Cam's POV
I woke up with enough time to change and eat a tiny breakfast , John K and Duff , yes he slept over, took me to the airport and I promise once again I would be back in a week.
Moose's POV
She is going down, Molly is going down. I found myself knocking at her door at 7am, I was sleepy but I didn't care, the less time I had this problem the more time I could spend looking for Cam.
Molly: Moose?
M: Can I come in?
Molly: Sure
M: Look I want to talk to you about what happened yesterday.
Molly: When you try to kiss her? Finally going to ask for my forgiveness?
M: No, I want to talk to you about us. Because for me there is no us but you can't seem to get it and I want to know why? So please tell.
Molly: ...
M: Come on, I know you understand that I don't want this to go on so just tell why are you acting like this?
Molly: because I love you.
M: Oh
Molly: Yes, come on. You can't tell me you didn't know.
M: I didn't
Molly: Really, you are so blind. I have love you for months. The first time I saw you dance I felt for you and I was so glad when I got to know you because you are always so nice. I thought to myself wow he is perfect and I get to dance with him and then you talk about your double major and your eyes glow. You took my breath away.
M: Molly..
M: Please let me finish. Then one day you were dancing and I was just waiting for you to finish so I could ask you out and there she was and you turned you look at her and you smile. I never saw you smile like that I wish I could make you smile like that but you never did smile for me like that, you only smile like that for her and I was jealous, why her? why not me?. I saw you two together on campus I saw you kiss her and laugh with her and it hurt. That day I went looking for you about the professor wanting us to talk to him before class that was the first time I saw you come near me like I was important to you, you walk away from her without another look. I guess I thought I have a chance she doesn't get what dancing is for you and then she came and took you away again and you had that special smile only for her. So finally when we talk and I heard how she didn't appreciated you I was so mad. She was so lucky! She had you and she was making you feel like you were less, no one should do that to you, you are so amazing.
Maybe I did wrong maybe I shouldn't tell you all those things but I meant them Moose, you deserve so much more that you were getting. When you gave me a chance and went out with me I was over the moon and that day we were dancing and we had our first kiss, that was just so special for me. I finally had you, we were dancing we were in our little world and you had that smile and it was only for me. So there I was making all the efforts even when I felt sometimes that you had doubts and that only make me try harder, after that we spend some amazing days together. Remember that sunday you came looking for me? it was like you really were invested in us, I was so happy. Did you know that it was the first time you look for me and not the other way around? Then you see her and is like you forgot about me completely, you were trying to smell her hair with me at your side, do you know how that made me feel?. I thought fine I have to to try a little harder then but no, you just decided that we are over and it's so easy for you. You didn't give me a second thought, still I try because it's you and you keep being focus on her. That day I saw you holding that picture of the two of you kissing I wanted to run and cry but I didn't I stay and try to fight for you. That's why I threw the box away, I thought maybe if you didn't have all those things maybe you could let go. I get it I'm acting crazy but you have to understand something you are it for me and I don't want to let you go. If your having doubts about it fine, I'll wait for you, just don't make me give up on you. I love you, I can't go back to be just another girl in your class, I promise I'll behave better I'll give you your space just don't leave me. She said she was dating someone Moose she is obviously moving on why don't you do the same?.
M: She broke up with him.
Moly: Oh
M: Molly, I... You are amazing and anyone would be lucky to have a nice girl like you but..
Molly: Please don't.
M: But the way you feel about me is how I feel about Cam. She is everything to me Molly and I'm sorry I truly am because I keep making the same mistake, I started a relationship with you without considering how you felt about me. Trust me I did want us to have a chance but I just can't let go of Cam, there is no way I could do, I've tried really but she is imprinted in me and I can't live without her. Is like I'm incomplete. I'm sorry I really am.
Molly: I would feel better if I dislike you right now.
M: If it's any consolation everyone does at some point.
She gave a sad smile and I hug her.
Molly: You better leave.
M: I'll se you next semester. When are you leaving?
Molly: Why?
M: I want to come and say goodbye before you do.
Molly: Just say it now please.
M: Ok, take care Molly.
Molly: You too Moose.
M: Thanks
Molly: Moose..
M: Yeah?
Molly: If you ever change your mind..
M: I won't, sorry.
I left I felt weird like someone had lift a huge weight over me but still I felt sad, Andie was right I had to stop thinking only about myself. I had ended up hurting Cam and Molly with one decision, that had to be some kind of record sure not a good one but a record none the less. I took myself out and I started to call Andie.
A: Hello?
M: I did it. Give me Cam's number.
A: Moose?
M: Yeah, who else?
A: Why are you calling me at this ungodly hour you moron!
M: Geez Andie no need for the name calling.
A: It's 8 why would you be awake at 8?
M: Because I just finish talking to Molly.
A: What did psycho said?
M: Let's not call her that. You were right Andie.
A: I'm always right.
M: Okkk, you were right about me putting myself first I really need to grow up.
A: What happened?
M: I'm her Cam.
A: Is too early for this kind of reasoning Moose.
M: Sorry, I'm almost at Johns apartment I'll call you later.
A: What? no Moose..
I hang up and I saw John, K and that Mohawk guy walking going into the building and it hit me, Cam move in with John and K. They were talking about that non stop for months now that's why she was there the other day, Oh my god I am dense! I run up to them.
M: I came to see Cam, so don't try to denied that she lives here.
K: Took you long enough to figure it out.
M: I would say something mean back but I'm tired and sleepy. So let me in I need to talk to her.
K: Look cheater just walk away with your nest hair there and don't come back.
M: Look Kirstin I'm not moving so how about you just call her and have you seen your hair today?.
D: Hey! How about you calm down and don't talk to her like that ever again.
M: That would be weird, you see this is the only way we talk to each other.
D: What?
M: Really, right K?
K: Just shut up afro boy.
D: Do they talk like that always?
J: Most of the time yeah, a little less hate in the voice but basically this is it for them. Look Moose she is not here, we are not hiding her.
M: I don't believe you.
K: The only liar here is you, so just go away.
With that she push me and walk in with mohawk guy I thought John was leaving too but he just stood there in front of me.
M: She is really not here?
J: She left, she went to see Ty.
M: Is she coming back? Forget it I have to talk to her, I need to flight there. Crap why don't I ever have any money!
J: Moose
M: Can you lend me some?
J: No!
M: Please
J: Moose focus! If you go there she won't talk to you and Ty is probably going to kill you, let's forget about the probably he will definitely kill you.
M: Yeah, but I don't care I can't wait all summer for her again.
J: You don't have too, she'll come back before the end of summer.
M: When?
J: Look I need to ask you something, and is weird ok?
M: Ok
J: Did you slept with Molly before trying to get back with Cam?
M: What?! what kind of question is that?
J: Cam said she heard that.
M: What?! No, no way I don't understand why she...Ohhh crap
J: So did you?
M: No, no no. I never have..
J: stop, too much information just..let's just move on, next question. Are you broken up with her?
M: Yes, finally yes.
J: great. Any questions?
M: Can I have Cam's number?
J: Nope, I can't do that to her but I'll tell her you came and the other thing too.
M: Thanks!
J: Bye
M: Oh right bye.
I'm starting to warm up to him slowly but still he seems nice.
Cam's POV
Ty and Norah came to pick me up from the airport and then we talk I was tired from the trip and the fact that I almost didn't sleep yesterday, still i'm excited to be here. I promise to call the guys once I arrived but I hadn't have time, so I pick up my cell and call John.
J: Cam! How was your flight?
C: Hey, great I slept most of it. I'm still tired tough. How is everything over there?
J: good, I actually need to tell you something?
C: always.
J: Is about him.
C: No John
J: Please
C: No, I have to go.
J: Cam, please.
C: Why are you doing this?
J: Because I care. Now let me talk ok?
C: Ok
J: He came here looking for you, he figure it out that you live here. Cam he broke up with her and you he didn't sleep with her.
C: He told you that?
J: Yes and Cam trust me that level of awkward can't be act, really.
C: Oh
J: Are you happy?
C: No, that doesn't change anything.
J: It does Cam.
C: No, he wasn't broken up with her when he try to kiss me!
J: He wants your number.
C: Don't you dare!
J: Fine but you have to give him a chance so how about this... are you listening?
C: Yeahhhh
J: You can Skype with him, the moment you get annoyed you can just hag up and that's it.
C: Fine, but I'll tell you when.
J: Cool, have fun Cam! I miss you.
C: Miss you too. John?
J: Yeah?
C: You sure I can trust him?
J: I wouldn't suggest it if I thought he was lying. Take care bye
C: Bye
I was so excited he broke up with her and well the other stuff too :). Best day ever!
