Everything Twilight belongs to Stephenie Meyer, everything else is mine.

Thanks to Midnight Cougar for beta'ing and fixing my tense issues. :)


Chapter 37

You put me in therapy.

I don't know why I let you do this, because I can't stand to be around you and you always seem to be around now.

Maybe it's because I know I'm not ok.

I hate you for making me face my pain.

I love and hate Dr. Hale. She's a bitch like me, dishing just as good as I give. But she makes me tell her about you. I don't like talking about you. She makes me talk about her and my fingers unconsciously trace the letters on my wrist.

And I hate you again, because if you hadn't cheated on me, maybe she would have made it.

I tell Dr. Hale that.

I tell her I blame you for everything.


Thank you to all who have shared your story with me. I can only imagine the heartbreak and devestation you went through, and I hope I do your grief justice. - Cat