Kerrianne laid in her bed listening to the twins singing to each other, she knew they had been fussy and kept Gen up last night. She crawled out of bed and crept up stairs, she peeked in at Gen, she gently closed the doors and went into the nursery.

"Kann, Kann!" Both twins started jumping in their beds and waving at their sister.

She kissed them on their heads. "You naughty babies, keeping your mum up last night." She laughed as they each wrapped their arms around her neck giving her a hug and a kiss. She got them changed and ready for the day and took them down stairs. She placed them on the floor and watched them play while she fixed them breakfast.

She put them in their highchairs when she heard a motorcycle riding down the drive, she walked over to the door and looked out, she frowned at the rider walking towards the door.

"Da, what are you doing here?"

"I've come to see you and the twins...and Gen."

"Gen is still asleep. I'm taking care of Fillip and Mackenzie this morning."

"Do you take care of them a lot?"

"I help whenever I can. Besides the little stinkers had Gen up a lot last night."

"Kaann, Kannn!" They pointed towards Fillip and cried.

"No worries, little ones. That's your Da!"

"Da, da, da, ,da!" Little Fillip pointed.

Chibs walked over and kissed the twins on top of the head.

"I'm sorry for the way I've been acting."

Kerrianne just stared at him. "I'm not the one you should apologize to." He looked down at his daughter, and kissed her check. "I need to get ready for school."

"I'll take care of the twins." He said.

"I don't know..."

"It will be fine."

Kerrianne reluctantly agreed and left for school.

XXX

Gen stretchered and sat up in bed, she picked up her phone. It was ten, the babies should have woken up hours ago, she jumped up from bed and ran to the nursery in a panic. They were gone, she couldn't breathe, the nightmare from months ago replayed in her head, she went down the stairs as fast as she could. She heard them laughing and a deep male voice.

"Fillip, what are you doing here?"

"Taking care of our children." He said softly.

She looked down and realized in her panic she was dressed only in a tank top and panties. "Ma ma ma ma" Mackenzie came toddling towards her.

"Good morning my baby." She scooped her up in her arms, and let out a cry of pain.

Fillip was on his feet and at her side pulling Mackenzie from her arms. "Gen?"

She put her hand on her back. "Muscle spasm." She cried. He gentle massaged her knotted back muscle until it relaxed. She was leaning against his chest.

"Is it better, Lass?" He whispered.

She straightened up and was looking in his eyes. "Yes, thank you."

His hands cupped her face, he brought his face down to hers and kissed her. She didn't want to give in, her brain was screaming to push him away, but her body betrayed her. She wrapped her arms around him, he picked her up, she wrapped her legs around his waist. She opened her mouth, allowing him to deepen the kiss, she teased her tongue with his, his hands ran under her tank top.

"Ma ma ma! Up!" Fillip yelled.

She pulled away from him, her brain starting to function again. She let her legs drop to the ground, she looked down at her son and laughed. She walked into the laundry room and got a pair of shorts and slipped them on, she couldn't afford to lose control again.

She fixed herself some breakfast, she noticed the plates in the sink so she knew her babies had been fed. The twins were occupied by a cartoon on TV, Fillip came over to the bar and placed a hand on her stomach.

"Were you going to tell me about our baby?"

"Eventually. Hell Fillip, I've not told anyone in my family except mom and Tara."

"Why not?"

"I was thinking about your safety."

"I'm moving back to Charming to take care of you and our children."

"Where do you plan on living?"

They were interrupted by a motorcycle ridding down the drive, there was a knock on the door then a prospect walked in the door.

"Gen?"

"Yes?"

"I'm Tony...I was wondering...if I could take Kerrianne out for dinner tonight."

"Absolutely not!" Fillip protested. Gen cut him a look, telling him to shut up or else.

"Of course Tony. Be respectful or I will shoot you in the balls." Gen smiled sweetly at him.

"Yes, Ma'm" He walked out and left.

"You're letting her go out with him?"

"Yes." She walked away from him.

She went up stairs to take a shower and get ready for the day.

XXX

She went back down stairs and found the twins and Fillip were asleep on the couch, her breathe caught in her throat. Her heart and brain were fighting again. Her heart was telling her to go wake hi up with kisses, to forgive him for the heartache. Her brain was screaming at her to grab the kids and run, he's just break your heart again.

She walked away from the couch and started to clean the kitchen, two strong arms went around her waist, pulling her against him. He slowly kissed the back of her neck, she pulled away from him.

"Do you really think you can walk back into my life, pick up where you left off?"

"I never stopped loving you. I did it to keep you and our children safe."

"How does leaving us keep us safe? Explain that to me?"

"I thought it was best!"

"I don't buy it. Just leave. You broke my heart, it's not fixable! We can work out visitation with the children, I want a divorce."

"No...I don't want that. I want you back in my life...please." He tried to grab her hand but she pulled it out of his grasp.

"Leave before I call Jax and Opie. Hell, I just might shoot you myself!" She went and sat down on the couch.

Fillip walked out the door and to his motorcycle and left, this didn't turn out the way he wanted it to, he knew it wasn't going to be easy but he had no idea how hard it was really going to be.

XXX

He rode over to TM and got to work, he didn't say a word to anyone. Gemma saw him ride in, she went out to the garage to see how it went that morning.

"How's it going baby?"

"She wants a divorce."

"What?"

"I went over there this morning I thought it was going to be...but she told me she wanted a divorce."

"Do you want one Chibs?"

"No. I love her!"

"Then you have to fight for her. No matter how much she protests or fights you."

"I screwed up! I was...I was..."

"A stupid heartless bastard?"

He looked at Gemma with surprise. "Aye..."

"I'll work on her too. I can tell you she has a doctor's appointment every Wednesday at 10 with an ultrasound. You're the father, you have every right to be there."

"Thanks Gem."

"You're welcome." She hugged him and walked back into the office.

XXX

Gen pulled into TM's parking lot, she got out and got the twins out of the car. They started yelling and getting excited when they saw Opie walking towards them.

"Op...Op...Op!" Mackenzie cried, she was waving her little hands at him. He picked both kids out of Gen's arms and kissed them, they giggled and snuggled his face.

Gen always laughed at how these tough bikers became puddles of goo anytime these babies got around them. Anyone of them would lay down their lives to protect them, it made her feel good knowing this. Jax came out of nowhere and hugged his sister.

"Don't be pissed!"

"Don't give me a reason to be."

"Chibs is back at TM, and here at the club." She closed her eyes and counted to ten.

"That's fine. I'm divorcing his stupid ass anyway." She walked away following Opie and her babies.

"Whoa, wait a minute. What did you say?"

"You heard me."

She was inside the clubhouse, the twins were running around the room causing havoc. They had found Clay and had climbed on his lap. Gen stopped at the bar and asked for a bottle of water.

"We'll have a whiskey. Drink and tell me what's going on!"

"Water for me please."

"Just fucking take the shot!"

"I can't you ass munch, I'm pregnant!"

"What did you say?"

"I think you heard me!" Jax took both shots.

"Shit! Who's the dad? Is that why your divorcing Chibs?"

"Really? I'm almost five months, who do you think. And I can't be married to someone who doesn't love me."

"Sis...Please think about it. He loves you, I know he does!"

"I just stopped in for a few, the twins have a doctor's appointment. I've got to go."

"Come on babies, let's go bye bye!"

They came toddling over to Gen. "Bye bye!" They waved at the room as they left.

XXX

She had a busy afternoon, doctor's appointment, lunch, grocery shopping, then finally home. Kerrianne came out and met at the car to help her into the house.

"You feeling okay? You look pale." Kerriane asked.

"I'm just tired.

"I can cancel my date tonight and take care of the twins."

"Don't be silly. I'll call Gemma if I need help."

"At least let me fix dinner for you and the twins. You go up and rest."

"I will take you up on that." She climbed the stairs and collapsed into bed.

Kerrianne pulled out her phone and called her Da, she was worried about Gen.

XXX

"Da, it's Kerrianne."

"Hello, love?"

"I'm worried about Gen."

"What's wrong?"

"She just got home, she's really pale, and tired. I'm suppose to go on a date tonight. I offered to cancel and she told me not. She said she'd call Gemma if she needed help. I just called her and I can't get a hold of her."

"I will be right out. Do i need to bring dinner?"

"No, I'm making dinner before I leave."

"Thank you for calling me Kerrianne."

"See you soon. I love you Da."

XXX

He rode out to the ranch, he knew Gen was probably going to be pissed but he could handle it, he might have to duck whatever she threw at him. He parked his bike in front of the house and walked in, the twins were sitting in their highchairs eating. Kerrianne was dressed for her date, Tony was sitting at the bar waiting for her.

"Where's Gen?"

"She's still sleeping."

"Da da da da!" Mackenzie and Fillip started singing and waving.

"Hello my loves." He kissed them on top of their heads.

He walked over and hugged Kerrriane, "Thanks for calling me."

"You're welcome Da."

He looked at Tony. "Take care of my girl."

"Yes, sir."

They left the house, Chibs felt uneasy about his daughter dating a prospect but if Gen trusted him, then he trusted her judgement. He cleaned the twins up from dinner, and let them down to play, he cleaned the kitchen up. He carried them up stairs, bathed them and got them ready for bed, he went to check on Gen. He felt her head, she was burning up.

She opened her eyes and looked at him. "Why are you here?"

"Christ love, you're burning up!" He walked into the bathroom and got a cool wet cloth and laid it on her forehead. He went down stairs and got her a class of water and some fever reducer. "Who's your doctor?"

"Dr. Lynn." She fell back to sleep. She was hot, her throat hurt, her head felt like it was going to explode and she felt like she'd been run over. She kicked off the blankets and stripped down to nothing but her bra and panties.

He walked back into the room, he pulled out a t-shirt and pj pants, he unfastened her bra and carefully pulled the t-shirt on over her head, he pulled the pants on her body. He gently tucked her into bed, he looked down at her, she still looked beautiful.

Her eyes popped open and she looked at him. "I still love you." She rolled over and went to back sleep.