Chapter 37 So my eyes aren't decieving me

John wrapped his arms around Raven, his thick mass practically engulfed her small frame. He lent down and kissed her lips, he didn't want to leave but he knew he had too, secretly he was glad, he really didn't want any peice of Iziah, not when she had just learnt Raven had been doing the one thing she was told NOT to do. Iziah came up the stairs silently, leaning against the frame she watched them exchange good-byes. All entwined and joined, it was a blur of green and black, tattoos and flawless skin.

"Do you have to go?"

"Yeah I kinda do," John smiled at her, he had missed that feeling, new love that bought tingles and an all out glow. He was at the stage where leaving was the hardest part, but then again absence makes the heart grow fonder.

Raven pulled his lips down again, taking in his taste so she could at least have one good memory about the weekend. Raven pulled away and out of his arms, gently she pushed him away, "Go, go before I handcuff you to somethin and tell the oldman that if he wants you back he has to pay me some sort of ransom"

"Would you really do that?"

"Yes she would" Iziah growled from the doorway, Raven was told specifically not to go near John and she had just threw it aside for a few quick fucks, well Iziah wasn't having that, not while she was still living in this house. Raven kissed John on the cheek and let him leave. Shutting the door Raven turned to her sister. Iziah rubbed her eyes as though she was dreaming,

"So my eyes aren't decieving me, you fucking around with him when I told you not to do that"

"Can I at least explain?"

"No" Iziah snapped, going on with her point, "Do you remember when I told you not to fuck John, or were the voices in your head talking to loudly"

"Iziah, seriously let me explain"

"No!"

"Izzy!"

Iziah pushed her sister to make her shut up, her lower back hitting the kitchen counter, Raven steadied herself, she didn't want to fight Iziah, not if she could easily avoid it. "You wanna sleep around with random guys that you don't know then go right ahead, but you will not do it with a impressionable young girl up stairs, you are not fucking around with John like a common hussie while Jamie is here thinking that its ok, because I don't want another sister of mine winding up on the street corner"

Raven couldn't help it, she started laughing, of course that just made Iziah angrier.

"What are you laughin at?" Iziah demanded, hands on hips. So far she had managed to retain her fighting urge, Raven was already injured, it wouldn't be a challenge while she was hurt.

"I shouldn't be laughin, I don't know why I'm laughin" Raven pulled herself up, sighing she sat down in the middle of the kitchen, Iziah towering right over her. "I'm sorry if my relationship with John angers you, but I really like him, so we will keep our relationship the way it is, if you have issues, you know where the door is." Raven pointed it out just to be annoying, "Its right there"

"I can't believe that your calling your random fucking, a relationship, what have I told you? Random fucking isn't a relationship, its random fucking and nothin more"

"Its not random fuckin Izzy, we're together" She pushed her hands together to simulate what she was saying.

"What do you mean your 'together'?" Iziah asked doing the same thing with her hands.

"I guess if we're giving out titles, he would be the boyfriend and I would be the girlfriend"

Iziah's eyes lit up as took a seat next to her sister on the floor, "Your giving it another chance?"

"Yeah, I like him. He's awesome and I think I'm in love"

Izzy threw her arms around her sister, "Oh thats good news!"

"I'm confused, random fucking you hate but relationships are ok?"

Iziah pulled away from her sister and looked at her "Look if Jamie see's you randomly having sex with random guys, what do you think she's gonna start doing? Jamie mimics everything you do. I don't want her to think that random sex with random guys is ok"

"Jamie's smarter than you think,"

"Except when it comes to Kane, she would jump into bed the moment he asks, and I don't want her to think that its ok because Raven does it"

Raven patted her knee lovingly "If it helps, I really like John and I'm gonna try my best not to mess it up, I almost did that the weekend you came home from your convention"

"What!" Iziah looked to her sister making Raven squeeze her eyes shut, she didn't mean to say that. "That was almost a month ago!"

"Sorry I didn't know how to tell you, and Jamie already knows and Storm"

Iziah got up and stomped back downstairs, huffing and puffing. "Everyone knows but me, you would think the one person you confide in would be your twin sister, I tell you everything, worst betrayal since Star Wars."