I wake up on my wedding day, laying in Lea's bed alone because the other girls are in the living room on the couches and floor. I'm laying there thinking deep and then I glance over at my cellphone. I habe zero text or calls. I'm so sad and feel bad. I can't believe i'm pregnant, it almost doesn't feel like it yet the test said I was. So I get up slowly and start getting showered. Lea soon comes into the room, knocking on the bathroom door and yelling out, 'Hey! You doing alright today?' I yelled back and said, 'Yea, im fine!' The Lea yelled backa nd said, 'Ok, are getting ready at the club or here?' I then yelled back and said, 'The Club!' I didn't hear anything else so I assumed that Lea heard me and understood. Once I was all cleaned up, Lea, the girls and myself, all get down to the club. Ginger is already there with Jesse's manager and some of her friends. As we're pulling into the parkinglot, I see Jesse's lexus parked so now my nerves are kicking in. I'm shocked that he's here so early unless he's getting dressed up here too. I go inside the building and theres no sign of Jesse but I hear a bunch of guys laughing in another room and here a voice say, 'Were gonna toast even while your gone!' Then I hear Jesse's voice now saying, 'You guys better not try to crash the honeymoon, unless you wanna see naked butts. Were gonna be naked the whole time!' I suddenly felt super sick to my stomach and upset because I have to break the news to Jesse tonight that im pregnant and hes going to be upset, since hes expecting to continue having sex durring our honeymoon. I guess we should have waited but its hard to wait when your in a tent lost up in the mountains, alone on a romantic getaway and in the mood. I decide theres nothing I can do but get married. I get all dressed up and then my dad comes to get me. I tell him I have something to say and when I give him the hard news, he cries while hugging me, wipes under his eye and says, 'I warned you about this but you ignored me. At least I know you learned from the best, so you will a excellent mother and you are welcomed to come home anytime to get help from your mother and I.' I hugged my dad so tight again and then we got ready to walk down the aisle. I'm nervous because this is all really happenning and I haven't seen Jesse since he left me at the party last night upset at me for tweeting people. I take a big, breath and then the doors open. My heart is pounding and now I see Jesse. He looks so handsome and his smile is amazing. Hes just gazing at me, making me feel kind of special but I still feel awful about being pregnant. Everyone else is standing up and staring at me. I crack a smile but only because im so shy and shocked im getting married. I am happy too, I guess im just really scared. Ive never came close to being pregnant and Jesse has been my only lover so im freaking out. I finally reach the stage and my dad hugs me again, now starting to walk away. I steal a kiss from his cheek and then as I turn back around, Jesse has his hand out to reach for me. I take his hand and now he's leading me up onto the stage. Now we're standing face to face with each other and Jesse is taking my hands into his, intwinning them. His smile is so big and as I gaze into his eyes, I notice his lips whispering, 'I love you.' I'm stunned, hoping he's no longer upset with me and hoping he wont be upset when he finds out im pregnant. I whisper back, 'Love you too.' and now Jesse's arms are kind of swinging, making my arms swing. I can tell he's happy and somewhat giddy, which takes a lot of pressure off of me. Now we say our vowles, we trade rings and when the preacher told us to kiss, Jesse came in so smooth and wrapped his arms around my waste. My breath is taking away and when our lips meet, it brings back emotions from before and his lips taste so good. I press in deeper, putting my arms around his neck and can hear the whole place going nuts and whistling at us. I feel Jesse going deeper too and then I feel him tilt me back. I quickly let go so embarrassed to have so many people watching us. Jesse's face is actually glowing, red and his smile his so huge. I'm also red because im so stunned that he's acting this way over me. I love him and im excited but I just know this secret is taring me up inside and I can't help but be scared he's going to be mad. So now we're married, we face the world before us who is all cheering for us and then Jesse leads me off the stage and we rush out of the building towards a limo waiting for us to take us to the spot where we'll get our pictures made. I feel Jesse's fingers intwined with my fingers and I know he's holding on tight, obviously happy. I pull him to stop walking though and say, 'I have to tell you something important!' Jesse smiled and said quick, 'Tell me in the limo. We gotta go.' I get into the limo, he gets in and before I can speak, Jesse is attacking me, surprising me and then as he lets go of kissing me, he yells, 'Woo! Time to party and after tonight were going to have all the kinky sex we want, condom free and we'll even make a baby.' I then get so upset, trying not to cry but I can't hold back and Jesse notices, now narrowing his eyebrows and asking, 'Whats the matter with you?' I start crying my eyes out, shaking and making Jesse hug me up. He rubs my back and says into my ear, 'Talk to me. Tell me whats going on.' I take a deep breath and say, 'Jesse, ive been sick all week so your sister talked me into taking a pregnency test last night and it said positive! Im pregnant with your baby already!' Jesse is stunned, his jaw is dropped and I say, 'Im scared, Jesse.' Jesse instantly hugged me so tight, swaying with me, a tear also in his eye but then he smiled and said, 'I cant believe it. Youre really having my baby?' I nodded and said, 'I know its so soon but I cant really help it.' Jesse smiled, kissed my forehead and then said while looking deep into my eyes, 'No, its fine. Baby, I couldnt be happier right now. Marrying you and now finding out youre carrying my child. I love you so much!' I was shocked and said back soft and unsure, 'So youre not mad at me?' Jesse shook his head with his eyes low, looking into mine and said, 'No, I am so in love with you.' Then we kissed and we kissed hard. I moaned out as we let go, I said, 'I just wanted us to have an amazing honeymoon.' Jesse smirked and said, 'Oh, we are. Just because we cant have wild, sex, doesnt mean we cant party in the nude anyway.' I giggled, kissed him again and then we arrived at the park. Jesse helped me out, faced me and whispered, 'When everyone gets here, I wanna tell them the news.' I smirked and said, 'Sure. I already told my father.' Jesse smiled big, kissed my lips again and then shouted, 'Woo!' I giggled some more and said, 'You are so crazy. I love you.' We kept kissing and when Jesse's guy friends showed up, they were cheering us on. Jesse let go of my lips, faced the guys and shouted, 'Shes carrying my baby! Im gonna be a dad again!' All the guys were shocked, also shouting and one of them shouted, 'Thats my boy!' I suddenly felt so good and no longer so upset. Jesse has yet to mention about twitter, so im guessing he's no longer mad about that. Now we're taking our pics and Jesse's smile is amazing. He looks so good, so happy and Drew is also happy. We take many pics with Drew and many pics with each other. Many of us kissing and Jesse holding my waste, showing off that i'm having his baby. After our pictures, we were escorted to the reception hall and the whole way there in the limo, Jesse and I made out.
