feeling, being close to someone like this even if it is Light...
He pulls the container closer to himself, letting it settle against the detective's stomach and freeing some chocolate covered cherries. These he fed to the detective also. He did not worry about the detective reacting anymore, being sated at last. He returned his face to nuzzling his face against the raven's hair, but not discontinuing the hand feeding.
"Hmm... I think after this is done, we should take a shower. I need to clean up and I am sure you need one also."
"That would be good Light-kun..." the detective muses but soon stops eating, feeling that familiar exhaustion setting in no matter how hard he battled it. He hated sleeping, that was a fact but it could not be avoided.
Light leaned over and kissed the detective's cheek when he stopped eating.
"Yes, it will be good, but we should clean up right now before we go to bed. I can change my clothes since you did get my shirt. Can't be helped though," he smiled, "If it was supposed to be clean, we'd all be hermaphrodites." He chuckled at the weak joke, but got up with a sigh, motioning the detective to go with him.
"Come now."
The older male shifted a little before getting up and padding to the bathroom behind the brunette, his body more slouched over then usual from being tired.
"I want my strawboard soap..." he mumbles and looks around Light's on-suite bathroom.
"There is none sadly, so we are going to make do with what I have." Light began to strip before repeating the task with the detective until they were both nude. He turns on the shower water and adjusts the temperature and walking in, taking the detective inside with him. He puts some of the body wash and began to lather himself up then gathering more and repeating the task with the detective. He was not so shy about cleaning the detective this time. The detective was willing and that was all that mattered.
L frowns slightly at the smell of lights choice in body wash.
"I like the strawberry one better Light-kun..." He states, scrunching up his nose but otherwise enjoying the feeling. leaning into the boys touch more and more.
"I know Ryuzaki, but this is just going to have to do for now." He cleaned the detective's lower regions quickly before letting him settle on the floor and attending to his own lower regions, moaning softly as he did so. He finished cleaning himself before lifting the detective up and turning off the shower. He reached for 2 towels, drying his hair and patting himself dry before tying the towel around his waist. Finally, he worked on drying the detective, taking his time.
The detective shook his hair off like a wet dog as light tried to dry him. He would have to run his fingers through it soon before it got knotty and horrible.
When he was done, he led the detective back and let him climb onto the blankets. He walked back and picked up the shirt and jeans, inspecting them for any stains, seeing only a tiny bit on the jeans, but that would be easily covered with the shirt.
"Well the good thing that you mostly got me instead of your jeans and shirt. Saved you a spot of trouble there." He shook the shirt, getting some of the wrinkles out of the detectives clothes before folding them and setting them aside. He repeats the motion with his clothes, but opting to toss them into the hamper. He goes to his dresser and pulls free 2 pairs of thin plaid night pants, tossing one to the older raven.
The older pulls the loose pants on automatically, giving a rare yawn as he did so. It was still very early but days without sleep made him tired yet again.
"Light-kun?" he mumbles and tilts his head to the side, "What do you dream of?"
"I don't remember them when I wake up. The ones I do remember are mostly memories from when I was still small." He went next to the detective and lay on the blankets, crossing his arms behind his head and huffing out a sigh.
"It is almost hard to imagine that I had a life before the Death Note came into my possession. I was still so young and innocent then. So much has changed in this past year or so. My old life seems so unreal in comparison."
The detective lays back himself and cuddles into a pillow in a tight ball.
"I dream of beyond, I watch him die over and over in my head and wish I could have done more..." he shivers slightly, "I have never slept well but now I fear it..."
End Part 35