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I felt therush of air enter my lungs and i felt a wrist being pressed aginst my lips i prayed that it was katherines soon as i tasted the first drop i could tell it wasn't elenas blood it wasnt sweet enough as i drank i could hear three heartbeats behinde me luckly not infront of me i continued to drink till i could regain my strength soon as i did i stopped. Katherine fell into lexies arms as she fed her her own blood. i wiped my mouth hearing the strong steady heartbeats of the twins.

"so who figured it out?" i asked watching lexie hold katherine waiteing for her to open her eyes.

"I did, but how could you have been so sure?" Isobell asked

"because every ounce of the originals magic relay on the patrovan doppleganger, and as for katherine I was praying she could find some sort of feeling that wasn't twords my brother but for her own blood, for the daughter she never knew." i whispered

"thats why she was so close to you in the beginning because you shared that link." stefan whispered

"yes, and thus why shes also so close to both john and isobel, not just becasue katherine and isobel are desindent but because of Elena and Aventria both daughters they never got to know." I continued

"Thats why she did it, for the twins." elena whispered

"Yeah,she wouldn't wish that loss on anyone not even klaus." i whispered listening to the twins a little closer there hearts had dropped in placement.

"years ago I gave katherine a choice while she was locked in the toumb, you or stefan and she chose you although i was absolutely sure she would have chosen stefan." john whispered

"because he never got to know isabella but yet he can know her children and grandchildren." isobel whispered

"but why?" elena whispered

"because we all have at least one weakness,and hers was her maternal instinct, she could never turn it off even when she tried." stefan whispered "we all have a weakness, mines blood, katherines is the loss of aventria, lexie was always the sucker for both a lost cause and an abandond soul."stefan contionued

"what about you damon whats your weakness?" rose asked i chuckled.

"rose of all people you should know what my weakness is." i sighed watching katherines eyes open

"ahh good to be back, how do you feel?" katherine asked standing

"like my bitch of a shared ex girlfriennd who happens to be the doppleganger of the love of my life just saved my life." i laughed "thank you katarina." i said hugging her.

"no problem." katherine said and walked down into the basement.

"so what is your weakness?" ric asked I finaly turned twords elena she was watching me intintly i walked over slowly took her hand in mine and brought her to her feet wrappping my arms around her i layed my hands were the twins sat.

"loseing this right here will become my only weakness." i said

"how can you be so sure?" isobel whispered as i let elena sit back down.

"because I'm not willing enough to let go." i said

"issy leave them be." john whispered streaching out his hand to her.

"for now." isobel laughed winking at me, i smirked.

"I miss being that young." jenna whispered

"and here i was thinking you still were." ric whispered

"yeah wasnt it a few years ago you were smokeing pot in your dorm room?" jeramy laughed

"yeah well wasn't it a few years ago you were smokeing pot in your bedroom?" jenna countered

"it's been a while since we all acted like this." elena whispered reajusting reself for the fith time in 10 minuets.

"you ok?" rose asked as elena grunted as she wiggled around.

"no i cant get comfortable." elena complained. "and theses damn pajama pants don't help any." she continued to complain

"hang on." caroline said flashing upstiars she came back down with a pair of maternity sleep pants. "come on, ill help you." caroline said helping elena they walked away caroline nodded to me.

"any ideas on how we fix this?" i asked

"well your fixed and i don't think we can fix elenas condition." bonnie whispered

"Damon look at it this way, she dosn't have to go through the pain she was for much longer, and we can hear the twins alot better now." rose whispered

"i know that, i just worrie about the twins and what this will do to them." i said sitting down on the couch.

"let us worrie about that, you take care of elena and the twins." isobel whispered.

"I can't...I can't lose them." i whispered bowing my head and cupping my face into my hands.

"we know that, we all do but right now she needs you, elijah put her in a place she dosn't know and with that comes an emotional rollercoaster that not even magic can fortell." ric whispered clapping my sholder. i ran my finger through my hair.

"you know i realize now that it sucks to have every emotion hightned,exspecialy at a time like this." i laughed

"yeah i have to agree." katherine whispered.

"Damon!" caroline called from the bathroom i flashed over.

"whats wrong?" i asked

"umm look for yourself." caroline whispered elena was stareing down at the patches of bruises all over.

"oh my god, IZ!" i called

"yeah?" she asked

"can i worrie now?" i whispered pulling elena to me.

"umm yeah." Isobel whispered pulling elenas shirt stared at me through the mirror.

"damon." she squeaked her voice was shaken and broken. "are they going to be ok?" she asked tears flowing.

"yes,baby yes." i whispered takeing her into my arms.

"come on lets get her off her feet." isobel whispered soon as we sat down the flood gates opened. it took all i had not to cry with her.

"shh it's ok baby, im right here." i whispered

"lena gotta let me see." lexie gently cooed at her.

"just go away." she muttered lexie looked hurt and stormed off, stefan caught her by the arm.

"shes hurting,they both are leave her be." stefan whispered letting her go.

"weres LaClaire?" jenna whispered

"shes takeing a nap in my room." bonnie whispered "lucy found plush toys and put them on the bed and LaClaire found them and started to play with them and fell asleep." bonnie laughed.

"kay i hadn't seen her so i was just wondering."jenna said elena snuggled closer to me i wrapped my arms around her.

"any luck?" jeramy whispered

"nothing, it's probaly not going ot be safe to reverse the spell with the twins." bonnie said

"then don't." elena whispered we all looked at her in suprise.

"what did you just say?" isobel asked appaled Elena sat up she gently leaned into my sholder as she started to exsplain.

"everyone is worried about the twins and i get i truly do but, no one has asked me what i thought, no one bothered to imagen how i felt."Elena said

"but Elena, Elijah tricked us." john whisperd

"yes he did,but at the same time, he saved marti."elena whispered

"how if anything he put her in even more danger?"ric asked elena turned to me.

"you can hear her can't you?" she asked and i listened carefully and i nodded. "and earlyer, you couldn't." elena whispered

"yes it messed with alot of things and probaly the balance but I think in all honesty nothing is worse than

what i was going through before."

"elena has a point,I haven't been here all that long but i could tell how much everything was killing both elena and the twins, not to mention the emotional toll it was takeing on damon." rose said

"i hate to admit it but rose is right, we kept loseing marti and it wasn't safe for Miranda,if we would have let this go on like a normal pregnacy Miranda would have more than likely killed marti." Katherine whispered

"so what do we do now?" bonnie asked

"i guess we sit and waite till elenas water breaks." lexie whispered

"well by the looks of it that won't take too long." ric chuckled

"this should be fun." i muttered elena nodded in agreement.

"but this is so out of order, bonnie and i were supposed to pester elena till she cracked and ugh stupid elijah and his stupid spell." caroline rammbled

"care." elena whispered and caraline stopped and looked at her. "go get the books." she said smileing.

"yay."bonnie squeled as she sat down in the floor at elenas feet. "you sure your up for this?" bonnie asked elena nodded her head.

"yeah i'm sure i just need to find a comfortable position." elena whinpered as caroline came running through the parlor box in hand.

"everything is in here." caroline squeled as elena stood i held onto her waist makeing sure she wouldn't fall. "while your standing." caroline said with camera in hand.

"hang on care i need to make a trip to the bathroom first." elena said wobbling over to the bathroom i watched her.

"wheres your head?" ric asked

"scared." i whispered watching the door

"so i wonder if the whole human turned back into a vampire reset everything." isobel whispered

"so far feels as if nothings changed, i was a bit of a mess when i first turned, my goals were to make stefans life a living hell and to some how get katherine out of the toumb, and to find lizzy other than that nothing was intensafied, other than my nerotic sence of dependancy that would make my mood swing from happy to depressed in a matter of seconds." i exsplained

"and now nothing seems to be intensafied?" isobel asked

"not at all,but then again i'm not saying that you should try to attack me or anything to test that theory either." i smirked

"it's not reset but a few of your traits have been intensafied." john whispered

"and they are?" isobel whispered

"his need to protect elena, and the twins, his eyes havent left the knob of the door, and his ears haven't turned away from the twins heartbeat." john whispered

"if you ask me thats not intensafied thats him takeing full avantage of being a vampire after not being able to hear the twins." ric laughed

"oh trust me, i've never felt more lost." i whispered

"could you do it, could you ever go back?" lucy asked

"no, i couldn't." i whispered

"you do know that whatever this is has probaly rendered the spells useless and what elena seen at the mansion nearly impossable." katherine said with a hint of sadness in her voice.

"not exsactaly." lucy said "if it's original magic that makes it impossibal than theres a way around it, add the white oak ash to any spell pertaining Damon and the cross between humanity and vamperism and we should be able to cast anyspell needed or wanted." she continued

"we'll worrie about that later right now i'm only worried about my girls." i said standing and walking over to the bathroom door and gently tapping. "elena you ok?" i called

"yeah, i'm fine got sick is all." she called back i stepped away to give her some privacy.

"your girls being elena and the twins." caroline smiled

"oh stop it." bonnie laughed.

"thank you bonnie." i said as elena hobbled out of the bathroom and back into the parlor i took her hand as caroline readyed the camera.

"alright missy." caroline giggled.

"ugh you are impossible to please." elena complianed slowly lifting her shirt and letting caroline get pictures. "happy now?" elena asked

"not quite." caroline said eyeing my hands i rolled my eyes slightly and walked up behinde elena wrapping my arms around her as she relaxed aginst me caroline began with the pictures again.

"come on care. my feet hurt." elena complianed.

"ok fine i'm done." she said sitting infront of us on the floor.

"good,now we can start booking." bonnie clapped.

"why did my sister insist on you three scrapbooking every detail of your lives?" jenna asked

"i have no clue but i'm so glad i''m not a chick, and dad enforced the 'no son of mine will be forced to sit through that,he's going out side to play ball.' card." jeramy laughed

"you were lucky." elena grummbled

"your not very happy today." lexie said

"no i feel like crap my feet hurt and most of all i think matri is pushing aginst my spine and miranda some how i feel like they are both pushing aginst my lungs." elena whispered i climbed behinde her.

"lean back,it'l ease the pressure on your lungs." i whispered takeing her hands into mine. as she leaned back i felt her back pop a few times.

"better?" isobel asked elena nodded.

"why didn't i ever think of that?" john asked

"because the whole third trimester was pure hell on the both of us." isobel laughed

"yeah between the braxtonhix contractions and the random cravings and little to no sleep, we were both a mess." john chuckled.

"hey i only had one craveing the whole nine months." isobel said

"only one steady craving tons of other little one day cravings,somethimes one minuet cravings." john laughed.

"waite after you leaned back were you able to breath normaly?" lexie asked

"yeah why?" elena asked

"that means you are somewere between 31 and 36 weeks." lexie said adding it up im my head 9-4

"meaning we have anywere from 9 to 4 weeks before the twins come give or take a week or two." i said

"yes if were going on a normal pregnacy." lexie said

"and this is anything but normal." elena whispered gently leaning up i whispered into her ear

"were going to get through this, i promise, i know it wont be easy but we will get through it." she nodded and looked to caroline to start launchinjg into her scrapbooking.