Okay so this chapter is…… Ah……Um……Yeah……. Why this story is RATED M

I Think I'll leave the explanations with the statement above so proceed with warning and you have been WARNED especially for the last POV which will cause some wetness…..

AGAIN YOU'VE BEEN WARNED

EPOV

I didn't even realize I fell asleep till Rosalie nudged me on my shoulder.

"Why don't you go home and get some rest." she suggested

I just nodded my head in agreement and began walking out the room. "Edward"

Rosalie called out

I turned to look at her "For what it's worth thank you for finding her and doing everything that you did. I might be the one she turns to nowadays but you'll always be the one that knows her the best. See you at the hospital later."

I didn't even know what to say to that so I just gave her a small smile as I headed out to my car. I got into my car driving straight home.

Once inside I didn't even bother turning on any lights and was going to head straight upstairs to my bedroom when a voice stopped me.

"Edward?" A voice called out from the living room

I walked towards the living room and as I entered the light flicked on. Tanya was curl up onto the couch with puffy eyes and a blotchy face.

"Are you alright?" I asked her

She ignored my question "Where were you all night I was worried about you?"

I really didn't want to deal with this right now I sighed as I pinched the bridge of my nose.

"You were with Bella weren't you." She stated. I was a bit shock because this was the first time Tanya has ever mention Bella by her name, it was either 'Her', 'Bitch', or something offensive along those lines.

"Yes I was over at Bella's" I replied

"Did you sleep with her?" I looked at her shocked that she would come to that conclusion but then again in circumstances like these I can understand where she'll draw that conclusion from.

"No Tanya, Bella and I did not sleep together. She didn't take the news too well about Ashley's prognosis and Ending up running out of the hospital. Rosalie and I spent hours looking for her. I came home once we couldn't find her but as I was trying to sleep I remember something about our childhood and knew a few more places where she may have been. I ended up finding her at the beach and she had a mild case of hypothermia. I took her home nursed her back to help and stay with her till Rosalie came back from dropping AJ off at school"

Tanya nodded her head looking at me thoughtfully "Do you love her?"

"What kind of question is that Tanya? Of course I love her."

She shook her head "No I mean are you IN love with her?"

I thought hard about her question because Tanya deserves honesty. Throughout the years I thought I was over but it took seeing her years later to realize I truly did still had feelings for her. I thought about the kiss we shared when we took the children out, the pain I inflicted on her, the advice both Esme and Rosalie given me. Then I thought about earlier this morning how I was restless because I couldn't find Bella, I thought about how happy I was once I found her when she was safe in my arms, I thought about the kiss we shared in her bathroom and then I thought about the words she said in her unconscious slumber.

"I don't believe I ever stopped loving Bella. We never had closure and I just ended burying my feelings for her so deeply that I thought I was no longer in love with her." I replied and my heartfelt lighter by confessing that.

"Do you still love me?" She asked hopefully

"Yes" I replied just because I know I'm in love with Bella doesn't mean I stop loving the woman that spent the last few years with.

"Is your love for me enough?" She replied sadly

"I don't know" I replied honestly

Tanya got off the sofa nodding her head. She place he hands on my cheek before giving me a peck on the lips. She pulled back wiping away hear tears, reaching for my hand placing something in it before saying "This is for the best"

I opened my hand seeing the engagement ring I given her "Why are you giving this back I asked?"

"While I know you love me. I see the love between you two. It's much deeper than what we share. I know what it's like to lose the one you love and what kind of person would I be if I stand in the way of the love you two shares. I've done a lot of things that I've regretted and will live to regret in life; but loving you and now letting you go is not nor will it ever be one of them. I've hurt you in ways you cannot even imagine. I will not till you the ways I've hurt you at this moment because I want to remember the look of love in your eyes for me."

"Take care Edward." She whispered as she walked out of my home and out of my life.

Is it wrong that it didn't hurt as she walked out the door?

APOV (Alice Cullen)

Getting kick out the hospital didn't faze me but now that bitch Rosalie would pay too.

Ring ring ring

"Hello"

"We have a problem"

"What the hell you mean we have a problem? Your task was fucking simply are you a goddamn retard or what?"

"Look I did everything accord to plan and I've been you fucking lackey for the last 4 years with this bullshit so don't give me your shit Alice because I'm sick of it."

"Well what exactly is the problem Tanya? Seriously I'm beginning to wonder why I even hired you to be with Edward."

"Whatever Alice, but he doesn't want to file for the custody any longer'

"So how exactly is that an issue he didn't want to the last time and you still managed to put the petition through?"

"He's not gonna fall for the same bullshit again about my assistant. I love him and I refuse to lose him so my part is done. I'm finish Alice and I warn you if you attempt to screw me over by telling Edward my part in this just remember I have shit on you."

"Again Tanya you threats are fucking empty have a god fucking day"

FUCK FUCK FUCKITY FUCK

THAT LITTLE TWERP FUCKKKKKKKK

I was starting to piss me off everything was going according to plan and then that little brat goes and get sick with fucking leukemia.

Now Edward decided not to push for this custody hearing. I wish I knew what was wrong with Ashley before I opened my big mouth because I know Edward is suspicious of me know, which means I have to back off for awhile.

I still needed Jasper because while Rose and Bella may not be talking to him his ex Angela keeps him in the loop.

With me backing off, JB needs to step up his game. I thought as I got out the shower.

I looked through my closet looking for something to wear when my cell phone start ringing.

I looked across the screen before answer

"JB I was just thinking about you" I purred

"You know I live to service you Alleykat."

"I should hope so" I said with a glint of mischief in my voice.

"So I got you voicemail" He replied nonchalantly

"Yes plans have change and I need to step back for awhile but you my dear need to step up. We don't have the four months for the custody hearing to work your way onto her life. Edward that idiot decided to go all noble and drop the fucking case."

"Now why the hell would he do that?"

"Sick child" I responded simply

"Ah" was all he said

"Meet me at your hotel in 15mins and we'll work out the kinks in the new plan." I said hanging up while putting on my coat and walking out my suite

Upon entered JB hotel room I just help myself as I dropped my coat walking towards him and trailing my hands down his ripped chest

Umm Pleasure first business later I purred into his ear licking the inside of his lobe. Before dropping down on my knees and taking his erect penis into my mouth. Causing to him to hiss out as be grabbed my head roughly slamming my face onto him.

Just he's actions alone was making me wet in my core that I began humming around his penis as he fucked my face viciously.

He suddenly flipped me upside at this angle I still had access to his cock. So I went back to what I was doing and just I put his penis back into my mouth he buried his face into my wet pussy and shoving three fingers into roughly causing me to scream out in ecstasy.

I allowed JB to dominate over me for the next hour as he brought me immense amount of pleasure.

"That was fun" I said patting him on his chest

"You sure know how to please a man Alleykat bet that pansy you dealing with can't do you like that."

I laughed humorous with him and pouter "You're right he's too fucking tender that's why I keep you around now let's get down to business."

I went on explaining the details of the new plan and as I was telling him I realized that this plan was better than taking her kids away.

Because she lose them permanently and no one not even the ever so loyal Rosalie would want anything to do with her.

I smiled triumphantly as I got up to leave shout behind me "Two months JB and whether you're close to her or not we put our plan in full motion. I already know you find her attraction however don't go falling for her either. Lord knows I shouldn't of gave Tanya that warn but look where that got me so for all that's holy DON'T FALL FOR HER…She seems to have that charm on men so keep you dick in your pants for now."

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Few Weeks Later

BPOV

I looked at Edward as he took the shot of Tequila across from me where he stood leaning against my kitchen Isle. I licked my lips as he put the lemon into his mouth and kept eyeing him as if he was my prey. I wanted to provoke him for some reason so I reached for the bottle.

Edward immediately pulled it away from me but I kept reaching for it. "Bella you don't want to do this" he said

"Why not?" I demanded "How could one shot possible hurt me. My daughter is fucking fighting for her god damn life and we have to decide whether to use AJ as her donor at the cost of him getting sick or worst an infection. I think those things alone entitle me to a fucking drink." I said reaching for the bottle

Edward grabbed my hand that was reaching for the bottle rough while with his other hand he grab the bottle fling it against the wall behind him.

The sound of class breaking snapped something primal from deep within me and I slapped him hard across the face with my free hand. "What the fuck was that for Bella?" he hissed

And I raised my hand slapping him again. I slapped him about to times before Edward got over his shock of my actions. He stood in front of me grabbing me. My back was against the wall while his hands were holding in place on the wall by my arms. "I'm not letting you go until you snap out of this Bella" He shouting

I glared at him defiantly and moved my face closer to his before biting and sucking down on his bottom lip. I truly don't know what gotten into me but I just couldn't help myself once I started attacking him.

Edward pushed me into the wall hard attempt to break contact of attacking his bottom lip but his actions only egged me on, as I snaked my fingers into his hair pulling it rougher away from me all while still biting on his bottom lip.

I finally let go of his lip and looked him deep in the eyes. I wasn't continuing my little game unless I knew he wanted me too because I'll be damn if I end up rape him.

I saw nothing but lust and another emotion I rather not acknowledge at this moment deep within his eyes. Edward bend down capturing my lips not kissing me but biting me just as I had bit him. I pushed him back up against the kitchen isle while wrapping my legs around his waist.

Somehow I ended laying on my kitchen isle and Edward reached over behind me grabbing something. When he pulled his hand back I saw a knife in his hand, my breathe hitched and a shock was sent through my body directly to my core as Edward whispered in a husky voice "Be very still Bella"

I nodded my head as he used the knife to cut my shirt and shorts that I had on. I moaned as I felt the cold blade against my skin when he place the knife under the front of my bra cutting it the front of my bra, however leaving the damage bra still on. He repeated the same steps with panties but instead of cutting them off from the front he cut the off from the sides.

I didn't even realize Edward had already taken all of his clothes off until he flipped me over onto my stomach on the kitchen isle with one leg propped up, and thrusting into me rough in one shot. Yes I scream mental FUCK FOREPLAY as incoherent words escaped my lips due to his actions "Aaaaahhhh!" I cried out causing him to still within

No I whimpered to myself. I didn't want slow and gentle, I wanted rough damnit. I cannot get my release through cutting myself or drinking so this is the only way I could get it. And I need Edward to be the one to give it to me, because if I was going to take out my emotions, tension and frustrations out on someone during sex it was going to be him. I know it was wrong using him this way but I needed this and damnit from the looks of it so does Edward.

Edward had yet to I wanted to feel more so I egged him on.

"Is that all you got? I can fuck myself rougher with my fingers or with a dildo."

That did it as he slammed into me from behind harder as he grabbed the back on the bra in which he cut the front already with one hand and fucked me hard.

The straps of the bra was digging into my skin but I was too far gone to even care as he thrust into me harder without mercy making me scream out "FUCK."

One of his hands ghosted around to my breast and he began pinching my nipples.

"OH GOD" I cried out

He fist my hair into his hand pulling me into him and bit down unto my shoulder

"MORE" I cried out as his thrusting became more frenetic

I was insatiable

I knew I would regret this in the morning but right now he was my release to let out my pain and anguish.

I will use his body for release just as I know he was using me as well.

Fuck remorse I'll deal with that shit in the morning I thought as I dug my nails into his flesh break skin causing him to hiss. But his hissing only amplified my arousal.

I was just about to cum when Edward pulled out and I whimpered at the lost "Bastard" I hissed under my beneath.

He knew what he was doing to me and he was fucking teasing me two can play that game I thought to myself as dropped down on my knees taking him into my mouth. I moan at the taste of his dick in my mouth with a mixer of my juices on it.

As I bobbed my head up and down on his long and thick dick Edward moaned deeply, especially once I started massaging his balls.

"Oh God Bella" He grunted out as I began to deep throat him.

Edward calling out my name during such a primal act like this was sheer bliss and made me extremely euphoric

"Fuck Baby" he cried out as my teeth scraped against his length

I took his dick out my mouth making a popping noise as I began stoking him with my hand. I got lower unto the floor positioning myself in between his legs opening up my mouth pulling one of his balls in.

"FUCK" he hissed causing me to pump my hands around his dick vigorously

He began bucking into my hands hard and I stopped what I was doing "YOU CANNOT CUM YET" I demanded as I bit into his thigh

Edward began to pant breathless and it was music to my ears

"Bella…… please……baby……I……Cannot…hold……It……much……longer" he moaned in a strangle voice.

I shot him a wicked grin before taking his dick deep into my mouth as far as it could reach, while massaging his balls with my hands.

Edward's grunts fuel my desire to make him cum hard. He tried lifting my face up off his dick so that he could cum but I kept swatting his hands out my way. "Oh…." He whimpered as I began sucking harder

"FUCK BABY PLEASE MOVE" he growl

I moaned "NOOOOOOO" around his dick as I wrapped my hands around him pushing him into me leaving no room between us, as he shot his load straight down my throat.

I kept my cheeks hollow as I breathe out of my nose swallowing his salty treats.

"Fuck" He whispered

"That was fucking intense" He panting as I licked him clean

I smiled on my knees up to him as I began playing with my throbbing clit, "You haven't seen intense yet baby we've all just begun" I said in a low voice laced with lust as I rock into my hand that was rubbing up against my achy clit.

Edward's dick twitch at the sight of what I was doing

Edward began twisting my nipples between his fingers as I continue assaulting my clit. I took two of my fingers putting them into my mouth licking them. It wasn't because I needed any sort of lubrication but I tend to be a visual person and I wanted to remind Edward what my mouth just did to him.

"Umm Edward" I whimpered as he got down on the flooring biting onto one of my nipples while twisting the other roughly.

"I need to taste you" Edward whispered into my ear as his tongue darted out into my earlobe. Edward scooted me up into his arms carrying me into the living room. He began caressing me gently and that was not what I wanted at this minute.

"Please don't be gentle make me forget everything going on right now" I begged

Edward looked at me with so emotion I could not decipher and I thought our time together was going to end until he spoke up in an authoritative voice "Get on the couch on your knees with your back facing me."

I looked at him smiling not having to be told twice what do to do.

As I got into position I felt Edward's hard come down hard unto my ass. I stung for a bit and immediately after the hit he began rubbing the same spot he just hit me, as soon as I got comfortable with the soothe he hit me again causing me to moan.

He hit me on my ass a few more times before pulling me by my waist positioning me so that I was dangling partly off of the sofa.

Once in position Edward spread my leads further apart. I turned to see what he was doing and I watch as he scooted as low as possible with his back leant against the couch with his head nestle between my thighs, I was in fucking heaven as his tongue darted out against my mound.

Edward used his fingers to part my lips as is tongue moisten my already damp hole. "Ooohh, that feels soo good, uuhh" I moaned

Edward rammed two fingers within me without warning causing me to whimper "OOOHHH!" while bucking downwards unto his fingers and tongue.

"Ohh....Oh...arrrrr….mmphhhh.......Aaaaahhhh!" I cried out incoherently as Edward thrust another finger inside me and fucked me with his fingers vigorous

The sensations between his tongue and fingers were driving me right into an intense mind shattering orgasm. Edward then bit down onto my clit and I was gone "Oh fuck yes, I'm so close, Oh ya....I...I'm gonna fucking cum….."

I reached down lacing my gingers into his hair while I rid his face as my orgasm washed over me, Edward kept implying the pressure to my clit causing me to squirm as my juices flowed into his mouth.

He had panting and spinning, with my mind awash with satisfaction, as I continue to come hard…...

Edward didn't even give me a chance to come back down off me high because the next thing I knew he was standing up positioning himself at my entrance.

Edward drove his dick deep within me not even giving time to adjust as he began fucking me "Yessssssss" I cried

I arched me back into him pushing back hard causing him to hiss out in pleasure. It was pure animalistic noises coming out of both of us as he fucked me from behind fast and hard.

"Fuck me! Please fuck me!" I pleaded as I felt another orgasm beginning to build up within me. However Edward was back to his teasing self as he pulled out rubbing his dick against my slit

"Please fuck me, for the love of all that's holy I begging you Edward! Please just fuck me!" I groaned in frustration.

He then slammed to the hilt into my pussy causing our skin to slap against each other making a thud sound throughout my living room.

He fucked me in a fast tempo sending endless gratifying shivers down my spine. I fucked hard back against him making him moan and groan as our bodies moved together in harmony.

We constantly increased the tempo in which we fucked each other. I don't know how long we were going at it but it felt like we were brutally fucking each other for hours as another orgasm shot through me.

"I…want…to…ride… you…" I demanded breathlessly.

Edward withdrew his dick from me and I got up off the couch so he could sit down. Boy let me tell you once I stood up I just knew come tomorrow my body would be sore and aching, then again it'll be worth it.

I straddle Edward rubbing his dick against my swollen clit causing us both to moan. I move his dick further down to my entrance and just slammed myself down onto him

I rose myself fast and hard, up and down his dick as Edward held me tight as my breast bounced in front of his face. Every time I would go up he would grab one of my nipples in his mouth cause me to cry out.

As I began riding him more rapidly Edward cried out to me "That's right, fuck me baby ride me just like that"

His moans were turning me on even more and I just couldn't get enough of him.

"Fuck me, fuck me, fuck me" I cried as Edward grabbed hold of my hips thrusting upwards hard with all his slammed harder and more rigorously into my pussy. With each frantic thrust he slammed harder and deep into my pussy. I knew he was close as I continue riding him hard while he sucked on my nipples.

"Oh Edward, oh fuck, Edward, I'm gonna cum, oh fuck! Yesssssssssss" I cried as my muscles clamp down around his dick.

I felt Edward's body tense as he grab my hip thrust upwards hard "FUCK I'm cumming love" he shouted as he filled me up with his hot and sticky cum. I continued rocked myself against him as he was cumming hard deep within me. He came so hard filling me up the brim to the point where cum came running down the inside of my thighs.

We were both extremely satisfied by our vigorous fucking sessions that for the first time this evening we began kissing each other passionately on the lips. I got up from onto top of him going into the kitchen to grab four bottles of water, giving him two as I entered back in the living room. Edward laid back into the couch and I crawl into the space next to him into his arms. We were both spent for now and ended up taking a nap before we continued our activities which in my book were far from over. I was going to get as much out of tonight as I could before we faced the repercussion of our actions tomorrow.

Somehow through the course of the night we ended up upstairs in my bed, were we ended up making slow passionate tender love to each other repeatedly.

I ended up falling asleep on top of him after our last orgasm while we were still connected together as one.

Authors note

Okay so Tanya is no longer an obstacle in Edward's life and what do you guys make of Tanya's actions. If you're wondering why she did what she did reread her POV (Ch31) and Rosalie's POV (Ch32)

Next Chapter: The Aftermath Sneak Preview (As Usual may not be in correct order or context)

"Did you come to beat me up and cuss me out too? I had enough from of that from Emmett."

"I knew it was going to happen eventually. You two have undeniable chemistry that even a blind man would see it; besides Emmett should learn a thing or two about eavesdropping on privacy conversations. He took my comment wrong and ran with it. Bella told me how things went down. She's not mad with you per se but then again she doesn't know you and Tanya called off the engagement. Not to mention she did over hear your comment about you and Tanya taking it the wrong way…"

"Well everyone but that Jacob character" I mumbled

"What was that?"

"He comes to the hospital everyday while Ashley's getting treatment and comforts Bella while she cries in his arms. Something about him is eerily familiar though but I cannot place it. I truly don't trust him but what can I do if he is who makes Bella happy? I'll tell her about dropping the custody hearing but maybe I should just keep up the charade that Tanya and I are getting married."

"What did I do to deserve having you in my corner?" I said it more to myself

"Loving Bella and those beautiful children you guys created together. Look Bella is dropping off AJ at my house around 3pm tomorrow in order to avoid seeing you so that you can pick him up at 5, so I'll be seeing you at 2:30." It wasn't even a question but a demand

Seriously like I could really have a lemon between Bella and someone other than Edward in this story, which is pure blasphemy. The reason why they had sex will be explained next chapter

So what did you guys think of the animalistic steaminess between Bella and Edward? And what do you think the consequences are gonna be?

I wanted to address an anonymous review I received for this story.

Bella's a very naughty and controlling girl it's always the quiet shy ones….. Tsk Tsk

Here is what the reviewer said "I'm mad this story doesn't have more reviews... It is awesome!"

I might be just a tad bit biased but I couldn't agree with you more. However the reviews that I do get I cherish them dearly. Those reviewers been with me since the beginning still stuck around bad grammar; slow pace of Edward and Bella getting together and all.

So what it all boils down to is that while I would be glad to have more reviews. I wouldn't trade the reviews I've gotten so far.

Thanks all that review and those who add alerts

Now if you'll excuse me I'm drained from updating all my stories within the last two days…

Sara

P.S if you haven't already please check out my other stories Shattered Tears and Learning How to Breathe Again