"Honestly, I don't get why they're still trying to save your ass; you're just another pain in the dick," I commented as they discussed the moonstone stuff. Elena looked pissed beyond anything and I raised my brows in challenge, "You know what I think? I think you're just a scared little bitch who's jealous of me that I have these two lovelies sprawling over me instead of you, you're just a spoilt bitch that no one loves and probably abuses."

Elena's word stung me like a bitch because they were true. I looked at Damon for a little back up because I honestly thought he would defend me,

He didn't.

Hurt flashed my face but not because of Elena; because the fact that he didn't say shit, "You know, D; I thought we're more than this. I've got your back and defended you countless times, I've picked you up and go on your stupid little trips to go save this bitch, I've helped you go through countless shit yet somehow you don't even defend me in the slightest; not even once, not even when she said all those shit, not even after last night."

I stormed out of Elena's house and went to the tomb; Katherine wont fucking believe this, "Kath," I whispered as I entered the tomb with a painful feeling in my chest, her eyes snapped towards me and slight glint of worry was evident in her eyes.

"You okay?"

I slumped down onto the dirt next to her and proceeded to tell her everything, she stayed silent throughout my rant and I was truly exhausted. "I don't get him at all, Lilith; he used to be so polite and sweet, now he's just siding with the wrong chick," Kath sighed as I rested my head on her shoulder.

"Do you have something for the Salvatores though?" Katherine muttered and I sighed, "I care for them, Kathy; more than that bitch ever will and I swear to god, if one of them dies because of her-" I took a breath to calm myself and Katherine sighed, "I know."

"Hey, come on, Lilith; wait," Damon begged as I continued walking down the halls of the school, I gripped my binder tightly as the students stared at Damon; I was hurt, okay? "Lilith!" he whined as he grabbed my arm, I ripped my hand out of his grip and glared, "Don't fucking touch me."

He sighed and threw me over his shoulder; what the fuck is he doing? "PUT ME THE FUCK DOWN!" I screeched angrily yet he proceeded to carry me out of the school, I managed to pull out Sammy and stabbed him repeatedly by the shoulder as he yelps in pain.

Blood seeped into his shirt and onto my hand; he used his speed to get us into the forest. He sat me down and I stabbed him once more in the neck, "Fuck you, Damon!" I screeched as I lunged at him and started jamming Sammy repeatedly. Bitch, I was hurt and angry and I need to fucking kill this bitch!

"Lily. . ." he sighed as he grabbed my arm softly yet firmly and pried Sammy off my hand, making it fall onto the earthy ground of the forest; I could feel my eyes stinging as I looked up at him with a crushed look, "You don't give a damn about me, Damon; you're wrong, okay? You love her and not me and I get it! You fucking chose her over me any day and I'm the best friend who'll fucking pick you up, drive you around when you're fucking broke and help you save your little bitch! I'm the one who'll never find fucking love and I'm the one who could never live a happy life; whatever I'm destined for then I want to get it over with so I could fucking die!" I screamed as I fell to the ground, bringing Damon down with me as I held back a sob.

"I'm fucking tired of this shit! I'm fucking done and I just want it all to stop; I want it to be over, D," I sobbed slightly as everything went crashing down, memories flooded as the pain in my chest increased; Jack, my parents, my uncle and aunt! "Please, be over," I begged to no one in particular as I snapped my eyes shut, "I don't ever want to open my eyes, Damon; I just want everything to be fine."

I felt Damon's thumb wiping away the waterfall of tears from my cheek as I trembled in his arms, "Hey, I'm sorry," he whispered as he made me look at him, "I'm really sorry that I didn't do shit back there and I'm sorry you have to keep doing shit for me."

I bit back a sob as he lifted my chin a little bit more, "I'm sorry," he said even more sincerely as I wrapped my arms around his neck and he enveloped me into a warm hug, "I feel like shit," I whispered into the crook of his neck. He kissed my hair lingeringly and we stayed there; in the forest ground, holding each other in comfort as Damon's shoulder eventually healed up.

"I'll be here for you, Lily; from now on until forever," I smiled slightly at his sweet words; it was too corny for Damon, "Just don't get killed for that bitch, D; I'll be fine," I whispered. Honestly, I dont know if I'll actually be fine; but I wont tell him that, he doesn't have to know.

A/N:

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