Hi :D

Firstly I wish to tell all thank you very much for your inspiration, encouragement, and ideas you have shared with me in your reviews. Have made a document full of them therefore the next five chapters are planned and I promise you I will write them ASAP. :D xxxxxxx

Thank you to Sophi, your idea is wonderful and shall come eventually. Thank you! x

Thank you to kiaraxkovu, it is a wonderful idea to bring in the soul mates thing but unfortunately they do already know, but that doesn't mean to say they truly understand ;) thank you! x

Thank you to the guest that suggested Maddy's ancestors, they will be coming shortly. Thank you! x

Thank you to reader, I have something a little different I'm afraid, sorry. But it shall be similar. Thank you! x

Thank you to solenn, you're a genius! Thanks I will do something along these lines do not fear because you're not the only one to suggest it ( thank you to those too.) btw your English is very good, and extremely good to be able to read my fanfic with it being in English and all. Thank you! x

Thank you to Maddy Wolf who did contact me. Heck SHE PRACTICALLY WROTE THIS! Maddy wolf helped me with all of this. She gave me the idea and how to set it. She told me everything to do with it. All credits definitely go to her.

Now with a little help, I realise that it doesn't matter whether you write it in capital letters, put a million exclamation marks after it, write it more than once, or even spell it out. Because no matter what it will never be enough to tell you all how thankful I am. And sorry for this taking so long to reach the actual story. I shall shut up here you go, enjoy xxx

Maddy POV

I can't breathe. Something is wrong. Rhydian was sent out and suddenly my chest has tightened, it was normal though. But this is different, this is nearly unbearable. My head is spinning, my heart pounding in my ears, breath's becoming frantically rigid, nothing will focus. I'm now looking down at my hands under the desk panting as the ink veins slowly appear through my blurry vision. What's going on? I see Shan and Tom from the corner of my eye exchange worried glances while my wolf continues to rise. I have no idea what to do, break isn't for another fifteen minutes and I'm about to wolf out. To make things worse Miss addresses me and asks a question, though I can't even hear it properly between my heart beat, yet alone answer it. Usually I have Rhydian to look out for me but he's not here and I can't pick up his heart beat or hear him. Where the hell is he? I slide my stool backwards along the hardwood floor to get room and hopefully access more air. It was as if that would help me find more air, but nothing. Shan and Tom are now by my side and they make sure no one sees my hands. Luckily my neck is covered by my straight, straw like hair that flows all the way down to my elbows now. Miss has come to hover behind me, examining me her eyes only. I know what's causing this, and I have to find him. After a long gasp I look Shannon straight in the eye and whisper so quietly that even a wolfblood couldn't hear 'Rhydian.' Fortunately she managed to read my mouth and it doesn't take long for a genius like her to put two and two together.

"She just needs some air," Shan says to Miss. All of a sudden I am being dragged up by my arms and rushed out through the class door, slamming it behind us. My left arm is around Tom's neck and my right around Shan's. My feet trip and tumble as we quickly make our way down the long hallway, past the lockers, and out the double doors that lead to the front yard. We struggle our way to the bench closest to the football pitch while I continue to gasp for much needed air. My veins fade and my chest loosens, but only the slightest. I'm still heaving while my friends watch me place a hand over my chest in hope to calm myself. Obviously it doesn't work and tears make their way to my eyes, a few escaping to roll down my cold cheeks.

I have to find Rhydian, I have to find Rhydian, I have to find Rhydian. That's all I can think about. He wasn't waiting outside the class, and there was no sign of him being with the principle when we vaguely passed. I'm struggling to smell him out here as well due to the suffocation I'm going through. Tom stands beside the bench and in front of me with worry filling his eyes. Shan's hand rubs up and down my back in attempt to settle me but all it does is bring back memories from times Rhydian would do the same. This is then a reminder that I have not yet succeeded to find him. Though suddenly my chest completely relaxes as I shoot my head up and focus my tear blurred vision across the field. There was a moving figure that yelped my name, coming at me quickly sprinting. As it came closer I was able to see the determined blue eyes, the dirty blonde hair. Rhydian! I stood up and walked to where the grey met the stalks of green, still panting and grasping for air. My hands flew to my face in order to wipe away the tears and make sure I wasn't imagining things. But I wasn't. It turns out that although I wasn't able to find him, but he did manage to find me. The closer he got the more sorrowful his face looked. Dry tear marks scarred his pink cheeks all the way down to his plumb lips. The blue of his eyes stood out against the baby pink that covered what use to be the white part of his eye balls. His eyelashes clung together and made him look cuter than ever, but I failed to find joy within it considering what these things meant. He stopped just in front of me, inches away from my face. Although my chest had gone back to normal, my breathing was still quick and tears still involuntarily sprung from my eyes. Only now my heart beat was quiet and my hearing went back to normal.

My hands both found his chest and slowly moved up to his shoulders sliding across the white, silky school shirt, and then around his neck. Only his stayed by his sides as he captured his breath from the sprint he had just done. I begin to try and breathe through my nose and gather the will to speak. In which time I hear Tom and Shan come up behind me, but neither Rhydian's nor my gaze turns. His eyes remain locked on mine and mine remain locked on his. A spark flickered inside of my stomach and I almost felt sick. What just happened, whether it was the bond mam and dad warned us about, or just a simple panic attack? It seems to have drained my system.

"Where did you go?!" I blurted out, "What happened? Are you ok?"

He slightly smiled but it was a sad smile. Not the one that I usually see.

"I'm sorry Maddy."

And that was it. His face turned away from mine looking down at the floor. Tears streamed down his face as he cried softly.

"Whatever for Rhydian?" I asked softly, still holding onto him.

"The look you gave me when I got sent out, it was like I disappointed you. I thought I'd upset you. The thought of losing you because of it came to mind and I could barely breathe. That's why I ran, just to get away. Then I saw you out here in the same condition I was in and I knew… it… it... was my entire fault. " he barely whispered the last part and my insides melted.

It was as if then and there every muscle in my being just relaxed, my heart beat went back to normal. Although we were both panting I tilted my head to catch his gaze, which was easy considering I'm rather shorter than him, then our lips fused together in a hard kiss. His hands slowly raised to either side of my face and he pulled me nearer to deepen the kiss. I moved my head to the side a little and returned the favour of deepening it. With my eyes closed all I could see were flashing lights that danced and went from pink to purple, then purple to blue, then blue to green. Both our emotions were being spilled into this one passionate kiss. Eventually the lack of air got to us and we part, only to rest our foreheads on each other's. Light, little noises of giggling can be heard from behind me and I turn to see both my best friends looking at Rhydian and me with tears in their eyes. Huge smiles are plastered on each of their faces as then grin at the two of us then at each other before sharing their own little peck on each other's lips. It's nowhere near as passionate as ours and it only last two seconds at the most. But somehow it seems to make me very happy. We make our way back to the bench to take a seat for a moment. Considering none of us are really ready to go back into any classroom yet. We sit on the table and rest our feet on the seat. I snuggle up to Rhydian's chest and Shan sits next to me, joined at the hand by Tom. Together we sit in a silence looking at one another until Rhydian speaks up.

"I'm sorry, and I love you Mads. But if you're angry at me then…"

"Stop right there Rhydian," I reply sharply cutting him off, "there is no way I could be angry with you. And there's less chance of you ever disappointing me or even upsetting me. Yes, you nearly crushed all my insides when I thought I'd lost you, but you came back and now I love you even more."

A wide smile creeps onto his face and I see Shan and Tom stare in awe and whisper cute to each other. They probably haven't got use to the fact that the both of us can hear them. He places a light kiss on my forehead.

"I know I should have told you before," he adds still gazing into my eyes. "But I had a dream the other night, about how we only get one life and it woke me up right after two in the morning. I stayed awake and stared at you so I wouldn't lose my mind. If we got nothing we got us, that means nothing can get in our way. And today I thought I had lost all of that. So if we're only here once I wanna live with you because you've got something I need. In this world full of people there's one loving me, and that's you."

"And us!" Shan adds cheerfully.

She shares another kiss on the lips with Tom as Rhydian and I say 'cute' loud enough for them to hear. We did it in the same way and tone as they did which meant they understood we heard them. Then we all chuckled happily before Rhydian surprises me and put his hand in linked with mine and kiss me carefully on the lips. Tom and Shan repeat 'cue' again and I feel the heat rush to my cheeks.

"Yes she is," Rhydian spoke right after we part.

A deeper blush created on my cheeks and Shan patted me on the back laughing and whooping.

Thanks for reading. :D

This chapter was 700 words longer than some of the others because I may not be able to upload any chapters soon. But I will do my best. I just have so much to write thanks to all of your lovely suggestions! Xx :D

Like I said before that was mostly written by Maddy Wolf, she gave me the whole idea and the ideas for the next chapter too, so do thank her also. :D xxxxxxxxxxxx

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