He didn't know what was in his mind, what devil had possessed him
but he ended up saying it
"It's my brother."
and the armor he kept inside cracked a bit,
just a tiny bit
but it was cracked
"You have a brother?"
"Yeah."
"He looks like your mirror image!"
"We are twins, moron."
"Twins?"
"Fuck yeah."
"Where is he? He doesn't attend the same school as you?"
"I don't know where he is."
"What?"
and then it was a battle again
why did you tell him? / I want him to know,
why did you tell him? / I want someone to know
why did you tell him? / because I want to believe that someone does care
he doesn't, he was just a passerby / maybe he isn't
what makes you so sure about that? / I don't know
even Matthew needed a year to finally know you have a brother / That…
what makes him different? / He remembers
then what? / I…
you want to be pitied? / no!
you want him to say "I'm sorry."? / no!
you want him to think 'he is a really poor guy. He has an abusive father, his brother is somewhere away, his mother doesn't want him'? / no…
then why? / I just want to let it all out
for what? / I'm tired of keeping them inside
that won't work, you know / I know, but…
even though you're tired, you don't have the right / I know
you don't have the right to stop / I know
you can rest for a while if you want to / I know
but you can't, I repeat, can't let anyone inside
don't let anyone inside
once they see, they'll leave
they'll snort at you, look at you like you're some kind of evil (which you are)
evil disgusting filthy you deserve no one
you're safe if you're alone /
I know
"You don't know where he is? Why is that?"
"Stop asking, bastard. It's none of your business."
And he left the emergency stairs
you made a crack
just a tiny crack, but it can't be fixed
don't make anymore crack
or you'll crumble to dust
to nothing.
I'm not sure if there will be any Feliciano's part anymore, since now I'm focused on Romano and Antonio. Maybe he will, but maybe just 1 or 2