A/N ANOTHER PLOT POPPED UP IN MY HEAD AND I'M GOING TO CONTINUE THIS STORY. PLEASE READ AND REVIEW BECAUSE STILES IS STARTING TO FEEL HUNGRY.

TWO MONTHS LATER

As Stiles was walking through the woods when he came across a woman leaning against a tree. He walked up to her and stopped dead in his tracks when a scent hit his nose. She was bleeding on her leg and it looked like she was sleeping. His heart started to beat faster and faster and his eyes started to shift as the wolf inside him took over his body and there was nothing he could do.

Derek was jarred out of his sleep when he felt his mate's distress. He looked down at Stiles who was tossing and turning in his sleep. He was also covered in sweat. Derek reached over and started to shake him. "Stiles wake up, come on Stiles wake up for me. Stiles!" Derek yelled.

Stiles jumped up and pushed Derek away from him. "NO!" He yelled.

Derek was able to catch himself and land on his feet. He looked down at Stiles who was panting heavily and his eyes were no longer brown. He stepped closer to him. "Stiles?" Stiles glared at Derek and he stopped. "Stiles its okay is me, Derek."

Stiles continued to pant and a low growl escaped his mouth. Derek went over to him and took his face in his hands. "Stiles it's okay you were just having a nightmare. I'm here now and everything is going to be okay."

Stiles breath started to come out slower and his eyes returned their normal brown. Derek didn't move from his face. "What happened?"

Derek removed his hands. "I don't know I felt that you were in pain somehow and that whole me up. You were tossing and turning."

Stiles wiped his face with his hands. "Oh god it was horrible."

Derek sat back. "What was?"

Stiles sighed "I was walking through the woods and I came across this woman. She looked like she was sleep but her leg was bleeding badly. I couldn't control myself and I felt myself slowly shift away." He shook his head "The last thing I remember was charging at her but you woke me up."

Derek nodded "What's going on with you Stiles. For the past few day's you've been distant from me and everyone else."

"That's because every time I go near a human all I see is red and I want it." Stiles looked down "The last time I went to school I couldn't concentrate and all I could hear was blood rushing through veins and heart beats. I got up and walked out of the classroom. Derek I feel like I'm losing myself."

"It was like this for me to. I had to learn how to control myself when it came to humans. I'm not saying that it's easy but I'll be here with you the whole time to help you through it." Derek said wiping away a tear that fell from Stiles face.

"I'm scared Derek, what if I hurt someone...else." Stiles said looking back at Derek.

Derek looked down. "Are you referring to Kate?"

Stiles nodded "Ryder was right, ever since that first bite I can't stop thinking about it. I loved it Derek. I loved watching the light go out in her eyes. I loved the blood as it went down my throat and oh god Derek I wanted to do it again."

"Listen I'm not saying that it's going to be easy but you can do this." Derek got up and held out his hand. "Come on your burning up."

Stiles looked down at his chest then took Derek's hand and pulled himself up.

IN THE BATHROOM

Derek turned on the water and waited for it to warm up. Then he removed his boxers along with Stiles and they both got on the shower.

Stiles stood under the warm water and let it run down his face. He relaxed when he felt a pair of strong hands go around his waist and he leaned back against Derek's chest and sighed. "That dream, do you think that it will come true? Do you really think that I'm going to kill another person?"

Derek kissed him on the neck. "No because I'm here and I'm not going to let you hurt anyone and I'll never let anything hurt you."

"But what if I hurt you?" Stiles asked turning in Derek's arms and facing him.

"You won't hurt me Stiles, you won't hurt anyone." Derek kissed Stiles on the lips. "Just trust me okay."

Stiles nodded "Okay I trust you." He wrapped his arms around Derek's waist and held on as if Derek would disappear forever. "If I ever do kill someone, promise me that you will never leave me."

Derek sighed "Stiles you know I'll never leave you."

Stiles closed his eyes. "Just promise me Derek I just need to hear you say it, please."

Derek rubbed up and down Stiles back. "I promise you that I will never leave you Stiles, I promise."

THE NEXT DAY

Stiles wondered around the woods surrounding his home. He hasn't been sleeping much because every time he closed his eyes he saw himself killing someone and it really scared him. Suddenly he saw a pair of feet on the ground behind a tree and he stopped. He felt his heart beat quicken as he stepped closer to the body. Just as he was about to round the tree a hand was placed on his shoulder and he turned to see Derek. "Derek?"

Derek sighed "What are you doing out here?"

Stiles looked back at the tree but didn't see anything. He rubbed his face with his hands. "I think I'm losing my mind Derek. I keep seeing things that aren't there."

Derek held out his hand. "Come on lets go home."

BACK AT THE HOUSE

"What was it like for you when you were just learning how this worked?" Stiles asked.

Derek was sitting behind Stiles with his arms around his waist. "It was tough and to be honest I was a lot like you. I started having nightmares and I was seeing things. I really thought that those dreams were going to come true."

"Did you ever go as far as killing someone?" Stiles asked running his fingers up and down Derek's arm.

Derek shook his head. "No, but when I was about fifteen I came really close to it."

"What stopped you?" Stiles asked looking up at Derek.

"When I realized that I wasn't a killer. I was told that once you have that first bite out of a human you would lose all control of yourself."

Stiles looked back down. "So that is what's going to happen to me, right. Since I killed Kate will I lose control of myself because I honestly think that I am? I can't close my eyes without seeing myself hurt someone. I keep seeing bodies lying on the ground and it's really got me thinking that I really am going to hurt someone else and I don't want to do that."

"I know that you don't but-"

"Once it takes over me there is no stopping it." Stiles removed Derek's arms and sat up. "Peter was right I am a monster and so was Ryder."

Derek sat up "Don't listen to what they said Stiles. You're not a monster and you're defiantly not a killer."

Stiles looked back at Derek. "I already killed someone remember. So what does that make me if not a killer?"

Derek reached out and pulled Stiles back to him. "My mate and you always will be. I made you a promise and I intend to keep it. Peter was a monster Stiles and so was Kate. You're not a monster and you never will be." He kissed Stiles on the neck. "I love you Stiles."

"I love you too." And he really did but somewhere in the back of his head he knew that he was losing control of himself and in some way Derek wasn't going to save him from this.

"That's never going to happen Stiles. You are going to beat this and even if it kills me I'm going to save you." Derek said tighten his hold a little. "I'm going to save you."

A/N WELL I HOPE YOU'VE ENJOYED THIS CHAPTER AND WHERE THE STORY IS GOING. IT'S MIGHT BE STEREK FROM HERE ON OUT I'M NOT SURE BUT I HOPE YOU LIKE THIS NEW DIRECTION AND PLEASE LEAVE A REVIEW IF YOU HAVE ANY IDEAS AND IF YOU WANT ME TO CONTINUE.