Au note: here is the next update, this is the next to last update and then it's over:( Wow, I got this out quick.

Jan's POV

"Sadie, I can't believe you are pregnant."

She weakly smiled at me. "I just found out today."

She was waiting for me to say something but I was stunned, I was going to be a daddy. Saide was pregnant with my kid, well of course my kid you dumbass. I was happier than ever but knew that this would be huge, were we ready for this? I knew Sadie was but was I? It would be a test that I knew we could handle.

I smiled as she bit her lip and I kissed her forehead as she sank into my arms and she said," I love you Jan."

"I love you too Sadie, I'll support you. When did you find out?"

"Earlier today, I wanted to tell you in person and not on the phone."

"Well, I appreciate you waiting the entire day to tell me. That must've been hard to do."

She giggled. "It was."

I rubbed her belly as she giggled louder and she said," I'm a couple weeks pregnant but it's true."

I leaned in and kissed her as she hugged me and I knew I had to ask her, I had to ask to marry me. I just had to wait for the right moment.

After her annoucment, we retreated to the den where she laid her head on my chest and I kissed her as she wrapped her arms around my waist and she asked," Jan, what if I don't make a good mother?"

I smiled and kissed her forehead and responded," You'll be a great mother Sadie, I know you haven't had the best childhood but you are a great person and you will be a great mother. I know you will, just have faith in yourself."

"I'm just scared."

"It's normal to feel that way Sadie."

She hugged me as I nuzzled her forehead and thought about if we had a girl or boy, what would be name the baby? I hadn't thought of that. Well heck, I hadn't thought of any of this, my life had changed. I no longer lived the carefree easy going life I did when I thought no one could get to me. Well that someone did to me, I figured it out it was Sadie. We were meant to find each other even with all that's happened, well all that I put her through.

"Jan, if we have a boy what about the name Jesse?"

"I like that name Sadie."

"What are you two talking about?"

It was my mom, she was standing in the doorway as I smiled and responded," I have some good news."

"I heard a little bit of it."

"Sadie's pregnant mom. She just found out today."

I didn't know if my mom was mad or surprised, she looked shocked as I responded," I'm going to support and I know we can do this."

"Jan, raising a baby is a big responsibility. Are you sure you two are ready for it?"

Sadie nodded. "I think we are ready for it."

She smiled at Sadie who hugged me and my mother smiled and responded," We'll help you two out hun."

I smiled in relief glad that we had my parents on our side and Sadie hugged me tighter and I nuzzled her forehead and she responded," See, I told you. I think everything is going to be okay."

I kissed her nose as she smiled and rubbed me and I groaned and whispered," You are something else, I didn't think you were like this."

"Jan, we've been together for almost eight months. How can you say that now? Don't you remember two months ago when i did that."

"How could I forget?"

She giggled. "I wanted you."

"You sure as heck did but I loved it."

"You also forgot what we were doing earlier Jan."

I smiled and hugged her as she ran her hand down my shirt and I groaned when she unzipped my pants and I felt her hand move up and down, I let my head fall back on the couch as she continued and I couldn't believe that she was doing this, it happened one time before a few months ago at her house.

"Sadieeeeee."

"Am I turning you on?"

Knowing that I was close, I lifted myself up as she smiled and pulled her hand out and nuzzled my cheek and said," I love you and I can't wait for our little one to be born."

"I love you too. You are going to be a good mother Sadie, don't thikn bad things about that. You are a fantastic person and you are going to be a great mother. I know you will."

She smiled and said," I know and I will have a fantastic boyfriend there with me."

I decided it was now or never, I looked at her and asked," Will you marry me?"

"Will I do what?"

"Marry me?"

"I love you Sadie, you are the only one for me. I'm going to be the father of our baby and I want to be with you for the rest of my life. I don't have a ring or didn't do anything fancy but I've been thinking about it for awhile. I love you."

She nodded her head as I kissed her and she said," But, I don't want to go near a church until after the baby is born and we still have a lot of growing up to do."

I nodded my head. "Anything for you."

Now, all I had to do was be paitent and wait for the birth of our baby and I knew that was going to be a long wait but it was going to be well worth it.

Eight months later...

"Jaaaaan!!!"

"Sadie, it's going to be okay."

"How can you possibly say that? You aren't about to give birth are you?"

I shook my head as I squeezed her hand in the dilivery room, it was time. It was now the middle of the febuary and we were at Cedar Cinai Medical Hospital waiting for the birth our baby boy, his name was Jesse Nathanial Robertson and we were more than excited for this. Since last may when we found out she was going to have a baby, the two of us had done a lot of growing up, me especially. We moved into a tiny apartment near USC where we both started school, I was holding job full time job at a resturant near our apartment. The pay was pretty good and Sadie was working part time but would return after the birth our of baby.

"Jan, we've been in here for our twenty four hours. What the hell is taking so long?"

I leaned over and kissed her head as she smiled and responded," I hate this, I really do."

I kissed her softly and whispered," I'll be right here."

Seconds later, our doctor walked in and he announced that she was in fact ready. Sadie smiled as she Doctor Bradford smiled and responded," I want to push when I tell you."

"Ok."

I held her hand as Sadie pushed and I noticed that she was crying but hell I'd do more than crying if I was going to give birth to a baby, that was exciting yet so emotional at the same time.

"Sadie, push!"

"I'm pushing!"

"1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9!"

Sadie began breathing heavy as the Doctor Bradford smiled and responded," Ok, you are getting close. Just a few more pushes!"

Sadie pushed as hard as she could while still breathing heavily and I kissed her head as she smiled at me and before we knew it seconds later, the two of us heard crying we knew it was over. Sadie smiled as I kissed her and Doctor Bradford smiled and responded," You have a beautiful baby boy."

"Jesse Nathanial Robertson."

I smiled as Doctor Bradford finished up and soon Sadie was holding the baby in her arms and I smiled and whispered," Hey little fella. I'm your dad and this is your beautiful mommy."

Sadie smiled at me. "Thank you."

I smiled down at her and responded," No, thank you."

It was true, I had to thank Sadie. She gave me the most beautiful gift that I could ever recieved, I was now a daddy and I knew that life could only get better from this point on.