Randy woke up slowly and thought I'm dead, I'm finally dead.

He opened his eyes a more and saw a bright white light in front of him.

How the hell did I get into heaven? I thought suicide's went to purgatory or limbo, some place like that? Randy was so confused.

And he hurt. You aren't supposed to hurt anymore when your dead he thought.

Just then he heard a voice say "You're finally awake. How do you feel?"

The light dimmed a bit and soon he was staring into the face of a kind looking women.

"Where am I?" asked Randy.

"In the hospital" she replied.

"I'm not dead?"

"You were close to it, but we brought you back."

Randy began to cry at her words. The one thing he thought he could get right he fucked up.

She patted his shoulder gently and said "You're very lucky to have such a caring boyfriend."

"Boyfriend?" Randy asked.

"Your boyfriend John," she replied "He's been here every minute since you've been admitted. He's the one who found you, called 911, rode in the ambulance with you... he even donated some of his blood s you could get the transfusion you needed in order to save you life."

"Are you sure it's John? Does he have short hair, blue eyes-"

"And the biggest heart I've ever seen," she told him warmly "And yes we're sure it's John because that's the name he gave us."

Randy's eyes widened and his heart thudded in his chest.

John had found him...

John had done everything he could to save Randy...

He had given up his blood so Randy could have it...

John really did love him...

It was all too much for Randy to take and he began to cry again, harder than before.

The nurse said "I'll go let John know you're awake."

All Randy could do was nod as she left the room.

How could he have been so blind and paranoid?

How could he have believed Hunter over John?

How could John still want Randy alive after the horrible things he had said to John?

Randy felt his heart break as his cries ran through his whole body.

Well Randy's alive, so no one can send any angry fan girls after me lol!
What do you think will happen next?

And do you think Randy will be able to forgive himself?

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