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Authors note: This is the last chapter in Renesmee's point of view. There will be a break up. Yay!

Jacob's perspective is coming up in the next chapter. Soon we'll find out why he let Renesmee go !

We're getting so much closer to a happy ending.

Reminder: Heidi had no special powers, but since Jacob killed her, (chapter 22) Jane took it upon herself to have Renesmee to replace her, because she has such an attraction about her. After Demetri was killed by Ness (chapter 8) He was easily replaced since trackers are common. The Volturi have more than doubled in size. But why?

Sadly this story is coming to an end, but you will get your happy ending and perhaps a battle Cullens/Pack vs. Volturi?

So, if there's any loose ends I need to tie up, let me know.

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Chapter 34 – Break up-

I followed Jane into a large wood paneled room. Each panel was beautifully carved.(#12 link on profile) I stared in wonderment, I thought of how beautiful it could be if it was just refurbished. As I looked closer, I could tell this was an old ballroom. The Chandeliers above our heads frightened me, I was scared they would fall on our heads.

"Ah, Jane. Who or what have you brought with you?" I knew that voice and I knew that face, it was Aro, sitting along side Marcus and Caius. Shoot and I thought I was white. They're whiter than paper. I thought.

"A Cullen." Jane answered.

"Oh, the werewolf lover." Caius interjected very annoyed. How did he know?!

"Yes." I responded.

"You're in love with a wolf?" Marcus looked to me with a very contemplative trouble expression. Yes, he was confused. I could tell Aro and Marcus weren't sure as to who I was but Caius shot daggers at me.

I lied to Marcus' question about my love for a werewolf. " Yes, I love the wolf, he's my best friend, but I'm in love with my fiancé." Marcus moved his head from left to write, rolling his eyes and turning his gaze to the windows.

"I can clearly hear a heartbeat. Yet, you are not human are you, nor vampire?" Aro asked as if he was confused.

I answered," I'm both but at times I feel like neither."

The he preceded, "Ah ha ha, I remember the vampire human amalgam Renesmee, you've grown."

I nodded in concur. "You seem to be the only one of the few cur's in existence now."

"And Nahuel." I added.

"Nahuel?" Aro wondered.

"My fiancé."

"Oh yes, yes, yes." He answered placing his hand out towards me. He didn't take a step towards me and I wasn't sure what to do. With his hand still outstretched toward me, It felt awkward, he was more than ten feet across the giant wooden room.

"Go." Jane pointed the way with her eyes.

As I stepped closer to him, the brief burst of sunlight came through the windows. There was a hole in the thick clouds the hovered in the sky. At least that was my assumption. His skin sparkled, but not like my parents. It was so dull and weak like brightness of sand. Tiny specks shined but most of his skin appeared to be dirty. It's by the dirty life he lives. When the sun disappeared his skin went back to its original creamed color.

"What are you doing?" I asked scared as Aro took a hold of my petite hand. Instantly I stepped back and pulled away.

"I just wish to know your life history, I can tell with a simple touch of your hand. May I?" he asked.

I knew I had no choice, I did as he asked. Placing my hand in his, I blocked everything I him only what I wish to send him. My parents and family mainly came to mind, how much I loved them and missed them. My thought and feelings and what I stood for: such as human life, authority, history and family.

How Nahuel and I were no threat to the Volturi. Many colors swirled in my mind, each color meaning another emotion, lastly I showed him how much I despised Jane and how much pain she had put me in for absolutely no reason. Nothing about Demetri or Heidi's death nor the pack or Jake was ever shown to him, I had to protect them. After he let go, I felt molested, he now knew most everything about me. It was like my memories were stolen from me.

"I can't see everything?" Aro said disappointed.

"What?" Caius wondered in a worried expression.

" How very strange." Aro examined my face, then raised an eyebrow. "You're mother is Isabella and Edward is your father?"

"Yes." I thought he knew?

"I can clearly tell, you have a very private mind, much like your mothers. You only send the thoughts you want me to hear or visions you allow me to see."

I apprised him, "I've had much practice."

"Practice?" He questioned walking back to the group of large antique push sofas. As he sat his grazed his finger across the wood accent of the red velvety couch.

"I've learned to hide my thoughts from my father."

"Ah, the telepath," he clapped his hands together, "You seemed to have gained some of his powers."

"What do you mean?"

"Instead of reading thoughts you can put thoughts in one's mind."

"Master, she wished to be able to help us in the study of hybrids." Jane interceded with a whopper of a lie.

His smile grew wide,"Oh, you do?"

I looked over to Jane, who in return gave me a deadly glare. I couldn't escape this one without pain being inflicted on me.

Internally, I reluctantly agreed but posed as if I truly wished to help."Whatever I can do to help."

"Well, you will be our main subject. Anything you need we will give you but you must help us anyway we need."

"Yes, one thing I do ask is for a private room where I can get sleep."

"You sleep?" Marcus questioned. I guessed they hadn't done much studies on the half-breeds as I thought.

"Yes, I am half human after all."

Aro shook his head, "Tisk tisk tisk, such a waste of time but if it helps our experiments run better."

"So you will join us?" Marcus inquired bored.

I was ready to scream no, but I felt Alec cut of my vision for a quick second. I turned around to see him standing behind me with a few other guards in red. I blinked a few times to get my vision back, when my eyes met Jane's, she raised both of her eyebrows mischievously at me.

"I will." I agreed.

"Jane," Aro snapped his fingers at her, "I would like you to oversee her development."

"Yes, master." She smirked, eyeing me as if I was her prey.

"Take her to the Blue room, let her sleep." Aro ordered.

"Yes, Master."

She walked me through the mansion, everywhere there were vampires with read cloaks a few grey ones and Jane wore a black one. I thought in my head that is how they must rank people. A faint distant sound echoed almost as if it was a screaming child. The further we went down the hall the noise became clearer it was a child, specifically a little girl crying. As I passed by the peach colored room I could see a small toddler sitting in a play pin crying.

"Corin! Can you get that to be quiet!" Jane didn't shout but spoke rather loudly and menacingly.

The toddler turned to see Jane and cried even louder.

"I don't know how?" The other Vampire complained.

"Who's baby is that?" I wondered, watching as the red eyed Corin, just sit there reading a book, trying really hard to keep that poor girl content. I stepped to the doorway when Corin took notice. She stood up almost defensive. When she did so the girl cried hysterically. She was scared of both Corin and Jane. Without delay Jane told me where the dark haired little one had come from.

"Aro found a woman who had powers, similar to your Alice, Aro let her become our secretary. Before we went to turn her she had relations with one of the new guards, they planned on running away together. He was quickly killed and she, well, she died giving birth. Now that thing has been nothing but an annoyance." Jane answered me with no attitude.

"So, she's a half-breed, like me?"

"Yes..." she said more agitated.

"How old is she?"

"A few months. Ugh, Corin get that thing to shut up!"

Stepping into the stone walled room, I informed Jane. "I know how to keep her from crying."

"You do? Well go, go." she pushed me in the room. It held a full sized bed and a chaise lounge. The play pin was positioned in the center of the room.

I stepped into the room, that was awfully cold. No, wonder this poor girl was crying. Corin stepped away as I picked up the girl and Jane walked me to the room I would be sleeping in.

I made it to a cylindrical shaped baby blue room.(#7 link on profile) Boarded windows adorned the peeling walls, I don't think adorned was the right word. I sat on the bed and wiped the tears of off the toddlers rosy cheeks.

"Hey, baby girl. Why ya cryin?" Her hair was dark and her eyes were a deep maroon with blue undertones, almost purple. It was completely odd, you wouldn't believe she was real. She appeared to be around two years old not two months. She smiled at me when I spoke to her. She was extremely beautiful, she reminded me a bit of Rosalie in a way, beauty beyond compare. Her forehead was burning up, from crying but the skin on her arm was cooler than it should be. I don't think any of the Volturi took into consideration that she was half human. I grabbed the blanket off the bed and wrapped it around, not only her but myself.

I placed her facing my chest, so I could wrap my arms around her to get her warmed up. As she began to burst into tears again. She rested her head against my chest for awhile as I sang to her. Jane and Corin watching the entire time with bewildered expressions. The girl stopped crying completely after a minute or two, she must have fallen asleep.

"Do you guys have any food around here?" I asked with the toddler still in my arms.

"No." Corin said angrily.

"Well do you have any blood, she may enjoy that."

"I tried she doesn't want any."

"Are you sure there's no food?" I questioned again.

"Aro keeps some occasionally for out secretaries, I could go check." Before I could answer Corin was gone searching for food.

"Jane could I trouble you to go into town and get some raw meat for her?"

"No, I won't. You need to get started on the experiments."

"Please, Jane. It will get her to stop crying."

"Ugh, fine. As soon as I return we will start the experiments."

I nodded, thinking that this girl couldn't stay with Corin anymore, she scared of her but seemed comfortable with me."Can I take care of her from now on?"

"I'll ask Aro before I go to the market."

"Thank you so much Jane." I wondered why I even thanked her. She was evil and vile and had made most of my so called, adolescence hell.

"Don't thank me yet," she handed me a black cloak, "Aro may say no and just let her die or she may become a snack."

"You wouldn't."

"It's not up to me." She said with a blank expression. How could anyone be so heartless?

"Jane, what's this for?" I asked as the cape rested in my free hand.

"You're cloak." She stated it so repulsed.

"Why is black, don't I get a red one?" I was quite curious.

"You killed Demetri,therefore Aro considered you dangerous." She stated beginning to walk out of the room.

"Jane, can I ask a favor?"

"I guess."

"Can I see my fiancé?"

I could hear the wickedness in her voice, "He's down the hall, I'll go get him."

She was gone and back within seconds, "He's on his way. Now what do I need to get?"

"Get some raw meats and fruit." I said rocking the toddler in my arms. Jane started to exit the room once more and I asked for her again,"Oh and Jane?"

"What!"

"What's her name?"

"I don't know."

"What was her mother's name?"

"Lillian." She stated and left.

" Lillian Cullen."

When I said her name she began crying again.

"Ma ma?" she spoke. I looked into those murky eyes of hers, she must have wanted her mother the whole time.

"No," I corrected, " I'm Nessie."

I watched as the girls bottom lip protruded further than before and it started to quiver. Tears began to roll down her cheek. I sat up holding her closer, hoping it would get her to calm down. With no luck, I sat down on the bed again wondering what I could do to keep Lily from crying.

I placed my hand on her cheek, showing her happiness. I showed her La Push, Jacob, my family I showed her things to that made me happy. I showed each of my family members and each member of the pack, Billy, Grandpa Charlie and Nana Sue.

"Gean." She stated, which meant again. I went through the images again slower, she had me paused at Rosalie. A gapped smile spread across her face where I could see a few teeth coming in. "Ma ma." she claimed.

I couldn't bear to hear her cry again so I nodded. "Yes, that's your Mommy." She smiled again. I placed my hand back on her cheek and showed her Emmett. "Da da." I pronounced for her, hoping she would repeat.

I laughed at the thought of Emmett being a father, maybe he would grow up a little.

"Da, da?" she smiled in awe. I nodded placing my palm to her check once again, showing her Rosalie and Emmett as her parents. I showed them together inside the living room at my grandparents. I knew if I ever made it back to Forks I would let Rosalie have her, as her own daughter. She looked much like Rose to me and Rose has always wanted a child of her own.

"That's your, Ma-ma and Da-da." She giggled after I reassured that Rose and Em were her parents. Slowly her tiny hand, made its way to my face. She pated my cheek, smiling, "N-yes." she attempted to say my name.

She was clearly intelligent but didn't have much nurturing since her birth, I guess I was all she had now.

I layed in my bed waiting for Nahuel, attempting to read books written in Russian, but it was no use. Why hadn't daddy taught me Russian I wondered. He taught me Spanish and Portugese, why not Russian? There wasn't much to do, so I started picking at my nails, then I remembered the ring that used to be wrapped around my left ring finger. My ring from Jacob was missing. I was instantly saddened and couldn't even bring myself to cry. Instead I turned my attention to Lillian.

I watched Lillian as lied in her crib. She must have been a hundred more times scared than I was. It had only been two hours when at last, Nahuel walked in the door with fruit. A red cloak draped across his shoulder.

"How are you?" He asked kissing my cheek.

"I feel like s***. I couldn't do anything to stop this. I'm sorry." He didn't reply, setting the fruit on the small table in the corner. I asked, "Are you angry with me?"

"No," he spoke with no worries. Lillian began to stir on the bed.

"I'm so sorry I've gotten you into this mess."

"It's fine, I don't have much to live for anymore. I have something to do now."

"I'm still sorry." I said now holding Lillian in my arms.

"Can I ask you a question?" he asked sitting next to me on the springy bed.

"Of course."

"You love him don't you?"

"Who?" I asked gazing at Lillian who slept in my arms.

"Jacob?"

It was time to be honest, especially since I let things go to far with Naheul.I turned to him and sent a sympathetic grin, "Yeah."

"Why'd you agree to marry me?"

"I belong with you. We're the same."

"Do you love me?"

"Yeah," I paused, "of course." I struggled, I just couldn't bring myself to say I Love You to him anymore especially since he took it as more than how I meant it.

"Not as much as him though."

" Not the same way. I, love him the way," I paused but stupidly admitted this out loud, "a wife should love her husband."

"You should not have agreed to wed me then."

"But we do belong together, we're the same."

"We are but you should marry him if you love him. I know he's attached to you and you to him. If I knew that was positive I would have never asked to marry you. I mean I had an idea but I trusted you." He said so angry.

"I'm sorry I did this to you."

"It's okay. At least I have my life now, thanks to you." I smiled because I did save his life, by telling Aro he was no threat. The Volturi would have killed him otherwise, especially since he was Joham's son.

"They're sending me to find my father. We're going to put a stop to his breeding. Jane told me now that you must fish for the people."

I heard him, but I was too focused on my own thoughts. What was I going to do now? What were these experiments the Volturi were going to do with me? Why have they been visiting me since I was a child? What do they really want with me? And there's no way in hell, I was going to lure people to their death. But I had to…

I had to keep my Jacob safe so I lied and pretended to love Nahuel. But I would do anything it took to keep Jacob safe and alive, at this point I guess it meant even taking human lives. They send Nahuel away, now I will have to fish for their food, unless I found someone to replace me. I could do that.

I've practically held the gun to Nahuel's head, just for my own selfish purpose. He was a good man and I used him but I did save his life.

"I've been so selfish." I muttered to myself, "I'm going to hell."

CHAPTER 35 preview Jacob's POV

"Jake, I know this is hard on you." Edward said to me understandingly.

"I appreciate your empathy but you really don't Edward. This is history repeating itself, to see someone I love hitched to some guy. But the second time around hurts a hundred times more. Damn it! She hardly knows him."

"She didn't marry him." Bella said.

"She didn't?" I asked.

"She couldn't not in front of so many that were against it and she said she couldn't unless you were there."

"But I was there."

"Well, she said she was going to get married in Argentina. She wanted it to be just her and Nahuel and she promised to inform us on the marriage."

"So she might not be married?"