Weeks had past and things were getting back to normal. His family had left and friends stopped gushing over our engagement. I was finally excited about everything I spent hours on the computer looking up invitations and linens.
"Hey babe are you coming with me to the studio?"
"Drake I have so much homework to do. I'll just see you when you get home."
"Okay I'll bring home pizza. Love ya."
"Love ya babe."
We were so comfortable with each other that we didn't have to do everything together we could spend the whole day doing our own thing but when night time came around as long as we were together everything was great everything the way it should be. But things were going to change Drake was in the studio with his next big hit and getting ready for another tour.
"Hey Ash, what are you up to?"
Josh asked peeking his head into the media room.
"Home work."
I sighed.
"You wanna go do something I'm so bored and it's a Saturday."
"Beach?"
I asked knowing he hated the beach he hated the people and the crowds.
"Ugh…I guess."
"Yesss!"
I said jumping out of my chair and kissing him on his cheek. Josh and I had become so close these past months, but I think he's afraid everything's going to change once me and Drake get married like were going to kick him out of the house. But I would never do that I wouldn't want things to change I loved the way things were everything was working out great.
We sat in Joshes car cursing the highway traffic.
"So what's going to happen when Drake leaves next month?"
"Oh, god only one month away?" I sighed "I guess just busy myself with school maybe try to find a job? Its not like he's home all to much right now anyways."
"Yeah he's going to be doing that music video with that girl soon too."
"I know he's so excited. I'm so happy for him" I said smiling to myself staring out the window. I was so proud of him he had everything he wanted and he let everyone know he was always happy I don't think he has a sour bon in his body.
The day went great the beach as beautiful but I felt like Josh and I were falling apart at the seams he didn't talk to me much unless it was about Drake he listened to his i-pod and fell asleep leaving me feeling alone and not just on the beach but in the world. I had two people in my world and Josh was one of them. I felt as if I need to be a 20 year old girl and make some more friends and go out with kids my age. We drove home in silence and both just retreated to our rooms for the rest of the night.