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*renesmee*

Speeding down the highway is a norm for Jacob.

But, us speeding down the highway in an uncomfortable silence with fury and fear in the air is not.

We hadn't spoken since we left. Nobody has we were all racing down the highway.

We could've easily run faster but the cars we are in would definitely have been stolen by the riff raff of New Hampshire if we had so we decided to save ourselves the millions these cars cost.

It usually would have taken a good 30- 45 minutes for us to get home from school with Jacob's regular speeding but now that we were truly in a hurry we were pulling up into the driveway within 18 minutes and 49 seconds.

The tires would definitely need to be replaced, they were smoking.

But i dont think anyone cared at this moment.

Jacob hoped out of the car and waiting at the door was a wolf.

Seth.

"Shift, Seth" spoke Jacob. Not commanding just stating.

"Thanks for waiting on me."

Seth ran over to a tree and shifted and came back from behind the tree with only a pair of cut off jeans.

He mustve ripped his suit when he shifted to run.

Its a good thing Alice keeps close out in the woods because these wolves are always shifting and tearing expensive suits.

I don't think he cares, its totally understandable seeing as his sister was wolf-napped.

Everyone ran inside and the first thing we did was look around.

Their scent was everywhere and the house looked as if it had been to hell and was still having traumatic experiences.

The place was wrecked and you could tell it was done purposely.

With the torn and abused couch, the split in half table, the tipped over desk.

It was meant to send us a message that this was no longer a game.

The thing they didn't understand though, is that we never thought it was a game…

We were just hoping it was a nightmare that would disappear.

Or at least i was.

But with all the angry faces in this one room I know knew that Jacob was right.

It is time to end this.

We were standing in the living room when I saw Daniel.

He looked pissed.

He was pacing in anger as If he was trying to think but every reasonable thought was cancelled out by an violent one.

That's when I heard a crash come from outside that immediately made me snap my head to attention, prepared to fight, as well as everyone else, except for daniel who didn't seem to surprised.

I saw Paul outside in wolf form.

Now I know why Daniel was not surprised. When Paul is mad, well…... he gets mad.

He had just snapped a tree in half with his teeth and was now howling in anger and sadness. That would only make sense though, his reason for being was somewhere off with crazy vampires who could very well kill her.

I know what it feels like to lose the only thing that truly matters and i cant even think how crazy i would go if those vampires had kidnapped Jacob instead of me.

If there is a vampire heaven my soul would already be going to super hell.

"Jacob, I understand, but we have to strategize first. Going into something like this ignorant will get you hurt and that is not something we can afford to happen" my dad said interrupting my violent thoughts.

Jacob growled low but stopped immediately.

He was either mad about my dad being in his head or what he said, more than likely about Jacob's hasty ways of violence.

Regardless, my father wasn't upset. I don't even think Jacob did it intentionally.

I could totally understand why Jacob would be upset though, truly I was pissed off.

These women are some of the most inspirational women in my life and they just decided to come in and take them!

I was done being scared because now they were not just hurting me, they had tried to hurt my Jacob! And since they couldn't get him physically they decided to get to him emotionally and I was truly out for blood or what the fuck ever reference you would use for vampires and children of the moon! Jacob is my everythng and i be damned if i let him and his family suffer something that is my doing. Its time to end this.

"Edward is right Jacob. We do need to strategize, for all we know a battle may not even be necessary and we should not fight if it doesn't call for it" this of course being Carlisle.

This time Jacob and Seth growled but both cut off fast again.

Instead of staying quiet though Jacob turned around and looked at Carlisle with a look of irritation and un- belief.

"Are you serious right now? They have tried to hurt my Renesmee, I let it go because YOU all decided it would be the best idea, they came in and ruined our stuff! We let that slide. Then they come into our school, threatened human life, and take my family and you're saying that 'there may not be a battle', 'that we shouldn't fight if it is not necessary'? FUCK ALL OF THAT! THEY CROSSED THE LINE 14 LINES AGO AND I AM DONE! I am sorry, but at this point, I don't care if they hand Rebecca and Leah over to us, I don't care if they agree to leave us alone forever. I AM GOING TO KILL THEM!"

Jacob began to shake and i thought he was going to shift but instead he just punched a big hole in the wall that nobody seemed to care about as long as he didnt shift.

Jacob was definitely pissed, so i went over to stand next to him and took his hand in mine rubbing tiny circles on it. He immediatley calmed down,not all the way of course, and kissed my hairline causing me to feel serenity as well.

"I second that" Seth muttered.

"Third" Embry said in a furious voice, probably thinking about all the danger his mate was in.

"This is all my fault" Daniel muttered over in the corner.

"Daniel, that is not your fault. They would have come after us anyway, this is the perfect time. In fact I think they only got them both so it would bait Jacob in, which would ultimately bait Renesmee back in. And i think they took leah as killing two birds with ones stone. Getting at Jacob and Renesmee and You."

"What do you mean?"

We all looked up at the voice seeing Paul walk in with no shirt.

Wow, my family must always keep extra pants out there for Jacob and I guess it's a good thing that Jacob isn't that much buffer than the rest of them.

Just, buff enough to wrap those big arms around me and pick me up, holding me against the wall and sticking that long…

WHAT THE HELL!

THIS IS TOTALLY NOT THE TIME TO BE THINKING LIKE THIS!

I looked up after those few seconds of zoning out and the first thing I noticed was loud screaming, which for some reason was not surprising.

Jacob and Paul in the same room for too long always ends in screaming.

When I actually looked around though, I noticed that it wasn't Jacob and Paul arguing.

It was Paul and Daniel.

"YOU AND THAT PACK OF BEAST GOT MY BECKY KIDNAPPED! THOSE DUMB BUNCH OF MORONS CAME HERE TO HURT YOU AND TOOK MY GIRL! I SHOULD PUT YOUR ASS UP FOR RANSOM!" Paul yelled.

Paul yelled in Daniel's face saying some very disrespectful things that I felt were truly unnecessary.

I mean it's not even Daniel's fault.

Like my dad said, they would've come anyway if just to get at Jacob and I.

mainly me, this is all my fault.

To take his sister and one of his wolves, well former wolves and friend, is just wrong and I can see the insult.

I looked up at the rest of my family and most of them didnt even take concern of Paul misdirected anger just went on as if it wasnt happening. Even Esme.

I looked at most of their faces and it seemed that most of them were strategizing, especially Jazz, probably about the battle that we wanted to deny but all know is going to come.

While Jacob, and surprisingly Seth, looked as if they sort of agreed with Paul.

That thought made me step up.

"Hey Paul, This is not fair. Daniel is not to blame! You act as if he just invited them here! If anyones to blame here its me! So you need to leave him alone and stop acting like an idiot!"

That caused everyone to look up and look at my face.

"You shut up! This has nothing to do with you!" Paul said with a growl to his voice, automatically causing my Alpha male to snap from his trance and growl at Paul with a warning.

Seth was growling lowly too, "That was out of line."

"You shut the fuck up you wouldn't even understand you mateless…!"

Paul didn't even get to finish before Seth jumped at him with teeth elongated slightly ready to attack.

Almost immediately after Seth shifted, Paul began to shake and the next thing you know there were two big furry wolves in the living room.

They were about to jump at each other when my Jacob yelled, "STOP NOW!"

They both looked at him and stopped. Don't get me wrong they were still growling at each other but oddly enough they stopped.

What was so odd about it you may ask?

Well, Jacob didn't use Alpha command which he rarely does hating how it takes over people and leaves them no choice.

He didn't use his alpha command but the authority he held in his voice even for his young age caused both of them to stop and pay attention.

Definitely my Alpha.

WHAT THE DAMN! What is up with my hormones?

I was even starting to get hot and uncomfortable.

Damn! I don't need this right now, Jacob doesn't need this right now.

Jacob has way too much on his plate, I am not going to complicate it.

I will be fine.

I decided to continue my conversation with Paul so we could hurry and strategize so I can lay down.

I feel really lazy for some reason.

"Look, Paul, I know you're upset but if were speaking facts right now, I've been there. I've spent months in the personal hell and I want to get Rebecca back just as much as you do but I can tell you right now that the last time I was their they had enough wolves that if we bombarded in there at this moment, most of us would die. maybe you. maybe Rebecca. "

Jacob shuttered, I could tell it was from the thought of me being in that place of duplicated the fact that his favorite sister was now there as well.

That thought made me shudder as welll. Rebecca is like a big sister to me and to even think that she could be hurting or going through what i went through sends me on a whole different level of pain.

"look, Paul I understand you want to see Rebecca again. We all do, but if you want that to happen, and you don't want it to be with you both on a death bed, then we are going to have to think. Daniel was the last one of us to escape them. If anyone, he would know the numbers of wolves and vampires best."

I could tell that Paul wanted to be upset but he could see my point and despite his rough and angered exterior, he was pained inside and was worried for his Rebecca.

Hell, he probably only obstained himself from going to fine the wolves mmediatley because he wanted to wait for Jacob.

Now that I think about it…

"Where were you guys when they got snatched?" I asked now curious how they could've gotten away with Paul and Leah's crazy ways.

"We were fighting…"

"And winning…." Stated Paul ,interrupting Daniel.

"…When we were shot with these."

Daniel pulled out a dart that had some type of fancy scribbles on it and it looked like it had some latin word on it.

"… I don't know what it is but, I am guessing it is something that was engineered by some of the scientist. Used as some sort of paralysis for wolves."

When Daniel said that, it brought back some of the memories that I try so hard to suppress.

One of those memories being of when I had just woken up in the strange, and at the time, unfamiliar lab.

I woke up all the time feeling groggy and numb, i figured it had just been from malnutrition and the abuse i took from strong wolves. But maybe the scientist had a paralysis for vampires too.

It would make sense.

Except you would think that at least the Alpha of the pack would know about the paralysis for his wolves.

Maybe they only made it for Quilete wolves and Half Vampires?

But then how would it work on Daniel then?

So many questions.

"Let me see that" Carlisle spoke.

Daniel handed the bullet to him and he studied it.

"Is there anything that Children of The Moon are 'allergic' to?" asked mom.

"Wolfsbane, but other than that, no. Why?"

"Because maybe they used wolfsbane, or an ingredient in wolfsbane to create a paralysis" answered dad.

"Even so, I don't see how that would make Paul pass out. He's not a Child of the Moon" spoke Seth.

After that everyone was quiet and lost in their thoughts.

"Well…" started Emmett, "Maybe the genetics between a child of the moon and a quilete wolf are similar enough to where wolfsbane could also have a paralyzing affect as well. And you would think that if anyone the scientist would know this. All they would have to do is get some dna from jacob and dna from one of the Moon Children and you could compare the genetics to see if the blood reacts the same and the WALA you got a paralysis."

Everyone turned to Emmett, everyone in shock, except for Rose who just had a smirk on her face.

"What? I have my moments!" he huffed with mock irritation.

"That still doesn't help us determine numbers or fighting skills" Jacob said with a darkness to his voice that made me want to shiver. But I couldn't, not at a voice that meant the world to me.

"Well, I am not really up to date. The last time Ive seen them was when I had left to find my cousin" He spoke sadly but also with nervousness like he didn't want to upset Jacob.

"But,when I was there, there was approximately 11 wolves and there were, are pretty skilled in combat. I cant be sure how many there are though because before I left the Alpha, Vincent, was talking about recruiting new wolves and how we would wait for the full moon to go and scout. I left before then so I don't know how it went or how many were recruited."

"Why did he say go recruit on the full moon?" asked Alice in her little curious voice.

"It makes the wolf stronger" he mumbled

The way he said it made it obvious that he didn't want to talk about it, but I don't think Jacob, Embry, Paul or Seth care and well…. Long story short he better be ready to talk about it or get harassed.

"Why?" Jacob asked, as predicted.

As I said, his tone of voice left no room for discussion and Daniel could sense that.

He started timidly and quietly but it didn't matter, supernatural hearing and all.

"Well, although we can change every time the moon is out, for some reason changing a person when the full moon is out make s there wolf more… viscous."

Even as he spoke now, I could tell that either he had this experience or he had to deal with someone who did.

Either way, it was a bad experience for him.

I took Jacob's hand and sat us down on one of the few couches that wasnt destroyed, feeling tired. All this shit can really tire a half vampire out.

He pulled me close to him by my waist, pulling me on his lap, and my I could feel my girly spots tingle.

When was the last time me and Jacob made love?

"Renesmee!" my dad said in a stern voice and a disgusted expression.

Jacob was looking at me and his hard face had changed into a small playful smirk.

"Well, that was very random" he stated.

I blushed when everybody looked at me.

Did i say that out loud?

Thats super embarassing.

I hid my face in Jacob's shoulder blade and I put a mind shield over my brain.

No more awkward moments.

"Anyway" said Seth with a disgusted expression that matched my dad's.

I inwardly laughed.

I remember when that used to be me looking at my mom and dad being all gross.

Now that my mind was blocked, I thought freely of Jacob and the last time I had tasted his luscious skin, or the last time he had pinned me under his body and ravaged my own, the last time I had felt him fully inside of me.

It's been a while.

Well, now that I have confirmed that, I say that after this little discussion, before we go off to fight, I will make my Jacob happy knowing he will do the same by satisfying my hunger.

Anyway I should get back to the discussion.

"With that being said the best time to go is in the morning or evening when they are at a disadvantage" said Jasper.

"Well, I don't think that would work. I mean, they know they're at a disadvantage at this time so why would they even make themselves available before they change?" asked Jacob.

"That's true but they don't have to know when we come in."

"You mean a sneak attack?" asked Emmett looking intrigued.

"Yes."

"I'm in" said Emmett sounding overjoyed causing almost everyone to either snicker or grin.

Emmett just had an infectious personality.

"Well, first we have to get more details on this plan Emmett. Alice, do you see anything?" asked dad with his crooked smile plastered on his face.

"I cant see much due to all the wolves and Nessie, but I can kind of see us meeting in the woods, not to far from here. There's a lake, so I'm guessing it's not too far from where Jacob proposed."

"It's not exactly dark, its Twilight and I think we are definitely outnumbered. That's all I see" she put her head down after her vision was over and Jasper went over to hug her.

Alice still tends to feel bad when she can't help out through her visions, it makes her feel useless no matter how much others tell her otherwise.

"Well, Alice maybe if you and Jazz go outside for a minute, or me and the wolves go , you can find out what day we leave."

"Well, yeah, that should probably work..." Alice was getting up but was cut off by Jacob who turned to me.

"Renesmee, I think you meant what time are the rest of us leaving. You're staying here."

I turned to him fully to see if he was serious.

And, amazingly, he was.

I looked at his face that told me that this would definitely be an argument. An argument he didnt intend on letting me win. But he cant be serious, this is just as much my fight as it is his or the rest of this families. Those assholes want me so i have to be there to teach them not to mess with my family, to show them i am not afraid...

to kil them.

I just hope Jacob can understand that.

I hope.

I didn't want to argue aloud so I put my hand in Jacob's hand.

Jacob, I AM going. I know you are worried about me but I can train with Jasper and prepare myself better and i wil even stay close by to a wolf so don't worry.

Renesmee, you are not going! It's too dangerous and with all that's going on, I don't need anything else to worry about. So you'll stay here with Lavanna.

I paused with words for a second and all I felt was unbelief and anger.

JACOB YOU ARE INSANE IF YOU THINK THAT I AM STAYING HERE WHILE YOU GO OFF TO FIGHT A BATTLE THAT IS MORE MINE THAN YOURS ANYWAY! NO FREAKIN WAY IN HELL IS THAT HAPPENING!

Renesmee, this is not up for discussion you are NOT GOING!

My hand retracted from his for a moment because of the tone he spoke to me in.

I looked up at him and realized that he didn't even seem regretful about telepathically yelling at me.

I think some of his Alpha even came out.

I grabbed his hand angrily.

Jacob, I AM going. HELL IF ANYTHING YOU SHOULDNT BE GOING! THIS IS MY FIGHT! but i know you couldnt stay here and not get involved and i accet that, i dont like it, but i will accept it. But I WILL NOT ACCEPT YOU TELLING ME TO SIT HERE WHILE YOU GO OFF TO FIGHT A BATTLE FULL OF DANGEROUS WOLVES AND VAMPIRES!

Renesmee, I have to go! I am Alpha and my wolves will be there. On top of that they have my sister!

Well, in case you didn't know this but I am your imprint and I have known Rebecca all my life, so she is damn near my sister too. Leah as well. Plain and simple I AM GOING!

"YOU ARE NOT GOING RENESMEE! END OF DISCUSSION!" Jacob screamed aloud, filling the quiet awkward room with his voice.

The whole tingly, lovey- dovey, lustful thing I felt before, was gone.

Well that's a lie.

But I can say that now I don't want to act on it.

Well, that's sort of a lie as well BUT WHATEVER!

I stood up and turned around to Jacob putting my hand back in his before preparing to walk off.

Jacob, I love you more than anything else and I know you know that. But i am not a little girl anymore and you cant make these kind of decisions for me.

I am your fiance and your mate.

i ignored his thoughts.

You mean the world to me and I am not letting you go in this alone. So I am sorry, but this is not your decision to make. I just hope that once this is over you will forgive me.

I let go of his hand and walked out.

"Renesmee…"

I didn't turn around, just stopped knowing that if I turned around that I would fall for his deep brown eyes.

Goodness, I love him so damn much. I am surprised I can deny him.

I just know that I am not letting him fight alone.

Period.

"Don't leave the perimeter."

I just blinked at the door and walked out without acknowledging him, which truly hurt.

I know he was hurting and only trying to keep me safe but I was trying to keep him safe and true stuff, if he went off and I stayed here I would probably die from too much pacing and stress.

I left the house and went in the woods.

Even though I was feeling rebellious and mad at Jacob for not understanding me, I stayed in the perimeter just running and smelling my surroundings.

I finally slowed down when I was in the west side of the forest, close to me and Jacob's lake.

I sat down next to it and just stared at it.

I don't like arguing with Jacob, but the point of the matter is that I cant be that far away from him when he going somewhere so serious.

So life threatening.

Especially when he is going to fight for me.

I haven't even had time to think about how I would react if something happened to my Jacob.

Well…

Truly I don't need to think, I know what would happen and I must say I would feel the worst for mom.

To lose her daughter and best friend would be terrible but I know she would understand.

STOP THINKING LIKE THAT! I yelled at myself, mentally.

I decided to just enjoy the lake before I make plans of how I will sneak around Jacob and get myself in to this battle.

i am going whether he accepts it or not. I need to be near my Jacob.

Make sure he is okay.

I sniffed the air taking in the fresh smell of the lake.

It smelled great…

Except for that smell that I had grown too accustomed to.

Children of the moon.

Maybe one vampire.

I sniffed the air harder just to confirm and as usual, my nose was not wrong.

I definitely smelt it.

I got up and stupidly went to go see if they were close.

I stood up slow and walked over to a tree that was filled with scent.

I looked around it and saw that there was nothing in sight for miles.

I sighed with relief and got ready to leave, now getting paranoid when I heard a feral growl behind me.

FMEL.

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fuck. my. eternal. life.

Omjesus. I love this chapter but hate how it turned out.

Let me explain, ok, before I even started the story there a certain chapters that I already knew I would want to write, I would want them to be great because of all the emotion in them.

This is one of those chapters.

That's why it took so long, I wanted to make this chapter great and personally I don't like it. well, ive revised it a bit so, it's okay.

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