A/N: I shouldn't be surprised that most of you preferred Vienna and Paris as your favorite destinations in American Girl. A lot of you also enjoyed Las Vegas, and I do promise to get an outtake in place for the wedding night and post it in the near future.
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EPOV
Every day things got better between Bella and me, although our attention was completely held by our son. Even the smallest things, like Hayden looking at us with a small smile, which Bella insisted was gas, made me happy. I reluctantly went back to work a week after Bella's baby shower and was pleased when Bella found a routine with Hayden that she enjoyed. Of course, the highlight of my days was when I got home and saw my beautiful wife and son.
"Honey, I'm home," I called out jokingly as I walked through the front door, pulling off my coat and shoes off and leaving them by the door. I hung my coat up and as I walked towards the kitchen, I could hear the soft gurgling sounds of my son; he sounded happy. "Did I miss anything exciting today?" I asked as I kissed Bella's temple and turned my attention towards Hayden, who was smiling from ear to ear.
"Well the day started out rough because the little man here decided he wanted to go shopping for a motorcycle. I quickly squashed that idea and then he got angry at me because I wouldn't let him watch porn on Pay Per View. He then threw a tantrum and tossed a block across the room when I told him he had to have breast milk for lunch and not a Big Mac like he wanted," she joked as I rolled my eyes and made a few silly faces at Hayden, who was sitting contentedly in his bouncer while Bella stirred something in a pot that smelled delicious.
I reached forward and grabbed the spoon in her hand, lifting it to my mouth and groaning happily as I tasted the spaghetti sauce she was cooking. "That tastes excellent babe," I said honestly, as Bella nodded her head in response. "Oh… my mother called me today."
"What did she have to say? Has she bought Hayden his first Mercedes yet?" Bella asked as she strolled over to the pantry and pulled out a box of whole wheat spaghetti noodles.
"No, actually she was curious about Christmas. In the clusterfuck that was Hayden's birth, we never celebrated and her and my dad have a ton of gifts kicking around. Emmett mentioned it to me in passing last time we saw them too, so what do you think?"
"What do I think about what babe? Do I think we should get together and finally have Christmas even though it's the first week of February… sure," laughed Bella as I bent down and picked Hayden up out of his bouncer, moving slowly with him in my arms around the room as Bella and I continued talking.
"I doubt anyone still has a tree up, and since everyone is in New York, with the exception of your parents, so how about you invite them here? I can make dinner for all of us and we can even do it this weekend if you want," she suggested, her eyes betraying the excitement in her voice. She turned away and poured the noodles into her boiling water, as I noticed a slight stench that wasn't in the room earlier. "You're holding him, so you get to change him."
"Since when is that a rule of ours?" I laughed as I took another quick smell and sure enough, Hayden was the cause of the unpleasant smell.
"Since now," she said forcefully as I rolled my eyes. "I've changed him all day so go take care of it and when you get back, dinner will be almost ready." I nodded my head diligently and climbed up the stairs with the little shit machine, eager to change him and move onto dinner.
The rest of our night went by quickly, with me doing the dishes as Bella finalized plans with my mother for our pseudo Christmas party on the weekend. My parents were going to come into town for the entire weekend and stay with Rosalie and Emmett, who had a bigger place than Jasper and Alice. It was a running joke in the family that Jazz and Alice liked to live like starving artists even though they had more than enough money between the two of them to afford something a little nicer than where they currently lived. In my recent conversations with Jasper, I knew he had been saving up for an engagement ring for Alice, unwilling to dip into his trust fund for it because he was starting to loathe the money that was there. I chalked that up to him spending too much time with Bella in the past few weeks and really learning the value of a dollar. I also thought he was an idiot.
When we finally crawled into bed that night, I let out a long sigh of relief. As I rolled over, wrapping my arm firmly around Bella's waist, I was disappointed to discover that she was already out like a light. With a slight groan of frustration I made sure the baby monitor was on, and then fell into an uneasy sleep until just after midnight when Hayden woke up for his first feeding. I let Bella rest and grabbed Hayden from his bed, taking him downstairs to warm up his bottle and feed him. I knew I would be dead on my feet in the morning, but every second I spent with Hayden and helped Bella was worth it, in my opinion.
When Saturday rolled around, I was on baby duty while Bella buzzed around the kitchen like a shiz-tzu on a case on Red Bull. She was swamped, but every time I offered to help her, she insisted that she had it handled. So instead, I went to sit in the living room, holding Hayden in my arms as we watched a hockey game on TV. I wanted to teach him the finer points of the game, in an effort to have some father son bonding time, but to be honest I didn't know the game that well myself. I yelled at the screen when the Bruins fans seemed angry, but that was the extent of it. Hayden just looked happy to be with me, so I didn't worry about.
It was just before three in the afternoon when my family started filing in. Jasper and Alice arrived first and even before Alice got her coat off, she was all over me to get to Hayden. She started spouting a bunch of random baby talk as Jasper helped her take her coat off and hung it on our coat rack by the door. "She hasn't stopped talking about seeing him since we got in the car," laughed Jasper as Jasper ushered me into the den. Alice began walking around with Hayden, soothing him to sleep as we walked by.
"So, I'm going to do it," stated Jasper as he shut the door behind us once we had walked into the den.
"Do what? Could you be more cryptic man?"
"I'm going to ask Alice to marry me. She's only been hinting about it since she found out that you and Bella eloped in Vegas. When she's not talking about babies lately, she's talking about weddings. It's like her biological clock is a ticking time bomb man," said Jasper, his voice cracking because he sounded a bit frazzled.
"Well, good luck man. You've got your hands full with my little sister," I stated genuinely as he nodded his head in agreement.
"I know, I do, and I couldn't be happier honestly. I'm going to ask her next weekend, since its Valentines and everything. I know, a bit cheesy and overdone, but I was going to ask her on Christmas morning, but we all know some stuff got in the way there," he added as I rolled my eyes at him quickly. "Regardless man, I just want you to be forewarned because I am certain once she says yes; Hurricane Alice will be coming for your wife and asking her to be in the wedding."
"Thanks for the heads up, and honestly man, it's about time you guys make it official," I said as I gave him a quick hug and then Emmett came bounding in the room unannounced.
"Ohh, I'm sorry I interrupted such a special moment between you boys. Were you guys about to kiss, because if so, I'll come back later," laughed Emmett as Jasper smacked him upside the back of the head and I punched him the shoulder. Just as we were both about to call him out for being a complete asshole, our mother rounded the corner with a wide smile on her face.
"We're going to do the gifts while Hayden is still awake so that we can take photos, so let's go boys," she said sternly, which belied the grin that was awash on her face. She held the door open and ushered us out, apparently very eager to open the presents that were due to us months ago. When we walked into the living room, I was shocked to see the sheer amount of presents that were sitting on the table. I was even more shocked to see my mother, in her couture clothes, sitting on the floor. Bella handed Hayden to Esme and then she sat on the couch beside them. The entire scene was a little surreal. Opening Christmas presents in early February with my fancy ass family and no Christmas tree. It's amazing how much things had changed over the past few years.
My father volunteered to hand out the presents, and I was relieved there wasn't that many to go around, even though it looked like there were dozens. It was mainly clothes, gift certificates and things that each of us wanted for the house. Hayden got the brunt of the gifts, which was no surprise. As we opened the clothes and infant toys that they had given us, I couldn't help but daydream as Bella opened up some sleepers, about a few years from now when Hayden was bigger and knew exactly what was going on and who Santa was.
Would he be the only grandchild then? Will Bella and I have another, or maybe my brother or sister will have a child by then? Suddenly, I was envisioning my father with a little grey in his hair, handing out the gifts again, but with a huge Christmas tree by his side. Hayden would open his gifts almost as quickly as they were handed to him and everyone else would be watching in awe.
"Edward," I heard my name called as I pulled myself from my daydream and looked towards my wife who had been calling my name. "Did you dip into the egg nog?" Bella joked as I shook my head slowly.
"Thankfully, no. I still have no idea where Em found a store that carried nog this far away from the holiday season," I admitted honestly as Emmett scoffed behind me while playing with the football phone he got from the subscription to Sports Illustrated that Jasper and Alice had given him.
"It was in our fridge dude. I didn't see any at the store," he admitted as Jasper suddenly pushed his glass of nog away along the coffee table, no longer thirsty. Everyone looked at it with disgust when Emmett admitted that he had not checked the expiration date. Alice quickly jumped up from her seat and confirmed that sure enough, it had expired a month prior.
After we had finished opening the gifts, Hayden had fallen asleep in Rosalie's arms, so she brought him upstairs with Bella trailing behind carrying a medium sized gift box that looked unopened. My curiosity got the better of me and a few minutes after they took Hayden up to his crib, I followed.
"Listen, Rosalie, I don't need you getting involved," I overheard Bella say as my mind began racing as to what could possibly be wrong. Then again, maybe nothing was wrong at all and I was overreacting.
"Bella, your doctor gave you the all okay to have sex again and you aren't. It can't be because you don't want to, because lord knows, you and Edward never had an issue with your sex life before Hayden came along," Rosalie stated as I ran my fingers along the back of my neck. There was something wrong with our sex life?
"It's not that I don't want to have sex, Rosalie," stated Bella firmly as I heard the rustling of paper before Bella spoke again. "I don't think you giving me lingerie is going to help matters. By the time the end of the day rolls around, Edward and I are too damned tired to even think about having sex yet alone do it."
What the hell? I could have been having sex? I would definitely forgo some sleep for sex.
"Tell him Bella. I'm sure you and Edward can manage to find some time to yourselves. Hayden naps twice a day… there's two quickies right there," laughed Rosalie as I nodded my head eagerly.
"He used to just rub up against me in the middle of the night and we'd go at it like fucking rabbits," I heard Bella admit as I clearly remembered some of our more memorable late night romps. "Now I wonder if he even knows I'm in the same bed as him at night."
As the girls continued talking about our lack of a sex life, and what Bella clearly perceived to be my lack of interest in her, I pressed my hand firm against the wall. How the hell could she think I didn't want her? I had wanted nothing else since the day I first met her and it was certainly no different now that Hayden was here. Apparently my decision to let her sleep and give her some space at night to recharge her batteries was a bad idea.
"Are you guys coming to eat or what?" Emmett shouted out from the main floor, as I ran into the bathroom to hide myself before Bella found out I was eavesdropping. I shut the door firmly behind me and began formulating ways for Bella and I to have some alone time together in the very near future.
BPOV
Christmas was fun and it was great to spend time with the entire family, who doted on Hayden more than ever. The only disconcerting part of the entire night had been when Rosalie had cornered me to discuss the sex life, or lack thereof, between Edward and I. It had been early November when we had anything even close to sex and even though it was frustrating me, I didn't want to bother Edward with it. We both had long days and tiresome nights, even though I thought about sex, I didn't want to pressure him. I had my bouts of being self conscious about my body after Hayden was born as well and I wasn't really eager to get naked with Edward right away. He still looked as gorgeous as the day I met him, but I felt vastly different and less attractive.
Rosalie of course, thought the last thing I should be doing was not expressing my concerns to Edward and showed up at Christmas with a box filled with lingerie and sex toys. I took her aside upstairs to let her know that I wasn't really impressed that she was bringing it up during a family event, but she didn't seem too bothered. She was more concerned with the fact that Edward and I weren't doing it.
What surprised me even more was when she showed up at our house the following Friday night with Emmett in tow. She had a garment bag slung over her arm and the two of them bounded into the house like they owned the place. "Bella, what the hell are you wearing?" she asked as I glanced down at my clothes. Sure, I was wearing an old NYU shirt of Edward's which had some spit up on the shoulder, and a pair of oversized sweat pants, but I didn't care. I definitely went for comfort over style these days.
"Come on Rosalie, this is fucking couture," I mocked as Emmett immediately began looking around the house for Hayden and found him perched in his bouncer in the kitchen. I was about to sort through the fridge to find something to make for dinner when they had shown up unannounced.
"I've got the little linebacker, so you girls go get pretty," he said as he picked Hayden up and walked into the living room, grabbing his binkie from the counter and shoving it into Hayden's mouth to quell the crying that was about to start. "Let's go watch chicks jump up and down on trampolines. Your dad says you're a boob man."
Hayden let out a small gurgle of approval and got comfortable in Emmett's arms as they sat on the couch. I looked back towards Rosalie, but she just tugged on my arm and pulled me upstairs, forcing me into a shower as she sat on the counter and began talking. Thank god for frosted glass shower doors.
"So, Em and I are on baby duty tonight. We're even sleeping over," announced Rose as I dropped the bottle of shampoo on the tile floor in surprise. "Don't worry. We know where you keep the emergency numbers and that H isn't supposed to eat peanuts or do any sort of heavy lifting. Edward said there was milk already pumped in the fridge so we are good to go."
"What the hell is going on? I feel like I am in some alternate universe," I said honestly as I did my best to focus on the fact that I was having a shower without having to worry about my son sitting in his bouncer in the bathroom. Although he usually just fell asleep, the sounds of the water making him tired. "Did Edward do this?"
"You could say that," said Rosalie as she let out a small laugh and I pushed open the door slightly to look at her. The shampoo was starting to drip into my eyes, but I was even more curious now than ever. "Just enjoy the night okay. I have a dress already picked out for you. I know you have a perfect set of shoes and a purse already, so we're good. Edward said he packed an overnight bag for you, so I'm not worried about anything."
"I wish I could say the same thing."
I finished my shower in record time and suffered through Rosalie drying, tugging and pulling it up into a sleek ponytail, which seemed to take forever. She let me have five minutes of privacy as I did my makeup and when she came back to join me, she was clutching a very adorable pink dress in her hands. It had thick black straps that criss-crossed under my breasts and the moment I looked at it, I knew it would highlight my newly ample bosom very nicely.
"Don't tell me I made a good choice on the dress. It's an Alice Cullen original, I'm just delivering it to you," she said happily as I walked towards her, my robe tied tightly around my waist as I felt the soft silk of the dress in my hands.
"It's beautiful," I said honestly as she nodded her head at me. When we walked back into the room, I noticed the box that Rosalie had given me last week sitting on the bed. "I bet you think I'm going to wear that don't you?"
"I know you are. I hide all your other under things while you were in the bathroom," she chuckled as I looked over to my dresser and saw that ALL my drawers were gone. I let out a small laugh but I couldn't help but feel like one of the Who's who had their Christmas stolen by the Grinch. I pushed Rosalie out of the room and listened to her feet as she ran downstairs to join Emmett. I pulled on the lingerie and then slipped the dress on before sliding my feet into the heels she had left out. When I looked in the mirror, I honestly felt like a million bucks and it reminded me of Paris, when Edward had pampered me to no end.
When I finally left the bedroom and headed downstairs to find my son, I came face to face with my husband instead. He was impeccably dressed in a beautiful black suit, with a matching tie. "Fuck, you look gorgeous," Edward muttered, looking a bit starstruck. He offered out his hand, and I took it graciously as he helped me the rest of the way down the stairs. We turned the corner and there was Rosalie feeding Hayden his bottle as Emmett flipped through the channels looking for some sort of sporting event.
"You guys know the deal right?" said Edward as he looked at his brother, as though he had to remind him of the rules.
"Yes. No hookers, no drinking and no drugs. As for me and Rosalie, anything is game once the kid falls asleep," he laughed as Edward and I both groaned before rolling our eyes. "See, you are so perfect for each other, you both think I'm crazy."
"Dude, most of Manhattan thinks you are crazy. Bella can't go more than three hours without knowing how Hayden is doing, so expect a call around ten," said Edward as I smacked him on the shoulder. The downfall was that he was right. I was having a hard time being separated from him for any length of time, so I knew going back to work was going to be rough when the time came around.
Edward took me to dinner at the same Italian restaurant we had ate at when we had gotten back together in our freshman year of college. Not much had changed, although his parents were no longer investors in the place anymore. We enjoyed our dinner and chatted happily, though I quickly realized that most of our conversation centered on Hayden. He barely did anything these days, but each new thing was exciting for us regardless.
"So, I got you something. Consider it a late Christmas gift," Edward stated as he pushed a tiny box along the table as we waited for our dessert of Turtle Cheesecake to arrive.
"You already got me more than enough Edward," I said nervously as my fingers ran along the ribbon and bow holding the box closed.
"Just open it. I promise it's nothing too fancy," he explained while I nodded my head and pulled the ribbon, opening the box tentatively. Of course, as if on cue, I began to cry as I pulled out the tiny 'H' shaped charm that was for my bracelet. "Do you like it?"
"I love it," I said genuinely as I wiped the tears from my cheek and extended my wrist to him. "Can you put it on?" I rarely went anywhere without my charm bracelet on and more often than not, I found myself aimlessly fingering it throughout the day, as though it was a source of calm for me. Once the charm was on, Edward kissed my hand sweetly and then our dessert was delivered, effectively halting our special moment for the time being.
After dinner, Edward drove us to the Roosevelt Hotel and when he valet parked the car, I couldn't help but grow nervous. Edward had already checked in earlier in the day, admitting to me that he took the afternoon off of work so that he could plan all of this for me. As we stood in the elevator, I was overwhelmed with reminders of Vienna. God, how I loved Vienna.
When my hands removed themselves from Edwards's hair, I started trailing my hands down his shoulders to his chest, where I began to unbutton his shirt. My hands immediately started sliding up and down his taut chest as he continued to lavish attention on my breasts. When I tossed my head back slowly in pleasure, Edward reached his hand down between us and lifted my short skirt up slowly, finding me wet and eager for him before he began rubbing my clit tenderly. This time, I threw my entire body forward and grabbed onto the thick tree behind Edward for support, as I moaned his name quietly. Each sound from my mouth seemed to spur Edward on more and he slipped two fingers inside me and began pumping his fingers in slowly, making me shudder in pleasure.
I was completely ready for him and I could clearly tell that Edward wanted nothing more than to be inside of me, so when he slipped his fingers from my aching pussy and pulled back, I was disappointed. "What's wrong?" I questioned as Edward grabbed my face in his hands and kissed me sweetly. My nerves began to get the better of me and I began to worry that he didn't want me and that perhaps I had been misreading the signals he had been giving me. No, that was an impossibility. He wanted me… I knew he did.
"I can't fuck you with pants on Bella," he said with a small laugh as my sadness immediately disappeared from my face and I was overcome with hunger. Edward swiftly unbuckled his belt and unzipped his pants before he lifted his body from the ground for a moment. He shimmied his pants and boxers down till his cock sprung free between us and my eyes lit up with desire as I gaped at his hard shaft. I stifled a laugh as Edward fumbled with a condom before covering his cock and I found myself wishing he had one several times during the past few weeks. He looked at me with a curious expression, as though he was waiting for my approval, but I didn't say anything.
Instead, I slid my body closer to Edwards' and propped myself up a bit, so that I could position myself over his aching cock. I felt overwhelmed as I slowly lowered myself onto his and I threw my head back in ecstasy. I heard Edward's head hit the back of the tree as he let out a low groan. I leaned forward and as our foreheads met and we gazed at each other lovingly, I began to slowly force myself up and down on his thick length.
"You seem somewhere else hon. Do you want to call home?" asked Edward as I shook my head in the negative and we stepped out and began walking down the hallway.
"I was in Vienna," I admitted as we stopped in front of our room and Edward fumbled with the key, cursing the stupid electronic key card. "I was just remembering our first time together."
"Fuck, I loved Vienna," Edward said with a grunt as he finally opened the door, pushing it with his hip slightly as he then held the door open for me to walk in. I let out a small gasp, although I shouldn't have been surprised at the opulence of the room. There were rose petals covering the bed and the candles lit around the room. "I love you more than Vienna though."
"I love you too baby," I said sweetly as I turned around and wrapped my arms around Edward's neck, kissing his lips lightly as I felt his hands trail across my back and up to my shoulders. "I'm going to go freshen up in the bathroom. Why don't you call home and make sure Emmett hasn't burned down the kitchen or gotten Hayden a tattoo?" I felt Edward nod his head slowly against my lips before I took a step back and went into the huge bathroom.
I rested my hands against the counter and took a deep breath, because I was standing there trying to convince myself to go back into the room to have sex with my husband, which was fucked up. I was on the verge of giving myself a pep talk when I remembered how much I wanted him. How much I wanted this. I unzipped my dress and hung it on the back of the door and looked at myself in the mirror. I had to admit, for a woman who just had a baby two months earlier, I looked alright. Sure, I had walked for hours on the treadmill some days and we were eating healthier at home, but it was paying off. I quickly brushed my teeth with my own toothbrush that Edward had brought from home and put on a little perfume, deciding to bite the bullet, so to speak.
As I walked out of the bathroom, Edward had his back to me and was resting his cell phone on the table. He pulled his suit jacket off and went over to hang it up in the small closet, not yet noticing the fact that I was in the room and almost dressed scantily.
"Holy shit," he said loudly as he turned around and finally noticed me. "You look... just… fuck."
"I'll take that as a compliment," I said huskily as I strode towards him and tugged on his loosened tie, pulling his face down slightly so that I could kiss him passionately. I had no idea where this confidence was coming from, but I hoped to hell it stayed for a while.
"God yes it was a compliment. You look good enough to eat." Edward took a step back from me and began to pull his tie off as his eyes roamed my body greedily. I would definitely need to thank Rosalie for this push in the right direction. I felt slightly out of place in the black corset and garter number that she had bought me for Christmas, but the look on Edward's face right now was definitely worth it. "If I had known that was under your dress all night, we never would have made it out of the car without me mauling you."
"Well now you tell me," I said with a mock pout as Edward closed the distance between us, his hands grabbing my ass firmly as he pulled me against his straining erection.
"By the way, don't ever think that I don't want you. I'll want you until the day I die Bella," he admitted seriously as he lifted my chin up and gazed directly into my eyes. "Only you Bella." Those words literally melted me, as I reached up and my hand grazed Edward's shoulder, where his tattoo bearing those words laid and his hand moved along my hip, mimicking my actions. I suddenly felt the overwhelming urge to force him onto the bed and have my way with him, but from the look in his eyes, I knew that wasn't going to happen.
It seemed like ages before we actually reached the bed but as we moved, my hands fumbled to undress him. Between the buttons on his dress shirt, the buckle on his belt and the zipper on his pants, I came off like a teenager about to have sex for the first time. Hell, even our first time in Vienna wasn't this awkward. "Are you alright?" Edward asked as my knees hit the back of the bed and he stood before me, completely naked.
"Yeah," I choked out. "I'm just nervous for some reason."
"Bella just let me love you. You deserve nothing less than my absolute devotion," he said fiercely as he grabbed me by the waist and lifted me onto the bed. My heart beat was practically ringing in my ears as Edward undid each clasp on the garters and slowly removed them from me. His hands moved gently along my thighs, exciting me as he then leaned forward and began to kiss my chest reverently. Each stroke of his hands against my creamy skin felt like the burn from a fire, and I couldn't get enough. He wasn't even doing anything too sexual to me, but it was the fact that we were being intimate and exploring each other again that was driving me to the brink. When he finally pulled my panties down my legs and spread my thighs, his lips making contact with my heat. I was done for.
"Jesus Fuck, Jesus Fuck, Jesus Fuck," I cursed out a little too loudly as Edward looked up at me, his lips now nibbling at my clit, but his eyes focused on mine. "So fucking good… more… please," I begged him as he murmured lowly, causing me to groan in pleasure. His lips and fingers were everywhere and as I neared my release, my mind kept drifting back to other times where he had pleased me. In Europe, in California, in my bedroom back in Forks. Hell, we even did it once on Rosalie & Emmett's bed, shortly after they moved into their first apartment together. Each time was different, but each time was pure fucking ecstasy.
As I bucked my hips up slightly, Edward thrust two fingers into me and I was officially done for, coming undone around his fingers as he lapped up every single drop. "Jesus," I growled out as Edward began kissing his way down my thigh towards my toes, biting and nibbling every few seconds, making me grab the covers on the bed.
"Bella," I heard him mutter as I opened my eyes and saw Edward hovering above me. His lips descended onto mine and my finger nails began digging into his back as he lowered himself onto me, our chests pressed together as I felt his throbbing cock against my wet folds. "I need you."
"God, I need you so fucking much baby," I said forcefully as we separated and quickly repositioned ourselves in the center of the bed. Edward had me on my back, but as I motioned with my fingers for him to come closer to my face, I was quick to wrap my hand around his hard cock.
"Oh fuck Bella," he said firmly as he grabbed the head board with his strong hands. It had been my intention to just kiss him passionately, but when my eyes caught a vision of his cock, I had to have him. I slid my body lower on the bed and closer to his groin as I moved my hand slowly around his length before I slipped my tongue out and licked the head of him slowly. "Jesus Fuck."
I took my time lavishing attention on him, both with my hand and my mouth and felt empowered as I took him into my mouth, licking him furiously as I then dug my hands into his ass and plunged my mouth down on his length as far as I could go. I could hear his fist hitting the wall fiercely as I took him into my throat and I couldn't help but be glad that the wall led into the closet and not to another room where he may be waking up their inhabitants.
"Stop Bella… please," Edward choked out as I pulled back and he looked down at me, his eyes full of lust. "I need to be in you when I come. Please?" I simply nodded my head and in mere moments, Edward was back between my legs, repositioning himself at my wet folds. I reminded him that I was back on birth control and not taking any other meds, causing both of us to laugh slightly. As much as I was frustrated for how I got pregnant, I didn't regret one second of it. Hayden was the best thing to happen to me, just like his father.
We kissed for several more minutes and when I felt Edward's length against me, I couldn't help myself. I wrapped my legs around his waist, still in my high heels, and pulled him against me. He slipped in with a bit of resistance, but it didn't take long for us to find out groove. Edward pulled at the corset, sliding it down until my breasts were free and he began lavishing them with attention, massaging them and nibbling on my nipples as he thrust inside of me.
"So perfect," Edward said before he pulled one of my nipples into his mouth and I groaned loudly as he pushed deeper. I was nearing my release again when Edward pulled back and sat back on his haunches, his cock still buried inside of me. He gave me a sneaky grin before grabbing my ankles and lifting them onto his shoulders. He pulled out of me slowly, before fucking me hard, his dick now in a perfect position against my g-spot, which made me scream in pleasure.
We built up a good rhythm as my hands held onto the top of the headboard and he continued fucking me senseless. I had no regrets for the fact that we had started out awkward and had been distant with each other sexually until now. It was completely worth it because it brought me here, beneath the love of my life, screaming out his name as I came undone around his cock.
"I'm coming," shouted out Edward a moment later as he thrust inside me again and I let my legs slip off his shoulders, his warmth filling me and making me whole again. "God, I missed you so much. I missed us."
"We never went anywhere Edward," I said honestly as he pulled out and lay down on the bed beside me. I grabbed the blanket from the end of the bed and pulled it over us as I curled into his side. "We just had more important things to take care of."
"Speaking of the little dude, when I called home, Emmett insisted that everything was fine," stated Edward as I kissed his chin and rested my head on his chest.
"I trust them," I said genuinely as Edward's hand rested on my lower back and he pulled me closer to him. We lay together quietly, our breathing slowing as we fell into an easy sleep. It was honestly one of the best night's sleep I had had since Hayden was born, until Edward woke me up at three in the morning for a repeat; not that I was complaining.
When we finally got home the next morning, both of us eager to get back to our son, it was just after eleven and we found Emmett in the living room, looking like death. "Are those my clothes?" questioned Edward as we rested our bags by the couch and we both noticed that Emmett was dressed in Edward's favorite t-shirt and a pair of old track pants.
"As a matter of fact they are. At two in the morning after feeding and burping your son, he peed all over me. It was like an errant fire hose and no matter what I did, I couldn't make it stop," Emmett said, sounding extremely displeased. I had to let out a small giggle, because this had been one of Edward's greatest fears when changing Hayden, but he had yet to have a surprise like Emmett.
Rosalie came into the room a moment later, holding Hayden firmly in her arms. She was eager to hand him over to me and give up the babysitting duties for the night. "Hayden was awake almost all night, so we are going home now, to catch up on the sleep we never got. I'm not envious of you two anymore. He was just fed and changed. I honestly wouldn't be shocked if he fell asleep soon," she explained with a small smirk. Apparently the plan to dissuade Emmett from wanting kids in the very near future was working to her benefit.
"I love him, he's a great kid, but don't ask us to babysit overnight for you until he's like 10," stated Emmett as he grabbed his coat from the rack by the door and slipped it on before helping Rosalie with hers. "Don't call us, we'll call you," he added as he walked out of the house towards his car, as Edward and I broke out into laughter.
"Looks like Rosalie's plan worked a little too perfectly." I looked down at Hayden and noticed he was on the verge of falling asleep in my arms. "Why don't you go get comfortable in our room and I'll be in there as soon as Hayden is asleep."
"Really?" asked Edward, the excitement obvious in his voice.
"Yes really. We have some lost time to make up for."