I want it so fervently.
I honestly crave this.
Sometimes I can feel my legs failing,
Just before I start to tumble down.
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So far down.
Past the dark,
To the brightest pitch.
Dark, Dark, Down.
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I miss it so completely.
I earnestly require this.
There's only so far I can go,
Before I start to collapse.
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No more than what I've had before.
Nothing of type extraordinaire.
My insides twist and turn.
I feel so utterly unbalanced.
--
I've hit an edge.
I've found the blockade.
Building up the pressure like a dam.
Just wait until I burst, the water tumbling down my face.
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So far down.
Past the dark,
To the brightest pitch.
Dark, Dark, Down.
--
Such a common case.
See it all,
Envy what i know;
What I could've had.
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Rock back, rock forth.
Hanging outside my reach.
Beyond my arms,
But within my vision.
--
Temptation so cruel.
No where strong enough.
Not against my soul.
It just can't break through.
--
So far down.
Past the dark,
To the brightest pitch.
Dark, Dark, Down.
--
Sometimes I'm still normal inside.
I feel empty then too.
Missing what I've been craving;
Missing the craving all the same.
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Funny ow valuable life appears,
When it all hangs on a decision.
Pain, or happiness.
Flashing through your eyes.
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No, just have to let it go.
It's unavailable, I know.
No, just have to let it go.
It's unavailable, I know.
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I can't jump this wall,
Take a step past this cliff.
Oh I want to so badly,
But I know it can only be No.