Brittany POV

I'm so not in the mood to do this right now. Elijah has called me up and told me to come over to his house, which is what I'm doing right now. Because I already know how this is going to be once I get there, he is going to bitch about Santana (probably the whole damn time). Lately, he can't have a normal conversation with me, he's always talking trash about Santana and I hate it.

Sorry for my language, but I really can't take it anymore. I have had it with him. He needs to back off, and stop bad-mouthing Santana. I mean come on, I love San, and so he really shouldn't be belittling Santana to me. Okay maybe, I'm overreacting because he doesn't know about our history, but he does know that Santana used to be my best friend. So it's still really inappropriate of him to say those things about her to me.

Great, I have finally arrived. Now Elijah can start his rant about how Santana humiliated him in front of the whole school today. I don't even know why I still haven't stopped dating him, because this arrangement is obviously not going to get Santana back. She is the only thing I want and need right now.

"Ah Brittany, I was getting worried that you weren't going to show up. Come in, I need to show you some stuff."

I roll my eyes and respond, "Yeah well, I wouldn't want to miss this."

He ignores my sarcastic reply, and we head straight to his bedroom. Once we get there he starts pacing around and ruffling in his nightstand like some kind of freak on steroids. I wonder, "Elijah, what's going on? What are you looking for?"

"Just wait a little bit longer, I will show you in a few seconds. I just need to find it."

It seems as if he has finally found what he was looking for because he's holding a big brown envelope, which could contain lots of things. I just hope that it isn't going to be something weird, like a promise ring. Even though that wouldn't really surprise me, since he has been pushing me a lot into becoming his girlfriend lately, it would still freak me out a bit.

Okay, that's weird; Elijah is locking his bedroom door. He never does that! I demand, "Elijah what's going on, why are you locking the door?"

"Because I don't want you to run out when I tell you something about your precious little ex-BFF"

What the hell is he talking about?! He's freaking me out! At least he isn't that strong, so he can't really physically hurt me, or can he? I mutter, "Elijah, you're really scaring me."

"You don't need to be scared; you just need to listen to me. Okay?"

I just nod and motion for him to continue. I guess, I'm just too agitated and anxious right now to say anything. Elijah is acting so strange right now, it's truly creeping me out.

"Okay, here it goes. Brittany I love you, and I think you could find a way to love me back. But there is just one problem that's preventing you from being mine and mine only. And do you know what that is?"

I shake my head slowly and he continues, "Well, you keep holding on to the past. We have been dating for almost four months, and the more I get to know you, the more I realize that you're still not over your ex."

I quickly begin shaking my head, because I don't want him to talk about my ex, before he figures something out. I just hope with all my heart that he doesn't know about Santana and me, because San should come out when she's ready. Nobody needs to know that she's gay, before she's ready for people to know, it should be her decision. Maybe I didn't realize this in the past, but I sure as hell realize this now. It's her decision and nobody else's.

"And since I only want the best for you, I decided to get to the bottom of this. I needed to find out who your previous girlfriend or boyfriend was, that way we can both start talking about our relationship and why our relation is going to last. We could discuss why your previous relationship didn't work out, and what I can do differently from your ex. I want to love you, the way you deserve to be loved. And I hate to do this, but since I got shot down again today when I was trying to make you my girlfriend in front of the whole fucking school, I see no other way but to do this. I know who your ex is; as a matter of fact she's the one who humiliated me today. Seriously, how the hell were you able to love someone who's so freaking coldhearted?!"

"No, you're wrong Elijah. Seriously, you're way out of line. Keep Santana out of this, because she's isn't my ex. She isn't even gay for crying out loud!"

He huffs, "Do you even believe that yourself?"

"Well, what's that supposed to mean?!"

"It means that I know that she's a lesbian, I have got proof."

He can't have proof! Shit! Fuck! Please let this be a lie, because otherwise this could ruin Santana's life. She doesn't deserve something like that! I yell, "You're lying!"

"Am I?"

Before I can even respond, he hands me the envelope. Inside there is a picture and a DVD. I pull the picture out first, and when I look at it, my whole world comes crashing down. All I can see is the girl of my dreams, my soul mate, my forever, kissing another girl. A girl! Which means, that isn't one of those fake and meaningless kisses to hide her sexuality, it's a real kiss.

This can't be happening! This is not supposed to happen! San and I were supposed to stay together forever, she shouldn't be with Rachel fucking Berry. It's impossible! It can't be, has she forgotten me already?! Am I being replaced?!

A loud sob escapes my lips and tears start rolling over my cheeks. I feel like somebody has just punched me in the gut, only a thousand times worse than that. Shit, I don't even understand what's happening! Why does Elijah have that picture? What is he going to do with it? Has San forgotten about me already and about what we had? Did she really mean it when she said that she wasn't in love with me anymore? Is she in love with Rachel?

I look up when I hear Santana's voice blasting through Elijah's laptop. On the computer screen I see Santana and Rachel cuddled together. Watching the scene in front of me is breaking my heart, and I can't do anything to stop it. So when I hear the word 'girlfriends' come out of her mouth, I feel a pain shoot through my chest.

"I'm sorry Britt, that you had to find out this way, but I needed you to start moving on as well. Because, well, as you can see, Santana already has."

"You're a liar, this can't be true, Santana would never move on without me! I love her. I fucking love her! I could never love anybody else as much as I love her! This can't be happening right now!"

I start screaming, while loud cries keep on escaping my lips and I start throwing random stuff. I don't even know what I'm doing right now. But I need this pain to go away. It just has to stop. Please, let this be a nightmare. Please.

Elijah looks worried and tries to calm me down. He pleads; "Brittany! Brittany! Britt! Please, just stop, you're overreacting!"

The nerve that this idiot has, who is he to tell me that I'm overreacting?! I am not overreacting dammit! I have lost the one person that has always been there for me, the one person who loved me for me. Santana is the only person who didn't want to me for my looks, she was in for the whole damn package. I'm never ever going to find someone like that again. The connection that we shared was way beyond the physical. What we had was so incredibly special! How the hell am I going to get that back?! Shit!

"Fuck, stop throwing things Brittany! What the hell did you expect? That she would stay single for the rest of her life? Because if that's the case then you must be really stupid, since everybody at school knows what kind of a slut Santana Lopez truly is. "

Before I can even grasp what I am doing, I have slapped Elijah across the face. In fact I have hit him hard, extremely hard. As in, that's going to leave a mark. Shit, I should not have done that, violence is never the answer and I should have known that. I quickly apologize, "Elijah, I didn't mean to do that, I'm so incredibly sorry."

He turns to me so that he can look me straight in the eye, and I can practically see steam coming out of his ears. Trust me; he is looking more than just pissed right now. He rages, "Well, you will be sorry. Trust me you're going to pay for that. Only it's not you that I'm going to hurt, because believe it or not, I do love you. So I'm not going to cause you any pain, it's you're slutty ex-girlfriend who will pay for what you just did. That will teach you a lesson!"

"Leave Santana out of this!"

"I can't, you have left me no choice. Plus, I have wanted to do this since I got that footage of Rachel and Santana together. It's time to let the whole school know, that our HBIC is nothing but a scared little dyke."

The moment I hear what he is going to do, I feel like I can't breathe anymore. Like somebody has sucked all of the air and the life out of me. I want this fucking pain to go away, I can't take it anymore. First, I find out that I have lost the love of my life, and then that stupid moron tells me that he's going to out her to the whole school. I can't fucking take that, I just can't. Help.

Elijah POV

This is getting way out of hand! This was not supposed to happen at all! When I showed Brittany the picture and DVD, on which Rachel and Santana were getting pretty cozy, she should have been able to move on with me. I did it so she could start letting go of the past and live for now, I did not expect her to faint. Seriously, I have got no idea what I need to do right now, I have never seen somebody pass out. Especially not in the middle of my own bedroom. Fuck!

I wail, "Come on Britt, Britt, Brittany. Please, wake up. Please."

Finally I notice another sign of life and she starts to regain consciousness. I release a breath of relief that I don't even know I was holding.

Brittany looks around confused and stammers, "Where am I? What the hell happened?"

Then she finally takes notice of me, and I see that she remembers exactly what has occurred only a few minutes ago. So when I try to get closer to Brittany, she crawls towards a corner in my room. She wraps her hands around her knees, and starts sobbing uncontrollably.

Honestly, it kills me to know that I'm the one who's the cause of this. I'm the one who broke her, but I only did this because I love her. In time Brittany will see that, and maybe she will even understand it. This is for her own good, she needs to know that Santana has moved on, so that she can start letting go as well. Now that I'm thinking about this, maybe I should have found a different way to bring the news to her.

Unfortunately, I have already caused some damage that's beyond repair. Let's hope that it takes a while until Brittany finds out about that. Because I don't believe that she will be able to handle that any time soon. Shit, what have I done?!

A/N: I already wrote the next few chapters and they'll be pretty intense… Also a big thank you to awesome1, I absolutely love your reviews. Indianara and Laurenknight13 thank you for reviewing every time; it has come to the point that I won't post a new chapter till you guys both have reviewed. It has become some sort of ritual I guess, and it's my way of showing that your reviews mean a lot to me. Also AngieMG, thanks for the review and you're right, Elijah is a big douche.