Complete 180
Naruto and its characters do not belong to me.
I feel so much better proceeding with the story after doing the last chapter.
This chapter is mainly a recap of what they've gone through.
So is it sad that I have a flash drive that is solely for this story? Literally it has all my brainstorming, all of the rough drafts and final drafts of each chapter, and all of my pictures I've scanned onto the computer. I think I have a problem… but I'm okay with it! XD
SasuNaru~~
We were lying on the couch. I was on my back and Naruto was curled into my side with his head on my chest.
"Do you realize that if we hadn't acted like idiots, this would've happened a long time ago?"
Naruto looked up at me with a smirk.
"If we hadn't acted like idiots? Oh no, this is all your fault Sasuke."
His tone was teasing and I gently hit him on the head.
"Nope. This is just as much your fault as it is mine."
He started fiddling with his necklace with a happy expression.
"How do you figure that?"
I started running my fingers through his hair and he sighed in content.
"Well, for starters you never told me how you felt."
He suddenly sat up looking very indignant.
"How could I? I had no idea you were gay? Why didn't you tell me how you felt?"
I rolled my eyes at his sudden outburst and pulled him back down to me and he curled into my side once again.
"Relax… And wasn't it you that said I didn't have to worry about you liking me since you didn't like anybody? And I did tell you how I felt. You just didn't realize it was meant for you."
He started mumbling things under his breath before talking coherently.
"It wasn't like I was lying… I didn't like anybody. I loved you. There's a difference. And I didn't want to tell you, be rejected and lose you as a friend. And how was I supposed to know you were really talking to me? I'm not psychic…"
Naruto looked up at me with a curious expression.
"What is it?"
He bit at his lip nervously; he looked very unsure.
"Well… umm I was wondering… how long? Have you had feelings for me that is?"
I was as curious about the answer as he was. When had I started to develop these feelings?
"I'm not really sure… probably a while after I met you… I didn't realize how I felt until way after that though."
He seemed to be pondering my answer and after a few moments he nodded.
"What made you realize it?"
I clutched him to my chest when the memory washed over me.
"Sasuke…?"
It sounded like I was hurting him so I slackened my grip, but not by much.
"I saw Gaara telling you he loves you and kissing you… I got so angry that I punched a locker and my knuckles started to bleed… Then I asked Itachi about it, I left you out of it though, and I started to suspect how I felt…"
Naruto pulled away to look me and I saw amusement in his eyes.
"You were jealous?"
The thought seemed to make him really happy and that irritated me.
I pulled his face to mine and kissed him harshly. He squeaked in protest but I didn't relent.
I kissed him again more gently before pulling away and reached out to caress his cheek.
"Insanely jealous… I could've killed him I was so angry…"
He looked scared, but I was sure he was more sacred of what I had said then me. At least I hoped.
"Hey… I'm sorry… I shouldn't have reacted like that. Did I hurt you?"
He shook his head and turned so his back was to my chest.
I wrapped my arms around him and rested my chin on his shoulder.
"Really?"
He nodded but I could tell he was trembling.
"What's wrong?"
He brought his hands up to grip my arms.
"You just scared me a little bit… and I didn't like the thought of you killing Gaara."
I pecked him on the cheek and tried to think of the right thing to say.
"Well as long as you kiss only me it shouldn't be a problem should it?"
He looked back with a glare that quickly turned into a grin.
"Yea, and the same thing goes for you too Sasuke."
That took me off guard. I wasn't sure what he meant.
"Huh?"
He rolled his eyes and set his face into a grimace.
"Sakura…"
He said her name like it was some horrible disease.
"Oh yea… I kinda forgot about that…"
He sighed and sadness filled his eyes.
"Lucky you… I couldn't stop thinking about it…I was really affected by it…"
I felt really bad for causing Naruto to go through that. It was far from the first time I had wished I could take it back.
"I was trying to confirm my feelings… I wasn't ready to accept I was gay so I tried kissing her. I instantly regretted it but it made me realized it could only be you… That doesn't help at all does it?"
He shook his head and leaned closer into my embrace.
"Not really. You were comparing me to her when he could've just talked to me… But I guess it helps a little understanding why…"
We lapsed into silence for a few moments until Naruto started running his fingers over my bandaged hand.
"What'd you do…?"
He touched the other one as he asked.
"When you ran yesterday, after our lips touched, I was really upset and angry. I threw my lamp, and every other thing of mine, across my room. When I started to pick up the glass from the light bulb I cut my hands. A lot."
He looked stricken and kissed both of my palms.
"Sorry…"
He turned to face me and wrapped his arms around my neck.
I didn't understand how he figured it was his fault, but he obviously blamed himself.
"Hey, don't be sorry. You didn't do anything Naruto. I was carless."
He pulled back and glared at me like I had been caught in a lie.
"If I hadn't run away you wouldn't have threw your lamp and there wouldn't have been glass to cut yourself on."
I rolled my eyes and ruffled his hair.
"We could play that game for hours Naruto so let's not even start, kay? There are a lot more productive things we could do."
He continued to glare at me but it didn't take long for his face to soften into a smile.
"Like what?"
There was a teasing light in his eyes so I knew he knew exactly what I was getting at.
I sat up straight and brought my lips to his.
Naruto started to giggle and pulled away. I didn't let him pull too far though.
His lips still brushed mine as he talked.
"How's kissing productive?"
I shrugged my shoulders.
"I'm sure it releases endorphins or something…"
I growled my response before claiming his lips again.
He sighed in content as he sank into the kiss.
I licked his bottom lip, asking for entry and he complied.
Our tongues danced together as I reveled in the taste and feel of Naruto's mouth.
He tasted sweet and heady with an underlying hint of ramen that made me smile into the kiss.
He ate the stuff like it was candy.
I was sure it wouldn't take me very long to become addicted to his taste.
We both came up for air. Taking short, gasping breaths.
Once I got my breathing under control I started to lean in again but Naruto stopped me by putting his hands on my chest.
"What's wrong?"
He leaned in a pecked me on the lips but before I could turn it into anything more he scooted away from me.
I glared at the space between us and raised an eyebrow at him.
"We should stop…"
I reached out for his hands and he took them but he didn't move any closer.
"But I don't want to stop. I'm not done kissing you yet."
He smiled but inclined his head towards the clock then the front door.
"Well, Iruka and Kakashi should be home soon…"
I rolled my eyes and pulled him closer. Then I pushed him back and pinned him underneath me.
"Well, I don't care…"
I had waited to 4 months to be with Naruto and I wasn't going to let those two stop me now that he was mine.
Naruto glared up at me but I ignored his protests and started kissing him again.
He didn't respond at first but slowly he started to kiss back. As I knew he would.
I wasn't thinking of anything but kissing him at the time but when Naruto moaned into my mouth my mind started to wander…
We didn't hear a car pull up or the front door open. If we had we would've pulled away from each other.
Or I wouldn't have and Naruto would've pushed me off of him. Whichever.
All we heard was Kakashi's loud voice behind the couch and Iruka's response.
"Iruka! Sasuke's devouring Naruto on the couch!"
"WHAT!"
Heehee! I like making Iruka freak out. It's fun.
Ugh… I hate describing kisses and stuff. I suck at it…
SasuNaru=Cutest thing ever.
I like possessive Sasuke!
Hmm… I think that's it. Till next time.
Reviews please. :O)
Funny story 7 (ignore if you wish.)
A thing online comparing species parenting:
Male penguin: After mating, the female lays one large egg. The egg is then immediately rolled to the top of the male's feet. The egg is then incubated or kept warm on the male's feet by a thick fold of skin that hangs from the belly of the male. The males manage to survive by standing huddled in groups for up to 9 weeks. During this time the female returns to the open sea to feed. During the time the male incubates the egg, he may lose about half his body weight because he does not eat.
Male human: It's his kid until the diaper needs changing. Then they say: "You're kid needs its diaper changed!"
Who's the more devoted parent?
Me: hmmm….
I walk out into the living room.
Me: hey babe?
Scott: Yea?
Me: When we get around to having kids are you going to be a penguin or a human?
Scott: Umm… is that supposed to be trick question?
Me: Yepp, so don't answer wrong.
Scott: I don't know… whichever ones the better father. Do I pass?
Me: *pouts* It'll have to do.
Lol he looked so confused. I've asked him weirder things though believe it or not…
Also earlier today me and Bethany were looking up interesting facts.
Bethany: Apparently smiling releases endorphins...
Me: Sex releases more.
Bethany: How do you figure?
Me: I don't about you but I smile after sex. Add the endorphins from the smile and the endorphins from the sex and you've got alot of endorphins.
Bethany: I guess I see your logic...
Lol that was probably TMI but oh well.
