Dean's POV

After Chuck said we should go inside I scooped Cas up in my arms and we went into the bunker, although I was pissed at myself that Cas had nearly gotten hurt I could still feel Cas' fear so I ignored my anger so I could help Cas. Once we were inside the Library I carefully sat Cas in a chair and he whimpered and clung to my neck, "Shhh I'm gonne sit right next to you okay, I'm not going anywhere."

Cas bit his lip but nodded and let go of me, I sat in the chair next to him scooting it right next to his and he leaned against me as best he could, Gabe sat a cup of tea in front of Cas before gently rubbing his shoulder and sitting next to Cas at the end of the table, Chuck looked hesitant to sit but finally he sat down, "Castiel I am sorry for what happened, I believe there was a back door that Gabriel had once left that your brothers had somehow gained access to when you left the bunker. I didn't realise it had happened until you prayed to Gabriel for help…."

Cas didn't say anything for a minute before he nodded and then he got up, "I would like to go to bed,"

I didn't have to be an angel to read Cas's mind, he was scared and Chuck's oversight nearly got him, our son and myself killed. Chuck nodded before he looked to Gabriel whose attention was currently on Cas, "Take your tea Cassie, I found some stuff that is supposed to be a natural painkiller, should help some okay?"

Cas smiled, even though it was small I knew the gesture was greatly appreciated. Cas nodded to Gabriel as he went in the direction of our room, I started to follow him before I turned back to Chuck, "I'm about to overstep here, but you are really fucking lucky you got there in time, Cas is my world, and so is the little boy he is carrying so you better fucking fix the shit up there because I am not about to let Cas live his whole life in this bunker because he is scared to take our son outside,"

Chuck raised his eyebrows and Gabe was smirking before he gave me a highfive as I walked out, when I was at the door of our room Cas was already stripped down to just a pair of my basketball shorts and he was settling into the bed with the cup of tea at his lips. I smiled and closed the door behind me before I climbed into bed with Cas, after a couple minutes of quiet Cas looked at me, "Are you okay Deam, I know Gabriel healed you but.. I… I wanted to help but if I lbacked down from Jophial or Zadkial they would have killed me"

I rubbed a hand over his stomach gently, "I was fine babe, just one angel, nothing I haven't dealt with before."

Unfortunately while I had been trying to reassure him this only seemed to make him more upset, "You should not have to deal with angels Dean. I should have stayed inside I knew other angel's would not be happy…"

I softly rubbed his stomach and pulled him close to me, "Babe we can't stay in this bunker forever, even with the incident today, its not healthy to never leave the bunker. Especially after you give birth to our son we cant expect him to never want to go outside and see what else there is babe."

Cas closed his eyes and he buried his face in my shoulder, I could feel he was crying and I wrapped my arms around him and hugging him gently, I wasn't sure if he was going to say anything else before finally he said, "I'm scared I will not be a good enough father for him…"

I pulled away just enough so I could meet his eyes, "Why do you think that babe?"

Cas sniffled before wiping his eyes and looking at his hands, "You have much more experience than I, not only with caring for Sam but you have been a human your whole life, while I only spent a year as a human and even then I was not a very good human…. I only know things about angels and… most angels lack human emotions, I mean… even Gabriel knows more than I do."

I sighed and hugged him again before cupping his cheek and pressing a gentle kiss to his lips, "Babe, I can worry about the human stuff, you can worry about the angel stuff, and while you are new to this parenting thing I can see how amazing you are going to be already, I mean I hear you sometimes in the mornings when you think I am asleep, I could hear you talking to him and telling him stories, the rest of your family may be assholes but you are probably the best angel I have ever met, Gabe comes in second because as much as I dislike the guy he is great to sam and most of all he genuinely cares about you. Listen Cas I can't promise everything will always work out for us, I mean a good majority of our lives have been hell but we have made it through all that so I promise you that no matter what, we can make it through this all okay?"

Cas was crying again but I could tell he felt better as he kept hugging me and it only took him a few more minutes to fall asleep, Cas' sleeping was few and far between at the beginning of his pregnancy but the closer we got to the end of it the more he slept, sometimes he slept long than I did. I was so focused on Cas I didn't hear my phone buzz for a couple minutes until it buzzed a second time, I pulled it out from my pocket to see a text from Sam

Sorry I wasn't there to help you Dean, I had no idea until Gabe came to find me and Charlie. Is Cas okay? Gabe said he was pretty shaken up, he also said you chewed out God, ballsy move bro.

Guessing you are asleep or don't want to move Cas, don't worry about it but if you or Cas need anything Gabe says to just pray to him. Night Jerk.

I smiled a little at the worried tone in Sam's text, I decided to just put my phone on the charger, being careful not to jostle Cas to much before I got up and slipped into just my boxers. Cas reached out for me in his sleep so I carefully climbed back into bed and let him attach to me like a damn octopus, but I couldn't help the smile that formed on my lips. The last 2 years had been full of ups and downs but I was happy that Christmas was just a month away and the birth of my son was also only a month away, I had already found something for Cas and now just needed to find something for our son. Although first Cas and I needed to decide on a name, so while I couldn't sleep I grabbed the notepad from my desk and wrote down a few names.

Liam

Alexander

William

James

Logan

As I wrote down names Logan stuck out to me, I knew I'd need to talk to Cas about it but something about the name Logan felt right. I looked at Cas who was still fast asleep and I gently put the notepad down before pulling Cas close to me, my hand laying absently on his stomach gently. I softly kissed his head before closing my eyes and started to fall asleep relaxing in the arms of my husband.

((Okay guys! We have a name, I hadn't originally planned on this name but I found it while looking at other names, to me it has a significance because a few months back my autistic cousin was hit by a train and killed. Choosing it in a fanficition is a huge honor but I felt like it was the right name for this. Hope you guys like the name and like this chapter. Please follow, favorite and leave me a review!))