Hi guys!! Looks like a updated very soon. This chapter is not as long but it is filled with drama!! I hope you guys enjoy it!! Oh and this as my first week of school!! YAY! It was fun and very inserting...I just got into High School too. Well I'll let the twins take over from here!!

Erruru: This chapter makes me sad.

Arruru: Yeah it does.

Erruru: If he lets go of it again...

Arruru: Well both kill him for hurting Sakura!!

Erruru: Anyways

Arruru and Erruru: CCS DOES NOT BELONG TO HANA-CHAN!! IT BELONGS TO CLAMP!!

Silent Life: Control Lost

Robert placed Syaoran on Sakura's bed. He left and patted Sakura on the head wishing her good luck. Yue and Yukito in Tomoyo along side them.

"Alright Sakura-chan. He doesn't have any injuries physically but they might be some internally and in his soul." Tomoyo said. He laid her head on Syaoran's just to hear his heartbeat. She scowled. "His heart is beating irregularly and something his tearing him up from the inside. I don't think healing is enough."

"Don't say that Tomoyo!!" Sakura whispered still looking at Syaoran's still figure. "We will heal him." Tomoyo glanced sympathetically at Sakura then turned back to Syaoran. "Tell me the healing spell Tomoyo." Tomoyo bit her lip.

"This spell...or any spells for that fact I don't think they will work."

"Then give me one that will!!" She shook her head furiously and looked at Tomoyo. "I'm not letting him die here!!" Syaoran stirred in his sleep. He opened his eyes and his face turned in pain.

"H-healing won't-" He screamed in pain and one eye-his left- turned pitch black. He sat up and grabbed Sakura's wrist.

"Syaoran please lay back down. Your going to be alright after healing." He crushed her wrist and it was her turn to scream.

"I'm sorry Sakura...h-he DAMN IT!!" He took two uneven breaths and continued. "I don't need healing." He gasped for breath. "Use sealing. A Sealing S-pell." He squeezed her wrist again but this time more gently. "Hurry." He whispered before losing consciousness again. He fell on Sakura and she caught him her arms shaking. She buried her face in his hair.

"Syaoran." She whispered. "What's wrong with you?" Her voice shook.

"Sakura! I have it!!" Sakura looked up at Tomoyo her tears slipping. "Don't worry Sakura he'll be alright." Tomoyo assured her.

"H-he said to use a sealing spell." Sakura said stroking his hair. She couldn't get over the fact Syaoran was so vulnerable. He was always the strong link, always protecting others without hesitation. Always so strong. Who was going to protect him when something like this happened to him? When he was hurt or sick. Who would protect him, who would help him.

"I'll protect you. My little wolf. I'll always protect you. I promise." She whispered so no could hear her except Syaoran. She kissed his forehead and then looked up determination smoldering her eyes. "Tomoyo-chan." Tomoyo understood without any further explanation.

"Its a simple spell but it takes a lot of energy and magic."

"It'll be Ok." Tomoyo nodded.

"Shape your hands as a heart. Then all you have to say is Negative Heart seal. Positive Heart lead." But your hands must be on his heart." He laid Syaoran on the bed. Sakura sat him up and stepped a few feet back. She shaped her hands as a heart and prepared to recite the words Tomoyo had just said.

'Sakura wait!!' Clow said stopping her.

'Yes father?'

'You don't have to use that spell. It will only seal for a short amount of time.' Sakura's eyebrows knitted together in frustration.

'Then what spell?'

'You must think of another. Only you can seal away properly with a spell you have thought of.' She took a deep breath. Slowly she put her heart shaped hands to her chest.

"Under the jurisdiction of the Clow family and descendants."The star circle appeared under her feet and spread through out the room. "A seal of purifications is placed on your heart by the member of the Clow family." A gust of wind surrounded Sakura and then Syaoran. "Negative heart Seal of Clow!!" She thrust hear hands forward and her star circle appeared on Syaoran's chest. It sunk into his chest and everything disappeared. Sakura collapsed to the ground but Yukito caught her and carried her bridal style.

"That was amazing Sakura-chan."

"Arigato Yukito-san. W-was that enough?" Tomoyo came beside Yukito and smiled at her.

"It was perfect!! I'm so proud of you Sakura-chan!! That spell was so much more accurate than the rest!! I didn't even realize it existed!!"

"It didn't until now." Yukito and Yue looked at her baffled.

"What do you mean Kinomoto." You can guess who that was.

"Clow-san. He told me that I needed to make on up to last longer."

"You mean Clow Reed?" Yukito asked. Sakura nodded weakly then turned her head. "S-Syaoran"

"He's alright now Sakura." Yukito said. She nodded once more before falling unconscious.

"So she can hear Clow's voice." Yue said till staring at Sakura. "Amazing, she really is gifted."

"Yes she is." Yukito set her down beside Syaoran. So now Sakura was sitting on the floor beside her bed were Syaoran was asleep. "She wouldn't want to be separated from him right now." They all took one last glance at the two and left.

12:40 am

Syaoran's POV

My eyes finally opened. For some reason unknown to me they were sealed shut even if my mind was alert and awake it couldn't manage to force my eyes open. I looked around and I was in Sakura's room. My head turned to a green digital clock it read 12:40 am. I must have been out for the whole day.

"Syaoran..." My head snapped to my left and I saw Sakura asleep. I smiled. "S-stop. Syaoran y-your hurting me." She whispered. My smile quickly faded as my clouded thoughts of earlier events come to me. I must have lost it pretty bad to have him come out. What had she said that upset me so much?

'He raped me.' I froze. Those same words kept repeating in my head. Over and Over again like a broken record. Bastard!! He took away something so important from her! Not only that but he left he permanently scared!! When I get my hands on him...

"I'll protect you." She whispered reaching out for something. "Mu little wolf." She took my hand and squeezed it gently. "I'll always protect you. I promise."

"Sakura." I said sadly. I brushed the bangs from her face gently. Silly girl. How would she protect me? She was the one who needed it more than anyone.

'She's such a fragile little thing isn't she Li?'

I ignored the voice and picked Sakura up off the ground cradling her in my arms. She stirred for a bit then opened her eyes. When they were half open she smiled.

"Your awake." She said. I nodded.

"Go back to sleep blossom. It's late."

"No."

"Your so stubborn." She giggled but then her face turned in pain. I panicked slightly fearing I might have hurt her. "Sakura?! Are you alright?!" She relaxed and smiled again.

"I'm alright I guess. Its an after affect of the sealing spell." A pang of guilt surged through my body. It was clear that she was in more pain than she would let show.

"Sakura rest. That spell took more than your magic." She looked at me in surprise.

"You just called me Sakura."

"Yes, of course I did. That's your name." Her smile faded.

"You usually call me blossom." She said looking away from me.

"Saku-I mean..." My words wouldn't do much good right now. "I'm sorry Sakura. Its just a lot has happened and..." You know what never mind. "oh fuck it!!" I said under my breath. Sakura looked at me in surprise and I took that opportunity and kissed her.

'Smooth. But don't you think she'll think that you were trying something different?'

I pulled away from her and smiled when her expression was dazed just like always.

'Why don't we play around for a little while?'

'SHIT! Don't you-' The voice chuckled.

'Too late.'

My breath hitched in my throat and I began to lose control of my body all to quick. Sakura stared at me in worry. I can't believe I could let this happen!! The seal had not taken full effect!! I had to worn her or say something, anything before it happened!!

"Sakura I-I'm s-sorry." She looked at me perplexed. "I-I'm going to h-hurt you." Then finally I lost control of my body now only able to see and hear what happened.

"What do you mean? Syaoran." My body bent down and kissed her lips softly. She was taken by surprise but soon gave in and kissed me back with all the force her little lips had. My body pulled away for air and then started kissing her again. "Syaoran...what's...wrong...with...you." She said in between kisses. My right fore finer started to trace out her figure and stopped at her thigh. Slowly it began to rub her right thigh. She moaned.

'Poor little fragile girl. Doesn't even suspect anything.' He was right.

Gently my hand started to go inward, when my hand touched her womanhood was when her eyes flew open shock and fear present in them. She tried to push my body away but my head turned to her ear my lips slowly brushing it.

"Relax." He breathed into her ear. But all that did was tense her up even more. He resumed kissing her lips but she didn't kiss back. The bastard didn't care. He kept touching her but when my hand removed the only protection she had for her womanhood was when she went hysterical. She pushed his head away.

"Stop it!! Syaoran!!" Of course he kept going. With my other hand she touched her breast while the other he tried to enter her. "STOP!! SYAORAN!! I'M-" Her voice was muffled by my lips. When she pushed him away again, she was shaking. "I'm scared. Please stop it." She whimpered but my body continued. She began to cry. "STOP!! ONII-CHAN!! YUKITO!! HELP!!" Suddenly her door burst open and Robert, Yukito, Yue, Eriol, and Tomoyo came in.

"I knew it!!" Robert screamed coming over to us and throwing me off of her with force I didn't expect. Sakura ran into his arms as she cried. "Bastard!! What the fuck is wrong with you?!" My shoulders shrugged. I could see he was more than pissed off. My tongue slithered out and licked my lips.

"I was not quite finished yet." He said. Robert turned red and was about to shout at me again when Sakura interrupted.

"You said you weren't like him!!" My gaze shifted to Sakura's shaking figure. "You said you weren't like Hu!! You promised you wouldn't force me. YOU PROMISED YOU WOULDN'T HURT ME!!" My breath hitched again. I took control of my body again and I quickly scanned the aea my eyes once again landing on Sakura.

"Sakura I-"

"I hate you." I heard her whisper. "I hate you. I REALLY HATE YOU!!" I was speechless. Those words, I never wanted to hear them directed towards me by the one I love, and here they were real as wood. And you know that? They stung.

"You should leave Li." Yukito said putting his hand on my shoulder. I nodded. Stealing one last glance at Sakura and her eyes were beyond hurt, beyond confusion, and beyond hatred. Those words became sharper as I left the room. Yue, Yukito and Eriol following behind me.

"Why would you do that?" Yukito questioned. But I averted his eyes, all their eyes. I hadn't recovered from what she said. I never thought my Sakura...no not mine anymore. I never though Sakura would ever say that to me.

"That's the problem." I said ruefully. "I wouldn't."

"Then..." Eriol started but stopped as he realized it. "Zenaku." I nodded grimly. So what was going to happen now? Sakura hated me with more passion than anything and for me...my world had just been burned and it all stung like hell itself.

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Preview: Silent Life: Tears of a Little Wolf

'It wasn't me.'

'Yes it was.'

"Sakura that wasn't me!!"

"Stop it." She cried shaking her head and holding her ears. " Stop it already Li. I can't take this anymore." She ran away from me.

'Such a fragile little piece, eh Li?'