Hmm ok well il post this chap but wont update quickly again until I get more reviews but if you want teasers ask for them.

Dedicated to Luv4UEdwardCullen, you're very sweet n thankyou for all your reviews and understanding how this is my escape seeing as parts of this story is based on things that actually have happened to me.

WARNING!!! This chap is kind of sad just be prepared for near the end.

Bella remembering what happened…

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"Bella…?" Carlisle asked concerned as he observed my heart rate increasing significantly. But I wasn't paying attention to him as I looked at Edward and started crying and hyperventilating.

"Bella, Bella, Bella. Shh. It's ok you're fine. You're safe now I promise." Edward said crying slightly as well. I saw Carlisle's face turn to one of understanding and he stepped back slightly as Edward came right next to my bed and kissed me hard to show me it was alright.

He pulled away and very carefully got into the small hospital bed with me and he held me close to his chest. "Edward, I…" I sobbed and he held me tighter.

"I know Bella. I know." He murmured.

"What happened? Where's James?" I choked out.

Edward tensed slightly but stoked my hair to calm me down. "What do you remember angel?" He asked.

"Everything was perfect then he was there. He was going to kill you but I couldn't let him. I remember he shot me instead of you, I heard two other gunshots go off but then I blacked out and I was suddenly in the hospital. Edward… He was going to kill you." I cried.

"Shh… It's ok Bella I'm here. He shot you and I panicked I saw you fall and he started beating you. Emmett pulled him off you but you were so still and all I could think was he had killed you but then you cried out and you had gone into labour. I had to get you out of there but James still had the gun. Emmett and Jasper fought with him but Jasper worried about you and Alice and Rose so he was distracted. James shot him in the leg, he's fine don't worry, but Emmett had to help Jasper and James ran off. I'm so sorry Bella but I had to get you out of there I didn't care that he had got away I just had to get you away." He told me.

"You mean he's still out there?" I asked horrified and I immediately looked over to Carlisle who was now holding my baby boy near where the girls were in their cots.

I looked back to Edward, he still hadn't answered. "Edward?"

"Yes." He whispered. "But Bella don't worry the cops have already talked to us and they're out looking for him now. Bella I swear to you, I wont let him touch you or our babies."

"BUT WHAT ABOUT YOU!" I screeched and burst into tears again. I was terrified. He could have been killed. James will kill HIM not me. Edward seemed to understand as he pulled me closer to him again. I heard Carlisle leave the room silently, taking the babies with him.

"I promise Bella. He wont hurt you, I wont let him." Edward murmured quietly.

"But what about you?" I whispered.

"I will never leave you Bella. I wont let him take me from you." He whispered. I was still terrified.

"I love you." I said feeling my eyes getting heavy.

"I love you so much Bella." He said kissing my forehead lovingly.

I was getting really tired now but I didn't want to lose him. "Edward…"

"Yes angel?" He asked softly.

"Sing for me." I pleaded.

He held me close and started singing.

(Fix You by Coldplay.)


When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Edward held me close in his arms and we were both crying as I closed my eyes to the sound of his voice singing this song to me.

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

I fell asleep just as he sang the last words and kissed my hair, my forehead, my eyes my cheeks, my nose and lastly my lips very softly.

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Its short, its sweet just to get it out there.

Hope didn't make too many of you cry, I did when I wrote it.

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