Chapter contains a homosexual incestual relationship and sexual content between two women. If you don't like it, don't read it.
Rating: M
Summary: What happens when she gets her wish and Tegan finds herself in an alternate reality where Sara is her girlfriend, and not her sister? Will be a LONG fic, updated often.
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Chapter 35, Part 2 – The Perfect Way to Fall Asleep
Tegan's POV
I got into the car at around 4:30 to make sure that I was there when Lindsey got home from work. We had an appointment at the salon for 5:30 and dinner reservations at 6:30. Dani put up a bit of a fight with me leaving for the night, but I got her to fall asleep on me before I left and she'll be out for a few hours. I reach over and hit the button for the hands free dialing in my truck.
"Good evening Mrs. Quin. Are you calling for a reservation or delivery?"
"Delivery please."
"Very well, what can we get you?" the gentleman asks.
I order Sara's favourite Ravioli and Kale salad to our door, and a piece of chocolate lava cake. It should get there for 5, so she doesn't have to worry about cooking tonight. I let him know I'll come by and pay for it in 15 minutes. I hang up and pull into the drug store parking lot, getting out and heading in to grab Sara a few goodies. This was our first night apart since Dani was born and I just felt like I wanted to do something special for her. I grabbed some Smarties, and a coffee crisp bar, along with package of dill pickle chips and some big foot candy. I made sure to grab an I Miss You card, then paid for it and headed to the restaurant. I signed the card in the car, then put it in the bag and headed in.
John, the delivery boy was sitting at the take out counter and he smiled when he saw me.
"Mrs. Quin. I thought we were delivering for you?" he asked.
I smiled and nodded "Please, call me Tegan. Sara's at home tonight, I was ordering for her. I was just wondering if you could bring something extra to her when you go?"
He nodded "Of course. What would you like me to deliver?"
I smile and put the drug store bag on the counter. He smiled and nodded at me.
"Thanks, John. I'd love to stay and chat, but I've gotta pick up a friend" I tell him.
He nods "Let me cash you out then."
I nod back and we head over to the cash register. Sara's dinner comes out to $13.50, and I hand him a $50. He goes to give me change and I shake my head.
"Keep it." I tell him.
"I couldn't" he says.
I shake my head again "I'm serious John, keep it. You've been great to us. It's the least I can do."
He drops his head and nods. I smile and turn to walk out, but I hear his voice "Mrs. Quin!"
I turn back around "Please, Tegan."
"Tegan, um…I was just wondering if you'd umm….like to take a listen to my umm….some of my demos? I've only gotten feedback from my ma, and well…I can hardly trust that, but."
My smile spread and I nodded "Do you have 'em here with you?" I asked.
He nodded and reached under the counter, handing me a cassette tape. I smiled, remembering our own.
"My dad has an ummm….an old recorder and I'm sorry it's not…" he continued, rambling.
I put a hand on his shoulder "John, it's fine. You know Sara and I had our first demos on cassettes. I've got a deck in my truck too, so I'll listen to it on my way to pick up my friend."
His eyes lit up "Thank you so much Tegan!"
I nodded "No problem. Thank you for the many speedy deliveries, and for feeding my wife tonight. I'll talk to you soon John."
He nods and I walk out of the place, looking down at the tape in my hands. I smile and hop back into my truck, and popping it in the tape player as I head to Lindsey's. A haunting chord is struck on piano keys and my heart's already his. I pull up in the driveway just as his voice starts and I'm sold. I turn off the car and just listen. I sigh and make a mental note to play this for Sara later. Right now, I get out of the car and knock on the door. I hear yelling in the house and wince. Lindsey opens the door, looking pissed.
"Tegan! What are you doing here" she asks, seeming flustered.
"Taking you out. Come on" I tell her.
"Oh umm…I'm kind of, in the middle of something with Emy" She says.
I sigh and turn my head sideways "She's exhausted, Lindsey."
"Well she shouldn't be, all she ever does is come home and sleep, and I'm expected to cook dinner, and…"
"Well, I'm taking you out for dinner. No need to cook. There's a manicure in it for you" I tell her.
I see her attitude change when I mention the manicure. Lindsey's weakness. She loves a good manicure.
"YOU'RE bringing me for a manicure?" she asks, stunned.
I nod "Yup. And dinner at Gerry's, so put on your jacket and shoes, kiss your wife, and lets go!"
I see a smile spread across her face and she nods, opening the door and letting me in. I see Emy, her head in her hands on the couch.
"Just let me get changed" she says.
"Take your time" I tell her, sitting on the couch next to Emy as Lindsey walks into their bedroom.
"How you doin there, champ?" I ask her.
Emy shakes her head "I can't win, Tegan."
She's crying. I hug her to me and sigh "I'm going to get her in a good headspace and you'll not only win tonight, but hit a grand slam. I think she needs to be reminded that sometimes these emotions aren't really her own. And you, my friend. You really need to sleep. Did you get any?" I ask
She nods "I'd been asleep maybe an hour when she came home, yelling at me."
Lindsey stumbled out of the room "I'm ready."
I nod and pat Emy on the back, then stand. "Night Emy."
Emy nods at me and I walk Lindsey to my truck. She gets in and I fire it up. The tape plays.
"Wow, who is this?" she asks.
"The delivery boy from Piccolo's" I tell her.
She laughs.
"I'm being serious. I sent Sara some delivery before I got here and he gave it to me. I think we're gonna invite him over to record some high quality demos" I tell her.
"Wow. The amount of talent that sometimes goes unnoticed. So, manicures?" she asked
I nod "Sandra's Salon."
"My favourite. Emy never does this for me" she says.
I sigh "When does she have time? Poor girl hasn't slept in 2 days."
"I know, she never spends any time with me" Lindsey adds.
"She's the best at what she does, and form the sounds of it, has had a lot of patients who need her lately" I reason.
"I need her" she says. "I miss her. All she does is work and sleep, but then wants to have sex. She tries to disguise it as a massage, but I know what it is."
"Have you told her this?" I ask
She gulps and shakes her head "She knows."
"I don't think she does. I think there's a lot of miscommunication there Lindsey. She misses you too. She's been super busy with work, and sees how stressed you are and has been trying to find a way to relax you. She's pretty upset at the relationship right now. I don't think it's all an attempt to sleep with you. I think she genuinely just wants to help you unwind."
"Maybe" she sighs.
"I also think that your brain is running a million miles an hour and your body is on hormone overload. You need to talk to her. Tell her how you're feeling" I tell her.
We pull into the parking lot at the nail salon and I look at her.
"Just think about it" I tell her.
She nods and we hop out of the car.
"But right now, you get to watch me get a manicure" I laugh.
She giggles and nudges my shoulder as we walk in. The salon's empty as the esthetician recognizes her.
"Lindsey! So good to see you again" she says. "I wish I could do you tonight, but I've got an appointment with Mrs. Quin."
I smile and wave "That'd be me. And it's Tegan, please."
She smiles and nods.
"Come, come" the esthetician waves us over.
We follow and sit down at the tiny tables. Another woman walks up and sits in front of me.
"What colour do you want?" she asks.
"Clear" I say.
"Are you sure? We just got this new Sparkly Rose Garden in" she tells me.
I look at Lindsey who's laughing. I shrug.
"What the hell, give me the sparkly rose garden. I'm sure Sara'll get a good laugh out of it."
Lindsey's jaw drops and I chuckle.
"Cat got your tongue?" I ask.
She shakes her head at me and laughs.
"Can I take a picture of this for you to tweet to the fans? They'll lose their shit" she says.
I nod eagerly "Don't tell Sara, but I've secretly been tweeting pictures of her falling asleep in random places."
Lindsey snorts "She's going to kill you."
"Naw, she'll laugh and I'll get a TEeeeeegan! Then we'll laugh at them and she'll tweet out some embarrassing pictures of me."
"Do you guys ever…fight?" she asks.
I sigh and shake my head "Not really. I mean we've had arguments, but they're usually short and about stupid stuff. Mainly me not using lists. She hates it when I don't use lists" I tell her.
"How do you not fight? Doesn't she ever just do stuff that makes you so angry?" she asks.
I nod "Yeah, but I tell her. Usually right away. And she apologizes, kisses me, and does her best not to do it again. We don't let it eat away at us. My main focus in life is just to have fun with her and Dani. I find that as long as I concentrate on that, everything else just doesn't matter all that much. I think that both of us waking up every morning in that headspace really helps. I also make sure to do nice things for her and take care of her, while also allowing her to do the same for me."
Lindsey sighs and I can see it all turning inside of her brain.
"Emy loves you. She's just trying to do nice things for you. Maybe you should let her" I propose.
I watch as a smile forms on Lindsey's lips.
"Thanks Tegan. That makes a lot of sense" she sighs and shakes her head. "Now I feel super guilty, and dumb."
"Don't be too hard on yourself. Enjoy your manicure" I suggest.
She smiles and nods.
"How is Dani?" she asks.
"Adorable. I think I fall more in love with her every day. She's just so…so… huggable and I always want to kiss her tiny nose and she has the most adorable giggle."
"So she's got you wrapped around her finger" Lindsey jokes.
I chuckle and nod "OH yeah!"
She laughed with me. The lady was blow drying my nails and I looked down at them, unable to contain the giggle.
"I feel like such a girl" I say.
"Sara's gonna die" Lindsey says.
I nod "I think she'll be laughing for the rest of the night. I sure hope not though" I say, biting my lip.
Lindsey gives me an eye and the lady finishes my nails. We get up and head to the cash register.
"What's that supposed to mean?" Lindsey asks.
I raise my eyebrows and feel myself get wet at just the thought.
"I'll tell you at dinner" I tell her.
I pay for our nails and we walk over to Gerry's, where a table is waiting for us. I order a bottle of sparkling grape juice and we both mull over the menu.
"Anything you want. On me" I tell her.
"Tegan…" she protests.
"I insist" I told her.
She sighed and we ordered our meals, then she turned to me.
"So what about Sara?" she asks.
I let out a low growl "Lately, we've been having this…mind blowing sex. Like, ultimate. Yesterday, Sara had an asthma attack."
Lindsey bit her lip, listening.
"She loves that feeldoe. Do you guys have one?" I question.
She shakes her head. "What's a feeldoe?" Lindsey asks.
I gasp "Seriously?"
She shrugs.
"Oh, Lindsey. We are going to get you one on the way home. It's…" I exhale loudly "incredible. Do you and Emy like strap-on sex?"
She smiles and nods "Oh yeah."
"This is going to blow your mind. I can't believe you've never heard of it" I tell her. I lean forward and whisper to her "I've passed out before."
She gasps and looks at me "Really?"
"Passed out, asthma attacks, so much squirting. Like SO MUCH."
"Where do I get one of these?" she asks.
"Don't worry LB, I've got you covered. We'll pick one up on the way home."
I wink at her.
And we do. After dinner, we end up at the sex toy store and I put on my sun glasses. No doubt there's some kind of unruly fan in a sex toy store in Vancouver. I bring Lindsey to the area with the feeldoes and she's intrigued.
"So that part…?" she asks
I nod and smile, as I see a wicked grin cover her face. You're welcome Emy. But all this reminiscing is making me want Sara so badly. As if on cue, my phone rings. I pull it out and see the picture of my kissing Sara's cheek on my phone and smile. I answer it.
"Hey babe" I say.
I start looking around, leaving Lindsey to look over the packaging. I'm starting to get ideas.
"Tegan!" she calls out.
I can hear Dani crying in the background.
"What's wrong, Sare?" I asked
"She's fussy. She wants you. Think you can sing her The Ocean?" she asks
I look around and am careful to keep my voice low.
"Put her on the phone" I say.
I hear the phone being moved and I start the song, hearing her calm. I look over and Lindsey's giving me a weird look.
"Dani, mommy'll be home soon and we can have shower time. Okay champ?" I reassure her.
"She's calming down" Sara tells me.
Sara sighs "I miss you. I thought you'd be home by now."
"I miss you too love. We just stopped one more place so I can pick you up a surprise" I tell her.
"Tegan, you spoil me. First dinner, and now another surprise?" she asks
I smile and nod "I love you. I'll be home soon."
"Love you too. Bye. Drive safe" she says.
I hang up and Lindsey raises an eyebrow at me.
"Shut up. Just wait until you have a kid" I tell her.
She chuckles and I turn back to what I was looking at before. I'm feeling kind of lost. I'd never even thought about any of this before, but here I am: thinking about it.
"You alright?" Lindsey asks.
I shake my head "I feel really lost in this stuff."
She has a look at the section I'm in and laughs.
"Well, no duh! It's not like you're ever going to need any of this stuff."
I turn and give her a look and her eyes go wide. She turns over the feeldoe package, reviewing the item, but when she doesn't see the use for any of these products she looks back at me.
"Okay, I'm confused" she says.
I blush "Remember how we were getting…gifts?" I ask.
Her eyes go wide and she reaches between my legs, feeling around and finding nothing.
"Not me, Linds" I tell her.
"Sara?" she asks.
I nod and look back at the wall.
"Oh wow. Have you…?"
"Not yet. It…scared me at first. I gave her a handjob because it wouldn't…deflate. Then, we were gonna, but Dani needed us" I tell her.
She chuckles and pats my shoulder "Tonight, eh? Looks like we're both gonna have a good time."
I smile "I don't know how long it's going to last, and I want to make up for my…thoughts about it earlier. Really get her riled up. You've got experience with…" I whisper "penises. Any advice?"
"Don't neglect the balls" she says.
I want to vomit. She laughs and walks over to the wall, having a look. She grabs a couple things and comes back.
"My ex boyfriend really loved using these pumps. You just lube her up, stick it in, and pump. It'll make her…sensitive. And bigger" she says.
"Oh, she doesn't need to be bigger" I tell her.
"How big?" she asks
She puts her hands up, insinuating Sara's penile size. I bite in my labaret, take hold of her wrists and spread her hands. She gasps.
"Really?" she asks.
I nod.
"Oh wow. Tegan…"
"I know."
"You must be itching to get home" Lindsey says.
I just bite my lip and look back at the wall.
"I'm sorry, I couldn't help but overhear. Might I make a suggestion?" the sales lady interrupts.
I gulp and nod at her. She directs us over to the vibrators and grabs a c-shaped, sleek looking toy.
"The female partner wears one end in her vagina and the other end sits over her clitoris. During penetration, both partners feel the vibrations" she says.
I look over the toy. We can use it even when we're back with our feeldoe. I smile and nod.
"It's perfect" I say.
She smiles "Might I also interest you in couples lube?"
I laugh "We rarely ever need lube."
She smiles and Lindsey bumps my shoulder.
"What? It's the truth" I say.
She shakes her head and I pay for the toys, then drive her home. In the car, I can't help but squeeze my thighs, thinking about Sara waiting for me. I look over and Lindsey's shifting similarly.
"Look at us, squirming for them" I say.
"They're a lucky bunch of girls" she says.
I chuckle and nod.
"What are you gonna do to Sara when you get home?" she asks.
"Well, first I promised my daughter some shower time, then we'll put her to bed. THEN I'm going to slam Sara against a wall and just go nuts. I've been waiting since breakfast. I was such an idiot! I can't wait to feel her heat slide into me. And Emy?"
Lindsey bites her lip.
"I want to surprise her" she says.
I smile "Want to put it on now?"
Her eyes go wide "You're a genius!"
I shrug "I try. Here, I'll slow down a bit."
Lindsey opens the package and I can't help but chuckle. I can just imagine Emy waking up to Lindsey tonight. I kind of wish I could be there and watch her expression. But I've got Sara's mind to blow tonight. Pun completely intended. The next time I look over, Lindsey's got it in and moans, pulling her pants back up. I chuckle at the look on her face.
"Like it?" I ask
She nods and licks her lips as we go over a bump.
"Oh sweet baby jesus!" she calls out.
I laugh and pull into her driveway.
"Bye Lindsey, have a good night" I say.
"Thanks. You too. Bye. I need to…"
"GO!" I tell her.
She hops out of the truck and practically runs to the house. I laugh and pull out of the driveway, starting to head home. I keep rubbing my thighs together. I don't remember ever being this horny. I dial the home number.
"Hello?" Sara's voice answers.
"What are you wearing?" I ask in a sultry voice.
"Sweatpants and a t-shirt Dani just spit up on" she answers.
I moan "So sexy."
"Tegan, where are you?" she asks
"I just dropped off Lindsey and am driving home. Sara, I want you so badly right now. You have no idea. My clit is throbbing" I tell her.
"Oh really? Well do you want to know what I'm going to do to you get home?" she asks.
I groan "Yes. So badly."
"Hold on, let me put Dani to bed" she says.
I hear her say goodnight and give Dani a kiss, then the door close. I imagine her bare footed, shuffling to the couch to wait for me.
"I'm going to take your breasts into my hands and massage them in my palms, running my fingers over your perky little nipples. Then I'm going to kiss your neck and slowly undress you until you're completely naked in front of me…"
I moan as I get out of the car and close the garage door, walking up to the house.
"Then I'm going to dip my head down and run my tongue over your nipples until your knees shake and you beg me for more. I'll rub up your cunt, playing in your juices, and take hold of your clit…"
I open the front door and walk in, seeing her look up from the couch. We made eye contact, my mouth on the floor and I slowly pulled the phone away from my ear and hung up. She did the same and I ran over to her, pulling my shirt over my head on the way over. I tossed it aside. I felt her hands on my bare stomach and shuddered, goosebumps instantly coating my skin. I gasp and lower myself onto her lap. She's already hard. I can feel it through my jeans and her sweat pants. I kiss her hard, and she responds, her hands wrapping around me as her lips glide against mine. A hand unsnaps my bra and I move my arms out of it, letting Sara toss it aside. My naked breasts fall heavy against her and I moan loudly as her hands cover them. I brake the kiss and whisper in her ear.
"I'm so fucking hot right now" I whisper.
"I know, I can smell you, it's making me so fucking hard" she whispers back.
"I want you, inside of me" I moan into her ear, attaching my lips to her neck and grinding my hips on her erection.
"Not like this" Sara responds.
I stop and pull back, confused.
"Bedroom" she responds, leaning in and kissing me.
I smile against her lips and stand up, never breaking the kiss. She stands as well, and we lock hands. I suck in her bottom lip and run my tongue over it as we crash into the wall at the opening of the hallway. She takes the hit and moan as she rolls me, onto the adjacent wall in the hall, pressing me to it. I moan and her hands run down my torso, mine clutching the hem of her shirt. Her hands are fumbling with the button on my jeans as our lips part momentarily for her shirt to come off. I love when she doesn't wear a bra, and I'm craving the feel of her chest on mine, but we pause, making eye contact, both our chests heaving. There's a mutual smile, then she's kissing me and I back her up onto the opposite wall. She moans and I grind my crotch into hers, causing me to soak my boyshorts. She gets my jeans undone and pulls them down. I kick them off, pressing myself up her length against the wall. She breaks the kiss, her head shooting back at the sensation. I take the moment to ravish her chest, licking both nipples, then gently nipping her clavicle.
"Ohhh!" she moans. "Tegan!"
I smile and cover her lips with mine again. She can't get enough of this kiss, and grabs my underwear-clad bum, backing me up towards our room. She fumbles with the door handle, but eventually gets it open. My back crashes into the bed and she's ontop of me. Her hand go to the spot between my legs and I moan upon contact. Sara breaks the kiss and moans into my ear.
"You soaked through your underwear" she notifies me.
I bite my lip and nod, desperate for her touch.
"That's so fucking hot" she says.
I kiss her hard and she uses the heel of her palm to rub my clit through the drenched fabric. I moan and buck my hips. She's driving me crazy.
Sara's POV
I feel my raging hard on twitch when I feel how wet Tegan is. I can probably squeeze these panties out into the sink. I already know that this is going to be fantastic. I loop my thumbs in the waistband of her underwear and reveal my prize. It's glistening, and gorgeous. She smells delicious. A finger slides up the slick lips and I moan, imagining how good she feels on the inside. I deepen the kiss as she moans into my mouth. I feel my sweatpants leave my ass, and hit the floor, I step out of them as her hand wraps around me, sending shocks through my spine, up to my brain. I hook my arms under hers and shimmy her up to the pillows, making sure she's comfortable. I grab a few from my side of the bed and gently lift her hips, sliding them underneath. I read online today that this will help me make her comfortable. I pull away and look into her eyes.
"Tegan, we can stop. I mean, we don't have to. I can just use my fingers and tongue" I tell her.
She looks over my face and tucks a strand of hair behind my ear. Tegan shakes her head and rests her wrists on my shoulders.
"I want to feel you inside of me, Sara. Please" she pleads.
I nod and lower myself to give her a quick kiss.
"Are you comfortable?" I ask.
She nods and pulls me back down for a deeper kiss. I feel myself getting lost in the kiss, as my hand lowers to my erection. The tip touches her dripping lips and I gasp at the sensation. She's so warm and wet.
"Holy fuck" I say into her mouth, as I rub my tip up her length.
I hit her clit and she shudders. I kiss her deeply again and put myself at her entry.
"Are you…?" I go to ask.
"Sara, shut up" she cuts me off.
I nod and focus on her. I press gently into her and feel her squirm. The outer ring of her entrance stretched around me and lets me into the burning heat inside of her. I grit my teeth and beg my body to hang in there. I get the head inside and my toes curl, my hands clenching into fists as her hands dig into my back. She's being careful not to use her nails this time. I feel her continue to stretch to accommodate me. I'm going super slowly, but the sensations are so intense. It's like… it's like the warm honey that usually courses through my veins during an orgasm, all collected and confined within her walls. And I'm pushing my clit through it. Only, it's got all these spongy ridges and is super tight. I have to stop and drop my body to hers.
"Fuck, Tegan" I say, squeezing my eyes shut.
"Sara?" she asks, worried.
"I'm trying so hard not to cum but you feel so fucking good."
She rubs my back and kisses me gently.
"Take your time. No rush, Sare" she says.
I nod and look at her "How are you?"
She smiles "This is fantastic."
"Am I hurting you?" I ask
"A little, but it feels so good" she says.
I nod. "Let me know…"
"If I want you to stop, I know, love. I don't" she says.
Her arms warm around my neck and she pulls me down to give me an eskimo kiss. I take a deep breath and push further into her, running my tongue over her teeth as her jaw opens. I feel her cervix at the tip of my cock, and am careful to aim beneath it. She's completely wrapped around me. All of her sweet, warm, wetness is squeezing my entire member exquisitely. I'm already breathing heavy and I drop my forehead to the bed, next to her head. I take another breather, feeling hands between my shoulder blades.
So, here I am: on top of Tegan, her legs spread for me, completely inside of her, skin on skin. This is my idea of heaven. I lift my head and gently kiss her lips.
"You okay?" I ask
She nods and runs her hands through my hair.
"Do you want to stop?" I ask.
She shakes her head and locks her eyes on mine. I kiss her tenderly.
"Do you want me to shut up?" I ask.
She smiles and nods. I smile back and kiss her again, slowly pulling out of her. I feel every single ripple in her grip onto me as I tug out and I take a deep breath to try and counteract the feeling of going over the edge.
"Fuck! Tegan!" I call out.
My chest is sinking and I feel her arms around my shoulder, holding me tightly to her. She is perfect. This moment is perfect. How can someone feel so fucking good? I slowly push back in and reach the end of her. Her hips buck and I feel the rings of muscles inside of her clamp down on me. I exhale through gritted teeth and tightly squeezed eyelids. This is such a sweet torture. I feel lips on my jaw and slowly pull out again. She tightens even more. She's got a vice grip on me and her moans fill the air. Enough to make anyone die, and I think I might.
"You feel so good, I think I might die" I whisper to her as tears fill my eyes.
My head falls to her shoulder again as her hands run up my back and through my hair and her lips connect to my cheek.
"I feel so full with you inside of me" she whispers.
I pull back and look into her eyes again "I love you."
Her tongue wets her lips and she lets out a shaky breath "I love you too. Now please Sara, make love to me."
"Okay baby. Okay" I whisper back, kissing her and dragging out a bit faster.
Am I worried I'm not going to last? Yes. But I'm going to do my best to wait to cum with her. I want to feel that connection with Tegan. I push into her and she moans as I hit the very back. Her head flies back and I grit my teeth, committing myself to lasting. My hips move a little faster, each thrust being graced with the eye opening pull and drag of Tegan's fucking sexy walls. I feel her wetness accumulate at her opening, around the base of me, and drip down.
"Fuck! Sara! Just like that. Oh My fucking God!" she exclaims, her body rising off the bed a bit.
I hit a good spot. I kiss her jaw and move into that spot again, she tightens around me even more and I'm about to lose it. My stomach tightens and I strain my neck.
"Oh shit! Sara! Fuck yes!" she calls out.
She reaches up and attacks my lips with her own. Her lower body thrashes and she grinds herself on me. Normally, this is how I know she's cumming, but now, now I feel those rings inside of her spasming around me. I stop entirely and put my finger to her clit, running circles to keep her going. I don't want this to end yet. She feels too good. Tegan's panting and grabbing at me, as I feel her entire core suck on me. She's got tears I her eyes and all I can do is kiss her, until she calms. I wait patiently, kissing her jaw until I feel her moving on me again.
"More" she asks of me. "Please Sara. Please."
I kiss her and start to move in and out of her again, as she sucks in air. I take a breast in my hand and enjoy it's heavy, warm fleshiness. She sits up, sitting in my lap. I wrap my arms around her midsection and move deep inside of her. I'm deeper than before. I get even more of that Tegan utopia wrapped around me. She's got all of me inside of her now. I think this alone is enough to cause the gasping moans she's making. But my resistance is growing harder to maintain. She feels too good. I'm too in love with her. She's too fucking gorgeous.
"Tegan, I'm gonna pull…"
"No, stay inside."
"Baby, I'm gonna…"
She hugs me tighter, dropping her head to my shoulder and I feel the tears.
"Please don't leave me" she calls out.
I feel her face bury in my neck. I know she didn't just mean physically. Suddenly, I don't want to cum. I stop completely and hug her to me tightly.
"Oh Tegan, I'm never leaving you. Hear me? Never" I reassure her.
My hands run down her hair as I hold her head to me.
"I love you. I love you so much. No one makes me smile like you do. No one could ever make me this happy. You're it for me, Teegs. You've always been it. You'll always be it. I never want to fall asleep without you, and I want to wake up to you every single morning of my life. Fuck, I love you so much" I tell her.
She just nods into me. I kiss her shoulder and hold her through the emotionally insecure moment. It's just one of the many wonders of being with Tegan. Most of her past partners never understood this, or how to deal with it. It really is just a moment where you need to stop what you're doing, hold her, and be honest about your feelings. That's all it took.
I feel her unstick her face from my neck and face me. I wipe the tears from her face with my thumbs. She sniffles.
"Thanks" she whispers.
"Always. Whenever you need that, I'm right here. Better?" I ask
She nods and leans in, kissing me. I moan against her lips and feel her gently lift herself, then sink down on me. My body lights on fire and the sensations come rushing back.
"I want you to cum inside of me" she whispers.
I gulp and intake a breath. The idea is turning me on.
"Tegan…" I say.
"Sara." She states.
I nod and lay my hands flat on her back, supporting her. I get a flashback to the first time. The only first time worth remembering. We were just like this. Exactly like this.
"Kiss me" I ask of her.
No sooner than I ask for it, her lips are on mine, burning a path to my heart.
"Tegan" I moaned, breaking the kiss.
Her body moved on mine, rocking me in and out of her.
"Cum for me, baby" she asked.
I bit my bottom lip, feeling myself hit that point again. I breathed heavily. Tegan kissed me again and moaned into my mouth. She was close again. I quickly adjusted us so I could get at her from her favourite angle. This caused her to throw her head back, and my palms to feel her back arch. I inhaled sharply and pushed her to her limit. Her hands gripped my shoulder tightly.
"Fuck, Sara, I'm gonna cum again" she moaned.
I look down and see her perfect breasts bouncing freely and gulp.
"I'm with you" I gasp.
I feel her tighten and explode around me and I call out her name as I start to feel myself teeter on the edge.
"TEEeeeGAN!" I cry out.
She moans so loudly in my ear and we just rock together, holding on for dear life as I feel myself pump into her. I gasp at each contraction, sparks flying as our orgasms fall in synch. As I pump out, she sucks in. My eyes roll back in my head and I fall backwards, limp, Tegan landing ontop of me. A few moments later, we're both spent, breathing heavily. She kisses my chest, then collapses completely, panting. I close my eyes and let out a satisfied moan. My whole body is tingling and I feel Tegan's even breathing. She's asleep. I smile and pull the blankets up, over us, dropping a kiss on her head and wrapping my arms around her. I rub down her soft, gorgeous back and revel in the warmth and safety of her on me. I feel myself going limp, but am still inside of her. I close my eyes. All I can hear is Tegan's breathing, and Dani's over the monitor.
There was never a more perfect way to fall asleep.