A/N: Oh my goodness you guys…you took this to the 1000th review mark and blew past that! Thank you so much, it means the world to me, really. Now…I cried the whole time I wrote this, for real. I am sick as a dog, drinking cough syrup with codeine and an emotional wreck having to let go of these boys. Don't forget to put me on author alert so you get the notice for the wedding o/s. IMPORTANT! It will post separately.

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March 24, 2010

Today was another busy day, as I assumed they were all going to be until the wedding was over and I was on a honeymoon vacation with the love of my life. Speaking of that boy, he was so damn excited. Some of our friends from high school and college were flying in tomorrow for the bachelor party and wedding. I really missed those guys sometimes and a few of our girl friends were coming in as well. We were putting them all up at a hotel during their stay. As much as I would love to have everyone over, Jasper and I did not have the room in our apartment.

Jasper had to head into school for a few hours this morning to tie up some loose ends so that he had everything done before we left on our honeymoon. He had worked everything out with his professors, making sure everything was done for him to be gone. He had one exam to take today and an essay to turn in. When I woke him up, he was not having it. There were some mornings it really annoyed me when he acted like that, but for some reason as the wedding drew near, it made him that much more dear to my heart. Yesterday he had such a rude awakening, that I decided to day I would rouse him with kisses.

I started at his toes and kissed each one before slowly kissing my way up his leg. He wasn't budging. I slowly licked up his hip, over to his abdomen and then started to gently bite my way up to his neck. I could feel his heart beating like crazy underneath my mouth and I knew he was faking sleep now. I crawled on top of him and laid my body on his. He wrapped his arms around me and it felt so perfect there. His heart beating against mine, my cheek in the crook of his neck, inhaling the salty sweetness of his skin, I had to taste it. I licked him in lazy strokes on his throat and I felt him slowly harden beneath me. His arms held me tightly and his hips slowly moved against mine, and I closed my eyes.

We laid there in bed, our hips languidly moving against one another, the inferno slowly building, then Jasper told me to kiss him. I placed my lips on his and he opened up his mouth. It didn't ever matter to me what time of day it was, morning or night, morning breath or not, he was always delicious to me. Our tongues moved as leisurely as our hips. It was a perfect moment when love and lust come together and your whole body goes from an ember to a full blown blaze of white hot heat. It was slow and sweet and when our bodies could take no more, we flew together, soft cries accompanying our release.

When I went to kiss Jasper's cheek, I felt wetness under my lips and I opened up my eyes. He had tears running down his face and I sat up, alarmed. He looked at me, and choking on the emotion of his words, told me that he loved me more in that moment then he ever thought possible. He told me that he could feel my love for him in every action, gesture and touch. He whispered that sometimes he felt like he was going to burst and that when he was alone sometimes, he cried by himself, so overwhelmed with the way he felt about me. He said that he loved me so madly, so fiercely, that it terrified him, until he thought about the way I loved him and then he was okay, because he knew I needed and loved him just as badly.

When he was done, we both had shed a few tears. These last few days were getting to us, our emotions running wild and our love growing deeper. My heart beat for Jasper Whitlock. It had since the moment I saw him and it would until I took my last breath. He was wound tightly into my soul and I would keep him there always. We laid there, in the afterglow of our lovemaking, holding one another and whispering words of love back and forth. He was late to school, but sometimes those things can't be helped. We needed each other, we always have and we always will.

Until tomorrow...

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