Now comes the night

When the hour is upon us
And our beauty surely gone
No you will not be forgotten
No you will not be alone

And when the day has all but ended
And our echo starts to fade
No you will not be alone then
And you will not be afraid
No you will not be afraid

When the fog has finally lifted
From my cold and tired brow
No I will not leave you crying
And I will not let you down
No I will not let you down
I will not let you down

Now comes the night
Feel it fading away
And the soul underneath
Is it all that remains
So just slide over here
Leave your fear in the fray
Let us hold to each other
Until the end of our days

When the hour is upon us
And our beauty surely gone
No you will not be forgotten
No you will not be alone
No you will not be alone

(Now comes the night- Rob Thomas)

I can run faster than a bullet in flight. I can destroy solid stone with my bare hands. But I can't save the one I love.

She lay motionless in the hospital bed wires like snakes all round her. No one saw her the way I saw her with her soul like angels wings on her back. She was so beautiful even as she lay barely a alive not able to breathe on her own.

"Will I have something to tell you?" said Alice quietly entering the room.

I looked at her praying she wasn't about to tell me Rae was going to die.

"It's about before you met Rae" she said.

Curious I nodded for her to continue. She sat down in a plastic hospital chair glanced over at Rae tenderly then turned to me.

"Now you must understand that events changed and it didn't happen but I feel bad for keeping it from you. When Edward first met Rae I had a vision that he would fall in love with Rae in the absence of Bella. Not because he didn't love Bella but because Rae could help him feel more human as she does to all of us. However when you two first met that vision was no longer an option as Rae follows her heart and her heart will always lead her to you even now she woke up when she knew you were near"

This news shocked me a little.

"You and your brother do have a few things in common" said Alice with a smile.

"What?"

"Easily charmed by a good heart" she said standing back up.

She placed a hand on Rae's cheek and smiled warmly down at her. Then she placed an envelope in my lap.

"She wrote this for you I haven't read it it's for your eyes only although I'll see it in the future" said Alice then she left.

I smiled faintly when I saw my name written in her messy script on the front of the envelope. I traced my finger over the letters feeling the indentations. I opened the letter carefully like it shatter like glass and the words she had meant for me to hear would be lost forever.

I unfolded the letter and tried to prepare myself for whatever would come next.

Dear Will,

You once wrote me letter, I still have it looked away safe just so I knew it was real that time we had together. You see I have an overactive imagination so sometime I doubt what's real but I could never imagined you.

You were perfection, you made everything good and everything was perfect because you were there.

The letter you wrote was saying goodbye but this letter isn't saying goodbye.

I spent too long without your cool arms around me, without you carefree laugh, without that smile, without the other half of myself.

That letter changed my life just as you did when you came knocking at my door. Even thought it was hard and it was painful and it almost took my life away from me it made me realise something.

Despite what we are, despite how irrational and impossible our love is, it is the greatest part of my life my very life source.

I don't want to think about the what if's and the regrets I want to think about what still can be, what lies ahead of us now because if you will except me for who I am I can see no limits in my future. You told me once that I had wings which I should use to fly but when you left it was like I was in a cage but now the skies are endless brilliant blue.

I am not afraid of what us been together might do to me. Even if it changes me into something else my heart is unchanging. These last two years have been proof of that.

I'm sorry I ran away but I needed to clear my head and I don't know if I've ever told you this but been around you can be rather overwhelming.

So why didn't I tell you all this face to face? I find writing things down helps me express myself better.

I know I will see you soon there's only so long I can hide from you.

I love you

Thank you for making my life so beautiful I hope my future can be just a bright.

Yours always

Rae

My tears were interrupted by the sound of Rae's heart monitor going wild. I wasn't taking chances I pulled her up against my body removing the breathing tubes, I stroked her long blonde hair back to reveal her beautiful pale neck. She was so delicate I could feel her faint pulse as I touched her neck one last time; I kissed those soft, warm lips.

I brought my lips to her ear and whispered "I'm sorry"

Then I moved my lips to her neck ready to say goodbye for the last time all too aware of the presence of my own cold tears running down my face.

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