This is basically Alice's thoughts before she finally meets Jasper and how she feels about her visions of him and the loneliness of the life that she lives in. I hope you enjoy it.

Song: Everytime by Britney Spears

Since the day I opened my eyes I saw your face, I don't know who you are, but I want to know. I don't know how and I don't know why, but I feel as if you are the answer to my visions.

Come notice me

And take my hand

So why are we

Strangers when

Our love is strong

Why carry on without me?

I don't know my past and I don't know my future, but you appear to be apart of it. I feel as if I need this strange man who comes before me when the world goes blank. I have no one, and I feel that I never will, but you face gives me hope for happiness.

And everytime I try to fly

I fall without my wings

I feel so small

I guess I need you baby

I don't understand these feelings that burn up inside me whenever I see your face, what is the answer to my life. I have no purpose in life at this point and fear I never will. I see only strange images, of us, of a family who are like us, not human.

And everytime I see you in my dreams

I see your face, it's haunting me

I guess I need you baby

You and I are the same, something different, something more, something I don't have an answer for or a reason. I wish I did and I wish I knew who you were and where you are to ask you. I see your face everyday, not knowing who you are or how you and I are connected makes me insane. I wish nothing more than to just meet you, and my dead heart aches for your company, and maybe your compassion.

I make believe

That you are here

It's the only way

I see clear

What have I done

You seem to move on easy

I see a life with you that seems unreal, I see a life with you full of happiness and an emotion that is so unfamiliar that it hurts to see and not know what it is. You feature heavily in my future, a lot like this family which I have seen us meet and learn to grow attached to them. I am intrigued by the marks on your face, but I am hurt to see you suffer through the pain of having them inflicted.

And everytime I try to fly

I fall without my wings

I feel so small

I guess I need you baby

Some how and I don't understand why, but it seems as though I need you to carry on in this life that has no affect on me. The time lines change and yet I do not, I walk alone day and night, seeing people through my eyes that see you when I don't see anything else. Everything seems so difficult and confusing, I walk the planet with a hole in my heart. My soul has an emptiness that hurts with a burning pain that fills my body.

And everytime I see you in my dreams

I see your face, you're haunting me

I guess I need you baby

I feel haunted by the fear of never finding you, when a future has been set for us both, and the thought of never having that future with you scares me more than anything in this world.

I may have made it rain

Please forgive me

My weakness caused you pain

And this song is my sorry

I can almost feel how lonely you are in my visions, I can see you are in pain, and my time is wasted looking in the wrong places for you. I get frustrated easily by how quickly you change your mind, changing your path that leads to me. But I soon forgive you and hate myself for feeling frustrated by your ways as you do not know that you should be meeting me and entering my life.

Ohhhh

Each day passes so quickly as I fall further and further out of your reach, the ache in my heart spreads to every inch of my body when I am filled with the disappointment of missing you or taking a wrong turn. I feel as if there is something terribly wrong with me as I am avoided by every passing person who walks by me. I feel abandoned in this world, having no one to hold onto and having no past to look back on. I search for you in hope that you can bring me something worth having and something worth living for. I search for you as I search for a future, I can no longer search for a past that I have lost for unknown reasoning.

At night I pray

That soon your face

Will fade away

And everytime I try to fly

I fall without my wings

I feel so small

I guess I need you baby

Loneliness has filled my life with a darkness, everything around me does not seem real, but my visions of you seems something so much more. I search for you day and night because of this feeling inside of me.

And everytime I see you in my dreams

I see your face, you're haunting me

I guess I need you baby

I search for you because I love you.