October 8, 2006
Me: hey...
Gaara: wats wrong? your face is wet.
Me: i was...i was crying.
Gaara: why?
Me: Jennifer got a kitten today. And he is just so adorable and he is so cute. I lovde him the moment Jennifer sent me the text with the pic of him. But...it feels like we're...we're replacing Oliver...
Gaara: Hasame...
Me: I don't know what to think of this! I'm happy that we've brought this new animal into our house to care for and love, but it's also as if we're trying to get rid of the memory of my cat! And...and I just...
Gaara:...
Me: And...we have to name him I already decided a name that i think suits him, but we have to all agree. My brother, my dad and my step mom all think the one i picked is good, but the girls...my step sisters, they will never agree with me... I was kinda hoping...that...
Gaara: He'd be yours?
I nod
-Silence-
Gaara hugs me
Me!...what was that for?
Gaara: looks like you needed it.
Me:...thanks.
Gaara: no problem.
Me:...I don't feel like writing alot today. But, i feel like i have to. If i dont...im just gonna lose it.
Gaara: you can just be here, and not have to write.
Me: ok...im looking at some pictures i have on my cell of him...
-more silence-
Gaara: your crying again.
Me: i know.