Most of the group are now dead, killed by the walkers and the saviors that went out to capture Robert. This has been one hell of a day, Robert's group came to 'try' and get his wife back only for him to turn around and kill her.

She didn't deserve that, even though she tried to kill me and my baby because of her jealousy. She never had to die and be killed by her own husband. I couldn't imagine what she was feeling, the last moments of her life only to see Robert holding his gun towards her.

I couldn't even think if my deceased husband had done that if he was still alive.

I sit quietly at the entrance of the Sanctuary, watching as the Saviors bring Robert and the surviving members of the group into the Sanctuary. Robert turns to look at me, I gulp as I stare straight back at his emotionless face.

I shake my head in disbelief at the smirk that quickly comes across my face as a gun is pressed into the middle of his spine as he walks towards the cell.

"I can't believe it," I start as Negan walks towards me with Lucille on his shoulder. "He killed his wife," I whisper before turning to look at Negan. Who was smirking at Robert who has just been pushed into the Sanctuary.

"She was going to die either way," Negan replies as he leans against the wall, I've noticed that he's become a little softer towards me, almost takes things seriously when speaking to me which I do find a lot weird. Must be because I'm carrying his child.

"I know but that's just cruel. I couldn't imagine if it was me and my dead husband in that position, heartbreaking," I place my hand on my growing stomach, trying to get the thought out my head. He's been dead for some time now but the memories with him are still blooming in my head.

Memories of him and my daughter, who is still dearly missed. "Lucille give me strength," I hear Negan say. I roll my eyes deciding to completely ignore him, I also figured out that he doesn't like me talking about my husband either.

"That won't ever happen to you, don't worry a god damn thing," Negan replies before heading back into the Sanctuary, most probably going to speak with Robert. My eyes move from the door towards the gate of the Sanctuary.

For days, I've been thinking of leaving the Sanctuary for a few hours, just so I can get some air without someone watching over me. I still had the gun that Arat gave me and also a knife so I knew I would be alright.

I quickly move, heading over to the same fence which I had used to get out last time when I got Sherry away from this place. Walking past the trees before finding the same tree that I fell off from and broke my wrist and I knew it was that tree because the fabric from my t-shirt is still on the branch.

I carefully take a hold of the lowest branch and pulled myself up, refusing to go up any higher due to the last incident. I couldn't risk it even though I am risking so much with being out here, out of the safe grounds of the Sanctuary.

I sit quietly in the tree as I think of my deceased daughter, recently I've been thinking of (D/N) and this baby. Debating with myself whether or not having this baby is actually a good idea. I couldn't protect her. I couldn't even protect my daughter in Alexandria.

How can I protect this baby?

I smile to myself as I imagine what (D/N) would have been like if I could have told her that she would be having a baby brother or sister. She would 100% be so happy. A tear rolls down my cheek as I think of how my little girl would have been.

Sadly she won't be able to be here to meet him or her.

I'm brought out of my sad thoughts by a loud bang which definitely came from a gun. I jump and quickly climbed up into the tree at least now there is a good chance that I won't be spotted. I watch as people walk past and I automatically knew that they were from Robert's group.

"So what's the plan?" One of the men asks which only gave him a hard slap across the head. "You're so fuckin' stupid. We've been over this many times! Right... listen carefully," The other man glares before he finishes what the plan is about.

"Robert's group is goin' to distract the Saviors, we're going to sneak in and... bang! bang! and then take Maya and that... pregnant woman. Did you get that this time?!"

The man who got slapped nervously nods, holding his gun tightly. I could practically see the sweat pouring off of him. I gulp once I realise that they were going to shot at the Sanctuary, potentially kill the Saviors but they don't know that Maya is dead and the people from Robert's group is either dead or captured but I know I need to get back some how.

But two people have stopped and are now in their positions. How am I going to get back?