Chapter 36
"Chase are you sure we should be doing this?"
"Sonna just trust me." He then began to lick her neck up and down. Sonna's moans echoed the room. Chase then lifted his head and stared at her with loving eyes. She pressed her lips to his. When they're mouths parted, she whispered softly into his ear.
"Chase…"
"Yeah Sonna?"
"Chase I…" She continued.
"Yeah..?
"I...Iove Zeyco Chase! I'm sorry."
"...What?" Chase said confused.
(CHASE'S POV)
I woke on the whack ass red couch I fell asleep on. I took in my surroundings and BOY was I confused. The whole factory got fucked up. I'm not kidding. The place was legit shit. A thought then came to me. Where were Zeyco and Sonna?
I sighed and then recall my last words to Zeyco.
"And... about Sonna...you can keep...her. She ain't worth...all of...this shit." He was still silent. "Yep...you fu... fucking win...ya prick."
Well that's that... I really did lose again. Guess it was my choice though…
I got up and saw Karren asleep on the floor. She let me take the couch and was watching over me. I crouched down and whispered to her.
"Thanks Karren. I owe you one." She really was a good friend to me. I swear I'll make it up to her
I then heard footsteps and I noticed Sonna walking down the stairs. I looked back at her and saw the guilt in her eyes.
She let out a deep breath and walked next to me. I looked at her ruby colored eyes, only this time, I just couldn't bring myself love them anymore. I knew it would all be a waste anyway. I couldn't be attracted to her. Now that the prick is here, she only really has eyes for him. She began to say something but then stopped herself.
This silence was driving me nuts. It wasn't like the comfortable silences that we used to have. This silence was just awkward as hell. I sat down and sighed once again. I hated this feeling of uncertainty. I wanted her so bad. I truly did, but I knew deep down I just couldn't. I did like her, maybe even loved her but all the trouble for her just wasn't worth the bullshit. At this point, she wanted the dickhead and you know what. I...I just don't give a fuck anymore.
"Chase I-"
"Shut up…just shut the fuck up Sonna. Please don't feed me anymore bullshit. I'm done with all the mystery, all the fighting, and all of the...pain…" I gave her a blank stare as I spoke. My words came out cold and emotionless.
"But Chase I-" I cut her off again.
"Sonna please. Just go with Zeyco and...and leave me the FUCK ALONE!!!" I lost my temper and snapped at her. "You know what, FUCK Zeyco and FUCK YOU!" I didn't notice the wetness in my eyes. I don't think I was crying but I couldn't really tell.
I began to walk out. I couldn't look at her anymore. The more I looked, the more I realize how much I really needed her out of my life. Shit was fucking up and she was just making it worse. I had to go. I went through one of the holes in the factory.
"CHASE! PLEASE JUST LET ME TALK TO-" She screamed at me. I noticed Karren stir in her sleep.
"Goodbye Sonna. Enjoy your time with the dickhead!" I then ran off into to night.