this is my first fanfic and i am open to any type of critic. Please let me know what you think
-hali- Disclaimer; i wish i could say i own twilight and the characters but i am not lucky enough to be the genius that stephenie meyer is and because of that i give all credit to her...
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Chapter 36- Are there Simple Answers?

I knew she would say yes, she just needed a moment to process it all. At least I figure this is just like the first time I had told her I loved her, but Bella was always so hard to predict, then Jacob came rushing in yelling about Kempton's escape, and she managed to pass out. It wasn't bad enough he'd slept with her, but now he was ruining my proposal. Note to self: beat crap out of him a.s.a.p. On the other hand he did have a reason to be all panic stricken and what not. I cradled Bella's limp body to me, tucking my arm under her knees and bracing my other behind her back. Luckily Alice had gone for a short gown. She groaned, barely audible.
-"Bella, love, if you stay quiet I can get us out of here." Her head rolled into my chest and I chortled. She was hiding her face, because we all knew how bad a liar she was. The room was in a loud uproar, either at the lack of her answer, or the news. Maybe a little of both. I was carrying her through the main doors when a dark arm shot out in front of me.
-"Taking her away from a crowd is not a good idea Edward…" Jacob snarled at me. I resented him so much at the moment that I let my hate echo back in my answer.
-"Neither is yelling to a room full of people that a mass murderer is on his way to brutalize the maid of honor Jacob."
-"She'd want to know."
-"Not like that!"
-Boys… stop it." Bella peaked up at me as she meekly spoke.
-"Jacob we will be in my room if you need us." Jake just glared at us and pulled something out of his pocket. Bella held out her arm expectantly and he smiled in relief. He double wrapped a thin leather bracelet around her wrist twice, a single wolf charm with turquoise eyes braided into it. I looked up at him from under my eyebrows, biting my tongue to fight off my bitter jealousy.
-"It's the eyes that matter Bells. Remember that."
-"I know Jake." He turned and sauntered off, she sighed.
-"The beads have some sort of gps in them. Rachel, Jamie and I all have one." I could live with that.
-"As much as I really don't like him, he is smart." I commended. She lay her head on my shoulder and I tromped us both to her room. I lay down on her bed and pulled her into me. She snuggled there, settling into my shape with a deep comfortable sigh. 'Chill Edward, now is the time to be romantic and cute. Not a horn dog.' I sighed, realizing Tony was right. It was hard to keep up the caring boyfriend part of my duties when I hadn't been able to have a full night alone with her since we'd been back together, at least not how my body wanted. I slipped my right hand around her waist and gave her a backwards hug, letting myself breathe in all the scent of her hair. I had the most beautiful angel in front of me. She wiggled away from my arm, rolling on her back as I tried to stop her from pulling away from me. I gave up and finally let my right hand rest on her tummy and propping my head up my left hand against the pillow. She giggled at me and I just smiled.
-"What did I miss?" I wanted in on how I had made her giggle like that so I could do it again. She shrugged and biting her lip, she turned her face away. I growled playfully as I moved my right hand up, drumming my fingers against her skin, to turn her face towards me.
-"What did I miss?" She giggled again and I let my fingers trace her cheek. She closed her eyes against the hum of the electricity between our skin and I leaned my face in closer to hers. When she opened her eyes she gasped, but she didn't pull away. Instead she brought her hand up to my face and she ran it over my cheek. I took my right hand to her waist and pulled her hips into mine. I struggled to make sure this was okay with her, and my desires weren't what she was being influenced by.
-"I know now may not be the time, but…" she silenced me with her lips crushing mine. They moved together perfectly, and I pushed my hips into hers. Her lips parted slightly as she let out a soft moan. I took my chance and flicked my tongue against her lips. She parted her mouth to welcome it, and I rolled over on top of her. Static energy soaring through my body as I raised my hand to one of the green straps of the dress, pushing it off her shoulder. I took my lips from hers and kissed her bare shoulder lightly. I let my lips follow the neckline of the dress, feeling Bella squirm under me, her laughter filling me. I reached her breast and was about to push the sleeve over when the phone rang.
-"You're kidding me! Will no one let me violate you?!" I glared at the phone, debating on if I should give up all together and answer it.
-"Ignore it." Bella's fingers brought my face back towards her. "It's been a really long time." I didn't respond, I just let my lips find hers. She pressed her hands into my back, forcing my body closer to hers. I groaned involuntarily and her tongue darted in to my mouth. I gave it a quick suck as her hands slipped under my shirt and raised it up. We parted slightly, so we could get it off all the way. I immediately pressed my lips into hers. I leaned back, watching her face as I trailed my hand up her leg and under her skirt. I was about to slip off the black lacy underwear when there was a pounding on the door.
-"What now?" I let the anger and agitation fill my voice as Bella rolled her eyes and started pushing me away. I fought her, pushing her back down.
-"I'm not done yet." I whispered into her ear, with a kiss to her cheek. She let me kiss her again and I pushed as much of my urgency into the desperation in that kiss. More pounding.
-"Bella, answer the freaking door!" I growled at Jacob's nervousness. "Or I'm coming in. I still have a key!" I turned my glare at her and raised an eyebrow.
-"I thought you got that back?" She blushed and shrugged, pushing me up again. I really resented Jacob at this moment, he had had much more time in this room with her then I had. The door opened and I could hear them talking. I decided to show off a little bit of my muscle, make Jake a little jealous. I gripped the door with one hand and placed my other hand on Bella's hip bone, I felt myself spring up again and I couldn't help but push myself against her back. I smiled up at Jacob.
-"So where's the fire?"
-"What fire?" Jake was too literal when he was caught off guard. Apparently, he didn't like the idea of Bella and me together either. I glorified in the fact he was staring at my bare chest and Bella leaning against it.
-"Apparently, James was caught thirty miles from here. The alert status has gone down, but they think he had help. The trial starts Monday." Bella explained hurriedly as she began to start closing the door.
-"Monday is like a day and a half away. Why'd he have to tell us now?" I whined glaring at him.
-"I didn't want Bella to worry anymore."
-"I think I had that handled. She was perfectly distracted."
-"Not with those wimpy muscles." He muttered under his breath. Bella let a low rumble escape her lips, as my hand hardened on the door.
-"What?"
-"ENOUGH! Jacob, you keep everyone away from here for tonight. You know well enough why. If not, I will make sure that you hear EVERY detail of EVERYTHING we do. Not to mention, Vanessa will find out about the time…"
-"I got it…"
-" that you and I …"
-"I said I got it Bella!" Her eyes were solid as she slammed the door shut. She was rambling on and on about the nerve of Jacob, and to much testosterone when I finally grew impatient.
-"Bella shut it." She looked up at me, hurt searing from her coco eyes.
-"Give me an answer."
-"An answer to what Edward?"
-"An answer to if I need to get up and leave or not?"
-"Why would you leave?" I raised my eyebrow up at her.
-"Oh." She sat on the bed across the room from me. I rolled my eyes and went to sit next to her.
-"Bella, why can't you just say yes?"
-"Because marriage is a huge step!!!"
-"Yea well so is sex."
-"Sex doesn't cost lawyers to get out of." I felt my jaw drop. Why would she think of a divorce immediately? Then I remembered Renee and Charlie. Charlie had had it pretty rough in that situation. Renee asking for a divorce and then becoming medically unstable. Bella and Charlie thought for awhile that the medical reasons were why Renee had wanted out. Even though Charlie stood by Renee the entire time, the moment she was out of the hospital, she left him. She had said the only reason she had stayed was for Bella, but now that Bella was away at Prep school, she couldn't stay.
-"How about, I give you time to think about it?" She smiled at me and put a hand on my knee.
-"I like that idea." She gave me a quick kiss and I smiled deviously at her.
-"What?" She looked at me quizzically as I stood up. I put myself between her legs and bent her backwards onto the bed.
-"I told you I wasn't finished." Our lips met and moved fervently as her pelvis arched up to meet me. Her fingers ran down my spine and I wrapped my hands just under her legs. I pushed her back farther onto the bed, climbing back over her. She slide her fingers down to the buckles on my pants and she began muttering.
-"Stupid wedding tux, so annoying, I want to just…" I moved my hand down to undo it for her, trying to hide my amusement. She glared up at me.
-"I was working on it!" i simply gave her a raised brow.
-"I noticed, you were taking forever."
-"Patience is a virtue Edward!"
-"Not when I have had almost four yearns of a dry spell, and I know how your body feels on mine. You can't expect me to be this close and not be a little antsy!"
-"So you'll take away my enjoyment, just to get under my skirt?" I laughed at her mock disgust.

Epov

(There is a scene here I cut out and edited, that I will post as a different story, due to the rating!)

She allowed me to continue, when we finished I lay down next to her. Cozying my face into the croak of her neck, lightly kissing it.
-"Bella, marry me, please… I don't know what I would do without you." I looked at her, pushing her hair back from her face, feeling it damp with sweat. I sat up to look at her, admiring her innocent beauty. She would always seem young to me, probably to herself as well. She studied my face, and I stared her down. I looked down at her bare skin and it gave me a chill to still see all the raw tissue. I pulled up the blanket, tucking it around us. When I looked back her eyes were closed and I prepared for the battle.
-"Bella?"
-"hmmm…"
-"Please say you'll marry me."
-"Okay." Her eyes fluttered open and my mouth dropped. She laughed as she pulled her hands out from under the covers.
-"Did you just say…"
-"I said yes, I'll marry y…" My lips found hers before her sentence finished and my fingers were quickly searching for the box I'd set out on the night stand. I pulled out the ring, and parted from her. I quickly snatched her left hand and smiled at her. She laughed at me as I slid the ring onto her finger and gave it a quick kiss.
-"You look so cocky right now, it's adorable!" I just smiled at her and held up her hand. She gasped and pulled it closer.
-"What do you think? It was my mothers. It seemed so you every time I looked at it."
-"It's beautiful." Her eyes glistened with tears.
-"You're beautiful."
-"Edward…"
-"Yes love?" I wrapped my arms around her again.
-" Don't ever leave me." I chuckled and rubbed my nose against her cheek.
-"Never have." She glared at my technicality. "I promise I never will." She kissed me then, passionately.
-"So my wife to be, how long until the wedding?" She rolled her eyes at me.
-"A year?"
-"That's a long time to go without what we just did."
-"What?" I was evil.
-"Oh yea, in my selfish greed to be your husband, I will with hold sex from you until I can do it every night, with you as my wife."
-"Tomorrow work for you?"
-"How bout you talk to Alice first?" She kissed me again and I felt myself rise. I was prepared for a long night.
-"but about tonight, I'll want to make you want it more…So you'll hurry it all up. So tonight you get whatever you want." She grinned at me evilly.
-"I don't know if I want anymore." Oh if only I didn't know about reverse psychology that might have worked.
-"Wrong answer." I muttered pulling her on top of me. This was how it was supposed to be. How it was going to be, forever.

(-sorry it took so long guys... i have gotten a nasty bug called pneumonia... and im still attending school and part time work... so i am pretty exhausted... buuuut please leave me some comments... i know what i will do to finally give it another climax and what will happen with James and what not. Do you guys want the editted version? My friend Jackson got this chapter first and im pretty sure he'll be bummed i cut out the very descriptive scene... i may post it but idk lemme know if you want it... other then that i'll try and update soon.)

-hali-