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EPOV

I woke up the next morning to the blaring alarm. "Bella... what the fuck is that racket?"

"You're fucking alarm." She complained, smacking to off before settling back against me.

I groaned and buried my head under the pillow. "Why... why? We haven't used that thing in weeks. What the fuck is this? Gremlins?"

"I don't know it's your alarm. You'd know if you set it."

"That's your job." I grumbled. This shit was not on me. All her deal.

"I'm not your fucking timekeeper. It's my job to shut it off in the morning, that's it."

I waved my hand in that general direction, not moving to look. "Same fucking thing. Now come say good morning."

"Hmm.. how do I do that again?" She smirked, brushing her lips teasingly against mine.

I grinned against her, then cupped the back of her head. "Just like that, yeah." I whispered, before pressing my lips decisively to hers. "Morning, Baby."

"That's all? Just a peck. Psh.. you used to be waaaaaay better at this when we were going to school regularly." She noted, giving me a shit eating grin.

I rolled my eyes. "We were there, and not... lying basically for two days. Forgive me." I said, leaning in to kiss her again.

"Just this once I guess I can let it slide.." Her lips pressed against mine slowly, moving only the way hers could and just how I liked it.

I sighed against her, and pulled away slowly. "So now tell me; why the fuck was the alarm on?"

"No idea. Your parents must have turned it back on." She yawned, rolling onto her back and scratching her stomach. She kinda looked like a cat.

"Why, though? Why would anyone do this to us?"

She shook her head, because apparently she was sticking to not knowing who set the alarm. "Maybe... we're going back?"

I lifted my head to look at her. "We are?"

"Well.. someone set the alarm so we'd be up for it..."

I groaned into the pillow. "I don't wanna go."

"Why don't you go ask? And I'll..." She yawned, which didn't really help her argument. "I'll sleep more." Then she proceeded to roll over and clutch my pillow tightly to her chest.

I groaned and pulled her out of bed with me. "No way. You're up if I'm up."

She attempted desperately to wiggle out of my grasp and get back to bed. "No.. sleep. Bed... come back."

I smacked her ass and carried her into the bathroom. "Nice try, baby, but it's not happening."

"I hate you right now."

I laughed and put her down, reaching over to turn on the shower. "You love me, always."

"Yea... yea..."

"You do." I said, matter-of-factly. "I know you do."

"You hope I do." She replied, stepping into the shower then grabbing my hand to pull me in behind her.

I nodded and kissed her shoulder as I pushed her under the spray. "You know, if my mom set the alarm, she probably saw your boob."

"Edward she knows we have sex. She's heard us. Her seeing my boob is whatever at this point." She seemed completely apathetic compared to before. I thought it would have at least freaked her out.

I laughed, kissing her eyes. "Okay, then. We'll be walking around naked in no time."

"I wouldn't go that far... unless you have plans of us moving out anytime soon." She whispered, her lips landing on my neck as she began placing wet, open mouth kisses.

"Soon enough." I murmured, as her hands started roaming over my back.

"I love our shower time." She murmured, her lips still brushing against my skin and making me shiver.

"mhm... it's pretty cool."

She laughed breathily, moving down to my shoulder and then across my collar bone. "Cool huh?"

I put my head on top of hers because it had been so fucking long since we'd been up this early. "So we're going to... school?"

"I don't know. You should check with your parents when we're done."

"Do you even want to go?" I whispered. I wasn't going to fucking make her. Forget that shit.

"It... might be nice." She said, planting a kiss against my adam's apple. "It may be good for us now that we're rock solid."

I sighed. Okayyy. "Sure. If you're up for it. We can go."

"I'm okay with it. It may be good to actually go to school at some point during our senior year, don't you think?" She asked with a laugh. Pshhh, me and my girl had straight A's, anyway.

"Ehhh, why? Baby, we have that shit in the bag." I said, smacking her ass then turning around to bathe, since apparently we were doing shit today.

"Yeah I thought the only thing on the agenda was you fucking me stupid."

"That, is the only important subject." I told her, passing her the shampoo over my shoulder.

I heard her squirt a little into her hand, and then those very same hands were pushed into my hair. "Mhm."

I grinned. "Well thanks, Baby. You didn't have to do that."

"Yea I did..." She said, and I could almost hear the smirk in her voice. I was about to turn around and ask her what the hell she was talking about when I felt her hand drift down my chest and wrap around my cock.

Holy. Shit.

I groaned against her and my eyes snapped shut. "Holy shit."

Bella started tugging at me in firm, hard strokes as her lips moved against my neck again. "Can you cum for me?"

I planted my hand on the wall in front of me and started panting. "If you keep that up."

She started moving faster, and her thumb came up to rub over the head, making me whimper. "Edward I love you. I always have. Baby, I love your cum too." She panted.

"Fucking shit." I groaned as her hand moved faster along my shaft, until I was shooting cum at the shower wall, her name falling from my lips.

I heard her laugh behind me, then she wiped her hand on my stomach. I was still trying to catch my breath when I heard the shampoo bottle squeak again.

I turned around to rise off and looked at her. "What if you just put cum in your hair?"

"I didn't, I wiped it on you." She smirked, sticking her tongue out at me.

I leaned in and sucked her tongue into my mouth, and pulled her body flush to mine. Once I had a clear inspection of her mouth, and made sure everything was the way I'd left it, I pulled away and kissed the tip of her nose. "I love you."

"You have no idea what your kisses do to me, but I love you too." She moaned breathlessly.

I grinned against her skin and kissed both of her cheeks. "I think I have an idea."

"I'm not sure you do." She quipped, pushing me out of the way so she could rinse the shampoo out of her hair.

I grabbed the soap to start washing. "No? Then tell me about it."

"It's not exactly something I can tell you about without showing you."

I scoffed at her. "Okay, silly mcsillerson. Have you seen our boy, by chance?"

"We're in the shower. So no, captain oblivious I haven't." She said sarcastically.

I rolled my eyes. "I'm sorry. I haven't been up this early in days. It's fucking with my head."

She laughed and nodded, rolling her eyes at me. "I see that. Remind me not to let you cum til you know where exactly you are."

I poked her stomach. "Hey, don't pick on me or... I'll do some stuff that I'm too tired to think of right now."

"Uh huh, right." Bella rinsed off, and I watched entranced until she stepped out.

I shut off the water and followed her out. "Be nice to me. I love you and shit, and yeah... that counts for stuff." Was 6:30 always this early? And did my brain always hate it this much?

"I love you too but you're being a goofball right now." She told me, then wrapped her hair up in one of those turban things. "Next step would be getting a towel babe."

I shook my head, and ran a hand through my hair. "Help me, please. I don't know what the fuck is going on. It's too fucking early."

She shook her head, grinning at me while she grabbed a towel and started drying me off. "What would you do without me?"

I wrapped her in my arms and put my head on her shoulder. "Be lonely and horny."

"Yeah, probably. I doubt Jess would come by in the mornings and help you in the shower."

I shuddered. "We don't talk about her when I'm vulnerable, okay?"

"And you're vulnerable now... how?" She asked, looking adorable when she tilted her head to the side. So adorable, it was making me question why I'd ever gotten us out of bed.

I sighed, gesturing vaguely to my head. "I'm not awake yet, or coherent, so you'll be all 'let's move Stanley in next door and have a threesome' and I'll be all 'sure' cause I don't know what the fuck is going on. And now I'm all naked and shit, and that's just vulnerable in and of it self." I sighed, letting it all out then pouted. "Do we really have to go to school?"

She laughed, completely oblivious to my pain. "So you have thought about a threesome with Jess and me. Innnnneresting..." She smirked while I pouted. I didn't see funny-ness here. "And we don't know. You didn't see what the hell your parents wanted us up for so early so maybe its just for a family breakfast at dawn."

I sighed, shaking my head and going back into the bedroom. "What the hell is this? A spa? We don't have to wake up."

"We don't?" She was bent over, picking out a tee shirt and I was staring at her ass until I realized I was expected to respond.

"No." I said, trying to find whatever the fuck I was calling underwear these days. "That bed is like... well, it's awesome. Why should we ever have to leave it."

"I agree." She said, flopping on to the bed, and curling up like she was going to go back to sleep. "I'll wait here. Go tell your parents."

I pulled on some boxers, then clean jeans. "No way, home fry. I suffer, you suffer."

"No." She whined, burrowing deeper into the covers. "I washed your hair and got you off and dried you. Your turn to be productive this morning."

"I won't touch you all day if you don't come."

"A risk I'm willing to take for sleep."

I raised an eyebrow, looking down at her. "Really?"

"Mhm." She replied, her voice muffled beneath the covers. "Plus how will anyone know I'm yours in school if you aren't touching me in some form? Mike may try asking me out again."

I pushed down the jealousy, and reached for a shirt. "A risk you're gonna have to take, love. I gave you my terms."

"That's not a risk for me, but what are you going to do when he touches me in bio, since I still sit at his table."

"Punch him." I replied, leaning against the dresser and running a hand through my hair. That should be obvious.

"Yea, so what? So you can ruin your clean record, get suspended and leave him to his own devices while you're at home and I'm around him unprotected?" She muttered.

"That's all up to you, love. You come with me, and none of that has to happen. You're already half dressed."

"I'll take my chances." She said, flipped over so that she was wrapped even tighter in the blanket.

I sighed dramatically. "Alright. But don't come crying to me when you get Newtonitis. Or when you haven't been properly fucked in days."

"Who knows maybe Newton fucks better than he kisses."

"You'll be finding out." I called, putting on my shoes, and taking my sweet fucking time. No way--no fucking way-- was I letting Newton get that close to my girl. She knew it, too. "Maybe I can call Tanya. Yanno, if you're into fucking Newton, now."

"Yea maybe she can give you the clap for Christmas, and maybe I'll get fucked nonstop like I've been wishing for."

I scoffed, tossing my sweatshirt over my head. "Not properly. Newton and his shriveled dick? Baby, how could you even consider it?"

"You don't know that. Maybe it's bigger than yours." She retorted, as she sat up to look at me, smirking. "Maybe he believes in marathon sex."

I sighed, defeated, and grabbed my keys just in case. "Then so be it. I hope he loves you even a quarter as much as I do."

"Giving up that easily?" She shook her head and clicked her tongue at me. "I'm disappointed."

I shrugged, bending down to pet Smith, who'd crawled out from under the bed. "I want you to be happy, and if that's Newton, cool."

"Edward, I thought we were teasing each other." She crawled to the edge of the bed, and tugged me toward her. "I love you."

I wrapped my arms around her and pushed my face into her neck. "We were. I love you too."

"lock the door. I want to make out with you for a minute before your parents drag us wherever we're going." She said, grinning against my lips.

I pushed her down on the bed, and kissed over her neck. "Who says I unlocked it?"

Bella pulled me down on top of her, lifting her legs around me while I let myself get lost in the feel of her body against mine. "I'm making a new law; your lips can never leave my body... ever."

I chucked against her skin, and kissed down between her tits. "That will be awkward for like... marriage and shit."

She moaned, just the way I liked, and arched into me. "New plan. Your pants off. In me.." She panted, and I wrapped my lips around her puckered nipple. "I don't care about the wedding how do deaf people do it? Sign language? lets learn how to.. oh fuck that feels good.." She was breathless by the time I got to her belly button. "how to say our vows in sign language."

I laughed, moving lower and kissing over her wet pussy. "Geeze, baby, tons of ideas in there. Anything coherent?"

"Fuck me... please." She begged, arching her hips toward my face.

"Mmmm, I dunno." I whispered, kissing my way back up to her mouth, and hovering above her. "You might have to tell me some stuff first."

"Like.. what?" She breathed, her lips swollen from our kisses and her eyes filled with love and lust.

"That you love me." Kiss. "That you need me." Kiss. "And that you know that no one will ever love you like I do." Kiss.

"I know all this. Just like you know that I love you." Kiss. "That I need you." Kiss. "And that no one will ever love you like I do." Kiss. "And that I was meant to be your wifey some day."

I grinned down at her, and kissed her again because the previous million times weren't enough. "Do you think it'd be completely bum-fuck of us to get married the millisecond you turn 18?"

She shook her head adamantly, beaming. "Not as long as we don't do it in a drive through chapel and it's in a state that borders the Pacific."

I nodded, going back in for her. "Okay. Let's do that then."

"Kay." She whispered, kissing me.

"So, round one?" I asked, going for the zipper on my jeans.

She brushed my hands away, pulling down the zipper herself before she started to palm my cock. "Mhm. I need to make sure you feel the same as last night."

I grinned against her lips. "Good point."

Bella laughed a little against me before I went in for it. I grabbed my hard on and ran the tip up her slit and watched as she arched into me. I fucking loved Bella under me. Bella... Bella under me was almost as good as Bella over me.

Almost.

Either way, she was mine.

I pushed into her roughly, giving her time to adjust. Her yelp was swallowed by my shoulder, as she pushed her face into it and I kissed the side of her face. Just being in her was a fucking privilege.

She tapped her knees against my sides, and I started moving quickly inside her. I loved her.

I needed her.

I couldn't not have this.

She was everything.

"Bella... Bella... baby... fucking Christ, you're so tight." I moaned, burying my face in her shoulder.

I went harder.

I gave her everything I had, and she gave it all back. I wanted all of her, so that's what I'd have. "Fuck, Baby... Baby, can you cum for me?"

"Uhhhhhh...... ummmm.... fuck, Edward.... shit...." She panted.

I grinned against her skin. I had her.

I trailed a hand down her body, and my fingers brushed over her clit. "Baby, show me how hard you can cum."

She moaned into my ear, and I felt her pussy clench down around my cock. "FUCKING CHRIST EDWARD!" She yelled. I sucked in a breath and held my shit while she kept going, then sat up and put her ankles on my shoulders. She was panting hard, looking up at me, and I pushed into her hard twice more before spilling inside her. She took all over me, her pussy milking my cock before I collapsed on top of her again.

Fuck, I loved her.

I rolled off of her, and checked the clock. "If it is school, we have to leave in five."

"I think we can safely assume it is." She panted, trying to catch her breath.

I nodded up at the ceiling then looked over at her. "You sure you're up for it?"

She reached for my hand, pulling herself closer to me. "I am, if you are."

I squeezed her hand. "We can turn around at any point, okay? If it gets to be too much."

She nodded her head, trying to look tough. I think. "Okay."

I nodded back at her. "Okay." I got up slowly, pulling my jeans back up and running a hand through my hair. "Baby... shirt?"

"Mm.." She furrowed her brow, surveying the wreckage that was my room. "Oh on your desk."

I pulled it over my head, and eyed her. "You have range, Baby."

"No, I have eyes." She said, laughing as she got up. "Where did you fling that shirt of yours I was gonna wear?"

I surveyed the disaster area, and picked up the shirt that had been flung over the foot-board. "This one, no?"

She took it from me, and leaned up on her tip toes to kiss me. "Yep, thanks."

I ran my finger in a long line between her hips. "Did you always not have pants? Because I like this look on you."

"I was always without pants and yet you stood here for 20 minutes arguing with me." She grinned. "I could test it out; throw on some underwear and go to school like this?"

She pulled on her underwear and my shirt fell to the top of her thigh. "I like it. But you might get cold."

"Why? I'll have you to wrap around me, right?"

I smiled down at her and wrapped my arms around her waist again. "Right. I love you."

"See it'll work. We'll just tell everyone it's a new trend; wearing your boyfriend's t-shirts as mini dresses. It'll catch on." She said, giving me a small laugh and kissing my shoulder through my shirt.

"Good plan." I didn't want to let go. "You smell nice."

"I do?"

I nodded against her skin, taking another deep breath. "You do. I fucking love you."

She smiled into my skin and kissed the underside of my jaw. "Love you. But maybe I should put on pants. Would it be completely obvious we were fucking if I wore a pair of yours again?"

I pulled away, smirking down at her. "Baby... I don't care. Do you care?"

"I'm asking because I want every girl to get the message loud and clear that you're mine and to back the fuck off."

"Okay." I replied, kissing her forehead, and throwing my hoodie over my head again. "Wait, are we supposed to be like... broken up or some shit because I'm an ass hole?"

"No, we're throwing out that idea. Fuck it. I'm yours and I'm sick of pretending I don't want everyone and their mom to know. You were right in the beginning; we'll figure something out later if the whoeverthefuck child services or whatever comes by."

I laughed at her new found aggressiveness. "Geeze, Baby. Remind me to stay off your bad side."

"Sorry... I just. I was stupid for ever, ever suggesting we hide it. I'm really sorry."

"Hey... hey, stop." I said, going over to her and pulling her into my arms. "It's no big deal. It's over now, and done with. No harm done. I fucking love you."

She nodded, smiling a little. "I love you too. And I'm wearing your jeans."

I puffed out a laugh on top of her head and started pulling her out of the room with me. "They look good on you."

"They look better on your floor." She said with a light laugh. It'd been so long since I'd heard anything even remotely resembling that laugh.

I picked her up and we headed downstairs. "I agree, but since someone decided we had to go to school today..."

"Someone being your parents, obviously." Her arms wrapped around my neck and her head fell to my shoulder. "Not that I'm complaining but when did caveward decide to come back out?"

I shrugged. "Baby, I've been carrying you around forever. It's fucking habit now."

"Forever... that's a big overstatement since we barely looked at each other for 10 years."

I stopped when I got to the bottom of the stairs. "I thought we agreed we weren't discussing that."

"We're not, but you can't say you've been carrying me around forever."

I scoffed. "Baby... you're completely belittling my commitment to never let your feet touch the ground more than 40% of the day. This hurts my heart."

"Oh, I wasn't aware of this vow. When did you make it?"

I looked around, grabbing her jacket and holding it open for her. "Bella, I don't fucking know. In between eternal love and devotion, I think."

"Oh, okay. That works." She laughed, slipping her arms through the holes. "I think we should get a head start on making sure we get all the same classes next semester. After school we should go, and you can sweet talk the Admin lady."

Fuck, I forgot about that. "Maybe I should just go with you to all of your classes now. That way, I won't have to let go of your hand."

"It's okay we still have bio together... and um.. Em will keep whatshisface away from me in English and we'll meet up in the cafeteria at lunch, eat a little then you can show me what you really wanted to do to me that day in the janitor's closet." She said with a grin.

I laughed at her a little. "Again?"

"I was promised a day of being fucked stupid." She reminded me, pressing a forceful finger into my chest. "And I intend to see to it that you fulfill that promise."

I rolled my eyes, hollering a good bye to my mother, and following her out the door. "It'll be kinda hard if i don't see you every hour."

"No, but we can always go at it before bio... or hey IN bio!" She said, her eyes lighting up like we were in fucking disney world. "That's it! If... by the grace of god, there's a movie in class today, push Tartanya out of my seat and we'll work something out." She wiggled her eyebrows suggestively at me.

I laughed, and held the car door open for her. "Why don't I just put you in her seat to begin with?"

"Either way." She shrugged. "Or we can skip bio. Your parents just told us to go to school, they didn't tell us we had to make it to class."

I got in beside her and turned the car on. "You're the one who suggested we comply."

"This is true." She said with a sigh, then recovered with a laugh. "Well, at the very least I can grope you in bio."

I nodded emphatically. "You better."

"And if it's movie day I'm pulling you out of class and getting a taste." She whispered, smirking at me.

I grabbed her hand and squeezed. "Here's hoping for a movie."

"Or yanno... maybe before we go in to class.."

I furrowed my brow and smirked over at her. "You're like... super duper horny. What have I done to my sweet, virginal Bella?"

"This is the consequence of breaking through and opening the Pandora's box known as my sexual repression."

I laughed over at her. "Because I had a choice."

"You could have said you wanted to wait til marriage or something."

I raised an eyebrow. "Bell, do you think I could wait that long?"

"It seemed like you could have when we were in Hawaii." She laughed, and I pouted at her. Low blow, Bella.

"I didn't want you to think I was just trying to get in your pants."

"Ah... yea, I would have never thought that." She said, grinning over at me.

"No?" I asked disbelievingly.

"No, I'm kinda surprised you'd think I would. You took care of me Edward. You pushed away first after the kiss.. I would have never thought you were trying to get in my pants."

"I had no idea what the fuck was going on." I told her, chuckling a little to myself. "I was so fucking confused."

"I still think my favorite kiss, was the one out in the backyard. I wanted to kiss you so badly. I wanted you to want to kiss me." She blushed and avoided my gaze. Too fucking beautiful for her own good.

"I did want to kiss you." I told her, reaching over to squeeze her hand. "Every single time I've kissed you, it was because I wanted to."

"Yea but then, in the backyard... I just didn't know where we stood. I was jealous of Tanya, and upset that you had pulled away and hadn't tried anything since. I kinda felt like an idiot actually, for kissing you that night in bed. But, when you kissed me that kinda sealed it for me. That's when I knew without a double that you were meant for me."

I pulled the back of her hand to my lips. "Good thing you were right."

"Well, good think you kissed me in the yard. I don't think I would have had the guts to make the first move and kiss you again."

I laughed and shook my head, pulling into the school lot. "Could you kiss me now, you think?"

"I think I might be able to manage something like that."

I leaned over to kiss her softly, and as my lips moved with hers I got an overwhelming sense of belonging from her. She made me feel wanted and needed and fuck, if I didn't need those things, too. I pulled away, leaning my forehead to hers and kissed the tip of her nose. "Ready to forgive my cheating ass?"

"Definitely. Let's get out of the car and put Rosalie and Em to shame while I pounce on you on the hood of the Volvo."

I wiggled my eyebrows at her. "Oh baby, oh baby."

She grinned, rolling her eyes at me. "You're kind of a weirdo. I don't know if anyone else knows this; it might ruin your rep."

"How am I a weirdo?"

She laughed, reaching to open her door. "You just are. Now get on the hood of your car so I can jump on you."

I rolled my eyes and got out of the car. "Yeah, I'm the weirdo."

"Duh." She replied, hopping up on the hood to wait for me.

I stood beside her, smirking and tapped my fingers on her knee. "Whatcha doin, baby?"

She spread her legs a little to make more room for me as she thought about her response. "I don't recall us having a proper good morning...and I really need one."

I laughed to myself and stood between her legs, wrapping my arms around her waist. "Morning, Baby."

She pulled me closer by the collar of my shirt, bitting her lower lip. "You said that already. Where's the good part?"

I laughed a little and tapped my bottom lip. "Here."

She leaned in, grabbing my bottom lip and pulling it into her mouth to suck on. Nothing was better than kissing Bella; nothing would ever compare to my fucking girl and how much I loved her. She was amazing.

I pulled away slowly and pushed my face into her neck, kissing the skin my lips found there. "You have this way of making me not want to be an ass hole. It's incredibly disarming."

"I'm sorry, would you rather be an asshole or get the good mornings we give each other?" She asked softly, her hands fastening themselves in my hair as she brushed her lips teasingly against mine.

"Which do you think?" I asked, leaning over to kiss her again.

"BELLA!"

Ugh. I groaned into Bella's neck and looked over at Alice who was running over to us, looking like a puppy on crack.

Bella smiled faintly at Alice, her fingers still twisting against the hair in my neck. "Hi Alice."

"Hello." She said as she waved her finger between Bella and I. "What's with the human leech? You guys making your own White Snake video?"

I raised one eyebrow at her because I was thoroughly fucking confused. "What?"

"Yes, and we were about to get to the uncensored part." Bella replied, raising an eyebrow at Alice. "Can we meet you guys in school? I wasn't done saying good morning to Edward."

Alice laughed and nodded at both of us. "Yeah, yeah take your time. Wipe that look off your face, Lady, I'm a friend remember."

"Sorry, I know. And we'll have catch up time at lunch.." She said watching me for a second before turning back to Alice. "Mmm.. maybe in Math instead?"

I laughed up at her, and kissed her. "We have to walk in, anyway. You guys can like, hold hands and skip or some shit."

Alice cocked one hip to the side. "Girls don't always hold hands and skip, Edward."

I nodded, kissing Bella's forehead, then helping her off the hood. "No, but my girl has a good ass."

Alice looked mildly disgusted, and I had to laugh. She was too easy.

"So that's a no to fucking on the hood of your car then?" Bella asked, smirking.

I sighed, waiving my hand exaggeratedly in Alice's direction. "According to that thing."

"Edward, do you ever stop talking?" Emmett asked as he threw an arm over Alice's shoulder. "Hi, Bella."

I scowled. "I do. Often in fact."

"Hey! Where's my arm?" Bella asked, jumping down and beaming as Emmett wrapped his other arm around her. "Morning sunshine!"

Emmett kissed the top of her head, and I growled in disgust. He raised an eyebrow. "You're broken up, remember?"

I groaned and rolled my eyes. "Yeah, Yeah."

Then came Whitlock. "Hey, I want in on this lovefest!"

Bella turned to look at me, laughing. "Still thinkin about that threesome idea?"

Alice looked mildly disgusted. "Threesome? What threesome?"

Emmett held up his hands. "I'm out if it involves me anywhere near Jasper's balls."

"What's wrong with my balls?"

"Nothing, Baby, they're awesome."

"God, Alice." I groaned, running a hand over my face. "This... is too much. My brain's not processing this right now."

"What he means is he wants me and Jess to have a three-some with him." Bella said, laughing harder.

"Stanley?" Jasper asked, sounding confused. "You want Stanley on your dick?"

I shuddered. "No... Bella's being silly. Besides, Bella wouldn't want Stanley there anyway."

Alice shuddered with me. "I don't want Stanley there."

"It was just a joke.." Bella said, hanging back as the rest of them started to head into school.

"C'mon, love canaries, we're gonna be late." Emmett yelled, moving toward the school and smiling over at us.

"Yeah, we're coming." I called, looking at Bella and not taking my eyes from hers. "You ready? Cause we can go home if you want."

"I know." She whispered, taking a deep breath. "I'm okay." She grabbed my hand and squeezed. "You good?"

I nodded, kissing her forehead as I took her hand to head into school. "I'm good. C'mon my little love Canary."

She started laughing, and skipped beside me. "Hey not only two girls can do this."

I laughed, leaning over to whisper in her ear. "It's so I can watch your ass bounce when you move."

Bella curled into me, brushing her lips teasingly against mine. "When we get home we're gonna try me on top facing away, that way you can see my ass bounce and your cock sliding in and out of me."

I groaned. "That shit's hot, you know. I'll definitely have to take you up on that."

"You better. I was promised that I'd be fucked stupid." She grinned, kissing me gently then tugging on my hand. "Don't let me down Cullen."

"I won't... uh, other Cullen."

She smiled up at me, letting out a breathy laugh. "Come on we're gonna be late." She reminded me, her eyes roaming down to my crotch. "And I believe I promised someone a blow job in bio."

My eyes widened, and I looked down at her. "Seriously? We're doing that?"

"Unless..." She teased, licking her bottom lip. Fuck. Me. "You'd prefer it before class?"

"I dunno," I said, stopping against a bay of lockers and pushing my hair off of my forehead. "I mean, I didn't know it was really an option and now I have all these choices."

SHe laughed, leaning against me, then reaching down to palm my cock. "I love you, but I don't want to be late. I guess you get neither now." She kissed me hard, and I was pressing her against the lockers until suddenly she pulled away and I saw her ass bouncing down the hall.

I pouted behind her. "Well that's not very nice. I mean, that would be like... like... cruel."

She shrugged, turning back to smirk at me like the tease she knew she was. "You're the indecisive one. You could have had your cock all the way down my throat by now, but no... you had to think about it."

My eyes went wide, before narrowing again and we headed into the class room. "That's mean. You're teasing me now."

"Now yes, but before.." She started, waiting for me to catch up to her before she whispered, "Before I really wanted to feel you cum in my mouth."

I groaned, wrapping an arm around her waist and leaning my head to hers. "That's not nice." I told her as we walked to our lab table.

"Sure it is." She paused once she got to her table, where Tanya was waiting. "Hey Tanya."

Tanya was cool as ice as she watched us. "Hello."

"You don't belong there." I told her.

Tanya raised an eyebrow and looked at me. "Oh? Where do I belong, then?"

I sighed. She asked for it. I went over to her, and lifted her in her stool, putting her down beside a very confused looking Newton. I took the empty stool for Bella, and handed Tanya her things. I looked up at Bella, plopping into my stool. "All set, love."

She laughed as Tanya started to huff and move back to us. "Remember how I used to like trying to physically attack you? And that whole... Rose thing?" Bella asked.

I pulled Bella's empty stool closer to my body. "Yeah, why?"

She stood up at Tanya approached us. "I thought Edward made it very clear where you were sitting."

I looked in between them. "Bella, what the hell are you doing?"

Tanya looked Bella up and down, then smirked. "What are you gonna do, Bella? Hit me?"

"No," I said, suddenly realizing why my girl looked like she was gonna cut a bitch. "Bella, just sit please."

"No, Edward you're right." She said, looking back from me to Tanya. "I'm going to ask you to leave." She said condescendingly. "And if you don't then I'm going to fucking hit you the way that Rosalie wailed on you a few weeks ago in the hall."

Tanya stepped up to Bella, and I groaned. Her voice was filled with venom. "You don't have the balls."

"My parents are dead. College apps are already in. My life is sitting in the stool next to me and decisions about my future are made." Bella took a step forward so that they were nose to nose. "."

I pulled her stool closer to me, and wrapped an arm around her waist and kissed behind her ear. "Let it go."

Tanya's an idiot because what she did next can't be accounted for. She leaned in, and smirked. "I wonder if Edward's thinking of me while you're hovering above him."

Well, fuck. Bitch had balls.

Bella blinked. "Why would he think of a lose whore who offered it up and he passed on, to be with me."

Exactly. Go Bella. Exactly.

Tanya smirked. "Because I'm the only girl who could take him all the way down my throat." She looked up at me. "Right, Baby."

Wait... when did Tanya give me head again? "Huh?"

Bella looked over at me, anger seeping from her every pore. Fuck. "That's for both of you, asshole."

Okay, what the hell just happened? "Bella, you okay?" I asked, looking up at her.

BPOV

I looked at him taking a breath. "Yeah I'm fine." I said shaking out my hand as Tanya stood. I turned around just in time to feel her shove me into the table. FUCK! Corner edge to the back... ow.

I clenched my jaw and leaned my fist towards her again, hitting her again but not as hard.

That was when I heard Mr. Banner screaming, "BELLA! TANYA! FRONT! NOW!" I groaned and followed behind Tanya. Mr. Banner proceeded to berate us loudly in front of the rest of the class. I sighed and slouched. I didn't get what the big deal was? She was a whore. She was mean. She was trying to still go after my boyfriend. All things added up to her deserving it. After he had gotten everything out of his system he handed us two notes and made us go one at a time to the office. Tanya went first and I just stood there in front of the rest of the class completely bored as he started his lecture.

After a few minutes he discretely shoo'd me out of the room and I walked down the hall slowly. I sank into the stiff metal chair on the opposite side of the door from Tanya and didn't even bother looking in her direction. I went to reach in my pocket for my phone but realized I'd put it in my backpack. Shit. Guess I'd hunker down here until either Carlisle, Esme or Edward found me. It was nearing the end of first block when a familiar dirty blond man strode in through the doors.

"Good Morning, Mrs. Cope." The man asked, smiling pleasantly enough as his eyes roamed the small office.

"Hello there. How may I help you?" She asked in her usual over-polite tone of voice. My stomach lurched.

His smile grew wider as he leaned against the counter towards her. "Well, Dr. Cullen called to see if I could take Bella over to him at the hospital. He has somethings for her."

"Oh." She said frowning a bit. "Unfortunately I was given strict orders not to let anyone but one of the Cullen's or an officer taken Bella off campus."

His grin didn't falter in the slightest, in fact he may have even winked at the older woman if I was seeing properly. "Really, Mrs. Cope, it's fine. Dr. Cullen needs her right away."

He was here, in the school. So was Edward. My immediate instinct was to protect my family, well what was left of it and I found myself jumping up and standing a few feet beside him. "Mrs. Cope it's okay. I'm sure if he needs to see me right away it must be urgent and that's why he didn't call. Phil's an old family friend so I'm okay in his hands."

His cold, parent killing hands.

She glanced at me warily before shrugging and taking a big sigh. "Well I suppose you're right. Just have Mr. Cullen call me when he has a moment so I can verify everything for the records." I nodded and took a chance look at the man beside me. Phil Dwyer. His eyes were the same and gave me goosebumps immediately.

"Okay, let's go." I said determined, though I was anything but inside. I was staring my fate in the eyes and I knew what was coming.

He nodded and held the door open for me, while I walked through.

"I hope you take note that I made things a shit ton easier for you back there." I spat out as we walked out of the building and towards the same unmarked car we'd seen him in at the gas station.

His arm wrapped around my shoulders, his fingers digging into my shoulder cap and pulling me against his side. "Much easier. Thank you. Get it the car."

I shrugged his arm away and got in, completely unsure what to do. "So now what? You kill me? You're done? Or is this a routine thing for you?" Apparently having the fear of god put in me made me an even bigger sarcastic twat than normal.

His left eyebrow quirked upward. "I see why Edward likes you so much. You keep him on his toes." He laughed humorlessly, pulling out of the parking lot at a suspiciously high speed.

"Listen I made shit easy for you, so I'd appreciate it greatly if you didn't talk about Edward. Period." I growled.

"Touchy subject? He seems to be enamored with you, so I don't see why." He waited a beat before speaking again and I was thankful for the momentary silence. "He won't get hurt as long as you cooperate."

"Good, then this will be easy for both of us."

"Easy for me, anyway." He smirked, moving his right hand to my thigh and rubbing it. Ew. Ew. Ew.

My body went cold and I took a breath trying to remain confident. "No, easy for us both."

His hand squeezed my thigh and inched up further, making my body tense even more. "Good. You're never going to see any of them again, you know. I hope you left on a happy note."

"It doesn't matter either way since it's not like you'll turn around if I didn't." Fuck, I didn't. I didn't tell Edward I loved him. I didn't thank his parents. I didn't go to my parent's grave to say goodbye.

"They can go on, living their happy lives then. No harm will come to them as long as you obey."

"I will." I replied quietly seeing his hand creep up another inch and felt the bile rise. Thank god I didn't wear a skirt today; I wouldn't have been able to handle his skin on mine.

"So agreeable. More like Esme than your mother." He chuckled lightly.

I tensed at the mention of my mom. "Yea, my mom was definitely a fighter." And I would be too.

"Up until the very end." He said as if upset by her death, when he was the man who caused it.

"...Where are we going?" I asked my voice become a bit more unsteady as he referred to that night.

"Not far, my Bella." He replied obtusely. We drove for a bit longer before he pulled into a seedy motel with rusty red paint on the building and a roof that looked on the verge of collapse.

I'm not yours, I wanted to scream but I just nodded, curling my body away from him and towards the window.

"Wait, here."He commanded sternly, not looking at me as he climbed out of the car and into the check in lobby.

I sat there, taking deep breaths.

I never thought this is how I would die; in an apparent seedy motel room at the hands of my mother's high school boyfriend. But there it was; and here I was.

Dealing.

How do you deal with knowing you're about to die? Do you pray? Do you curse those who have wronged you, or focus only on those you love? Edward. I was thinking of Edward, and his safety. Phil could do whatever he wanted with and to me as long as in the end Edward was safe and could carry on with life, unharmed.

I was dealing with knowing I was about to die by thinking of the man I had loved and would continue to love the rest of my life. He was my childhood crush, the bane of my existence through middle and most of high school, but now here we were.

I had loved him at 7 just as much as I did now at 17 and as much as I would have when we were 70.

Phil came back around only long enough to open his front door and stick his head inside.

"Get out and follow me up. You run, I go for him first."

"Fucking Christ, I told you I'd comply with whatever." I huffed, getting out and finding that my resolve had returned. I was protecting Edward. I wouldn't die in vain.

"I know. I just have to keep your eye on the ball." He said coolly, guiding me up the stairs forcefully.

"You know you'd be a lot less obvious if you weren't shoving me up a flight of stairs." I quipped. "No wonder my mother left you; you're an idiot."

"Am I?" He retorted, puffing out a dry laugh. "Then tell me, Bella, how have I been watching you sleep wrapped up in that boy for the last two months?"

"That's not intelligence that's being the next idiot that winds up on 'to catch a predator'."

"I wonder what Edward will look like with only one hand." He mused, leaning over my shoulder to whisper in my ear as he unlocked the door. "Would you love him just as much?"

A chill went down my spine as I felt his breath fan over my neck and I tried to find the strength I'd had a moment ago. "I'm making this easy for you. Don't talk about him like this. I've done everything you asked. You didn't say I had to be sweet to top it off. I've been silent, haven't screamed once and have complied with everything you asked. You said if I did, he'd be safe."

"Did I? Hm. I might forget and slip." He shrugged, pushing me into the room. I puffed out an 'oomph' but he was too busy locking up and dead bolting the door to notice (or care). "You behave, and I said he'd stay alive. We never talked about what condition he'd be in."

"What has to be done to keep him in his current condition then?" I said moving to sit at the edge of the bed.

"I guess that remains to be seen." He grinned, smiling like the joker from batman. It was severely creeping me out, but I had to be strong - for Edward's safety.

"Tell me and I'll do it." I spat out quickly.

He smiled, leaning against the desk casually and shrugging. "That remains to be seen. If I tell you, sooner or later you'll get complacent, as will I and you'll escape. And then..." He trailed off, sighing and looking up as if weighing his options. "Maybe Edward would look good with an eye patch? You did seem to enjoy his glasses."

I leaned forward. "No! There will be NO eye patch necessary. You have me, stop playing cat and fucking mouse. You caught the mouse now fucking do something!"

"Bella, just because I have you doesn't mean I can't play with you." He mused, grinning at me devilishly and pacing back and forth. "Perhaps... if I brought him back to you in pieces?"

"Just... FUCKING STOP!" I shouted standing up. "Why torment me now that you have me? Just fucking kill me and get this shit over with!"

"Kill you? Bella, why on earth would I kill you?" He asked, cocking his head to the side as if my statement was sheer madness.

"Because you killed my mom and dad!"

He laughed manically, shaking his head. "Bella, your mother was nothing but an ungrateful slut, and your father was a meddling ass hole." He sneered stepping closer to me, his hot breath ghosting over face. "You should have been mine."

"My mother was NOT a slut!" I screamed moving closer to him. "And my father was a hundred times the man you will EVER be! You're nothing more than a has been asshole who couldn't get over getting dumped in high school after BEATING my mother!"

His hands stretched out as he shoved me against the wall, scowling. "Your mother couldn't stay in line, and didn't know what she had right in front of her. What a good, happy life we could have had. And your pathetic excuse of a father was a pious ass hole. They didn't know how to take care of you, so I took matters into my own hands. You should have been mine; Renee should have had my child and trust me, I wouldn't have let you anywhere near that boy." He pushed me again as I tried to step away, this time knocking me to the ground. "Maybe I should pull off his fingers for touching my baby." He threatened softly as he pulled out a pair of pliers from his back pocket and examined them in great detail.

OH FUCK NO. Any self preservation I'd had left went out the window and I jumped up and onto him. "DON'T YOU FUCKING TOUCH HIM YOU CREEP!"

His hand that held the pliers swung at me with force an I stumbled back into the window. "Then keep your mouth shut, and learn your place!" He shouted, panting as his face reddened with anger.

I clenched my jaw doing my best to ignore the throbbing pain in my head and shoulder. "I AM NOT YOURS! MY PLACE WAS WITH MY PARENTS YOU ASSHOLE!" I screamed loudly. At this point I was hoping someone would hear me.

He growled, grabbing my wrist roughly. "Keep it up, and your boyfriend will be dead. I'll make sure you're alive to watch him die."

I seethed with silent anger as I relaxed against his grip. "Fine." I panted. "I'll be better."

His opposite hand reached down, slapping my ass. "I know you will." He stated gruffly, releasing me and walking to the bathroom.

I remained silent staring down at the orange and gray speckled carpet as he washed his hands and moved quietly back into the room.

"Get on the bed."

My breath quickened as I complied, and moved to the bed sitting on it.

He moved slowly, deliberately towards me, kneeling in front of me. His fingers reached up, curling under my chin. "Remember this: I am not Edward."

"I know." I said stoically.

"This will not be fun for you. You won't be screaming his name, like I've seen and you won't get any pleasure from this. This is making you mine." He stated darkly, his mouth curving into an eerie grin.

I nodded slowly, blinking and keeping my eyes shut and pushing my lips together in a flat line. Don't cry. Don't scream. He'll hurt Edward. Don't cry. Don't scream. He'll hurt Edward.

I repeated the mantra in my head over and over as I felt him shift over me.